290 Plausible and illusory
It's a big hollow!!
Yan Xi almost wanted to cry, he tried his best to shake Chi You's heart of the project, but as a result, when people showed their faces, it was not only successful, but also overcompleted? !
The opportunity cannot be missed, although it is uneven, Yan Xi still did not miss the point. Almost at the same time as Chi You asked, he didn't say a word, gritted his teeth and handprints and rummaged through the complicated methods of his debut.
The flower demons were knowledgeable and interesting, and the singing and dancing in the fragrant breeze were even louder, and as soon as they followed the pace of Yan Xi's temporary teaching, the scenery in the mist suddenly changed.
By the time Chi You reacted that something was wrong, the music and dance and the fair flower demons just now had disappeared without knowing when the road had disappeared, and he seemed to be the only one left in the empty wilderness.
I don't know if Lu Dao has slept for too long, although he clearly remembers the hatred with the Yellow Emperor and many things before, but for many other things in his life, Chi You's memory is not so clear.
For example, now, he always feels that this place is familiar to him, but he can't remember when he came here and what happened here?!
Chiyou frowned and looked around, but he couldn't find the shadow of the descendant of Qingqiu, and Nuwa, who had just caught a glimpse of her, was gone...... Wait, Nuwa?!
Thinking of a key person, Chi You, who was a little sober and rational just now, was distracted again. Although Zhilu said that this was probably an illusion, and what he should do now was not to let go of his curiosity, he couldn't help but subconsciously raise his feet and walked in a certain direction that seemed to be calling him.
Over the wilderness, wading through rocks. Climbing up the mountain, on the side of the boulder on the top of the mountain, Chi You, whose clothes had turned into animal skins at some point, slowly spit out a stagnant breath in his chest, closed his eyes and sat down slowly with his back against the boulder platform, following his vague instinct, his arm subconsciously propped back, and in a clump of grass around him, a hard and cold round stone was inserted into his palm......
"Heh......" unconsciously chuckled, and the tone was as ugly as crying.
Hold the stone and retract your hand in front of you. Chiyou opened his eyes and bowed his head. Sure enough, I saw a five-colored round stone in my palm.
The multicolored halo of light on the cobblestone is soft but not dazzling, like the morning glow and evening clouds on the horizon.
In an instant, it seemed that all the memories came alive again, and Chiyou suddenly found that he remembered many, many things that he thought he had forgotten a long time ago......
……
Chiyou was already starting to make a difference when she was a young child. He was invulnerable. Powerful and intense. Ordinary jokes among other children. If he is not careful in his hands, he is often seriously injured or even disabled.
In fact, he doesn't want to be like this, the child doesn't understand anything, pure and innocent. How much malice can you harbor towards others?! He really just missed, and the stick with the thickness of an adult's arm was not much harder than a grass stalk in his small palm, such a talent was powerful and terrifying. Often, he just rubbed it unintentionally in the middle of a push, and those children and even adults would look miserable.
Is it his fault?!
At first, not many people may have noticed his anomalies, but when the people realized that he could easily hurt them, they were afraid.
No one taught him how to control and face his differences, and no one dared to teach him. Everyone is just an ordinary person, and no one wants to risk their lives to enlighten a child.
Xiao Chiyou, who was less than one meter tall, was just an ordinary person with little status in the Jiuli tribe at that time, but he had been rejected and disgusted by the clan because of his repeated injuries, and even sometimes he was ignored or even deliberately abandoned when he was working in the field.
He thought that maybe from the first time something like that happened, everyone had begun to pray in their hearts that one day he would disappear......
Because of their natural strength and bravery, little children have already hunted and chased like adults. But how many times when he hit the prey and looked back happily, wanting to get a reassuring smile from the elders of the clan, he could only be stunned to find that he was the only one left in the wilderness.
At first, he would cry and scream in panic, stumbling back to the tribe, standing in the center of the tribe in embarrassment and shouting loudly, but not half a word of kindness and comfort.
Then he gradually got used to it, and when he looked back at no one, he silently tied up his prey into a pile on his back, and walked back numbly alone.
One-year, two-year, three-year, five-year ...... Little by little, the child grew into a teenager.
His skills are getting stronger and stronger, and the prey he hits is getting more and more and bigger. Even a giant beast that requires hundreds of people in the tribe to be encircled and suppressed together, he can easily smash its head that can break through mountains and rocks alone.
But even though he alone could afford nearly half of the hunt in his tribe, there were still no people around him who would approach him.
Are you used to it?! Or do you think he's used to it?!
Later, when he was once again dragging a huge prey back to the tribe, the ghost sent the gods, and Chi You suddenly wondered if any of these clansmen had noticed that he hadn't come back?! Is there a person who looks forward to himself like women look forward to their husbands and children?!
Or, at least, expect the prey you are carrying?!
Maybe it's because I've been lonely for too long, or maybe it's because young teenagers will always have a stubborn and rebellious middle and second period.
Driven by the inexplicable commotion, Chi You quietly put down his prey, bypassed the avenue and approached the place where the women dealt with the prey in the clan in a unified manner, and then heard the women who were nitrating animal skins and dividing pieces of meat talking and laughing, and finally got the answer he had always wanted to know.
They were joking and talking about how much meat they could bring back this time.
They regret that they can get out of it every time.
They whispered that they were growing up more and more terrible.
They said a lot, but Chi You didn't continue to listen.
He silently returned to the place where he had hidden his prey, dragging the long-awaited flesh of the tribe back more silently than ever.
The clansmen couldn't hide their satisfaction in their prey, but none of them gave them a second look.
After the crowd dispersed, Chiyou stood alone for a long time. Finally figured out what he had been reluctant to figure out - to the tribe, he was just an existence that had to be accepted and feared to accept.
Being strong can make people fearful, but being too strong will only make people fearful.
No one expects him, no one needs him, and no one cares about him.
No matter how much prey he retrievs, it is just a tool and an object in the eyes of the clansmen. There is no even fluctuation when the eyes sweep over, just like when they sweep over the spears, hammers, tables, chairs, pots and pans.
For them, if they don't die in the hunt, then the tribe will have more prey to survive.
And if he dies in the hunt. Then there is one less threat in everyone's ordinary life that makes them feel fearful.
That's all......
……
Exhale deeply. Chi You struggled to pull his thoughts out of the nasty memories, his eyes were firmly fixed on the five-colored stone in his hand, even if he subconsciously knew that the eyes of Lu Dao were not real at the moment, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously flashed a faint smile.
"What if I'm not real?" Chi You asked with a low sigh. Unconsciously rubbing the five-color mending stone. Eyebrows and eyes are gentle: "No one cares anyway...... except for you." Nobody ever cared about me.
So I don't care about anyone else but you.
Even if there is no cause and effect in a past life, reincarnation in an afterlife.
Even if he has no support, he can only be a lonely soul outside the laws of heaven and earth.
As long as I can see you......
Suddenly, the five-colored cobblestone lit up brightly. A low female voice sounded from the stone, obviously it should be very close, but it was ethereal as if it was a wisp of obsession coming from afar: "Who is outside?!" ”
Chi You smiled stiffly, and his hand trembled suddenly as he held the stone.
The female voice was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Fuxi...... But still in this world?! After a pause, the female voice laughed at herself: "Brother Xi probably blames me." ”
The familiar voice in his memory woke up, but Chi You didn't feel surprised, he only felt that the fingertips holding the stone had cooled, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into a cold winter.
He opened his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound in his throat. Although he told himself again and again in his heart that this was just an illusion, such a familiar scene and such a familiar question still made Chi You unconsciously reflect the scenes that happened later in his mind.
How did you answer back then?!
The female voice couldn't wait for a response, but she still asked the request that Chi You didn't want to hear the most: "Are you willing to find Fuxi for me?!" ”
"I ......" The dry throat rolled a few times before finally making a hoarse voice, and Chiyou whispered: "I don't want to." ”
If I could, I wish I hadn't promised you.
The female voice heard it as if she hadn't heard it, and continued: "Heaven allows me to know that Brother Xi's reincarnation should have a green vine snake pattern in the corner of his eyes, which is a great power in the world, you just need to inquire for me a little." ”
"I ...... I don't want to look for him......" Chi You gritted his teeth and said fiercely.
"If I wish, I will return your ......"
"Shut up!" Before the female voice could finish speaking, Chi You suddenly clenched the stone and clenched her fists, slammed it hard in her heart and shouted to stop her from continuing: "I don't want to go to him!" You don't have to go to him either! ”
"Would you like to ......" The female voice was intermittent, as persistent as a programme.
"I don't want to !! will" Chi You opened his eyes suddenly, and the murderous aura in his scarlet vertical pupils was awe-inspiring: "I have been exploring for you for ten years, and you have been with me for ten years." You are like a mother to me, like a friend, like a teacher...... "like a beloved and dear relative...... With a roll of his throat and swallowing the offense that he didn't dare to speak, Chi You then asked sadly: "I regard you as heaven, but you only have him in your eyes?!" ”
The young Chiyou didn't know how to face the indifferent tribe, but after running away alone, he accidentally went to Tiantai Mountain, and was fortunate to get a refining stone that Nuwa fell from the sky, and everything has changed since then.
He knew that this stone contained a trace of obsession left by the legendary Nuwa after mending the sky. And after devoting herself to mending the sky, her only unfulfilled wish was Fuxi who was left behind by herself.
He desperately wanted to be needed, so when he was asked for the first time in his life, he almost couldn't wait to agree. In the next ten years, the stone never left his heart half a step, and he was close to him, relying on each other.
Perhaps because Nuwa created the relationship between the human race, she seems to have extraordinary patience and tolerance for everyone, even if he is a monster who is feared and rejected by the tribe, in her eyes, it is worth cherishing.
For ten years, he took her to find all over the wild land, and he was flustered when he didn't talk to her for a day.
Over the past ten years, she has also taught him countless techniques and knowledge, patiently whispering comfort to him every night.
He almost mistakenly thought that he had finally found the person who would care about him.
It's a pity that this dream didn't last long after all.
……
The female voice fell silent for some reason.
Chi You was still unwilling, gritting his teeth as if thinking of the great enemy in this life, and the green tendons on the back of his hand holding the round stone jumped violently: "The Yellow Emperor has already married the daughter of the Xiling clan, and there are three concubines, including the maiden, the Tong girl, and the concubine, and the royal maid is 1,200...... Do you think he's still the same Fuxi?! "He's not Fuxi anymore.
As soon as the words fell, in a trance, Chiyou felt as if she had heard the words that Qingqiu Nine-Tailed Fox said before - you think you are Chiyou?!
The man said this to himself with no certainty and a mocking gaze, just as he did now when he said the same thing to a woman.
Chi You inexplicably felt a chill on his body.
The female voice was silent, and she sighed faintly after a long time, but it was he who wandered with her for ten years, and finally saw the Yellow Emperor bit by bit, and heard the sentence like the sky falling apart: "It's me who is stupid, reincarnation only has a line of Dharma body, no matter how similar the appearance is, it is not after all, I think he is Fuxi, but in fact, how can he be compared with Brother Xi......
You're just a wisp of resentment.
The ancient gods have long since fallen, and what you think you are Chiyou is is actually just a memory that should have been annihilated a long time ago......
The voice of the nine-tailed demon fox was endless, obviously he was not here, but Chi You couldn't get rid of it and remembered the words and sentences before.
No, now is not the time to think about that.
Chi You clasped his hand and grabbed one of his arms, trying to press the slight tremor on his body, remembering everything that had happened after what he had just said in his previous life.
He couldn't wait to make amends, and the urgent exit interrupted the female voice, as if to save something: "Don't go!" ”
The female voice was dumbfounded, and then chuckled: "The Yellow Emperor is no longer Fuxi, and I have no attachment to this life." ”
"Don't go, and me!" Chi You almost even had red eyes: "The Yellow Emperor has taken the Heavenly Court of Emperor Yan, I can, I can also become the co-master of this world." "So you see how I'm okay?! So it's okay for you to stay?! So...... Let me replace the Yellow Emperor, okay?!
Holding his breath with trembling hands, he clenched the stone and waited for a long time, but there was no echo.
His request was finally frustrated.
The colorful halo peeled off from his hand, and the original slightly hot temperature of the mending stone gradually disappeared, and finally became an ordinary stone.
For a moment, Chi You's chest was empty and cold.
Nuwa, it's not me you chose after all...... (To be continued......)