567. [565] Tell the truth
Jun Haixin was stunned, looking at the man in front of her, the white hair stinging her eyes. He was such a proud person, but with such a broken voice, he pleaded bitterly with her.
As Mo Feng said, the reason why he did those things to the Jun family was because of her. If she hadn't gone to him for a so-called one-day-couple at that time, then he wouldn't have fallen so deep, let alone shot at the Jun family several times.
Looking at such a white cloud, Jun Haixin's heart suddenly rose with a touch of unbearability. She obviously didn't want to see him, she obviously hated him, and even hated him! Ironically, she couldn't bear to see him pleading for pain now.
It was he who made Jinyan struggle on the edge of life and death, and it was he who forcibly had a relationship with her despite her wishes, and it was he who changed the medicine to make her pregnant with a child.
But...... But because she was pregnant, she found out that she wanted to be a mother, and she wanted to leave something in this world.
Jun Haixin's eyes flashed, he sighed, and finally raised his hands and slowly hugged Bai Zhuyun's back.
His body stiffened suddenly, and his face was full of shock, as if he was in disbelief.
Except for ten years ago, when the two were a one-day couple, this is the first time she has taken the initiative to hug him like this! "Haixin, you ......" his lips trembled, what did her act like this represent? Is it a willingness to give him a chance, or is it for some other reason......
He stiffened, his eyes fixed on her, as if trying to see through her eyes to see what she was thinking at the moment.
She slowly tightened her arms and rested her head on his shoulder. His body stiffened even more, and he even began to wonder if all this was just a dream for him.
"Bai Zhuyun, between me and you, it will become like this, maybe it is all because of my willfulness at the beginning." Her voice sounded quietly in his ears, "I hated you, hated you for making a move on the Jun family, hated you and almost let Jin Yan die, ten years ago, my departure, it can be said that I couldn't face you and the Jun family, so I simply left." ”
"I'm ......," he tried to speak, but she interrupted him.
"Listen to me." Jun Hai said in his heart, "If I don't say it now, maybe there are some things that I will never be able to say." ”
His body softened little by little, and his hands carefully hugged her waist back to prevent himself from squeezing into her abdomen.
Jun Haixin paused and continued, "I hate you, I hated you for a long time, I thought I would continue to hate like this in the future, but Xia Qi is missing, you help me find Xia Qi's whereabouts, if it weren't for the news you gave, maybe Xia Qi is dead now, and I don't have the happiness I have now, so the hatred for you in my heart is fading away little by little." So much so that now it has become a complicated feeling, so complicated that she can't even explain it herself.
This is the first time she has told him her inner emotions so clearly. His face was in ecstasy, his head buried in her hair, sniffing the fragrance of her hair, "So, in the future, as long as I don't make a move on the Jun family, as long as I help the Jun family when they need help, one day, you won't hate me, right?" ”
"Hmm." She responded gently, or rather, by the time she decided not to beat the child, she had actually stopped hating him.
"Then you're willing to give me a chance, aren't you?" He muttered, "As long as you are willing to let me stay by your side, as long as you are willing to let me accompany you and accompany the child, it doesn't matter if you can't fall in love with me in your life." When you are in pain, I will accompany you in pain, even if you want to die, I will die with you. Haixin, my love for you will not be lost to any of the Jun family's lives. Even if I'm not your life, I can still be with you! ”
She listened to his words in a daze.
Fate, fate, dependence! This is also the meaning of this title given by the Jun family.
But now, a man who is not her life has said the four words "depend on her".
Taking a deep breath, Jun Haixin raised his head from Bai Zhuyun's shoulder and quietly looked at the man in front of him. His hair, as white as snow, smooth forehead, straight nose, knife-like face and sexy thin lips, are all confirming his handsomeness. His eyes are long and narrow, and although his face looks young, there are still some fine lines at the corners of his eyes when he looks closely.
And the corners of her eyes, like his, have fine lines.
They are all in their 40s and no longer young. But the difference is that she is about to come to the end of her life, and his life is only half over.
Suddenly, there was a regret in her heart, she didn't know what he would look like when he was old, but unfortunately, she would not see it one day.
Raising her hand, her fingers gently touched the hair at his sideburns, his body shook slightly, but he didn't say anything, just let her caress the white hair.
"It's so white." Jun Haixin whispered, as if he was talking to him, and as if he was talking to himself.
"If you don't like it, I can dye my hair black." Bai Zhuyun said loudly. He can groom himself in the way she likes as long as she likes.
Jun Haixin lowered his eyes lightly and let go of his hand, "I didn't plan to let anyone die with me, if you can really do what you said in the future, and no longer make a move on anyone in the Jun family, then I think, I shouldn't hate you, but I won't fall in love with you either." She spoke slowly, her voice like the morning breeze, soft, but with a hint of coolness.
The smile on his face faded as she spoke, "So, you're still unwilling to give me a chance?" ”
"I'm dying, and you have a lot of life ahead of you." She said. She can't give such an opportunity, and she can't afford it.
"A lot of life?" He scoffed, "Do you think my life would still be meaningful without you?" ”
She choked.
"Haixin, I am willing to die with you!" Even from his clear knowledge that if she couldn't find her life in this life, she would die before the age of 45, and he was ready that he would not live to be 45 years old.
She bit her lip, as if something was gradually pouring out of her heart, a little painful, a little reluctant.
"But—I don't want to!" Met his gaze, and she answered him like this!