Leng Yunhao was even more shocked at this time, of course he remembered what happened that night, but he didn't expect that it would be discovered by Su Ruolin. How she found out was completely unknown at this time, and he naturally wouldn't ask.

Still a little guilty in his heart, he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at Su Ruolin. It turned out that from beginning to end, he was hurting this kind woman. Since she knew about his relationship with Su Luoyan, why didn't she make a big fuss like other women? He would rather she beat him up like a shrew.

However, if Su Ruolin really did that, she would not be Su Ruolin. She would rather bear all the grievances alone, and would rather hide all the heartaches in her heart alone. Even if her husband cheats, she won't say it.

This problem is now thrown at Leng Yunhao, he is speechless, he has done so many things, the two women have been hurt to varying degrees, and he must let down the other if he accommodates one.

"Ruolin, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you. A person like me is not worthy of your love. I don't ask you to forgive me because I hurt you, but I want you to be considerate of me. Leng Yunhao mustered up the courage to say this, he knew that he wanted Su Ruolin to be considerate of himself, which was completely the behavior of a bastard.

But even if it's a bastard, so what? He felt that he was not even a bastard now, and that he could not continue to survive in the cracks of his marriage. Su Ruolin is a good woman, but he doesn't know how to cherish it, so he must let go and let her pursue her own life.

He had already made a promise to Su Luoyan, and he couldn't let this woman down again. When he can't choose, he can only follow his heart. He only loves Su Luoyan as a woman in his heart, and he knows this better than anyone else. Forgive him for choosing love so selfishly, he can't bear the heavy responsibility of marriage.

"Yun Hao, I don't expect you to love me like Luo Yan, but I beg you not to abandon me, I love you too, I don't know how to live without you. Yun Hao, I'll just assume that this incident didn't happen, okay? We're still the same as before, and I promise I won't dwell on it. Su Ruolin was sad, but even more afraid, if this man left her side, then it would be impossible to come back again.

Such a humble request came out of Su Ruolin's mouth, but it made Leng Yunhao's heart even heavier, how could he do such a rebellious thing. If you don't love Su Ruolin, do you want to give her a glimmer of hope? Before, he was too greedy to face his heart, but after two years, he has learned how to weigh weight.

"Ruolin, don't be like this, you will definitely meet a man who is better than me, and you will definitely meet the man who cherishes you. You are so good, you will be very happy. Ruolin, I'm sorry, I failed you. After Leng Yunhao finished speaking, his heart was bitter, he was the one who had a bad heart after all.

Su Ruolin cried even more sadly, she grabbed Leng Yunhao, wishing that she could drill into his heart. "I don't want it, I don't want other men, I just want you. Even if you don't love me, even if you only love her, Yun Hao, I don't mind, I just want to be able to stay by your side, I just want to be able to see you occasionally. As long as you don't drive me away, I'll be content. She wept like a tearful man, and pleaded bitterly before him.

If such a scene continues, Leng Yunhao will not be able to control it. Even if it is ruthless, then he can only do this. "I'm sorry, Ruolin, I'm leaving. Take care. He was ruthless, shook off Su Ruolin's hand, turned the wheelchair quickly with both hands, and disappeared into Su Ruolin's field of vision without looking back.

"Yun Hao, Yun Hao......" Su Ruolin slumped to the ground, she cried and shouted the man's name, but she couldn't make the man look back at her. The painstaking marriage was officially declared over at this time. It's not that she's unwilling, she's just reluctant.

The cold house has always been cold, since Su Ruolin lived here, it has been quiet here, she is the only one who spends time here, no matter how cold it was at that time, at least there was something to look forward to, and now, she didn't even have expectations.

"Yun Hao, Yun Hao......" She repeated the man's name again and again, these two words that have been engraved into her life, every day in the future, will be withdrawn from her life little by little.

Everything in the room is still the same as yesterday, but there is no longer Leng Yunhao's breath, and the faint breath that belongs to him has been completely taken away by him. She didn't know how she would spend her days in the future. What was wrong with her that made him firm and must leave her?

Life sometimes seems simple, but in some moments, it shows a complex side like a drama, and when problems arise, if they are not solved in time, they will only accumulate huge atomic energy in forbearance. The day it erupts, it will be devastating.

Leng Yunhao left with a resolute decision, this life seems to be doomed, he must let down one woman before he knows how to cherish another woman. This kind of guilt did make him miserable at some point, but the thought of being able to be with his beloved gave rise to hope in his heart again.

When he pushed open the door, he saw Su Luoyan's bright smiling face greeting him, and the gloom in his heart disappeared in an instant. It turns out that the feeling of home is not how big the house is, not how luxurious the furnishings are, but the person in the house is the love of your heart.

"You're back?" Su Luoyan got up and pushed Leng Yunhao into the house. She didn't ask what had just happened, what choice he made, it was none of her business. Whether he wants to promise her, or whether he wants to live up to her life, she can't control it.

"Luo Yan, let me hug you." Leng Yunhao was like a wounded child, and he needed a refuge at this time. A person who has been wandering outside for a long time needs a place where he can enjoy peace.

She stood right in front of him, dressed in plain home clothes, with no grease powder on her face, and a faint and alienated smile on her cold face. Leng Yunhao hugged Su Luoyan by the waist, his whole head pressed against her chest, and he could feel the powerful heartbeat from her chest. V5qn。

Leng Yunhao closed his eyes slightly, and the natural body fragrance from a woman lingered in front of his nose, which had nothing to do with any precious perfume, he loved this woman deeply, even if it was a sword mountain and a sea of fire, that was what he was willing to do. But just a few hours ago, he had hurt the innocent woman. At this time, he couldn't be completely relieved, and he couldn't smile by Su Luoyan's side.

"Luo Yan, am I a special bastard?" After a long time, he suddenly came out with such a sentence, and Su Ruolin's crying face has been lingering in his mind, he still can't forget Su Ruolin's goodness, even if he doesn't love it, even if he never puts this woman in his heart, but he can't be so cold-blooded and abandon her to the back of his mind.

"Yes." Su Luoyan gave a positive reply, this reply obviously surprised Leng Yunhao a little, he raised his eyes and looked at Su Luoyan seriously, he thought that she would tell him like a child that he was not. It seems that everyone is like this, even if they feel that they have done something wrong, they want someone to be there to encourage them against their will.

"You're a bastard indeed. I had white roses, and I still wanted red roses, but now I have given up white roses, and I can't forget the goodness of white roses. Yun Hao, I'm also a bastard, isn't it, I shouldn't be greedy for your good, I shouldn't rob you of your happiness. Su Luoyan said, also gloomy.

She never thought that she would have anything to do with Leng Yunhao, the two of them came from different worlds, and it was just a mistake to be together, if that mistake could have come to an abrupt end, then so many things would not have happened.

"Luo Yan, don't say that about yourself. Let her pass the past, I know that you love me, and I happen to love you very much. I want to be with you for the rest of my life, and love is supreme before God. Leng Yunhao stretched out his hand and scratched Su Luoyan's nose.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and finally decided to let go of his past. He has already made a choice, he has given up on Su Ruolin, so he should no longer miss her goodness. With Su Luoyan, he must cherish it a hundred times, even if he can't give Su Luoyan the most perfect love in this life, he will do his best to love her.

The morning sun is always so gorgeous, and when Su Luoyan woke up from her sleep, the man lying next to her was staring at her face intently. That stubborn and cold face became his best gift today.

"What are you looking at?" Su Luoyan stretched out her hand to cover Leng Yunhao's eyes, and was so seriously scrutinized by him, she actually felt a little embarrassed in her heart.

The corners of Leng Yunhao's mouth showed a gentle smile, such a happy moment used to belong to him alone in a lonely dream, but now, everything has been presented in front of him. Su Luoyan's fingers were on his eyelids, and he could feel her presence with a slight blink of his eyelashes.

"Luo Yan, I really want to be able to freeze at this time, so that I can watch you for the rest of my life." He stretched out his hand and took Su Luoyan into his arms, so many tender and sweet words, he especially wanted to tell her. Plain happiness has always been what a man on top of the world looks forward to, but when he really gets it, he has gone through a hundred turns and thousands of times.

"If it's frozen at this point, won't we all die?" Su Luoyan smiled lightly, the topic fell into this heavy atmosphere of life and death, and she was unwilling to continue listening. What she wants is to live with this man for the rest of her life, to be able to wake up every day and see each other's faces.

"I don't want to listen to such unlucky words." He hugged Su Luoyan tighter, and when he mentioned the word death, he was inexplicably nervous, afraid that every ominous word he said would become a naked reality.

Time spent quietly in the breath of two people, plain and leisurely, this is the happiness they yearn for. For them, this month seems to be a microcosm of the day. Leng Yunhao's leg injury was almost gone, if it weren't for Su Luoyan's worry, he would have thrown away his crutches and walked alone. However, in order not to worry Su Luoyan, he still obediently did what she said.

Lin Xi has been in the United States for a while, and he is really bored alone. Without Su Luoyan by his side, many things are no longer fun. Su Luoyan said before that she couldn't come because of an emergency, which made her quite angry for a while. It's just that this woman didn't even explain afterwards, her anger disappeared, and Su Luoyan didn't come to comfort her at this time.

In short, she missed Su Luoyan a little, so she didn't say a word, and came back with her luggage. Not only did Old Man Lin not know about this matter, but even Wei Jun didn't know about it, so she didn't want her whereabouts to be told to her father by Wei Jun.

"Sister Su, what are you busy with? If it's okay, come to the airport to pick me up, and I'll fly back. When Lin Xi was at the airport, she dialed Su Luoyan's phone, but no one answered, so she had to leave her voice behind.

And at that moment, Su Luoyan was sitting on the balcony with Leng Yunhao enjoying the afternoon time, the warm sunshine spread warmly, the two of them picked up a tatami mat and sat on the ground, Su Luoyan leaned on Leng Yunhao's arms, each flipping through their favorite books, there was a large cup of coffee next to the table, you took a sip and I carelessly let the aroma of coffee linger in the air.

One hour, Su Luoyan saw the mobile phone message, and when he called again, Lin Xi was already on his way back from the airport.

"I said Sister Su, if you don't call back, I think I'm going to dial 110 to log in to the missing person notice. Hurry up and take the drive, I finally came back without telling the old man, but I'm going to you tonight. Lin Xi was in the taxi, speaking very naturally, completely unaware of the embarrassed expression on Su Luoyan's face. 13605551

She hadn't had time to tell Lin Xi about the things between herself and Leng Yunhao, and it could even be said that she was unwilling to tell Lin Xi these things from the beginning. But paper can't hold the fire, Lin Xi is her best friend, and this matter will be known to her sooner or later.

"Uh, where are you now? I'll come back to you in a moment. Let's find a place to live and eat together in the evening. Su Luoyan bypassed Lin Xi's words, this was the safest arrangement for the time being, she couldn't let Lin Xi appear here rashly, otherwise, she couldn't imagine how embarrassing that scene would be when Lin Xi saw Leng Yunhao.

"Okay, then I'll call you when I've made the arrangements, you must set a place to eat, and besides, don't tell Wei Jun about my return, I don't want to see him." The focus of Lin Xi's words was on the last sentence, and Su Luoyan immediately understood what she meant.

"Okay, I promise to do what you want." When Su Luoyan hung up the phone, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, fortunately, Lin Xi's personality was very arrogant, if she was as sensitive and delicate as Su Zhenyan, I am afraid that she would already know about her affairs with Leng Yunhao.

"What's wrong? Luo Yan? Leng Yunhao saw Su Luoyan standing there in amazement, holding the phone in his palm and not putting it down. He had heard some of the conversations in the house, but he didn't know what was going on.

Wait for one. "It's Lin Xi's call, I'll go over to have dinner with her in the evening." Su Luoyan said lightly, it turns out that the happiness of two people is never just a matter of two people. Even if she escapes, she will have to tell other people one day.

Leng Yunhao saw the loneliness on Su Luoyan's face, and he had already guessed in his heart that Su Luoyan definitely didn't tell Lin Xi about the two of them, he was grateful to Su Luoyan in his heart for enduring so many things alone.

"Luo Yan, don't worry, I'll go with you." Leng Yunhao walked over and took Su Luoyan into his arms. No matter what time it is, as long as Su Luoyan is unwilling to take on things alone, he is willing to be by her side, as long as he can make her less sorrowful, he is willing to do anything.

"Is that appropriate? I'm worried...... Lin Xi may not understand. Su Luoyan said what she thought in her heart, she knew Lin Xi, and she believed enough in the affection between the two people, but between her and Leng Yunhao, it was better to call it free love, and it was not good, and there was a hint of incest.

She didn't dare to think about Lin Xi's reaction after knowing this matter, would she be able to accept it? Lin Xi knew that the Su family was not good to Su Luoyan, so he hated it together with Leng Yunhao, if he knew about the matter between Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao, would he still believe Su Luoyan? She doesn't want to lose her best friend because of a man.

"I'll go with you, she'll find out about this sooner or later. Since Lin Xi is your good sister, she will definitely respect your choice. Luo Yan, don't worry, with me, even if the whole world doesn't understand our decision, we must go on firmly. Don't worry too much about what others think, as long as we are happy enough, it can change everyone's perspective. He comforted Su Luoyan with a fixed gaze.

Su Luoyan was only silent for a moment, the things that should be faced need to be faced sooner or later. She has been with Leng Yunhao for a month, and she admits that the time the two of them have spent together is really happy, but in her heart she is worried about this hard-won happiness, and she is afraid that the more perfect she is, the easier it is to lose. She shouldn't have such a mood of gain and loss, but aren't everyone like this? When you can't get it, you want to have it, but once you get it, you are afraid that you will lose it.

It has been a month since Leng Yunhao left the cold house, such a long time, for Su Ruolin, it has always been like a year, and the furnishings in the house still retain their original appearance, but they hope that one day the man will be able to get lost when he is tired, and this mood is the only reason that can support her to continue to wait.

She didn't want to stay in the house for a long time, and the only thing that remained constant from morning to night was the silence in the house. A man guards an empty house as if he were guarding an uninhabited grave. She wanted to listen to the sound of time passing, it was so lonely and helpless, and there was only her breath in the room, although the things that belonged to Leng Yunhao were still there, but the man hadn't appeared here for a long time.

She didn't want to think about the divorce Leng Yunhao mentioned, the divorce agreement he wrote, she put it in the drawer that day, and didn't look at it, as if it had never happened. Leng Yunhao didn't want to come back here, but she was still looking forward to him being able to come back here at some point.

Later, after looking forward to it too much, she was only disappointed, and she began to convince herself that Leng Yunhao was still the same as before, he was just busy with work and went to the United States again. This reason can be persuaded to herself, so she began to think that maybe during the New Year, he will return like last year.

When she didn't want to stay in the house, she went to guard Shen Yuqing. That woman was in a sanatorium when Leng Yunhao went to the United States in the second year, that was Leng Yunhao's meaning, she wanted to say that she could take care of his mother, but the man insisted, and she had to give up. So, she would go to the nursing home every week to visit Shen Yuqing and spend an afternoon quietly with the silent woman.

Now, she has a lot of time to squander, and she gets bored when she's alone, but she feels so much better when she's guarding the other. She sometimes longs that Shen Yuqing will wake up at some point, then she will definitely object to Leng Yunhao being with Su Luoyan, she is Shen Yuqing's hand-picked daughter-in-law, Leng Yunhao is so obedient, she will definitely listen to Shen Yuqing's words.

But how can such an extravagant hope be turned into a reality? Shen Yuqing has been lying there for more than two years, and she is still the same, silent, and only a faint breath proves that she is a living person. She thought, both of them are sad, although Shen Yuqing is glamorous, but at this time, she can't perceive the existence of the outside world, and although she can perceive, she can't perceive the existence of that man.

In addition, she is a little selfish, hoping to meet Leng Yunhao in this place, she knows that the person Leng Yunhao cares about most in her heart has always been Shen Yuqing. But for a month, he didn't appear here, as if he had evaporated from the world. She really wanted to call Leng Yunhao, but she didn't even have the courage to dial.

The feeling of wanting to cry without tears lingered in her heart, and she could only be silent, and then deceive herself that nothing had happened. She felt that she should be generous, Leng Yunhao was still a child, so let him be willful, as long as he came back one day, then everything should be as if nothing happened.

She is a person who has no interest and does not know how to please men, and she has realized this. She knew that no matter what she did, she couldn't change Leng Yunhao's mind, so she could only keep her previous appearance and be the Su Ruolin who was loyal to herself.

She rarely interferes in the affairs of the Su family, Cao Monroe called her several times, but she was pushed back for various reasons, she felt that she was now a married person, and she couldn't always run to her parents' house. Moreover, Su Ruolin also felt that Leng Yunhao didn't like her, and it might have something to do with the Su family.

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