Chapter 140: Repentance
"Smoke." Yan Yue, who was standing outside the ward, pursed his lips all the time, and only after a long time did he spit out the first word since he came to the hospital.
"Young master, this is a hospital, smoking is not allowed." Da Mao said honestly, but his eyes couldn't stop glancing at him curiously.
He naturally knew that the young master of his family actually did not have the habit of smoking, he had tasted things that were a hundred times more powerful than cigarettes over the years, and he had never seen him addicted, and anything was just a plaything in his eyes, which could be picked up or thrown away at will.
Now he would borrow a cigarette to dispel his sorrows for a woman, and his dejected appearance is really unbelievable.
He didn't insist any longer, just stared at the door of the ward in a daze, as if he wanted to look out of a hole, but he never had the courage to walk in.
"She hates me." He let out a sudden sigh that was so light that it was almost inaudible.
In response, there was silence, and after about a minute, Xiao Mao said in a low voice, "Miss Zixuan is no longer in trouble, young master, let's go back first." ”
At this time, no one would bear to say the sentence "I knew it was like this, why bother in the first place".
He still stood motionless, as if he hadn't heard Xiao Mao's words.
"Young master, ...... Fang Zicheng's side" Da Mao hesitated for a moment, the idiots could see Yan Yue's remorse at the moment, he hated not only himself, but I am afraid he would not let go of the culprit Fang Zicheng.
"Give him what he wants, and teach him a lesson, so that he knows that he is not allowed to touch her again in the future." There was endless desolation in his voice, and there was even more fierce ruthlessness. It is only at this moment that we understand what it means to "inflict sin on oneself and not live."
But she, he closed his eyes slightly, and that scene always lingered in his mind shockingly, it turned out that when she was pushed to the extreme, she would be like this.
Such a strong determination, such a broken jade rather than a complete tile, a small age, a small body. Where did you get so much courage?
He's been there a lot. I have seen many people, and I have seen many people who can't help themselves, and I have seen how they put down their dignity while crying bitterly and complaining and hating. Of course, there are also many high-minded people who are impassioned. But at a time when life and death are at stake. Give up ridiculous self-esteem.
Survival is human instinct.
He knew how strange she was, from the first time he saw her four years ago. He wanted to see the other expressions on the little girl's face, and every time he thought that the mask on the face of this cold little girl was completely shattered and crumbled, and he begged him pitifully, he was extremely excited.
But no matter what she did, she always looked like Tarzan collapsed in front of her, as if no one in the world could attract her attention, no matter how provocative he was, she always had that cold look. It seems that everything he does is just a ridiculous trick in her eyes, and the more she does this, the more he wants to force her, but she didn't expect that at the end of the day, she still looked at him indifferently and stubbornly, and only he collapsed.
It turned out that he had gone so far unconsciously, and from the day he was interested in her for no reason, he was doomed to be hopeless today, even Da Mao and Xiao Mao could see it, only he went down stupidly.
"Da Mao, you stay here, Fang Zicheng and I will go over in person, it's time to teach him a lesson." He took a deep breath and finally turned around and left with Xiao Mao.
At that moment, for the first time, Da Mao felt that the back of Yan Sangongzi, who was high above and indifferent to anything, was so gloomy.
Fang Zixuan woke up from her slumber, only to feel that her whole body was sore, and the white walls of the hospital were everywhere in her eyes, and the smell of disinfectant that she had always hated made her so relieved at this moment, the medicinal properties had faded, and the pain that she couldn't feel yesterday was particularly obvious today, not only the stinging pain in the palms, but also the pain in the mouth and tongue was simply penetrating into the bones, so that she couldn't help frowning and inhaling shallowly.
"Are you awake?" A delicate little nurse happened to open the door and walked in, and when she saw her, she smiled shallowly, "How do you feel?" Feeling better? ”
She was about to say something, but as soon as she pulled her tongue, it burned and hurt, and she could only nod slightly.
"You don't have to speak, it's better to recuperate during this time," the nurse came in to take her temperature, "The injury on your tongue is quite serious, you can't eat and chew during this time, at most you can only eat some liquid food, are you thirsty?" ”
She nodded.
"Then I'll make you a glass of glucose water." The nurse expertly fed her the water, watching her greedily suck the glucose water, and couldn't help but look at her curiously.
is indeed a very beautiful girl, there are many beautiful girls, but there are not many people with such temperament as her, even if she is so haggard lying on the hospital bed, there is still a kind of cold and cold beauty, and even adds a little bit of pity to me, what a sick beauty, no wonder the handsome noble son at the door is not giving up.
She knew about her condition, and she was taking medicine and cutting her hands, and at first glance, she knew that she couldn't think of self-harm, which was a pity for such a good look.
She is also a girl of this age, and the women in her love are always more impulsive than rational, and then look at the painful and remorseful look outside the door, and always feel that she understands the truth seven or eight points.
So he persuaded with affection, "The girl should cherish herself the most, how can such a beautiful person as you bear to put such a heavy hand on yourself?" What's more, it's still for men, how worthwhile it is, some things are not a big deal to look back, no matter how angry you are, you shouldn't hurt your body, you look at the way you are now, you yourself are uncomfortable, and he is not comfortable. ”
Fang Zixuan's brows furrowed again, and her eyes were more dazed, not understanding what she was talking about.
"Actually, your boyfriend is not bad, he looks like he's worried about you, but he hasn't dared to come in at the door, how can there be no little contradiction between the two of you, you are so extreme will frighten people." The nurse chattered as she neatly changed her drip.
Boyfriend? There's no way she's going to be reborn again, right? A boyfriend appeared out of nowhere this time?
She hurriedly looked around, as if it was the ward where she was lying last night, and she was relieved to see the mobile phone on the bedside table.
"You want a phone?" Seeing her actions, the nurse hurriedly handed her the mobile phone, and when she saw her tightly bandaged hands, she paused again, "You are going to take a drip in one hand now, and one hand is injured, how can you use the mobile phone?" I'll call your boyfriend in and help you. ”
The nurse enthusiastically opened the door and shouted out, "Your girlfriend is awake, she is inconvenient to use her mobile phone, you can help her." ”
Yan Yue, who was named, looked embarrassed, hesitated for a moment at the door before walking in, Fang Zixuan was like a fried kitten when he saw him, his whole person was tense, and there was undisguised vigilance in his eyes.
"I already texted your classmates last night to help you ask for leave." He put his phone on the bedside table, "There is nothing wrong with your body, you can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, but your tongue hurts very badly, it is recommended that you rest for a period of time and only eat liquids." ”
Fang Zixuan's face could not see joy and anger, and his eyes were still cold and vigilant, and he did not ease it because of what he said.
"Sorry about yesterday." This is probably the first time in his life that he has apologized to humanity.
She turned her head slightly to avoid looking at him, because she couldn't speak, she couldn't express her bad feelings for him in words, so she could only choose to ignore him.
The ward was very quiet, only the shallow breathing of the two people, obviously so close, but it seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.
For the first time, he felt at a loss, trying to explain something to her, but fearing that she would hate him even more.
Fang Zixuan felt that it was a very boring thing to stare at a dangerous person like him, since he had been hospitalized and his body was tired, he should have a good rest, so he simply closed his eyes and went to sleep by himself.
Yan Yue was originally prepared to see the bottom with her, but she didn't expect that she would be able to sleep in the face of the person she hated, was she too nervous, or was she not so disgusted with him at all?
He sat on the chair next to the bed, her eyes closed, not as cold and serious as usual, her relaxed eyebrows and eyes were very soft, the black hair scattered on the pillow made her face more and more small and pale, the wound on her slender white neck had been bandaged properly, and the sunlight outside the window sprinkled on her blue blood vessels, which looked so fragile, as if it would be broken at a break.
Thinking of the blood last night, he couldn't help but shudder, and still felt incredible, how could such a small body burst out with so much courage?
As if to confirm her presence, his hand gently touched her face, but paused awkwardly at the moment he was about to touch it.
Her eyes opened at the right time, still cold eyes without any emotion, without the confusion that she had just woken up, it turned out that she was not asleep at all.
"I just wanted to scare you last night," he explained, retracting his hand and awkwardly, "I didn't really want to do that, I just wanted to force you to beg for mercy......
But the more he explained, the more powerless he became, and even he felt that he couldn't go on.
A sneer tugged at the corner of her lips, choking all his thoughts in her throat.
"It turns out that being drugged is just to scare me, and looking for someone to rape me is just to scare me, after all, your original intention is just to have fun, and you don't want to kill anyone, I can understand. However, my Zixuan has always preferred jade to be broken than broken, if you want to see me abandon my dignity and kneel and beg for mercy, then you might as well take a look at my corpse first. She spoke in a strange voice because of her tongue injury, but the nonchalant look on her face shocked him.
"I understand, it's my fault...... he closed his eyes slightly, "You have a good rest, I won't come to bother you in the future, the wound on your tongue hasn't healed yet, don't talk again these days." (To be continued......)