Chapter 186: Whitewashing is not enough
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The balcony upstairs of the villa is still the same. (Please search, the novel is better and faster!) On Su Yifan's birthday, several people used to chat here until late, imagining the future and reminiscing about the past. Those fragments are still very deep in my memory, and they are one of the few best memories in Yang Bingbing's life.
Cheng Shuixin saw Su Yifan and Yang Bingbing go upstairs to the balcony, knowing that there were some private topics to discuss. Recalling the scene of that day, he was also one of the members who looked up at the starry sky and chatted on the balcony at that time. In just over a month, her mood has changed so much, which makes Cheng Shuixin feel a little emotional.
Su Xiaoqing was by her side, Cai Qi was also staring at herself, Cheng Shuixin didn't want to let herself show too many unnatural expressions, so she could only smile at Su Xiaoxiao and said, "Sister Qing, I don't know if I can touch you on my birthday?" ”
"I'll be there on your birthday." Su Xiao chuckled and patted Cheng Shuixin, as if she was comforting this little girl who was already very mature in her mental age.
Yang Bingbing followed Su Yifan upstairs, his expression slightly calm. Just now Su Yifan said that he had something to tell him, seeing that the evening party had come to an end, Yang Bingbing knew that everyone would disperse after a while, and now was a good time to speak.
When I got to the balcony upstairs, the chairs were still in their original positions, and from this balcony, I could see the distant sea, and the stars in the sky were rippling on the water. The past and the future are stuck in such a landscape, which makes people feel that nothing is eternal, and nothing is not eternal.
"Sit." Su Yifan pulled out a chair for Yang Bingbing, "Are you tired today?" ”
"Not tired." Yang Bingbing smiled at Su Yifan, but there was actually a trace of fatigue between his eyebrows.
It is always a girl's prerogative to say something wrong, and Su Yifan didn't say much even if she could see it.
"It's a lively evening." Su Yifan thought for a while, but decided to speak, "I didn't expect it to be so lively." ”
Yang Bingbing stared at Su Yifan with a smile on his face: "You don't like to be lively, do you?" ”
"It's okay, it's actually quite happy when there are a lot of people." Su Yifan said, "But I usually have a little inferiority, and when there are more people, the more worried I am about making mistakes and being embarrassed." ”
"Many classmates said that you used to be quite autistic." Yang Bingbing recalled the evaluation of Su Yifan by the classmates around her, and said with a smile, "I thought so at the beginning, when we met at Professor Fang's lecture, you were quite shy. ”
"How long ago was that." Su Yifan also smiled, "Now you see that I'm not quite thick-skinned?" ”
"It's okay, you haven't changed much." Yang Bingbing, as a person who knows a lot of Su Yifan's secrets, seems to be particularly empathetic at this time, "Others have experienced you so much, and they may become more." ”
Su Yifan shook his head: "I feel like I've changed a lot, and now I may become more realistic than before." ”
Yang Bingbing looked at Su Yifan and said: "Ideals need to be based on reality. ”
There is no need to argue about this, Su Yifan can also understand it now. Many of my ideas may be difficult to implement if they are not based on reality. My so-called qualifications to chase my dreams and achieve a certain degree of success are still because of a better foundation in reality.
Yang Bingbing still looked directly at Su Yifan and continued: "I sometimes wonder if I don't have enough courage to face many problems, so I can only be an ostrich. Now I know that maybe it's just because I haven't thought that way, and only when I think about it myself, it's easy to achieve. ”
Su Yifan smiled: "You are so instilled by Sister Qing now." ”
"Sister Qing has taught us a lot." Yang Bingbing lowered her head, "I used to think that it was enough not to care what others thought of me, but now I realize that it is far from enough." ”
Su Yifan sighed, he thought of himself, and even thought of Cheng Shuixin.
Since he had intimate contact with Cheng Shuixin once, he is sometimes reluctant to face himself who may be very greedy and selfish.
Seeing that Su Yifan was a little depressed, Yang Bingbing said with a smile: "Okay, don't talk about this." What do you want to tell me when you come up to me? ”
Su Yifan smiled a little embarrassedly: "Can't you just chat?" ”
"Absolutely." Yang Bingbing simply moved his chair to Su Yifan's side, "It's okay at any time." ”
Seeing Yang Bingbing like this, Su Yifan's heart suddenly softened, and he even wanted to give up the idea of telling her the truth.
"Tell me, you never want to hide something in your heart." Yang Bingbing looked at Su Yifan closely, his eyes were full of understanding of him, "I want to hear it." ”
Su Yifan took a deep breath, calmed his mood, and whispered, "What I want to say is related to you." ”
Yang Bingbing didn't feel much surprised, but curled the corners of her mouth a little expectantly.
"Really?"
"Hmm......" Su Yifan arrived at this moment, and he hesitated a little, and refused to continue, but after all, his previous life experience made him no longer the speechless teenager, but smiled at Yang Bingbing and said, "Give me some time, let me think about how to make it up." ”
Yang Bingbing is also a smart girl, her observation of Su Yifan is far more than the number of times Su Yifan peeked at her, she was still cranky when she first went upstairs, but now looking at Su Yifan's state, her heart is clearer than just now.
"Just say whatever you want." Yang Bingbing's voice lowered, but his gaze remained on Su Yifan, "I'm a year older today." ”
Yang Bingbing's attitude made Su Yifan a little surprised, he knew that the girl should have understood something. Needless to say, this tacit understanding can be understood with just one look.
After being silent for a while, Su Yifan made up his mind to speak: "You guessed?" ”
"I only guessed part of it today." When Yang Bingbing calmed down, he was completely like another person, "I was just suspicious at first, but then they didn't show up, and I basically guessed." ”
Su Yifan didn't follow Yang Bingbing's topic, but asked rhetorically: "Do you think it's a good thing to be smart?" ”
"It depends on how you look at life." "I don't think it's a good thing to be kept in the dark. ”
Su Yifan sighed: "I talked to Sister Qing on the way here today, and we both think that the truth is more important to you." ”
Yang Bingbing's eyes flashed: "Really?" ”
"Yes." Su Yifan looked at Yang Bingbing and did not leave.
Yang Bingbing smiled: "You still know me." ”
"For some people, the truth may not matter." Su Yifan said, "But I don't think this kind of thing can be hidden from you." ”
"Zhao Xuan, Dai Ge, who else?" Yang Bingbing's reaction was much calmer than Su Yifan imagined, and her voice didn't tremble much, "Third aunt? ”
"Dai Qing also has a share." Su Yifan said, "I don't know what Mrs. Yang will do with it yet, but she knows now." ”
Yang Bingbing was silent for a moment, and suddenly stood up. This move made Su Yifan a little confused.
"Hug me." Yang Bingbing said, "I don't want to cry alone. ”
Su Yifan didn't hesitate, he also stood up and hugged Yang Bingbing with open arms.
Because of wearing a dress, Yang Bingbing's perfect curve was almost only a thin layer on Su Yifan's body, and Su Yifan himself was not wearing thick clothes, it felt like hugging a fire that could ignite him.
The two soft balls on the girl's chest pressed against Su Yifan's chest without any defense, and the stimulation brought was simply unimaginable to ordinary people.
There should be a vacuum inside the dress, there is nothing except a pair of nipple stickers, and the soft feeling instantly makes Su Yifan feel that he shouldn't hold Yang Bingbing like this.
But after hugging everything, there is nothing to regret now, Su Yifan can only hug this young and perfect young body, trying his best not to let his body have a strange reaction.
Yang Bingbing buried her face in Su Yifan's shoulder, and as soon as she lowered her head, tears fell.
Such tears were hot, but Su Yifan's body impulse slowly cooled down.
"Don't cry." Su Yifan gently patted Yang Bingbing's back with both hands, "It's not worth it." ”
Yang Bingbing whimpered, choked up and said, "I know...... I couldn't help but ......"
How to be strong and calm, after all, she is only a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl. Sometimes Su Yifan's excuses for enlightening himself are also applicable to Yang Bingbing.
"Then cry......" Su Yifan smelled the fragrance of the girl and muttered in a low voice, "After crying, tomorrow will be better." ”
Yang Bingbing sobbed a few times, tears left a wet mark on Su Yifan's shoulder, and the whole person hugged Su Yifan tightly and refused to let go.
"I've been skeptical for a long time...... But I don't dare to think too much. I can still pretend to Mrs. Yang, but I know...... Whoever it is, I probably can't stand it......"
"Don't think about it." Su Yifan comforted softly, "Sister Qing has already helped you take revenge." ”
Yang Bingbing tried hard to control his tears, and then he suddenly felt that it was not good to hold Su Yifan like this, but he was reluctant to let go of his hand.
I don't know when I seem to have become a little dependent on Su Yifan?
"I want to thank Sister Qing......" Yang Bingbing's tears came and went quickly, and they were already relatively normal in an instant, "She must be busy tonight." ”
"Okay, don't think too much, it's not worth crying for that kind of person." Su Yifan continued to comfort Yang Bingbing, "Sister Qing didn't say anything, she just felt that she had disturbed your birthday banquet, and she was a little unhappy." ”
"What's the matter, I won't go to that kind of birthday party in the future, not once!" Yang Bingbing's little temper came up again, "I'd rather be with my friends!" ”
Su Yifan also didn't persuade Yang Bingbing, he believed that this girl would probably figure out what was more important after she was angry.
"I don't think I need to talk to you anymore?"
Yang Bingbing wiped her eyes and sniffed, these two small movements made her completely mismatch the dress on her body, but Su Yifan felt that Yang Bingbing was very cute.
"No, you still have to tell me, how did Sister Qing get Zhao Xuan?"
"Okay...... Let's talk about it. ”
Su Yifan glanced back at the sliding door of the balcony, everyone didn't come up to disturb, but he had enough time to tell the story.
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