Chapter 189: This Child Must Be Defeated

She was scared in her heart, if Cao Monroe contacted Leng Yunhao, would he tell Cao Monroe about the divorce? If that's the case, then this broken marriage will be known to the whole world, and she doesn't want to be in that situation.

Fortunately, the phone call didn't go through, so Cao Monroe still doesn't know about it, so she may still have a chance to save it. At this moment, she didn't die of heart, God didn't take her life, so she had to continue to complete the difficult mission of loving Leng Yunhao.

Cao Menglu's words came to his mouth, and he was finally swallowed alive. Su Ruolin is no longer the ignorant little girl, she has her own mind and her own life, and as a mother, she can only watch.

"Ruolin, if there is anything uncomfortable in your heart, you must tell your mother. Mom saw you like this now, and her heart ached. When I found you yesterday, my mom was so scared. Cao Monroe said, and tears flowed out.

She is really scared, her only hope is Su Ruolin, if this daughter is not happy, then she has wronged most of her life, which can be regarded as a kind of masochistic blasphemy. The continuation of life should be like this, when I am unhappy, I always hope that the next generation can get the best.

"I'm sorry, Mom-" Su Ruolin just cried silently, she was a little impulsive at the time, and she didn't think about so many things. Now that she has been reborn, she will cherish her life even more.

Su Ruolin stayed in the hospital for a week, and there was no contact with Leng Yunhao, and the man seemed to have completely disappeared from her life, no phone call, no text message, let alone come to visit in person.

Such a strong love, in the consumption of reality, will slowly fade, and the disappointment in Leng Yunhao is not nothing, but there is a little unwillingness. When the two of them exchanged rings, they hoped to protect them for a lifetime, but he forgot the promise he made that day and simply left her out of his life.

These days, Su Ruolin has been thinking about one thing, she can't just watch her marriage go to ruin, just treat it as Leng Yunhao's desertion, she can't completely deny him because of this matter. She kept thinking that she should take the initiative to talk to Su Luoyan, if he was unwilling to give up Su Luoyan, then would Su Luoyan also be determined to spend the rest of her life with him?

The thought kept popping through her mind, and she didn't tell anyone, but she was so determined. Why should women embarrass women, no matter how pitiful Su Luoyan is, she can always find other men, why do you have to come with her to rob Leng Yunhao?

"Luo Yan, do you have time? I'm looking for you for something, shall we meet at Ueshima Coffee? I'll be waiting for you there. She sent a text message to Su Luoyan, and she didn't know if Su Luoyan would go as promised. But she still hopes that the matter will be resolved.

There is a fear of suing for marriage. She shouldn't have gone to find Su Luoyan, but she was helpless. Her husband had fallen in love with that woman, and she had lost even the heaviest weight. What else does she have, what dignity does she want, what face do she want, are these more important than marriage?

Therefore, she appeared at the Shangdao coffee shop, waiting for Su Luoyan's arrival by the window, the relationship between the three of them needs someone to make concessions after all, even if the person who lost the most is still her, Su Ruolin also hopes that she can work harder.

When Su Luoyan saw that text message, she understood what Su Ruolin meant, her heart sank, this matter will have to be faced sooner or later, she has always been protected from harm under the protection of Leng Yunhao. But this matter has an unshirkable responsibility with her, and she still has to solve it.

"Yun Hao, I'll go out of the city, Lin Xi has something to do." Su Luoyan said to Leng Yunhao in the study on the balcony, in order to be able to spend more time with Su Luoyan, Leng Yunhao brought all the company's things back to do.

"Okay, then you come back early, I'll pick you up later." He was not suspicious, thinking that women also have their own space, he knew Lin Xi, and he also knew that Lin Xi did not have any bad intentions.

Su Luoyan came out of the house like this, and when she arrived at the place, she had already seen Su Ruolin sitting down by the window, and the cappuccino in the cup had only just drunk a little bit.

The air was filled with the bitterness of coffee, just like Su Ruolin's mood. She tried her best to hope that she didn't look so haggard, but her face after recovering from a serious illness still completely exposed her whereabouts.

Su Luoyan appeared in front of Su Ruolin, and the two of them were a little embarrassed to see each other again. Because of a man, they can no longer be as intimate as before.

"Luo Yan, please be seated." Su Ruolin tried her best to squeeze out a smiling face, she is everyone's best girl, and she shouldn't be petty. And today's meeting was originally initiated by her, and she couldn't show her emotions.

Su Luoyan sat down, neither of them wanted to look directly at each other, they just looked out the window, the cup of coffee in front of each other was filled with a strong bitter atmosphere, and the quiet music flowed in each other's hearts.

"Luo Yan, I came to you to tell you about the matter between the three of us. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have looked for you so recklessly, I know you, you are also innocent of this matter. It's just that...... I really don't know what to do? Su Ruolin said, her face was already full of tears.

She really didn't know what to do, she couldn't talk to her parents about it, and she couldn't get a little response from Leng Yunhao, he insisted on divorcing her, no matter what she said, it was in vain. She had never thought of involving Su Luoyan, and now, when she was desperate, she could only sit down and talk to Su Luoyan.

"I'm sorry......" Su Luoyan breathed a sigh of relief, this sentence of sorry was what she wanted to say early in the morning. It's just that because of things, she finally didn't have the opportunity to tell Su Ruolin in person.

She couldn't accept Leng Yunhao for a long time, and she didn't want to hurt this innocent woman in her heart. She never thought of being someone else's junior, and she never thought of destroying other people's families. She knew Du Yue'e's hardships, and she also vowed never to follow her mother's old path. But the reality, how can it be as I think.

A word of sorry instantly widened the distance between each other. This is definitely the calmest original match and the most kind junior ever. Su Ruolin's tears flowed silently.

"Luo Yan, I really love Yun Hao, I don't know what Lu Dao would be able to do without him? I know that the person Yun Hao loves is you, I am not jealous, nor jealous, I just hope not to divorce him. Luo Yan, Yun Hao doesn't listen to me, I beg you to persuade him, okay? I don't want to divorce him. Su Ruolin wept and pleaded.

Su Luoyan's worst fear still happened, Su Ruolin begged her to let go, and she didn't even have the qualifications to say no. She sat blank, her mind blank. If there was a crack in the ground, she would rather get headlong into it.

"Luo Yan, I know that Yun Hao misunderstood me, I am not pregnant, I have been married to Yun Hao for two years, he didn't even touch me, and I can't accept other men at all. Luo Yan, you believe me, I'm still a virgin now, and I'm really not pregnant. Su Ruolin said, already crying into tears.

Su Luoyan knew about Su Ruolin's pregnancy, and as for the child, she didn't ask much later, so she had no way of knowing, but she learned from Leng Yunhao that the child in Su Ruolin's womb was not his.

It turned out that she was self-righteous, so she indulged her feelings like this, she had been a junior for so long, but she looked at ease. She thought about her happy time with Leng Yunhao, it was so beautiful, it turned out to be based on Su Ruolin's sacrifice.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you weren't pregnant." Su Luoyan was telling the truth, if she knew that Su Ruolin was not pregnant, then she would never live with Leng Yunhao. This is the most direct harm to Su Ruolin, she knows it in her heart, but she did it unintentionally.

"Luo Yan, I promise you, I will never interfere in your life with Yun Hao, I don't want to divorce, as long as I can stay by his side, even if it's just a name, I'm willing." Su Ruolin continued to plead.

Such a woman is so humble for love. Su Luoyan couldn't help but feel guilty, how brazen she was to snatch someone else's husband away and become her lover. V5qn。

In front of Su Ruolin, she was a little unable to raise her head. She can't be high-sounding, even if Leng Yunhao is in love with her now, even if she is luckier than Su Ruolin to get a man's love, but these are all based on hurting Su Ruolin.

She can't enjoy the love of another person safely, Su Ruolin is a kind woman, from the time she returned to the Su family to the present, only this person has been silently good to her. So is she ungrateful like she is now?

"Ruolin, I'm sorry, I was wrong before, and I know what to do now. Don't worry, I'll make a choice. She finally raised her eyebrows and said this.

She couldn't give up Leng Yunhao, but she couldn't do it even more if she wanted to watch Su Ruolin immersed in the pain of losing her lover every day. Loving someone doesn't have to be having, isn't it?

Su Ruolin's tears, like the rain in March, fell into Su Luoyan's heart. The feeling of sogginess and heaviness made her almost out of breath. 13605551

"Luo Yan, I'm sorry for making you embarrassed. You will definitely meet a better man than Yun Hao, there is no way for me to do this, without Yun Hao, I can't do anything. Su Ruolin said the last sentence, Su Luoyan didn't have the courage to continue listening to it.

She is a thief, she doesn't want money, but she wants the happiness of others. If she hadn't appeared, then Leng Yunhao and Su Ruolin would have lived very happily. But she, as this discordant note, broke the whole peace.

"I'm missing, I'll go first." Su Luoyan couldn't do it anymore, the bitter coffee was still in his mouth, and the love with Leng Yunhao would eventually lose its previous sweetness.

She staggered out of the café and quickly hailed a taxi on the side of the road. She couldn't go on like this, her life was in chaos. But at the thought of leaving Leng Yunhao completely and returning this beloved man, her tears couldn't stop falling.

The scenery outside the window flashed away, Su Luoyan was not in the mood to appreciate the beauty of the cityscape, her mood was extremely low, and the life she was looking forward to was just a beautiful dream in the end.

After Su Luoyan left, Su Ruolin stayed there all the time, she didn't know whether it was right or wrong for her to do this, love was selfish, and marriage was also selfish. She just wants to protect her marriage. If Su Luoyan was hurt because of this move, then she could only be extremely sorry.

Su Luoyan's departure seems to bring her hope to some extent. This cruel hope gave a little color to her already somewhat obscure heart. She began to look forward to the fact that Leng Yunhao would be able to return to her side one day.

The stone in his heart is still a little relieved, although he doesn't know what Lu Dao will look like tomorrow, as long as there is one person between Leng Yunhao and Su Luoyan who lets go, then this marriage will have the possibility of continuing.

It's just that Su Ruolin still can't help but worry, if Su Luoyan tells Leng Yunhao about these things, what will he think? It's just that she knows Su Luoyan's character, she is so strong and forbearing, she will definitely not say this.

Women need a little scheming, and no matter how simple a woman is, she will be sharpened by life to be more mature. Su Ruolin sighed, grabbed her handbag and walked out.

At this time, there was no queen, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone through the tall buildings, sparsely falling on her face, the sun was not very warm, but at least it gave people a little more brilliance in their eyes. She thought that after the darkness of the night, there would always be the light of dawn. Then, let her look forward to it, that glimmer of hope, in the end, like a prairie fire, can bring her a complete rebirth.

When Su Luoyan went back, Leng Yunhao was still busy in the study. Seeing Su Luoyan open the door and come in, he got up and greeted him. Just at a glance, I saw Su Luoyan's face, and there was no happy look. He thought it was Lin Xi who said something again, causing Su Luoyan to have negative emotions.

"What? What did Lin Xi say today? Luo Yan, I don't want to see you unhappy. He stretched out his hand and wrapped Su Luoyan into his arms, Su Luoyan did not resist, but he did not see the affection of the past. He sensitively noticed that she was in a low mood.

"It's nothing, it's just a little tired, I want to go and rest for a while." Su Luoyan forced out a smile, and then came out of Leng Yunhao's arms and entered the bedroom alone.

I don't know what the road is for, suddenly a feeling of wanting to vomit came up, she didn't go to the door of the bedroom, but there was a quick turn back into the bathroom, a person holding the toilet and vomiting, however, it seems that there are many things that want to vomit, but at this time there is nothing at all.

"Luo Yan, what's wrong with you?" When Leng Yunhao saw this scene, he panicked and followed, Su Luoyan squatted on the ground, looking very painful. He wanted to step forward and give her a little care, but he didn't know what to do.

"It's nothing, it's just a little uncomfortable, I'll just go and rest for a while." Su Luoyan said lightly, got up and pushed Leng Yunhao away and entered the bedroom.

Leng Yunhao stood there, I don't know what happened to Su Luoyan, everything was normal when she went out, and after she came back, it was a little different from before. I wanted to ask a few more words, but when the words came to my mouth, I felt that Su Luoyan at this time probably needed more space.

Su Luoyan was lying on the bed, her mind was in a mess, she needed to make a choice about this matter, she couldn't go on like this forever. Although she and Leng Yunhao are close now, one day he will be cold to her. She couldn't wait for that day to wake up.

She has inadvertently done the destruction of other people's families, and she needs to stop the precipice. However, at the thought of taking the initiative to leave Leng Yunhao, she still felt a lot of reluctance in her heart. She wanted to talk to Leng Yunhao, there should be a conversation between the two of them. It's just that at this time, she can't find the right time.

In fact, just now, Su Luoyan suddenly remembered a serious problem, her aunt this month didn't seem to come. When she vomited in the bathroom just now, she had already realized this, but Leng Yunhao was behind her at that time, and her mind was in a mess, so she didn't speak.

She didn't know what to do, and after Leng Yunhao saw Su Luoyan vomiting, he also realized this problem. They've been living together for over a month, and every time that's it, there's basically no safety in place. But seeing that Su Luoyan was unhappy, he didn't say the doubts in his heart in time.

In the evening, Leng Yunhao entered the bedroom with a glass of hot milk. Su Luoyan leaned against the head of the bed, the book in his hand spread out, but obviously his eyes did not fall on the page.

"Luo Yan, what's wrong with you? I've been unhappy since I came back. Leng Yunhao lay down beside Su Luoyan and took Su Luoyan into his arms. Every time he saw Su Luoyan unhappy, he was a little panicked.

"It's nothing, I'm just a little tired and want to rest for a while." She put the book in her hand aside and leaned against Leng Yunhao's arms, not wanting to continue talking.

Leng Yunhao sensed Su Luoyan's silence, but he wanted to break the silence. When two people get along, there are many things that need to be communicated and exchanged. If you give up even communication, then how can you continue?

He didn't want such a rift between himself and Su Luoyan, otherwise one day, he would go to an extreme that he couldn't control. was worried that Su Luoyan had been wronged, but she excluded him from her heart, and she was no longer willing to tell him about her thoughts.

"Luo Yan, can I ask you a question?" After a while, Leng Yunhao spoke, and the two of them suddenly fell into this kind of scene where they had to speak carefully, and he was a little unaccustomed to it.

"Hmm." Su Luoyan still only replied lightly, her hands unconsciously covered her lower abdomen, and there was nothing unusual about her smooth and plain lower abdomen now, but in her heart, she seemed to have known that there might be a life inside.

"Luo Yan, shall we have a baby? I want a child that belongs to you and me. Leng Yunhao said in Su Luoyan's ear, and Su Luoyan's body involuntarily testified. She didn't want to have a child that belonged to her and Leng Yunhao. It's just that it didn't come at the right time, and she couldn't let the child repeat the trajectory of her life.

Su Luoyan didn't make a sound, she began to panic in her heart, could it be that Leng Yunhao had already noticed something? When she thinks about the child, she feels heartache. Because they had had a child, and at that time they were forced to take it away by him.

The pain of the year has gradually dissipated with time, and if it weren't for the abnormality in her body now, she would have almost forgotten that she had once conceived a life. The child hadn't had time to be born yet, and Leng Yunhao didn't know that he was about to become a father, and life was like a joke, but what he lost was a life that didn't have time to appear.

"Luo Yan, what's wrong with you? Don't you want to have a child of our own? Leng Yunhao was a little anxious, such an atmosphere was a little depressing, what he needed was open and honest communication, not like now, two people who were silent and needed to guess each other's thoughts.

"Yun Hao, can I talk about this question later? I'm tired right now and want to rest. Su Luoyan got out of Leng Yunhao's arms and hid himself in the quilt. She didn't want to answer anything with a question mark, she just wanted to be quiet for a moment, to think about how to deal with the child's arrival if he really existed.

After eating closed doors several times in a row, Leng Yunhao's patience seemed to have been exhausted. It's only been an afternoon, but why has Su Luoyan changed so much? He couldn't figure it out at all, and there was no reason for a woman to suddenly become what she is.

"Luo Yan, if you have anything to say, don't hold it in your heart, okay? Although we are not married now, we have lived together for so long, we are going to live for the rest of our lives. I wish you could tell me, what the hell is going on today? He was anxious to find out why she was unhappy.

And this matter, Su Luoyan naturally couldn't mention it to Leng Yunhao, Su Ruolin's complaining eyes have always appeared in her mind, she hurt that innocent and kind woman, and she has always felt high-sounding, when that shame was far away, she didn't know.

"Did Lin Xi say something? I called her. Luo Yan, I love you, can you please trust me? No matter what others say, no matter what others think of the relationship between the two of us, I will always love you. Leng Yunhao said solemnly.

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