Chapter 661: Step by step
Chapter 661
When Lehi heard this, his heart was overjoyed! Women say this kind of thing, it is equivalent to sending half of the future to you, between men and women, at the critical moment, as long as women are not completely disappointed in men, they will always be more inclined to let men control the real destiny. Of course, this is only more than half, and there is still a small half, and it is the woman who is undecided in her heart and hopes to get the support of men. The difference between this is that it is a matter of opinion, and it cannot be generalized.
With Zhu Sha's constant struggles and suffering, Li Hai is sure that she is really the six gods now, and if she and herself really start to develop, she probably can't even think of it, but in addition, Zhu Sha can't think of any good way, and fortunately Li Hai's performance has won her trust, in that case just now, Li Hai is not in a hurry to take advantage of her body, but has been trying to comfort her, and there is sincerity and concern in her eyes, so Zhu Sha will rely on him.
It's easy to say, but it's really not easy! Just being able to sit still in front of a great beauty like Zhu Sha is really not something that ordinary people can do, not to mention that Lehi and Zhu Sha have already had a real relationship? He really endured it very hard, in the end, Lehi still really hoped that Zhu Sha could live happily, he really didn't have anything wrong with Zhu Sha, at most it was just some of the students' fantasies about the beautiful teacher. It's really a coincidence that the times have come to this point.
It's easy to grasp the right to speak, and of course Lehi can't waste it easily. He thought about it for a while, and then said, "Sister Sasha, you're suffering from leg clamping syndrome, right?" I checked the Internet and read a lot of books before I learned the term "Dao". ”
Zhu Sha's face was flushed, she buried her head in Lehi's shoulder, turned it to prevent him from seeing it, and mumbled vaguely, fortunately, for Lehi, this is not a secret, and Zhu Sha didn't find it so difficult to accept. Li Hai was overjoyed, and said: "I think Sister Sasha has been doing well recently, there are no problems, why is it out of control today?" Do you have me in your heart? ”
Zhu Sha punched Lehi violently and said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about, don't, don't feel good about yourself!" She looked into Lehi's eyes for a while, and when she saw that Lehi was confident and his eyes did not flicker, she felt weak, and she didn't bluff this little boy. I had to coax Lehi instead: "Don't think too much, I don't have any feelings for you, that, it's not because you saw me like that last time, but I can't recover." ”
She said vaguely, hoping that Li Hai didn't know what she meant, and didn't seek to understand it, but she didn't know that this kid had already colluded with her psychiatrist, and he knew everything! Lehi doesn't reveal it, this pot of meat has to be stewed slowly, and it will taste good when it is stewed, so I can't wait! Zhengse said: "Sister Sasha, this is not a question of whether I feel good or not, what do you feel in your heart, and it is also related to how we can solve this problem, after all, it is your heart disease, isn't it?" Otherwise, you wouldn't have touched my body and wouldn't let go. ”
Zhu Sha was anxious again, have the heart to distinguish, but there is nothing to distinguish when I think about it, Lehi's scale just now is just a joke at most, he didn't touch his body, but why did he naturally touch his muscles, and he was reluctant to let go? Her heart began to be chaotic again, and the beautiful memories in the dream kept flashing in her heart, for the man in front of her, what did she feel in her heart, Zhu Sha seemed to be facing a ball of colored threads, and she couldn't find the threads.
At this time, Lehi didn't stimulate her, just let go of her hair, grabbed one of her hands, and said softly: "Sister Sasha, I can see that you treat me differently. I don't know what syndrome is not syndrome, but you have to admit it, right? People can't deceive themselves, if you deceive yourself, your heart will be uneasy, you now, don't think about anything, don't think about our identity, don't think about the consequences of the change in our relationship, you just instinctively react, think about it, we say a few options, which one do you think sounds the most comfortable. It doesn't matter if it's suitable or not, even if you don't like it, there is always something that is relatively less difficult to accept. ”
Zhu Sha's heart was still in a mess, and it was new to hear Lehi's words, especially one thing she couldn't deny, Lehi was really the most special man for her! She had never dreamed of being with a man like that, let alone so clear, deep down, she had actually given everything to Lehi a long time ago, and even she knew very well that if it weren't for the differences between the two sides, if the two of them were put on an isolated desert island, leaving everything in the world, I'm afraid she would have happily thrown herself into Lehi's arms, right?
Seeing that she didn't speak, Li Hai acquiesced, and hurriedly said: "Between us, you and I can't act as if nothing happened, just make do with the disguise, and continue as if nothing happened, obviously not a good way, you say?" Zhu Sha nodded lightly, she agreed with this very much, if she could pretend, she wouldn't have to work so hard for most of the year, she was really a capital crime!
"Then, if we really develop a relationship, fall in love, and aim to get married, I'm afraid I can't do it, which will hurt others." Lehi said vaguely, and Zhu Sha was gloomy in her heart, but she knew that he was telling the truth. couldn't help but look up, and looked at Li Hai again, this time his eyes were full of resentment and regret, Li Hai's heart was pounding, what do you mean eyes can speak? He can be regarded as having seen that Zhu Sha's eyes are not only able to speak, they can simply recite poetry, and they are clearly saying, "I was born before I was born, and I am old when you were born." ”
Don't say anything about love in front of love, age is not a problem, height is not a distance, all problems do come from the hearts of both parties, but the reason why a person becomes this person, and not any other role, is not because his heart is different? If you really give up a lot of things in your heart, this person has changed, is the love still the original love? Zhu Sha, who has rich life experience, sees this aspect very thoroughly, if she falls in love with Li Hai and gets married, the first thing she can't get over is herself, and there are many aspects that are difficult to adjust, and she will definitely give up a lot of things.
The most important thing is that she knows that she has a special feeling for Lehi, but is that really love? Or, exactly, is it really an ordinary love affair that leads to marriage? Jusha doesn't think so.
Despite the pain in her heart, she could only admit that this path was unrealistic! Li Hai also had a dull pain, this feeling, he had experienced it not long ago, that is, after having a relationship with Zhu Guiying, Zhu Guiying told him with a smile that the two could only be lovers, and at that time he knew how sour Zhu Guiying was when he said this, and he was also heartbroken by it.
Different women, the same heartache, Lehi couldn't help but clench Zhu Sha's hand in his palm, stared into her eyes, and said softly: "Then, I suggest, let's try it for the time being, let go of our feelings when no one is around, get along freely, and release as we please; To the outside, we still have the same relationship as before, you are my teacher, you are my colleague, I am your former student, your current boss, okay? Stop clinging to something, we just want to find a space to let go of what is hidden in our hearts, relax, that's all. ”
God knows, if this is a change of occasion and environment, between a man and a woman, a man says this to a woman, Lehi himself hears it, and he has to scold this scumbag, it sounds good, it is clear that he wants to play an underground affair with others, and he doesn't plan to pay the bill after playing! But things in the world are so ridiculous, between him and Zhu Sha, inexplicably came to this point, this is actually the best choice!
Zhu Sha hesitated for a moment, her state of mind at the moment was very different, but it was still unreasonable to make a decision as Li Hai said. The most important thing is that Zhu Sha's tutoring since childhood has always emphasized rationality, order and norms, which is what people who really study law should have, it can be said that law is the most contrary to human biological instinct, and the so-called "alienation of man" in literary and artistic works is actually the goal pursued by law, and what Kant said "The only thing I am afraid of, except for the starry sky above my head, is the sublime law of my heart", and there is no room for the existence of human biological instinct here.
Therefore, if she wants to be able to let go of everything and do whatever she wants, even if it is just as Li Hai said, underground behavior, a temporary choice, it is difficult for her to accept, this violates her three views! It can also be seen from here that Catherine's diagnosis of Zhu Sha is reasonable, Zhu Sha's persistence in her heart is so tenacious, and her sense of morality is so strong, if Lehi does not intervene and let her develop like this, the end of her mental breakdown is just around the corner.
Seeing that Zhu Sha was still hesitant now, Li Hai had no choice but to add a fire, he stroked the hand on Zhu Sha's back, slowly swam to her slender waist, held it, and said softly: "Sister Sasha, do you think I am holding you and touching you like this, are you comfortable?" ”
Zhu Sha bit her lip, her face flushed, and she didn't dare to look at Lehi. Can it be uncomfortable? Lehi's hand seemed to have magical power, but it was just a ballroom dance-scale contact, but it made her body warm up again, and it was fake to say that she was uncomfortable! If it weren't for the conversation just now, Zhu Sha might still be able to deny it, but now, although she can't let go of herself and accept Li Hai for a while, she will never be duplicitous anymore.
Such a shy and timid look came from a superb reserved and cold beauty like Zhu Sha, which really made Li Hai almost unable to control himself, remembering his responsibility to Zhu Sha, he had to endure it, grabbed Zhu Sha's hand to his lips, gently sucked her fingertips, and said, "In this way, do you like it or not?" ”
Zhu Sha even warmed up in her chest, and she herself was extremely surprised, was she so sensitive? Lehi was just touching his waist and kissing his fingers! Well, there's a fiery stick down there, pushing against her thighs, stirring the tide in her body, wave after wave.
Lehi looked at such a beauty in his arms, Zhu Sha, his heart was also hot, this is a beauty who has surrendered under him several times, but now he is so shy, it is simply uncontrollable, and he wants people to die! End of Chapter 661