Chapter 193: Confession
I didn't notice the scene on both sides of the street because I was in a hurry to find a restaurant, but now it seems that there is a different taste and another kind of enjoyment.
The streets are completely filled with people, not to mention cars, even bicycles are difficult to pass, Xu Hunxian and his party are almost completely surrounded by the flow of people, but a few little girls are happy to laugh and play, especially Yu Li, Yun'er and Xiuying, they simply don't take Xu Hunxian's words to heart.
Xu Zhuxian, who is not used to physical contact with people, frowned and hugged Kim Sungwon's arm tightly, trying to maintain her pace, trying not to let people touch her, she is still very resistant to contact with people she doesn't know.
Yuna, Yoo-ri and so-young made a fuss Xu Hyun Xianzhi said, but what he didn't expect was that the little girl named Kim Taeyeon was actually not inferior, wearing a thick white down jacket, with a pale pink hat and scarf that could cover her ears, like a round snowman bumping around, and from time to time let out a few "aunt" like laughter, it looked very enjoyable, which surprised him, it seems that S.M is really Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, and there are people of any kind of personality.
On the one hand, Zhang Liangying and Huang Meiying, two people from other countries, are also very enjoyable, Huang Meiying is from the United States, probably very novel about the exotic Christmas Eve, and Zhang Liangying is curious, Xu Hunxian probably understands that Christmas is not very popular in her country, but the Spring Festival may be more lively.
Li Zhixian looked around very usually, only Jessica, who was already happy, frowned slightly, and puffed up her bun face from time to time to express dissatisfaction.
Half ringing. As if he remembered something, he walked to the other side of Xu Hunxian, pulled Xu Hunxian's arm away, and let him hug him under his surprised expression, while she comfortably hugged Xu Hunxian's waist, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, anyway, the first feeling is that this will make her very stable.
Xu Hunxian looked at Li Zhixian helplessly, and Li Zhixian just looked at him with a puffed mouth dissatisfied, and said to him with a lip sync, but he didn't say anything more, this time. She knows the relationship between Xu Hunxian and this group of girls. I didn't think about anything else.
The streets are really beautiful on both sides, the trees on both sides are very bright with colorful lights, plus the nearby Christmas trees and some cute models of Santa Claus. It's like being in a fairytale. Not as Disney though it feels. But there is a different atmosphere.
And there is more than one such beautiful scenery, each store has its own characteristics, so that a group of little girls have to stop and take a few photos wherever they go. They didn't count taking pictures by themselves, they also pulled the only man Xu Hunxian to take a group photo, Yu Li and Yun'er The two girls were even more naughty, and when they saw the handsome foreign guys walking by, they pestered others to take a group photo, Xu Hunxian felt lost, but these two girls didn't think so, and they still showed off in front of Xu Hunxian after the shooting, and they didn't realize it at all.
"Shall we go over and take a few shots?"
Li Zhixian walked to Xu Hunxian's side and said softly, he didn't hug Jessica and Xu Zhuxian when he stopped to take pictures, Jessica, who loves to take pictures, has long forgotten the previous things, and her interest in taking pictures is no worse than that of other girls, and at this time she is with Quan Baolan, who just met.
Xu Hunxian looked at a few girls and found that they were all filming vigorously, and they should be fine for the time being, so he said to Li Zhixian: "The idea is good, but let's talk to Xiaoxian first, so that they don't see us worrying." β
Lee Ji-hyun agreed and nodded.
Xu Hunxian said a few words in Xu Zhuxian's ear, but Xu Zhuxian turned his head and looked at him in surprise, and then looked at Li Zhixian who was on the side and nodded with complicated eyes.
"How? Is it okay? Returning to Li Zhixian's side, she couldn't wait to ask, and Xu Hunxian made an OK gesture, smiled slightly, and took Li Zhixian's hand with a happy face to find a beautiful background.
It was really cold in December in South Korea, and even with gloves, Lee Ji-hyun kept rubbing his hands, indescribably naΓ―ve.
"Wait a minute." Xu Hunxian suddenly stopped, and also grabbed Li Zhixian, who was walking slowly with him, and picked up her other hand.
Lee Ji-hyun was puzzled, but it didn't stop him from moving.
Xu Hunxian brought Li Zhixian's two hands to his mouth, took off the gloves he was carrying, covered her cold little hands with his big hands, and gently sighed at her hands.
Li Zhixian smiled, she didn't expect Xu Hunxian, who usually doesn't express herself much, to take care of herself so carefully, this feeling of being hurt, especially being distressed by the person she likes is really sweet.
At this time, there was a happy light in her eyes, but her mouth still said, "What's wrong with you suddenly being so good to me?" What are the intentions? β
"Of course there are attempts, because I've been watching you for a long time." is not as shy as before, this time Xu Hunxian is very direct.
Originally, there were two people tonight, but they were interrupted by a few little girls, but there are some things that still have to go on.
Li Zhixian was very nervous now, and in an instant, his face was already covered with redness, and he turned his head slightly, not letting Xu Hunxian see her current state, his heart was in turmoil, and he was trying to think about what to do.
In fact, Xu Hunxian is even more nervous than Li Zhixian now, and it was a big decision to ask Li Zhixian to come out tonight, and he still felt relieved when a few little girls appeared.
However, he also knows that this is the most critical moment, to be honest, he really has no experience in love at all, Li Xuanya will end without starting, and the others will not be there.
With a sigh of relief imperceptibly, Xu Hunxian turned Li Zhixian around: "Zhixian, there is something I have to tell you, this matter is very important, and it will also affect our relationship in the future." β
Seeing Xu Hunxian's incomparable prudence and woman's intuition, she was very curious about what was going to happen next, and she didn't know what he was going to say, but she just looked at Xu Hunxian with wide eyes, waiting for him to continue.
Yes, Xu Hunxian is going to tell everything, and some things will be discovered one day no matter how much they are hidden, rather than waiting until that time to be helpless. It's better to make it clear now, if it is really unforgivable, it can only prove that he does not have the blessing to be with a girl who thinks he likes him like this.
"That's right, remember when you learned about my return from ZhongGuo in the summer?" Xu Hunxian breathed a sigh of relief and began to ask, or to evoke the other party's memory.
Li Zhixian had some questions, but she still nodded slowly, this is the most daring thing she has done since she was a child, how can it be that she has a deep memory, but what does it have to do with this?
See each other nod. Xu Hunxian said the words of the typesetting: "Actually, at that time. I spent the night at a girl's house because I was drunk, and then I had sex with her without knowing what was going on. β
After speaking, as if waiting for the verdict, Xu Hunxian closed his eyes. Maybe I know the way. Maybe I don't know what the result is behind the road. But they will all choose to accept it.
It's not that I haven't thought about not mentioning it, but since it's decided to be together, then there shouldn't be any lies between the two parties. Maybe you can be deceived for a while, but what about later?
The feelings that lie accumulates will always collapse after the worst, and with his character, since deciding to be together is a lifelong thing, such a thing, of course, can't deceive her, and it's not his character.
There are no accidents, maybe everyone encounters such a situation, unlike Xu Hunxian, who was tried by Xu Hunxian, Li Zhixian first opened her eyes in disbelief, and a look of disbelief flashed in her beautiful eyes, she really couldn't believe it, this happened to Xu Hunxian, how could such a thing happen to someone who has always been single-minded?
But as Xu Hunxian did something wrong, even if he couldn't accept it anymore, he knew the result, and suddenly, his bright eyes were suddenly surrounded by tears, and he instantly turned red, and his eyebrows were also wrinkled, this answer was too big a blow to her, I was looking forward to Xu Hunxian's confession, but I didn't expect it to be such a result, what is the purpose of four and a half years of persistence?
And it was in a situation where she didn't know the road at all, and suddenly she was taken advantage of by a person in an instant, and she didn't even have any preparations, and no one knew the way, how could she not be hit by this?
There was no movement for a long time, only a small sob, which made Xu Hunxian, who was worried about Li Zhixian, raise his head, but the appearance of the girl in his eyes made him very distressed.
It turned out that the already beautiful eyes were already red and swollen, the beautiful eyes were full of tears, the brows were tightly locked, and the whole person was pear blossoms with rain, which made people can't help but feel pity.
How many times has this made her cry?
Xu Hunxian couldn't help but ask herself in her heart, as if she had known her several times from the beginning to now, from the time she knew her mind to the beginning, in fact, she was not very happy.
The appearance of the girl in front of him, Xu Hunxian couldn't hold back anymore, stepped forward, and hugged the girl in front of him tightly.
Li Zhixian didn't struggle, he let him hold on motionlessly, there was no other movement, but this made Xu Hunxian feel that although the two of them had been for a long time, they were also far away, and they were close to the end of the world, which was probably what it meant.
"I'm really sorry, I don't know how to tell you, I can only say sorry to you. I don't want to shirk my responsibility, even though I don't know what happened to me that night, but a mistake is a mistake, and I don't want to lie to you. Really, I don't know when the road began, maybe it was the first time we separated, a beautiful girl who was gentle, always smiling, and had a small ambition on the tip of her nose was reflected in my mind, this girl not only took away my first kiss, but also said loudly to a boy I had known for a short time, "Sarah Hey", although I didn't want to admit it, but in fact I can never forget it. β
Xu Hunxian hugged Li Zhixian and kept talking about his feelings, this time, his voice gradually choked up, his eyes were slightly red, and it was not only Li Zhixian who was tormented, but he was too.
But the girl still didn't react at all, and stood there dumbfounded, the sobbing had stopped, but there was no focus on her eyes.
"Actually, I don't know in my heart, although the girl of my childhood has always been in my mind, but with the appearance of another girl, her figure slowly faded. ZhongGuo's trip said that he came back with a full body of injuries, but in fact, it was also a relief, but he was unusually rational and didn't know what to do. I don't know when Lu Dao started, when that girl and I were preparing for the national entrance examination, her joys, sorrows and sorrows all made me very concerned, and I don't know when Lu Dao started, I knew that I was responsible for that girl, because I really liked her, because I don't know if Lu Dao would meet such a person who cared about me in the future and wanted to learn massage and relieve my fatigue. β
These are the memories between the two, the touch of memories, always remembering the beauty of the past, the girl's eyes gradually gathered, and she raised her hand to hug Xu Hunxian's waist.
It seems that he can't avoid it, and it seems that he really can't let it go, Li Zhixian sighed lightly, choked up a little, and said in a flat tone: "You don't have to apologize to me, in fact, we don't have anything to do with each other, do you?" β
When the girl hugged herself, Xu Hunxian thought that things had taken a turn for the better, and her heart warmed, but with Li Zhixian's words, it seemed to fall into the ice. (To be continued......)