She had already figured out that as soon as Maomao returned to her, then she would leave this place with this child. She didn't need Fang Yichen to give her any compensation, and she was ready not to tell Leng Yunhao. She just wanted to leave, to start a new life of her own.

She had always longed for that kind of free life, but at some point, she made a wrong choice. Maybe love is to make people go through hardships, but when you want to get it, you keep losing it. Finally, one day, you calm down and realize that what you want is nothing more than the most ordinary life.

She really felt tired, and for nearly a year, she had endured a lot of ups and downs in her world, and everything had made her feel bored. She didn't know what had happened to her, and she had managed her life to such a mess. But now, she thinks that for Maomao, she needs to replan her own life.

She thought about it for a long time, in this world, she can't rely on anyone, the people of the Su family have little to do with her now, the nominal father, because of Cao Monroe's departure, has become more silent, she has not fulfilled the obligation of a daughter to take care of him, so now, she can't blame her father for not giving her the care she wants.

She just wants to move forward, Maomao will grow up one day, and she doesn't want that child to live in a complicated environment. The problem of money is no longer a big problem, the money Leng Yunhao gave her has always been in the account, and for so many years, except for a little money spent on going to school in the United States, the rest is still there. She thought this was the best plan she had ever made, so that Maomao could at least have no worries about food and clothing for the time being.

She began to despise her previous submissive self, in this world, no one needs you to compromise blindly. She thought that as long as she made concessions, Fang Yichen would exchange Maomao back. But now Su Luoyan has figured it out, this man just grabbed her weakness, I'm afraid Mao Mao won't come back for a while. If she doesn't work hard herself, then there really is no one in this world who is willing to help her.

Of course, she also thought that as long as she spoke, then Leng Yunhao would definitely do her best to deal with this matter, but she didn't want to trouble this man anymore. She decided from the beginning that she wanted to hide Maomao's affairs from Leng Yunhao, and now, she won't tell him Maomao's background.

The road of Zhilu Road is destined to be difficult, but she still decided to move forward without looking back. She kept the door closed and didn't want anyone to come close. She is the thorny rose, always has been, never changed. It's just that she is no longer delicate, and her strong wings have become more and more full.

When he came back from the hospital, the old man was in the study as usual, and when Su Luoyan went home, the housekeeper looked enthusiastic. Su Luoyan just smiled and nodded, and didn't say anything. She felt a little tired, but because she had already thought through a lot of things in her heart, Su Luoyan at this time was a little different from her usual appearance.

Hearing the sound of Su Luoyan coming back, the old man walked out of the study. He wore reading glasses, hunched back, and a kind smile on his face. Su Luoyan was still a little close to this old man from the bottom of his heart, at least during such a long period of contact. What Su Luoyan saw was always the image of a gentle old man.

She could see that the old man was full of love for Fang Yichen, but he didn't dot on this son at all, he was clear about everything, and most of the time he hid his feelings in his heart. Such an old man is worthy of respect. For Su Luoyan, his daughter-in-law, he is still as patient as a father.

"Dad, you haven't rested yet, it's so late, you should rest early, you can't finish your busy business, let's do it tomorrow." Su Luoyan said with a smile. In front of Old Man Fang, she still maintained the innocence in her heart, but this innocence, Su Luoyan felt that she could not maintain it for too long.

The smile on the old man's face was still so warm, he was wearing a sweater with an open collar, reaching out to take off his reading glasses, and rubbing his eyes with his thick palm. At his age, if these things hadn't happened, he would have spent his days in the United States enjoying a comfortable life with the old lady.

But there are too many unpredictable things in life, the company he has carefully managed all his life is about to face bankruptcy, and his wife who has accompanied him all his life is also far away from him. Even his son, the only one he could count on, turned out to be the biggest accident in this accident. There are twists and turns in life, and he should have lost the most in old age. However, from beginning to end, he faced it strongly and calmly accepted everything.

"I'll go to sleep in a while, Luo Yan, don't work too hard, I'll ask Zhang's mother to make something delicious these days, and you can make up for it." Yichen is not a child, you don't have to go over to accompany him every day. There is special protection for things over there, and you don't need to do it yourself. You have just given birth to a baby, and you need to pay attention to your body. ”

The old man's words made people feel very comfortable, Su Luoyan smiled slightly, and replied to the old man. She knew that it was not easy for the old man to come back, and she had to wait for her to come back so late, but a trace of guilt rose inexplicably in her heart.

"Dad, I know you, you don't have to worry about these things. I can take care of myself. Instead, you should pay more attention to your body and not work too hard. She said it seriously, and at some point her eyes suddenly became a little moist and hot. It seemed to be so big that no one had ever said these things to her.

She is the one whose mother went early, and Su Zhongshang, the nominal father, even if he has a little warmth for the two sisters, he doesn't know how to express it. Tired and painful, she has never been able to get comfort from her father, but now when facing Old Man Fang, her heart is full of warmth.

Fang's house is a place that makes her have mixed feelings, Fang Yichen makes her have the urge to escape, but the old man and the old lady give her the warmth of home. She thought that if she hadn't met Leng Yunhao, she would have stayed in this house, she would have honored the old man, she was a person who knew how to repay her kindness, but at this time, she thought that the most important thing she needed to do was to bring Maomao to her side.

As soon as she thought of the little guy in her mind, the old man's topic turned to Mao Mao, who hadn't seen this little guy for more than ten days. When people reach old age, they are full of curiosity about new life. Before, he wanted to bring Mao Mao back, and when he wanted to go home and be tired, he could tease his grandson, which was the only fun in old age. But now, this wish seems to have always been a little distant.

"Maomao should take it back earlier, after all, it's not good to put it with someone else, Lin Xi's girl, I think she is really good, and she is warm-hearted and simple, but after all, she is a person who has never brought a child."

The old man paused when he said this, Su Luoyan knew what the old man meant, but now, how helpless she was. She didn't want Mao Mao to stay by her side, but the initiator of this incident was Fang Yichen, he took Mao Mao away, and she didn't know where Lu Dao was hiding.

"It's good, I'll bring Maomao back in two days, so that the house will be a little more lively." Su Luoyan always had a faint smile on her face, she answered Old Man Fang's question very patiently, and the two of them simply chatted for a while. The old man saw that Su Luoyan was tired, so he urged her to rest early.

Su Luoyan's heart has always been warm, and she doesn't know how to describe her mood. When she was in Fang's house before, she always felt that this was an ice cellar, and if she stayed in the room alone, she had to turn on the heating very much, as if only in this way could she feel a little temperature in her palms.

But because of the return of the old man and the old lady, this family suddenly became a little more popular, and some people began to care about you, afraid that you would work hard, and say a few words of relief. You will feel warm in your heart, and it feels really good like that. She went back to her room, washed up, and collapsed on the bed.

It's really tiring, and the feeling of being with such a moody man is really the most tiring thing in the world. But for now, she still has to persevere, because she wants to be that Sailor Moon and save her baby from that man's hands. Then, she must have to pay a heavier price than others.

She was lying in bed, her head was unusually clear, and as soon as she left this place, she would be able to start her new life again. Even at this time, Su Luoyan had already begun to plan his future life in his mind. She would go to find a job, and then take Mao Mao by herself, watching this child grow into Leng Yunhao little by little.

In this marriage, she thought that she didn't need to dwell on it anymore, and the problems that could be solved would naturally be solved, if she couldn't solve it, then give up. For so many years, she has been competing with herself, wanting to get some, reluctant to lose some, and eventually exhausting herself. Now Su Luoyan is tired, she needs to rest, she needs to be quiet, and she needs someone to comprehend the beauty and tranquility of life. Although love is very important to her, it also needs to appear in a specific environment, and she no longer longs for that person to be able to love herself as deeply as she did at the beginning, she just wants to love life better.

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