**

Feng Yiyi was pushed to the ground one by one, unable to get up for half a day, sitting on the ground with his head buried and curled into a ball.

Shen Xuan stood by the railing of the rooftop and watched her quietly: the golden sunset covered her body, and she was thrillingly beautiful, but she looked pitiful like an abandoned little animal.

As soon as the cigarette in Shen Xuan's hand was lit, the two of them came up, and at this moment, a cigarette had already been burned. Shen Xuan woke up like a dream, lost the cigarette that he hadn't had time to smoke, and raised his feet and walked towards Feng Yiyi one by one.

The footsteps startled her, and she looked up in a hurry, not even having time to wipe the tears from her face.

But Shen Xuan had time to see the loss in her eyes clearly.

She thought it was Xie Jiashu who went and returned.

If Xie Jiashu can continue to return in this situation, will she be able to fight for herself again?

Shen Xuan scolded her for being stupid in his heart, squatting down and touching the top of her head, as if comforting an abandoned puppy.

"Little girl," he said softly with a smile, "you better come with me." ”

Feng Yiyi lowered his eyes tiredly, buried his head, and shook it.

Shen Xuan continued to caress her head, very gently comforting, the beautiful afterglow of the sunset fell on his eyes, his eyes were so bright that they were simply moving.

He said to the girl who was buried in her heart, "Do you have the courage to leave him, and don't you have the courage to go with me?" Trust me: leaving with me won't be worse than if you're here alone. ”

Feng Yiyi still shook his head lightly and did not speak.

Shen Xuan was very patient, and his voice was gentle and almost bewitching: "You've bumped into it, it hurts like this, don't you look back?" One by one, you want a stable life, and you even rejected Xie Jiashu for a stable life, so why don't you consider me? ”

Feng Yiyi finally spoke, sullen: "Because it's none of your business...... Shen Xuan, don't say anything more. ”

Shen Xuan was stunned.

Feng Yiyi tried hard to stand up, but struggled several times but couldn't do it, fortunately, Shen Xuan's gentlemanly demeanor was still good, and he was still friendly when he was rejected like this, and he took a hand and helped her stand up.

If you change to Xie Jiashu, you may be able to make up for her at this time.

Summer in G City is imminent, and a scorching summer is approaching in the city, and the light and heat of the setting sun are a sign of this.

In the sky garden on the tenth floor, Feng Yiyi's steps as he left stumbled and looked like Xie Jiashu.

Shen Xuan stood in place, he was the only one here at first, and he was the only one left at the end. The late spring evening breeze blew the corners of his white coat, fluttering and fluttering, and the contours of his eyebrows and eyes cast deep and shallow shadows on his face because of the rays of the setting sun.

Shen Xuan slowly closed his eyes, he felt as if he was ...... this time It's really going to be over.

**

Feng Yiyi didn't go back to Xie Jiashu's ward, she went straight home.

At this point, Feng's father and Feng's mother have already cooked dinner in the kitchen, Feng Yifan is resting at home today, when Feng Yiyi entered the house, he was reading the documents at work in the living room sofa, and when he saw his sister open the door and come in in a frustration, he was nervous and ran over to ask her: "What's wrong with you?" What happened to Brother Jiashu? ”

"We broke up." Feng Yi blurted out one by one.

Feng Yifan actually just wanted to ask his brother Jiashu if he was getting better? After hearing this, it took him a long time to react, and he suddenly became angry: "What are you doing? You die! Feng Yiyi, are you brainless! ”

Feng Yiyi sat on the stool for changing shoes at the door, his eyes were dumbfounded, and he really looked like he had no brains.

Feng Yifan took a long breath, endured it, and asked her incomprehensibly: "Do you think I'm upset?" Are you trying to disagree with me? You see I'm not upset, you beat me up! I don't fight back. Don't joke about your life's events, can you? You're twenty-eight sister! ”

"yes, twenty-eight." Feng Yiyi also muttered.

Feng Yifan felt that something was wrong, squatted down and looked at her at eye level, and he said to her seriously: "Sister, tell me: What happened?" ”

Feng Yiyi's sloppy gaze finally had a focus. In the sight, the younger brother's face gradually became clearer, and he clearly saw the concern and concern in his eyes, and Feng Yiyi's chaotic heart seemed to open a gap with a "click...... She burst into tears.

This heart-rending sound, Feng's father and Feng's mother ran out of the kitchen, looking at the scene of the sister and brother at the door, the two old men were inexplicable, and asked what was wrong?

Feng Yifan was frightened by his sister's ugly and crazy crying, and hurriedly told his parents that his sister and Xie Jiashu had broken up.

"Hi ......" Feng Ma seemed to be a little regretful, but more relieved. Patting her husband and telling him to go in and continue cooking, she walked over to her daughter and said, "Okay, okay, see you cry like your own mother is dead...... That's a good thing. It's good that you broke off with him earlier, you're not young. ”

Feng's mother's words are very ruthless and worldly, but every sentence is just embedded in Feng Yiyi's heart.

Think about it: Zishi is three years younger than her, but Zishi is now pregnant with her second child, and her eldest daughter is already in elementary school. She is twenty-eight years old, but she has just been rescued from a kidnapping, and before that, she has just learned that the so-called reunion after a long absence is nothing more than a play.

She didn't want to investigate whether Xie Jiashu would marry her or not, and she didn't even want to delve into his love.

Xie Jiashu, this name is certainly the most beautiful and intense emotion in her life, but it is also the source of all the chaos and insecurity in her life.

Xie Jiashu, he comes from a huge family, he has his heavy responsibility, he still has a lot of roads to go in the future, and Feng Yiyi didn't dare to imagine the difficulties and obstacles on those roads, and she didn't dare to accompany him down.

Feng Yiyi couldn't stand it anymore, she was too scared.

Please allow a twenty-eight-year-old girl to yearn for a peaceful and peaceful life.

Please allow a person who has burned out his courage to give up his love.

Feng Ma continued to say on the side: "It's not too late for you to figure it out now, to be honest, people like us, why do you have to compete with that kind of big family?" Of course, when it's good, the flowers are blooming, but if there is really something to have, can we bear it once or twice? Stay away before it's too late...... Okay, don't cry anymore," Feng's mother wiped her daughter's face with the kitchen cloth in her hand, "You did the right thing about breaking up this time." ”

Feng Ma's tone was very firm, which made Feng Yiyi's turbulent heart a lot more calm.

"Mom......" she trembled, intense emotions, suppressed crying, her voice was completely hoarse: "I'm so sad......"

"What are you upset about?!"

Feng Yiyi grabbed his mother's sleeve in his hand and cried in a broken heart: "I...... Abandoned Xie Jiashu. ”

Again, she abandoned Xie Jiashu again.

thought that the previous time was her ignorant and sacrificial spirit of abandonment, but now that she left him again, she realized her subconscious greed for life and fear of death and cowardice and ruthlessness.

What is the sacrifice? It is simply her ruthless and unrighteous evasion and abandonment.

Feng Yiyi couldn't breathe even more after saying this, Feng's mother sighed softly, and said slowly: "Come on...... A man, let you suffer, let you cry for him like this, or again and again, I don't believe that he is not wrong at all. Why is it only you who is to blame? ”

Feng's mother was condescending and cool: "Don't say that you have done all these stupid things for him all these years, even if you are heartless, ruthless and unjust, even if you deliberately hang him as a Kaizi - so what?" When you fall in love, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, in the end, he is a man, can you lose a lot? ”

On the side, Feng Yifan also came back to his senses at this time, although he felt very sorry for his Brother Jiashu in his heart, but ......, "Divide it, the two of you are indeed full of disasters and hardships together, sister, you are so cowardly, don't torture yourself anymore." ”

My Brother Jiashu also deserves better!

Feng Yiyi didn't expect to get so much attention and support from his family, and he was immediately moved and saddened, and cried even more.

Feng's mother saw that she couldn't eat like that, so she simply drove her back to the house to sleep.

**

During the meal, Feng's father couldn't help but ask what was wrong, and Feng's mother told him quite calmly: "I broke up with my boyfriend." It's not a big deal, it'll be fine after a few days of crying. ”

"The doctor?" Dad Feng asked regretfully.

Mother Feng was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that Shen Xuanlai was also very sorry, sighed and said, "It's not that doctor, it's Xie Jiashu - the one with a bloody face." ”

said that Dad Feng immediately remembered that he was bloody, and he was still very sorry: "That kid is a good person, he can work hard to save Yiyi, it's very good." ”

Feng Yifan took the opportunity to say: "Brother Jiashu is not only good! My sister hadn't closed his eyes for a few days since she was kidnapped, and the stomach bleeding was also boiled out without eating! You didn't see him in a hurry, he definitely likes my sister in his heart! ”

"What do you know!" Feng's mother rarely spoke loudly to her husband and son: "Do you like to be able to eat?" She likes it, don't I let her like it too? How are the results now? Marriage is a fateful thing, no matter how much you like it, you can be stronger than your life? What should I do if I like it and don't live a suitable life? ”

Dad Feng took a sip of wine and didn't speak. Feng Yifan said unconvinced: "You are prejudiced, you think that Brother Jiashu is rich and not sincere, you yourself are conservative, you don't want my sister to marry." ”

Feng's mother glared at her son lightly, "Your sister finally understood, why are you confused!" Xie Jiashu and Zheng Pianpian, they are born different from our children, they have to do different things than you, and they take different paths, you have to squeeze all the way with them, beware of falling on your heels! Look at your sister! ”

Speaking of Zheng Pianpian, Feng Yifan suddenly seemed to be gagged and stopped talking.

The doors of the old house are all thin and not soundproof, and the sound of talking in the dining room can be heard clearly by the people in the room. After eating, when Feng's mother was washing dishes in the kitchen, Feng Yiyi came in one by one.

"Huh? Did you wake up? Hungry or not? I'll give you a noodle. Feng Ma said while washing the dishes.

Feng Yiyi said that he was not hungry. She poured a glass of water, stood there and drank it slowly, and after a while said, "Mom, I want to work somewhere else for two years, can you agree?" ”

Feng's mother didn't stop washing the dishes, and said in a very calm voice: "You have to promise me: find a safe person to marry before the age of thirty." ”

Feng Yiyi smiled, although it was only slightly, but it was already a rare smile from her heart in the past few days: "It's good." ”

"Hmm. Then you can go, take a break, or change jobs...... Live a good life, don't let us rest assured before your dad and I close up, just do it. ”

"Zhilu Dao, Mom!"

"If you don't eat and live at home, you won't have to pay 4,000 yuan a month in the future, half of it, 2,000 yuan a month."

“……”

**

After thinking about things for a long time and accumulating courage for a long time, the dust finally settled, Feng Yi buried his head and ate a bowl of noodles one by one, and returned to the room to continue sleeping with exhaustion and physical and mental ease.

There was no light in the room, and she walked straight to the bed in the dark and lay down, her phone on the bedside table flashing and flashing.

There are unread text messages.

Feng Yi stared at the only light in the darkness one by one, and it took a long time to reach out and pick up his phone.

Sure enough, it was Xie Jiashu.

There is only one sentence: "What the hell are you going to do?" ”

What the hell do you want me to do...... Can you not leave me?

Feng Yi lay on the bed on one side, his stomach that had just eaten was heavy, and it strongly supported the heart above.

She replied to him word by word, serious and firm: "I want a peaceful life." I can't accompany you through thick and thin, I don't have that ability. You should let me go. ”

I was born with less courage than others, and I've used it up.

I will never be taken away again, locked up, or watched you vomit blood in front of me.

I want to be with you in peace and well.

Xie Jiashu replied very quickly: "I promise that no one will arrest you again in the future!" ”

Feng Yiyi asked rhetorically without hesitation: "How can you guarantee it?" Send me a lot of bodyguards? Like Sheng Chengguang when he was a pair? I don't want that. ”

He was silent for a long time.

It was much later that he sent a very simple question: "You don't want to share my ups and downs, do you?" ”

Not to mention life and death, huh?

Feng Yiyi pressed the phone one by one, his palms were full of sweat, and his fingers were stiff. Suddenly she got up from her bed, walked barefoot to the window, and reached out and gently opened the curtains—downstairs on the side of the street, under the plane trees beside the street lamps, the familiar black cars were quietly parked. The people in the cab...... Only one arm could be seen, and he was wearing a white T-shirt with his arm resting on the steering wheel.

Feng Yiyi: "Yes." I don't know if it's her hallucination, she seems to see the people in the cab burying their heads in their arms...... After a long time, the black car slowly drove out of the shadow of the plane tree and slid into the deeper darkness of the night.

Feng Yiyi lowered the curtains one by one, and the people slowly squatted down and squatted down along the wall...... The room was full of darkness, and dawn probably never came again.

**

And that's still because...... We were all once Feng Yiyi

What does it matter ———————————————— have less courage than others? I use it just for you.

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