Chapter 162: I Thought I Was the Wind (Part II)

"Huhu" Zhang Yaleng also spread on the ground and panted all of a sudden, not that the physical exertion was too great, but the psychological pressure was too great.

Soon, Zhang Yaleng relieved himself from the tension just now, sat up, and wiped the blood splashed on his face.

Zhang Yaleng was a little strange, obviously Li Haishu completed the assembly of the gun before himself, but why didn't he shoot immediately? Could it be that it is stuck? Still not loaded? Or is it deliberate? Zhang Yaleng thought of every possibility in his mind, but he still didn't seem to understand it.

Zhang Yaleng stood up, walked to Li Haishu's side, habitually kicked the gun in his hand, and then squatted down to look at Li Haishu, at this time, Li Haishu was still smiling, his eyes were closed, but he looked a little hideous because of the bullet hole on his forehead.

Due to a large amount of blood loss, his face was already pale, Zhang Yaleng looked at Li Haishu carefully, his stomach turned over the river, and then vomited out all of a sudden, after all, this is the first time Zhang Yaleng has killed someone, the first time he has been in contact with a dead person so closely, so it is inevitable that there will be this kind of adverse reaction.

"I'm killing someone?!" Zhang Yaleng suddenly let go of the gun in his hand, and he couldn't stop shaking, and Li Haishu's face kept flashing in his mind, like a nightmare.

Hiss, the fog in the room began to dissipate, and slowly the surrounding scene could already be seen, after such a long time, except for Li Haishu who was already lying on the ground, and there was a large amount of blood flowing around him, there was nothing else unusual.

"Congratulations, you've passed the test." Durey's voice rang out again, but he didn't look happy at all.

"For what is the sake of the Devil, what has to be like this! I killed someone, I killed someone!! Zhang Yaleng shouted with some excitement, as if this was the only way to relieve the pressure in his heart and vent that fear.

The glass door opened, and Durrey walked in, he had been keeping an eye on the movements of the two men, so not long after Lehi fell, Durley rushed over.

"Instructor Du Du, I killed him, I killed him" Zhang Yaleng saw Du Lei, and did not question Du Lei for the first time, but regarded Du Lei as a life-saving straw or the object of confiding.

"Actually, the one who died should be you." Du Lei looked at the corpse of Li Haishu on the ground, and then said lightly.

"What do you say?! Should I die?! Zhang Yaleng looked at Du Lei with some incredulity and asked.

"You know very well that he's letting you." Du Lei looked at Li Haishu and said, before this, Du Lei had been observing every move of the two people through the surveillance camera installed in the room in the monitoring room on the side, so what happened in the room, Du Lei saw much more clearly than Zhang Yaleng.

"What do you say?! He let me?! He's trying to kill me! Zhang Yaleng roared loudly, Zhang Yaleng couldn't do it at first, he thought that Li Haishu was the same as himself, but after a few times, Zhang Yaleng found out that Li Haishu was fighting with himself with the mentality of killing himself, and Li Haishu could kill himself ruthlessly, and he didn't regard himself as a friend at all.

"What's that, obviously he assembled it faster than you, but he still died in your hands?" Durrey asked softly.

Zhang Yaleng's body was shocked, that's right, what is this for? Zhang Yaleng never understood what Li Haishu didn't shoot at that moment, so good chance, if he shot, then he would be the one who survived.

"This is because" Zhang Yaleng stammered, he didn't know the reason, and he couldn't say why.

Durrey turned and walked in one direction, bent down, and picked up the gun that Li Haishu had assembled earlier.

"See for yourself." Li Haishu handed the gun to Zhang Yaleng and motioned for Zhang Yaleng to check it himself.

Zhang Yaleng took Li Haishu's gun and pulled the trigger, click! Empty sound?! Zhang Yaleng pulled it a few more times, and found that except for the sound of clicking, no bullets came out at all. Zhang Yaleng had never touched this gun from beginning to end, and Du Lei didn't have to do anything just now, how could there be no bullets?

"There's no bullets in his gun, you know?" Looking at Zhang Yaleng's dazed and confused expression, Du Lei said.

"No bullets?! What about his bullets? Zhang Yaleng was still a little unconvinced, and then asked.

"His last bullet should be used as a signal for the start of your game." As he spoke, Du Lei searched carefully in the vicinity, and found the bullet, threw him to Zhang Yaleng, and the bullet made a crickling sound when it landed on the place.

"What did you say?!" Zhang Yaleng didn't expect it to be like this, looking at the gun for a while, and looking at the bullet for a while.

Zhang Yaleng's ears rang again with the words that Li Haishu had said to him before the test began, Zhang Yaleng didn't take it seriously at first, but now he realized that Li Haishu had long planned to deliberately defeat himself at some point.

"Li Haishu, like me, is from an agent, but we are different from ordinary agents, we have all experienced what you just experienced, but at that time, Li Haishu's opponent committed suicide, and Li Haishu was forced to retire from the army because of psychological stimulation, and now he is slowly recovering. He, like you, is a very kind person, and he can't bear to kill people or hurt his friends, so he will be weak and cowardly enough to collapse at a critical time. Li Haishu has a lot of self-blame, and I have been trying to make him forget that unpleasant period over the years, but it is clear that he can't forget it, and he remembers it more and more deeply. Durrey said slowly.

"Could it be this time," Zhang Yaleng didn't know that Li Haishu still had such a past, and his eyes widened in surprise.

"No, this time it was Li Haishu's will, he has already told me, and I agreed." Du Lei shook his head and said, this test was already on the plan when Du Lei taught Zhang Yaleng on the first day, but he just needed to find a candidate, Li Haishu took the initiative to find Du Lei who was willing to train with Zhang Yaleng, Li Haishu was very honest and honest, Du Lei had persuaded him to give up, but he was very persistent, wanting to be able to relieve the pain he had experienced before. So, Li Haishu pretended to have nothing to do and began to train and cultivate feelings with Zhang Yaleng, and came to this day step by step, in order to learn the last lesson.

"For what?! Just because I have to grow? Zhang Yaleng said with some sadness, this is the first person who died because of him, and he will not be able to accept it for a while.

"No, it's because of himself, he just wants to be free, and you should be glad that he didn't regret it in the last moment." Du Lei is also very glad that it is Li Haishu, if it is someone else, Du Lei is not at ease, because no matter who has an innate desire to survive, anyone will do selfish things in front of their own life.

"But he's human! He's a living man! Zhang Yaleng shouted, tears couldn't stop flowing, he and Li Haishu within a month of bits and pieces, vividly, and such a person, but because of such a thing, died at such a young age.

Durey didn't speak, he was silent.

"You can't change anything for what you want!! Does such a quiz make sense!! Seeing that Du Lei didn't speak, Zhang Yaleng continued to shout.

"There are some things that can't be changed, and it makes sense to do so." Du Lei shook his head, he felt that Zhang Yaleng was still too naïve, and some things were completely unaware.

"If you don't try to change, you will know that you can't change what you want!! You're running away!! You killed Li Haishu!! Zhang Yaleng roared, and his voice became a little hoarse.

"When I was younger, I tried and failed. I used to think that I was the wind, that I could change the course of things, that I could blow away those unreasonable rules, just like you think now. But later, I was bruised all over my body, and I realized that I was too naïve, that we were all grass, and that we would fall wherever the wind blew, so that we could live, and we were powerless to change certain things. Feelings are always the biggest shackles that restrict a person, especially the closest people, and a soldier, a soldier, can not stop because of feelings, you must learn to be cruel, so as to survive in the food chain of the jungle. Du Lei said lightly, and couldn't help but think of when he was young, the edges and corners were sharp, and now the edges and corners have long been smoothed out by the years.

Zhang Yaleng quieted down all of a sudden, listening to every word that Du Lei said, and every word knocked on Zhang Yaleng's heart. Maybe Li Haishu is like this, he would rather die like the wind than become a puppet like grass, he is such a stubborn person who has chosen a different path.