703. 【738】
On the night of the full moon, in Bai Yueran's memory, she always stayed in her mother's arms. And that day, my father would not be in this master bedroom, on the soft bed, there were only two people, her and her mother.
When she was a child, she didn't understand why her father didn't sleep together, and why every time she came to this day, it was only her and her mother.
When she asked her father this, he said to her with a look that she couldn't describe, "Because you're your mommy's life, but daddy isn't." ”
Destiny ...... When she was a child, she listened to this unfamiliar term in ignorance, but she didn't know the meaning behind the term. It wasn't until she grew up that she gradually understood what her life represented.
She was glad that because she was a lifer, her mother could not bear the pain of the blood curse. But on the other hand, she couldn't help but think about how good it would be if her father was her mother's life.
She heard Sister Xiao Su say that the life of the Jun family is often the other half of the Jun family, just like Sister Xiao Su is the wife of Brother Jinchen, and the situation of being a mother and daughter like her and Mommy is the first time in the history of the Jun family.
Can her situation be called abnormal?!
Snuggled in her mother's arms, Bai Yueran suddenly asked, "Mommy, is your favorite boy Daddy?" ”
Jun Haixin was slightly stunned, looked at his daughter and said, "Why did you suddenly ask this." ”
"Because I want to like him the most, but I don't know how to like a boy the most." For her, the feeling of liking is the same, and there is no so-called "most".
"Lil?" Jun Hai thought for a while and said, "Is it the boy named Chu Lu?" ”
"Hmm." Bai Yueran nodded.
It seems that that child really likes his daughter! If there is a chance, Jun Haixin would like to meet this child named Chu Lu.
"Mommy, my favorite man, it's indeed your daddy." Jun Haixin said leisurely, her daughter is 13 years old, in her opinion, there is nothing wrong with understanding some things about the relationship between men and women, "I like a person the most, and I don't need to learn how to do it, but in getting along with each other, I don't know how to come to the conclusion." ”
Just like her, if it was 10 years ago, she might not have the conclusion she has now, but as the years go by, when she and Zhuyun continue to run in and understand in their daily lives, so that they slowly become a kind of dependence, and finally reach the point of indispensability, then this answer will come out.
After a pause, Jun Haixin continued, "If you are with a boy, you are very happy and happy together, and you will want to see him every day, once he is no longer by your side, you will miss him very much, and you will care about him more than others, then he is your favorite person." ”
"It's just a favorite boy, not a favorite person." Bai Yueran pointed out, "My favorite person is Mommy! I'm Mommy's life, even if I have a favorite boy, this kind of liking will definitely not surpass Mommy's. ’
Jun Hai's heart moved, but the tip of his nose swelled with sourness. Her daughter, who is more precocious and sensible than children of the same age, is trapped in the identity of fate because of her.
Life is the favorite person of the Jun family all their lives. Her love for her daughter is a mother's love, and this love is far better than the love of men and women. She gave almost all her love to Ran Ran, so that she has always had a strong guilt for Zhuyun.
And the daughter, who works hard to repay her love, also invisibly imprisons her own feelings.
If it goes on like this, is it really good for my daughter?! After all, in the future, she will always leave this world earlier than her daughter, and the person who will accompany her daughter for the rest of her life is not her, but another man, a man who loves her daughter deeply!
Night, sinking gradually.
Jun Haixin hugged his daughter and fell asleep deeply. Since the birth of her daughter, she has not felt the pain of the Jun family's blood curse for a long time, and even as she grows older, the kind of sign pain that would have appeared before the full moon has become less and less, so that it is no longer there now.
This is the ability of fate, holding the life and death of the Jun family.
When the sky was bright, Jun Haixin heard the sound of the door being pushed open, and Bai Zhuyun walked in, she knew that the time for the full moon pain had passed.
"Last night, were you outside the door again?" Jun Haixin opened her eyes and looked at her husband who walked to the bed and asked.
"Hmm." He replied that it was last night, and that he could be the closest he could get to her. On every full moon night, he would stand outside the door, quietly waiting for time to pass.
He knew that she had never wanted him to see her full moon, at first, because she would be miserable and embarrassed on the night of the full moon, but later, it slowly became a habit. Even now, she can survive the full moon without pain, but he still stands outside the door.
"Haven't slept all night?" She half-sat up, raised her hand and stroked his eyes, where a shallow exhaustion could be seen between his eyebrows.
"It's just one night." He said, "Did you sleep well last night?" ”
"It's good, it doesn't hurt." She replied.
"It's still early, you can sleep a little longer, and I'll carry Ran Ran back to her bedroom first." Bai Zhuyun said, carefully picked up Bai Yueran, and walked out of the bedroom.
Outside the room, Cang Yao stood.
Bai Zhuyun carried his daughter back to the room, put her on the bed, covered the quilt, and said to Cang Yao behind him, "You take care of it here, and when it's time to go to school, you can get up again." ”
"Yes." Cangyao replied, standing straight from the bed.
Bai Zhuyun returned to the master bedroom and saw that Jun Haixin was still half-seated and did not fall asleep, "Don't you sleep for a while?" ”
"Waiting for you." She said, "You haven't slept all night, now make up for it." ”
When he heard this, he began to take off his clothes and pants, then lifted the quilt and slept next to her, "Do you want to sleep with me?" ”
"Hmm." She nodded, and lay down, her face facing him sideways.
He hugged her, buried his face in her chest, and felt her breath, "Haixin, will you always be by my side?" He muttered.
"Yes." She replied, "Have you forgotten the wedding vows I made when I married you?" I will be with you until the moment of death. ”
However, one day, there will be a man who is willing to accompany his daughter for the rest of his life, and by her side, the man who has really accompanied her for most of her life is this man who has loved her for most of her life.