Qin Yan leaned against the wall, trying to breathe in the air, hoping to breathe smoothly again. Tears fell in large drops, smashed on the ground and bloomed into crystal flowers.

How is that possible? How can it be that you will never be able to stand up again? Qin Yan only felt as if the sky had fallen.

If he can't stand up again, how can he bear it as a proud person?

How is he going to deal with such news?

Qin Yan couldn't help but squat on the ground and let the tears flow, but she didn't make a sound, she had already become a tearful person.

"You guys come in for me." Cheng Jingcheng's voice kept coming out inside.

The doctor and Qin Yan glanced at each other a few times, and finally sighed helplessly: "Now that he has come to this point, he will know sooner or later, or tell him."

"But" Qin Yan hesitated a little, but still nodded, the doctor was right, he would know about this matter sooner or later, since this is the case. I still have some mental preparation in the future.

When Cheng Jingcheng saw the two of them coming in, he asked with a calm face, "Do you have something to hide from me?" What's wrong with my illness? ”

The doctor sighed, "But what I'm going to say next, you have to be mentally prepared!" His expression was very serious, and his gaze shuttled between the two of them, and his expression was indescribably strange.

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, not knowing what kind of mentality Cheng Jingcheng would have when he heard the doctor say this.

"You." Cheng Jingcheng was lying on the sick*, frowning, in fact, he didn't know what Dr. Lu Dao was going to say, but many things had to be accepted.

"This car accident could leave you disabled." The doctor said helplessly.

In fact, he didn't want to do this, because such a thing is a very cruel thing for anyone, but people are still stronger, and since the matter is already in front of him, then he has no way to change anything: "Don't worry." Our hospital will dispatch the best doctors to try to treat your illness as soon as possible. ”

"I know." Cheng Jingcheng said expressionlessly, not seeing much mood swing.

Qin Yan felt very guilty in his heart, although the doctor said that they would send the best doctor to treat Cheng Jingcheng, but things may have reached a very bad point, how can this be good, Cheng Jingcheng is still so young, if he is disabled, it will ruin his life.

"Doctor, let's come out and talk about it." Qin Yan pulled the doctor's sleeve and whispered in his ear. She still wanted to ask about Cheng Jingcheng's condition, preferably the most detailed one, but she felt that in front of Cheng Jingcheng, she was afraid that if there was any bad result, it would hit Cheng Jingcheng again.

The doctor glanced at Cheng Jingcheng, then nodded and walked out with Qin Yan, as soon as he went out, Qin Yan closed the door of the ward, pulled the doctor and asked, "Cheng Jingcheng, will he really become disabled?" ”

This is no joke, she has to figure out the ins and outs of it.

"Theoretically, this is the case, but we will send the best doctor to treat Mr. Cheng, if we can, there is still hope of curing Lang, I just want to inform you so that you can be mentally prepared"

Sometimes it is thought that there is no cure, but after a period of time, the condition will improve a lot, and some people are not seriously ill, but later it is serious enough to die. It also depends on the situation in the future. Everyone has their own destiny, and as for what happens in the end, it depends on their own creation.

"So is there a good chance that you'll become disabled?" Qin Yan digested what the doctor said, and his heart felt like he had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, not a taste.

"Yes, it's very likely." He said the truth: "But we will try our best to cure Mr. Cheng's illness, this is just a notice in advance, and many things still depend on future developments." ”

Qin Yan nodded stunned, not knowing what to say, so he had to reply, "I understand." ”

When Qin Yan entered, Cheng Jingcheng was eating the oranges she bought. Raising the orange in his hand, he smiled, "What did you say to the doctor?" ”

"Nothing?" Qin Yan shook his head and sat in front of Cheng Jingcheng, as if he had made a lot of determination: "I will take care of you every day in the future." ”

Cheng Jingcheng stopped peeling oranges and asked in a daze, "What did you say?" Did he hear me wrong? Qin Yan actually said that she should take care of herself, hasn't she always been lukewarm to herself? How could this be so proactive?

"I feel very guilty in my heart, so I want to take care of you" Qin Yan pulled his shoulders, it was incumbent on him to take care of Cheng Jingcheng, but what should I do about his condition? She didn't have any bottom in her heart, she was going to be a special guest in a few days, and the recent things seemed to be crowded together, which made Qin Yan feel angry in her heart.

"Yes." Cheng Jingcheng said happily, not at all like the expression that a person who knows that he is about to become disabled should have: "If you take care of me personally, I don't need to find a nanny." ”

In fact, he was still very sad when he just learned that he was about to become disabled, but he was a man, and even if he was disabled, he couldn't show too much sadness.

What's more, the doctor has said that it is only a temporary diagnosis, and there may be a chance of disability, but the final result is still unknown.

He would rather think about it a little, since things have happened, you are happy for a day, sad for a day, and for Qin Yan's care, he still enjoys his current life.

"You're still laughing." Qin Yan looked at Cheng Jingcheng depressedly, what the hell was going on with him? If she knew that she would be disabled, she might be very sad, maybe she would lock herself in her room and complain about God's unfairness, but Cheng Jingcheng was good, he was not sad at all, and he looked very happy, she was a little skeptical that he knew that he was the one who might be disabled.

"What can I do if I don't laugh? Am I going to cry? Besides, even if I cried, wouldn't I still be disabled? Since I can't change anything, why can't I live happily? ”

She didn't understand that the sadness she was feeling was not crying, but in her heart.

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, I don't know how he said this, I have to say that he is a very optimistic person, full of passion for life, maybe it is because of this reason, so when facing the things that he is about to be disabled, he can still be so fearless. She really admired him.

"You can't cry. Just laugh. Qin Yan smiled hard, but her expression was more ugly than crying, no matter what, the guilt in her heart still couldn't disappear, she secretly said to herself in her heart, she must take care of Cheng Jingcheng.

"That's right." Cheng Jingcheng raced the oranges that had not been dialed before into Qin Yan's hand, and then leaned on the * to grow his mouth, the meaning was very clear, that is, he didn't want to do it, but he wanted Qin Yan to feed him.

Qin Yan had too many things in her heart, she had been thinking about Cheng Jingcheng's condition, and she had to do something as a special guest in a few days, so she was a little absent-minded, and after peeling the oranges, she ate them directly, and only after she finished eating did she find Cheng Jingcheng's crying and laughing expression. I couldn't help but shudder: "Why are you looking at me like that?" ”

"You're such a fool." Cheng Jingcheng took another orange and put it in Qin Yan's hand: "You peel it for me to eat, you are not allowed to eat this, it is already the last one." ”

"Uh-oh." Qin Yan hurriedly took the oranges, it turned out that he wanted to peel them for him to eat, she was just thinking about things, and she didn't notice his gesture at all, but he was in a really good mood, and the oranges in the fruit basket were actually all eaten for him: "You wait, I'll peel them for you to eat right away." ”

Cheng Jingcheng nodded with satisfaction, she still looks cuter when she is a little well-behaved, and she rarely does this when she is usually with her.

It seems that his disability is not a good thing, at least now he can finally have enough time to be with Qin Yan. Anyway, he must hurry up now and make Qin Yan fall in love with him.

"What are you thinking?" Qin Yan put the orange in front of Cheng Jingcheng, only to find that he was actually in a daze.

"Nothing. You feed me, my hands are dripping, it's not very convenient. Cheng Jingcheng raised his hand high, and the doctor said that more glucose is good for the body.

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Isn't there still a hand?" "There is only one hand for dripping, and it takes two hands to eat an orange.

"My hand has just been dripped, and it hurts a lot, anyway, don't you want to take care of me? Why did you feed me an orange, and you still talk nonsense? Cheng Jingcheng said dissatisfiedly, Qin Yan was not sincere enough at all, and said that he would take good care of him, and the ghost would not believe what she said.

"I just know it, I'm just weird." Qin Yan rolled his eyes, was it necessary for him to be so angry? Didn't she just ask a few more words curiously? Is it worth it for him to be angry with her?

"That's not a hurry." Cheng Jingcheng opened his mouth.

Qin Yan hurriedly broke a petal of orange and put it in Cheng Jingcheng's mouth: "Are you satisfied now?" ”

"Not very satisfied." Cheng Jingcheng shook his head: "You act like I forced you to take care of me." ”

"Okay, then I'll try to be as positive as possible, it's always okay." There is no way, the patient is still the most important, and she is still more considerate during the time of taking care of Cheng Jingcheng.

"That's pretty much it." Cheng Jingcheng nodded with satisfaction, this is almost the same: "It's almost 12 o'clock, you go buy me something and come back, I'm hungry." ”

Qin Yan was stunned: "You asked me to buy you something to eat?" "Not? She just came, and before her ass sat down, he asked her to go out and buy something to eat, how could he be like this.

"You're not happy?" Cheng Jingcheng raised his eyebrows and snorted dissatisfiedly: "Just now someone said that they wanted to take good care of me, but now they don't even want to buy me a little food at noon." ”

"Isn't there food in the hospital at noon?" It's not the first time she's been to the hospital, a large-scale hospital like this has lunch, even if the family doesn't bring food.

"I don't like to eat here, it's hard to eat." It's okay not to say it, as soon as he talks about this, he has a lot of opinions, and he doesn't know who is responsible for the food in the hospital, he really wants to complain about him, the taste of the things sent every day is simply bad and he doesn't even want to see it.

"I think you're just trying to entertain me." Qin Yan sat on the * on the side, this ward seemed to have been taken down by him, there was no one, there was a separate bathroom and balcony, he was really a happy person.

"It's not a pastime, I'll admit I was a little too much just now, but this time I'm serious." He really couldn't stand the food in the hospital, otherwise he wouldn't have let Qin Yan go out to buy it.

Qin Yan looked at Cheng Jingcheng, as if judging whether what he said was true or not.

However, since she had promised to take good care of him, it was not a problem to buy lunch: "Then I'll go out and buy it, and I'll bring some food tomorrow." ”

Since the last time he planned not to come again, all the things have been packed up by Cheng Jingcheng.

"Really?" Cheng Jingcheng said happily that she was really thoughtful, not only did she save time to buy things, but she could also taste Qin Yan's craftsmanship, which was really a lot of money.

"When have I ever told a lie? You wait for me for a while, and I'll go shopping first. After Qin Yan finished speaking, he directly opened the door and went out.

But when she walked downstairs, she remembered that she didn't know what Cheng Jingcheng liked to eat.

He has always paid attention to the enjoyment of life, and she really didn't know what to buy to meet his appetite for a while.

Qin Yan walked around the street, and finally chose a pasta, she seemed to have overheard him say that he liked to eat this very much, so she bought a package.

When she returned to the hospital, Cheng Jingcheng asked curiously, "What did you buy?" ”

Qin Yan deliberately sold Guan Zi and said, "Guess. ”

"I'll smell it." Cheng Jingcheng got closer and smelled it, feeling that the taste was still very familiar: "It's pasta." ”

Qin Yan was stunned: "Yes." Your nose is also very smart. She was shocked, he didn't expect him to guess so easily that she was buying pasta, it seemed that he really had a special preference for it.

"I eat it a lot, of course I will know it." He looked at Qin Yan's surprised expression amusedly, this was just an easy thing for him.

"No wonder." Qin Yan opened the convenience bag and put the box in front of Cheng Jingcheng.

Cheng Jingcheng opened the box without saying a word and ate it in a big gulp.

In the last few days, he has had enough of the junk food in the hospital, it is not for people to eat, what he hates the most is that kind of food, it seems to have a smell of disinfectant water, it really makes him speechless, just smelling it, he is already full.

Looking at Cheng Jingcheng's gobbling up, Qin Yan said funny: "You are simply a refugee from somewhere. ”

"I'm much more pitiful than a refugee." Cheng Jingcheng said while eating noodles, he hasn't eaten this noodles for a long time, it's really delicious. But as he ate, he remembered what Qin Yan had just said: "Did you say that you would send me food every day?" ”

"yes. Since I said that I would take care of you, I will definitely do my best to take care of you, including your diet. ”

Qin Yan has always been a person who speaks, she will always stick to it when she believes it, and what she has said, she will do what she promised with her heart, not to mention that this matter makes her feel very guilty.

"Alright, I'm going to eat your own cooking."

Of course, the most important thing is that he wants to eat what Qin Yan cooked, in fact, the taste is secondary, the key is that Qin Yan has such a mind, and he is already very satisfied. This feeling makes him feel a little at home: "I think you should just be my wife, so that you can take care of me every day." ”

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, his face was slightly red: "What are you talking nonsense?" It's better to eat more and talk less. ”

"I mean really, you can think about it." Cheng Jingcheng continued to eat noodles and looked at Qin Yan's blushing little face funny.

Qin Yan is very beautiful, especially those clear big eyes, which will make people feel very comfortable, Cheng Jingcheng just likes her shy appearance, plus those big eyes, she is really beautiful.

"Eat and eat, what are you laughing at?" Qin Yan said dissatisfiedly, he always looked at it from time to time, which really made people feel depressed, so weird that she felt a little restless.

"I think you're beautiful." He was telling the truth, he really felt that Qin Yan was very beautiful, and the emotions that had been suppressed somewhere in his heart made him want to hold Qin Yan in his arms at the moment, and his emotions had been suppressed, so if he broke out, what was it like, he didn't know what it was like, maybe it was very intense.

"Why are you talking about this?" Qin Yan shook her head helplessly, really, she was a little embarrassed to say it.

"I'm just saying it casually, and besides, isn't it a good thing to praise you for being beautiful?" Cheng Jingcheng asked puzzled.

If it were another girl, if she got his praise, she would be happy to shout, but she looked dissatisfied, I really don't know what she thinks.

"You'd better eat noodles quickly." Qin Yan shook her head helplessly, she said that Jing Cheng had no choice but to surrender.

"Okay, I'll eat it quickly. That's it. Cheng Jingcheng ate a few big bites in a row, and ate all the noodles that Qin Yan bought.

It's just that he just ate something and he wants to drink water: "You pour me some water." ”

"Say please." Qin Yan sat aside and pretended not to hear.

She is just a business helper and not a maid of their family, he can't talk to her like this, Qin Yan thought in his heart, she had already promised to take care of Cheng Jingcheng, so she wouldn't leave, but he couldn't do this.

PS: This chapter is 5000+ words, and today's update content has been uploaded. Welcome all of you who like to murmur to actively discuss the plot and characters in the comment area. The next chapters are more exciting, so stay tuned!!