Although Wu Wei quickly became familiar with the work of the agency, he soon became bored.

He looked at the employees who walked leisurely, neatly dressed, with their chests and stomachs straightened, and looked noble, entering and exiting the spacious and bright office building, and passers-by would look at them with envy, knowing that they were selfish, loose, and negative in their hearts, climbing the steps of the administrative hierarchy, consuming their hard work and wisdom, secretly venting their powerless emotions, and once they were successful, they would be arrogant and deliberately inquire about their future. Eager for a promotion and a salary increase or hopeful of being transferred to an important position in an important department, they have to hide it all in their superficial interactions, and they become fanatical when they are hurt and damaged, and they become weak when they are under pressure. The strangulation of the workplace makes them lose their spiritual sharpness and passionate human form. The first people who came to the agency had a sense of curiosity and timidity, and when they got used to it, they disappeared and became slippery. There are too many meetings, I have adapted to too many meetings, and I am talking to each other, reading books and newspapers, and dozing off in the venue, because the content is too familiar, the routines make people tired, lack of fresh stimulation, full of troubles, hesitation, depression, wandering, fanaticism, and negativity, what kind of ideological world is this?

The work environment with nothing to do, it is difficult to find a job opportunity that the superiors pay attention to, and it is better to make yourself do less and sell less energy, and to be able to be idle and leisurely, which is a suffocating environment, with more time to talk nonsense, talk about other people's shortcomings in this way, and some of their own interests are not satisfied. Half of your head is enough, and the rest half is used to pass the time. Wu Wei was thinking about how to gain time in such an environment.

Only during the Spring Festival, you can get rid of the burden of work and troubles, and the brothers and sisters can return to their parents who live with the second brother for a reunion, experience the joy of family, visit relatives and friends to catch up with old feelings, drink to their heart's content, play all night, and suffer from insomnia.

In the face of such a working environment, Wu Wei relapsed his old addiction, and plunged into "Capital" again, always feeling that he had not been able to get through, this time he devoted himself wholeheartedly, reading in the office during the day, and returning to the guest house at night to write the essence of it silently, and soon made a breakthrough, felt that he had a base, and began to submit articles to major newspapers and periodicals. The more I feel bored with the idleness and intrigue of the people around me, the more I reinforce the tendency to put academics first. If you take the wrong path and do what you shouldn't do where you shouldn't, you will naturally be isolated and ostracized, once again exposing the sharp contradiction between persistent pursuit of the Tao and human relations.

The formation of Wu Wei's temperament, a bit like his father, Wu Lao always deals with the land, and his temperament shows a rare silence with the land, Wu Wei likes to read, and his temperament also follows the books a little. The temperament is a bit more complicated than the soil. Books can't speak, and Wu Wei has few words, which is similar to his father's Suitu. Books are different from the land, and the book is impregnated with the temperament of the writer, which will gradually affect the temperament of the reader. What books do you like to read, you will also become attached to the person who writes the book, and the temperament gradually follows the writer. People who read everything have begun to become a hodgepodge of temperaments, and it has become difficult for them to grasp who they are.

At the end of the year, eight or nine people sat in a big office to recommend the advanced, and no one mentioned Wu Wei, which naturally made him sit on pins and needles. Scholars have a characteristic, straight to the point, not good at hiding themselves, want to hide themselves can't hide themselves, everyone knows at a glance that he is suffering there, but in my heart I think, just like you, who can vote for you.

Wu Wei's section chief Ren Dao felt even more embarrassed. Originally, Wu Wei was selected by him from the school, and he heard from the school that this young man studied well, and found a chance to read the notes he wrote, because the bank attaches great importance to the kung fu of writing, and I feel that it is okay, and I am quite recognizable. After Wu Wei reported for duty, President Liu said to Ren Dao, Lao Ren, the people are selected by you, you can use them if you look at them, anyway, you will also use them there. Wu Wei came not long after, he put Ren Dao in a very complex contradictory predicament, looking at Wu Wei and everyone difficult to get along, not active in sweeping the floor, looking at the old colleagues and old leaders holding a kettle to fetch water and sitting there without even moving, catching up with the welfare supplies and unwilling to contribute, serious work a command to make a look of unwillingness to do, everyone has a bad reputation, very annoyed, do something to slap themselves in the face, people before and after people can't even say anything and can't say it well, people don't say it in person, always muttering behind their backs, Look at the person you chose, why did you want to be such a nerd. But seeing his rare hard work and restraining his emotions, he did what he could, don't bother him, what kind of development he can develop, it's really hard to say. Wu Wei knew that Lu Dao Ren Dao was under such pressure, because he himself had endured greater and heavier psychological pressure than this.

Selecting the advanced is inherently a torment. It's not good for others to open their mouths to mention you, and it's not good for you to open your mouth to mention others, it depends on your work performance and popularity. Whoever mentions it and doesn't mention it is easy to offend people. Mention Zhang San and Li Si are unhappy, it's okay to be unhappy, and it's easy to attract jealousy, and people won't vote for you next time you catch up with something. The head should know who did what, but the head should also stand on the same starting line and evaluate with everyone, and it is not easy for the head to stand for it, and it is even more difficult for the people below to express their position, even if they have a statement, there are few follow-up echoes.

The evaluation of the advanced is often like a stuffy meal, no one squeaks for a long time and there is no movement, or it is a raw meal, and the results of the evaluation are mixed with different voices, and even cause disputes, resulting in re-evaluation and re-voting. In fact, democracy is in places where democracy should not be, and let everyone compete for those advanced indicators, so that they can play a balanced game. No one nominated for the advanced evaluation, which is equivalent to drying there and being exposed to the sun, which is extremely embarrassing, and it is not impossible to go or not. I also know that I haven't done anything and haven't done anything well, and there are also those who know that they have done it themselves and that they have done more than others, and that they have done better than others, and that although they know that they have done more and better than others, they usually don't maintain the relationship much, and those who do it well also pay attention to maintaining the relationship, and it is not good to recommend themselves. At this moment, they all want to save face and are afraid of losing face. Who has the right to speak? is the head, but if the head also wants to fight, it is not easy to open his mouth, especially sometimes someone helps the head to solve the siege and takes the initiative to nominate the head but no one follows up and responds, the scene is even more embarrassing.

Looking into the cold field, some people nominated the leader, and some people followed up to support, but there was no one-sided advantage. In this case, the main reason is that there are people who compete with the leader, and the leader does not take the initiative to be nominated if others see that the leader has that meaning. The cold field was broken and no support was formed, and the cold field continued, and the leadership was embarrassed at this time. There are times when the leader is not convinced, but he does not want to force it to pass, so he takes a vote. The voting results should not be announced by the public, to the leader's office to record the votes, as a result, the leader and another vote are equal, the leader's face is naturally not good-looking, the other is content to take the initiative to report to the leader, the leader naturally advocates reporting to the other, the most rearly balanced two have passed. If the wise person at the head administers justice, or sees that so-and-so is doing well, there is no such outstanding candidate to vote in a referendum. If the head is thick-skinned, he will go down the slope and report it like this, and then others will not agree, then to what extent will it be stiff before he can openly stand up and raise objections, that is, if he asks people who you advocate, you mention that everyone does not agree and does not agree with it, and it is not embarrassing to hang yourself there. The head is soft, and everyone who presides over justice echoes, and the selection is easy to pass, and the head is soft and there is no justice, and even everyone wants to fight, and they can't get out of the deadlock, what to do, take turns to sit in the village, this year, your next year, his, I can't say when the rules are changed again, then it becomes to catch up with whom, which time did not catch up with their own bad luck and bad luck. Everyone didn't elect your leader and didn't mention you, you just can't find it, the boss said, you don't have a recommendation at the grassroots level, it's better to find your own head, you can't help it, everyone didn't vote for you. The confidence of the city government is deep in assertiveness and insight, knowing that the mystery is something that cannot be fought for by himself, unmoved, how to do it and how to do it, and he is noisy and noisy and crying and scolding, and he still can't change the result without his own after a few back and forth. I also feel that I need to balance, do the work to let the past be rated this time and give the non-rated let a let, this let is not good, let the people be aggrieved and let the people who come up not buy it, I should have been on it, I didn't appreciate it and didn't thank you. Those who were selected thought that they had reached the fairy world but had lost the state of mind of the fairy world, and they were all tossed and lost.

What is everyone's psychology? Practical people do not tell right and wrong in front of people, although they only do work and rarely interact with people, but they do not hurt anyone, they do their work with one mind, rarely or do not see the always running to the leadership office, everyone is willing to vote. Everyone hates people who don't do their work and always run to the leader. If you do it, everyone is willing to speak for you, and the leader is also willing to express his position for you, for example, if such a person can't go up, no one can go up, and this time this person has to go up no matter what.

For Wu Wei, the most embarrassing thing is that in addition to himself, there are even people in other departments who have been mentioned, but no one mentions him. Although he knew in his heart, the young man valued face after all, and looked at his section chief Ren Dao, sitting there just looking out of the window, and at first glance, he was deliberately avoiding something. After the evaluation was completed, the list was reported, Wu Wei waited until there was no one, then took the initiative to walk to Ren Dao's table and said, just now the selection is advanced, I see that no one mentioned me, I do feel very embarrassed and embarrassed in my heart, but I think in my heart, I really didn't do anything, I just sat there every day to study, and I wanted to be advanced without working, this idea is not right. As soon as Ren Dao heard his attitude, his tense face suddenly laughed, and said in an excited tone, you dare to expose your thoughts, very good, no matter what you think, it is commendable if you can take the initiative to say it yourself. Ren Dao may have thought that Wu Wei would resent him, why didn't he hold up his subordinates' pockets, but he didn't expect that he was self-reflecting and finding reasons in himself, and he felt very gratified.