After a long time, she muttered, "I don't understand what you mean, it was you who said you don't like it anymore and said you wanted to break up." ”

That night, she cried a lot, experienced the feeling of breaking up for the first time, and understood for the first time that feelings can become very fast.

But now, he is telling her that he still likes her!

"Yes, I said I was going to break up! Because I am too jealous, I will be uneasy, I will be at a loss, I will want to escape, and I will escape from this kind of feeling that I can't control! He cried out, confessing his last reluctance to confess to her.

"Jealousy?"

"I've always been jealous of Cangyao, don't you know the way? Jealous that the person you associate with is me, but you seem to attach more importance to him, jealous that he always protects you, jealous that he can stay by your side all the time, this jealousy is about to drive me crazy at that time. ”

He said self-deprecatingly, paused, and stared deeply at her again, as if to take a closer look at her appearance.

Bai Yueran never knew that Chu Lu at that time would have such emotions. She only knew that he minded Cangyao's existence, but she didn't expect to mind to such an extent.

All along, the feelings she saw were the feelings of Daddy and Mommy, and the feelings of Xiao Xi Lingjing, she only thought that two people, as long as they interacted, all they cared about was each other, and they didn't need to mind anything else.

Because you like it, you will have a relationship, and if you don't like it, you will not have a relationship again.

But I didn't know that there was another kind of situation, which was a situation where I liked it but broke up.

A beginner in love will always pay a lot for it, he is like this, and she is like this.

"I don't know what to do...... It will be so. Bai Yueran said authentically.

"I didn't expect that after the breakup, in the end, I was still jealous, not only Cang Yao, but even Xiao Si was jealous." Chu Lu sneered and said, "But this time, I don't want to run away." ”

Don't want to run away, what do you mean? Doubts flashed in Bai Yueran's eyes, looking at Chu Lu, looking at his serious expression, and then as if he understood something.

His lips opened slightly, "Ranran, I like you, I've always only liked you." This time, I don't want to give you to anyone, I want to be your favorite man! ”

Once, he also said that he wanted to be her favorite boy, and at that time, she was happy to hear his words! She thought she would meet the kind of affection that her father had for her mother.

However, now when he said this to her again, there was a kind of confusion in her heart, what kind of feelings did she have for Chu Lu?

Then, she heard her own voice say to him, "But Chu Lu, I don't like you anymore. ”

When she finished saying this, his face turned pale in an instant, and the whole person seemed to be frozen, motionless, and a deep pain suddenly flashed in those dark eyes.

Suddenly, his hands covered his eyes, as if he didn't want her to look into his eyes again. Don't like it already? That's right, it was he who proposed to break up back then, and it was natural that she would no longer like him.

But this time, it was different, and this time, he didn't want to retreat again.

His hand slowly lowered, the look of pain in his eyes replaced by firmness, "Then I will make you like me again." Of course, this time, I won't let go! ”

This is his oath!

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There are some things that have been let go before, and when you want to grab them again, it becomes more difficult.

It turned out that after breaking up, his feelings have not changed, but hers has changed.

The idea of wanting to get her again, not wanting to look at her back anymore, was so strong in my mind.

"Chu Lu, I heard that you and those girlfriends of yours all broke up?" Lu Minghaifeng hurriedly ran over and asked, staring at Chu Lu by the windowsill of the library.

"Those people are not my girlfriends, they are just boring girlfriends to pass the time." Chu Lu said lightly. The girlfriend he has admitted from beginning to end is only Bai Yueran.

"Hey, whether it's a girlfriend or a female companion, in short, you and those girls are really separated?" Lu Minghai asked, the two have known each other since junior high school, and they can be regarded as friends who have a deep relationship.

"Hmm." Chu Lu replied.

"For what? Did something happen? ”

"I just found out that these are not what I want, what I want, it turns out that it has never changed."

Lu Minghai was a little dizzy when he heard this, and simply asked directly, "What do you want?" ”

Chu Lu didn't answer, but said abruptly, "Sitting in this position, you can see the gymnasium." ”

"So what?" Lu Minghai was puzzled, looked at the gymnasium outside the window, and didn't feel anything abnormal, from here you can see the main entrance of the gymnasium, which people are in and out, at a glance.

"In the past two years, I have often sat in this position when I am alone." Chu Lu said, "I thought I was nostalgic for the time I used to have in the basketball club, so I often sat here, but now that I think about it, it's not like that." ”

His eyelashes drooped slightly, and his gaze carried a certain nostalgia, "Actually, I just want to see Bai Yueran a few more times, from here, you can see her entering and leaving the gymnasium, even if it is only for a few minutes, it is good." ”

Lu Minghai looked at Chu Lu with a shocked face, and it took a long time for him to say with a dry throat, "You...... What you want, shouldn't it be Bai Yueran! ”

Chu Lu smiled lowly, and his laughter carried a faint bitterness, "Yes, I want to." "I want it very much, and my body hurts when I want it.

"You're crazy!" Lu Minghai shouted, "How long have you broken up with Bai Yueran, not to mention, she is ...... with Cang Yao now"

"They're not dating, are they?" Chu Lu interrupted, "And, even if they are dating, I ...... Don't want to let go. ”

Lu Minghai sighed, "If you knew this, why did you break up with her in the first place." ”

Chu Lu's gaze was still staring at the gate of the gymnasium, looking at the people coming in and out, "Yes, I knew that Lu Dao was like this, so why bother......"

Why let go easily, why easily say that you don't like it anymore, why easily give up your position!

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In just a few days, the news that Chu Lu had broken off relations with those girls in the past exploded on the side of the high school and became the most talked about topic by everyone.

Many people were speculating about Chu Lu's purpose in doing this, but Chu Lu didn't say anything.

———— will put a monthly pass and update the chapter in a little bit today~