Chapter 161: I Don't Marry

Seeing Liu Jing walk out, the guards stepped forward.

kept catching Liu Jing into the carriage, and Zhang Jingcai rode his horse close to the carriage.

He turned his head and looked at Liu Jing, who was sitting in the carriage, sitting in a precarious position, meticulous, but her face was faintly pale, and her tightly pursed lips were also a little trembling, and he couldn't help but ask softly: "Childe, what did the queen mother say just now?" ”

Liu Jing turned her head.

Her dark eyes were a little wet, and she looked at Zhang Jing vacantly for a while, she seemed to see who was speaking, and couldn't help lowering her eyes and replied: "Just now, the queen said that I will be given the position of county lord and married to me as Deng Jiulang's concubine." ”

Zhang Jing looked at her softly and said in a low voice, "You refused?" ”

Liu Jing's face became more and more snow-white, she sat with her waist straight, her lips trembled slightly, and she responded after a while: "Yes." ”

"Childe is uncomfortable?"

"Yes...... This refusal may really break my fate with him. ”

Zhang Jing looked at Liu Jing, whose face was getting paler and her eyes were getting darker, although he had only known Liu Jing for more than a year, he knew this master. Her personality is very hidden, and she can put away the deepest emotional fluctuations, and she can remain immobile on the surface.

This kind of inner show makes it difficult for people to know her true joys and angers. He had seen Liu Jing's boudoir lights lit all night for countless nights before, but when he saw her again during the day, she was always calm and relaxed, and her expression was steady.

Zhang Jing: This is the first time I have seen Liu Jing lose her soul.

He stared at her, with a touch of tenderness on his fair face, and asked softly, "Childe, you." Like Deng Jiulang very much? ”

Liu Jing's pale lips stubbornly pursed into a line, and after a while, she lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "I like it." After a while, she added, "...... Very happy. ”

She turned her head to look at Zhang Jing, her lips moved, and her watery black eyes also blinked, and with this movement, a suspicious tear flashed.

It's as if you realize that you're going to lose your temper. Liu Jing turned her head decisively. She looked at the other side of the carriage. said in a low voice: "Three years ago, we met in Wu County, and he rescued me and helped me make me angry...... I arrived later, and I arrived later......"

Her lips twitched. Smiled bitterly. And said: "Zhang Jing." You haven't seen my father, he dotes on me so much, loves me and even respects me. I started very little, he said to me. I am the most precious treasure in the world, the best man in the world, if I don't marry with a wife's ceremony, I can disdain it. Maybe it's because I've listened too much to it, and I've slowly decided in my heart that I'm really so valuable. Therefore, when Wu Junshi, I found that I liked him, and when I had the idea that even if it was just for a maid, as long as I could be with him, I decisively exchanged the deed and left him decisively. ”

Zhang Jingzhi said that it was a uncomfortable time in her heart, and it was far better to keep the words in her heart at this time.

Under his concerned and gentle gaze, Liu Jing blinked, and then, a suspicious drop of water flowed down her cheek onto the car.

After a while, Liu Jing, whose voice became more and more hoarse, said in a low voice: "I left Wu County and returned to Runan, and it took me four or five months to stop thinking about him so much. But he still reappeared, still bullying and taking care of me like that...... Ah Jing, do you know what it feels like? You are obviously guarding your heart tightly, and you are obviously very sober, but you are still angry for the sake of another person. Later, during the next six months, he put a ring on my foot, and he carried me to sleep all night...... Actually, I was really happy at that time, Ah Jing, I was really happy. At that time, I thought, this is good, this is the best, I am his person, I no longer struggle to escape, I no longer think about whether I want to be worthy of others, I just think about him. That's the best, I just don't marry him, and I can take it for granted that I don't marry someone else......"

Liu Jing was a little incoherent when she said this.

Zhang Jing looked at her pale face and couldn't help but say in a low voice, "I understand what you mean...... You knew that he couldn't marry you, but you didn't want to forget him, and you didn't want him to forget you. Isn't that so? ”

In fact, Liu Jing's own thoughts, she couldn't figure it out, hearing Zhang Jing say this, she turned her red and tearful eyes, nodded again and again and said, "Yes, yes, you're right, that's what I think...... I have always known that he can't marry me, and if he doesn't marry me, I won't marry him. Ah Jing, I want to be strong, I want to be very strong, I want to let him, let everyone who looks down on me know that I am actually amazing. I, I want him to marry a wife, and my heart is not satisfied, and I want his heart to be broken and shaken forever...... I was so good that my heart was stable, but he made me confused. Therefore, I also want to make his heart chaotic, so that his life will not be fulfilled because he can't get me! ”

Speaking of this in one breath, Liu Jing seemed to calm down. She closed her eyes and whispered, "Let's go." ”

"Okay." After Zhang Jing turned around and drank, the carriage started, and he himself approached Liu Jing's carriage and whispered softly: "But Ajing, you have great talent, this kind of childlike affection is not worthy of your sadness." ”

He looked up at the horizon, and a blush slowly appeared on his handsome face, which was a kind of excitement reflected by desire and anticipation. This excitement made his eyes shine.

After a while, Zhang Jing turned to Liu Jing, and saw that she was still facing her sideways, crying silently, and couldn't help but say very lightly and gently: "Ah Jing, you forget him." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I'll do it later. ”

"To really forget, to really do it."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I don't want to yet, and I don't want to forget it now...... Ah Jing, you don't know the way if you haven't loved someone, sometimes just missing someone is also a very beautiful feeling. In the past two years, I have always missed him. If I really couldn't stand it, I wouldn't have come to Luoyang, and I wouldn't have come to Luoyang with him. ”

Hearing this, Zhang Jing turned his head to look at Liu Jing for a while, and couldn't help but sigh secretly.

He secretly thought: Liu Baiyi is the best and smartest, but he is shocked that she is a woman, and she is still a woman with no ambitions.

Thinking of this, Zhang Jing couldn't help but sigh again.

After a while, he heard the slight sobbing sound in the carriage no more, Liu Jing's breathing slowly became stable, and he couldn't help but think again: In fact, with Liu Baiyi's almost innate calm self-control, he can achieve great things the most.

After thinking about it, Zhang Jing asked again: "Ajing, if the queen mother gives in, or you make a great contribution, the Deng family is willing to back down, and Nanyang Deng Jiu is also willing to use his wife to envelop you, what will you do?" ”

This is very important, he must know her thoughts, so that he can be sure of his heart.

In the carriage, Liu Jing was silent for a while.

Just when Zhang Jing thought she wouldn't answer, Liu Jing's low and slightly astringent voice came softly, "I still won't marry him." Liu Jing seemed to smile, and in a blink of an eye, she said slowly in a low voice: "He made me like him so much, he has done so many things and suffered so much to get close to him, but he wants to use his position as a wife as a bargaining chip in exchange for everything I have?" I don't allow it, as long as he doesn't really want to marry me, and he doesn't just want to be good to me, I won't marry him...... I'm doing this now, better than being his bargaining chip, better than being a wife who has traded with him. ”

Zhang Jing understood what she meant.

After all, she is still young, she is still a naΓ―ve sister-in-law, and she is still thinking that the man she likes can also like her wholeheartedly, and because of this like, she will conclude a white-headed mandarin alliance with her? This is really naΓ―ve, those men of the family do not think like this, in their eyes, marriage is a transaction, a contract representing the alliance of the two surnames.

Marry only because you like it, and only because you like it, this idea is too naΓ―ve and too young.

Thinking of this, Zhang Jing sighed softly again. But in this way, his heart is much more stable.

He and these guards, each of them had a prominent ancestor, and all of them were brilliant and talented, and it was impossible to say that there was no ambition and desire.

Twenty horsemen crowded the carriage in white clothes, and once again swaggered through the city, and as they passed, the streets of Luoyang were once again blocked. When they hugged Liu Jing back to the Baiyi Building, near the Baiyi Building, there was almost three circles inside and three circles outside the blockage.

It is not only outside the building that is blocked, but also inside the white-clothed building. When Zhang Jing and Huo Yan accompanied Liu Jing, who had a calm face and seemed to have nothing to do, when she walked inside, Huo Yan whispered on the side: "Son, at the feet of the Son of Heaven in Luoyang, it can be said that every inch of land is gold, although the field that the queen mother gave you is still a hundred miles away from Luoyang, it is only a hundred miles away!" That's a great reward, and if it's used well, it can be a lot of money! Therefore, I have already sent someone to summon our men and horses in Luoyang, and some of the talents scattered in the southwest, southeast, and southeast have also sent flying pigeons, and they will soon arrive in Luoyang. ”

And after Huo Yan's voice fell, hundreds of men with different dresses and identities standing in the lobby of the white-clothed building walked out together, and when they saw Liu Jing, they bowed together, and called at the same time: "The villain has seen the son!" ”

All of a sudden, the people scattered on the second floor also went down to the stairwell, and when they saw the willow white clothes striding over, their faces showed respect, and they bowed down again in unison, and hundreds of people shouted in unison again: "The villain has seen the child!" ”

This cry, neat and powerful, was extremely clear, and for a while, it was heard far away. As this cry landed, there was a brief silence outside the bustling white-clothed building!

Listening to the sound coming from the white-clothed building, there was a noise in several carriages parked on the side of the street. Listening to the noise, a maidservant's voice said in a low voice: "Sister-in-law, this willow white dress is too majestic!" ”

The sister-in-law in the carriage did not answer. On the other side, in another carriage, Gu Cheng quietly opened his eyes and looked at the white-clothed building.

Seeing that he was silent, a servant whispered, "Lang Jun, do you want to ask to see him now?" ”

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Today this one is a little early, ask for a pink ticket. (To be continued......)