398. Chapter 498: I've Always Been There
"How so? If he doesn't like you, he doesn't have to marry you, when he got married, he was also dressed in red and happy, his face was full of joy, maybe he had something else in his heart, don't be discouraged, you must be different when you have a child. β
"Kid?" Lou Bangyue's eyes lit up when she heard this, she hadn't thought about this problem, and when she thought about it, she couldn't help but feel a little moved, yes, if Dongfang Run ignored herself, at least there would be a child by her side, but this time, would she have it? She really wished, "It's just, why haven't you moved now?" β
Lou Bangyue actually heard rumors outside, some people thought that the crown princess couldn't give birth, or the prince also had a problem, but Lou Bangyue couldn't tell her openly, I was really afraid that she would be sad.
An Tianran smiled when he heard this: "I'm not in a hurry. β
"Sister is telling you the truth, you should also think about it, if you have a child, there will be no more ...... of those gossips" In the end, Lou Bangyue was a little embarrassed, "Actually, those people are really talking nonsense." β
"I know everything, I can think of it......" An Tianran didn't care at all.
It's just that at the mention of the child, her heart hurts, the wound of the previous life is still not healed in this life, and if she has another child, will she forget the child who will be born in the future?
Ann was in pain.
This pain lasted until Dongfang Jin returned in the evening, Dongfang Jin seemed to be very tired and irritable, and it turned out that he needed a calm to deal with state affairs.
Dongfang Jin is irritated that those ministers are still writing today, saying that for the sake of their heirs, they will marry the side concubine and scatter the branches, but he is not familiar with it, he is reluctant to let An fall into the clichΓ© palace fight in this life.
An Tianran gently kneaded his shoulder, Dongfang Jin pulled her into his arms, looked at the beauty in front of him, all the gloom dissipated, for her, he did anything worth it.
An Qian smiled: "What? When I came back, I still had a dark cloud on my face, and it dispersed so quickly, and my feelings were to coax me to beat you on the back. β
"Yes, the pouring of medical skills is good, that is, I can loosen my muscles and bones and prolong my life by beating them casually, and I am a blessed person." Dongfang Jin said, and pecked her lightly on the lips, "How can I be so lucky, how can I meet Tilt, this is really a blessing from God." β
An Tianran was stunned by him and laughed: "How can there be a princess like you who sells melons!" β
"I will issue an edict in the future, so that everyone in the world knows that my concubine is better than Bigan, more virtuous than the former sages, beautiful as a fairy, unparalleled in the world......" Dongfang Jin was about to continue, but An Tanran covered her mouth, and she jumped up.
"What about you, you still say that it makes people ashamed to death, and if you say it like this, you won't be laughed at by the world?"
"So what, I just want the world to know the way, lest those old pedantics try to send their daughters into the palace, but they don't know the way, no one can compare with the lady, and they don't want to think about it." Dongfang Jin's face was irritable, and a hint of mockery appeared at the corner of his mouth.
An Tianran's heart was very sweet, smiled, sat on the bed, pulled the tassels of the bed curtain, and said: "Since you say that I am the best, then, you will not marry her again?" β
"Of course not." Dongfang Jin stood up when he heard this, and his eyes were quipping, "What?" I've been sullen these days, is it because I don't believe what your husband said? β
Of course An Tianran wouldn't admit it, but Dongfang Jin didn't give her too much chance to escape, so he caught her and pressed her to the head of the bed, letting her beg for mercy......
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Shou Wangfu.
Lou Bangyue got off the sedan chair, and just stepped into the mansion door with Dongfang Run, and the palace car stopped behind him: "Dongfang Shizi, stay." β
Dongfang Run stopped, but saw that it was a red sandalwood food box, on which were hollowed out peony flowers, very rich and magnificent, he looked at Mama Rong, and was busy giving gifts: "Why did Mama come in person?" I don't know what the Queen Mother wills? β
"The Queen Mother said, this is the latest lotus root cake in the palace this year, just now the Queen Mother forgot to let you taste it, and specially asked the old slave to send it over, and ordered, you must watch you eat it before you can return to the palace to restore the will, this is really the Queen Mother's heart, the old man's mind is not easy to figure out, so, the prince, the princess, just enjoy it here, the old slave can also go back to his life soon." Mama Rong said as she sent the food box up, with a smile on her face.
Dongfang Run looked at Lou Bangyue, Lou Bangyue smiled: "Thank you for your tiredness, the Queen Mother's kindness, we are grateful, if you go against the old man's heart, it will really be intolerable." β
Saying that, he took the box, uncovered it, and sent it to Dongfang Run's face first, Dongfang Run was not unusual, just picked up a piece, ate a bite, and then let people reward it, naturally someone rewarded Rong Mama, Rong Mama excused herself, and then accepted it, and then looked at Lou Bangyue and ate a piece before she smiled, turned around and left.
Lou Bangyue was still holding the food box, walking side by side with Dongfang Run, and she didn't understand the deep meaning of the Queen Mother.
However, half an hour later, the two of them felt something strange.
Dongfang Run was reading a book in the study at that time, and suddenly felt a burst of irritability, rising from his lower abdomen, that feeling made him stunned all of a sudden, that lotus root cake, at this moment, the door rang, it was Lou Bangyue, she was holding a bowl of sugar water in her hand: "The heat is heavy, I cooked some pear water for my husband......"
This was drunk when she was in the East Palace, she asked An Tanran for a recipe, and after coming back and cooking it, it was really delicious, so she brought a bowl and sent it over, before sending it, she was very hesitant, feeling that it had been like this, and she couldn't get Dongfang Run's response, she was very aggrieved in her heart, but thinking of An Tanran's words, even if he couldn't give him love in this life, it would be good to give him a child, otherwise, what could he do?
Unexpectedly, as soon as she entered the room, she saw that Dongfang Run's eyes were a little wrong, her cheeks were pink, and there was a touch of moisture in her beautiful eyes, and she stammered nervously: "Husband...... Xianggong, don't you want to drink? Then I'll take it back. β
I don't know what she was doing, she only felt flustered in her heart, and she had a feeling of wanting to escape, but somehow, her face also burned, different from the feeling of smearing rouge that day, that day, her heart was not beating so wildly.
"Put it down, I'll taste it." Dongfang Run's voice was a little hoarse, she stabilized her mind, approached according to her words, and sent a small bowl to Dongfang Run, Dongfang Run took the bowl, but did not drink it, but put it on the table, grabbed her hand, her body suddenly fell into his arms, she didn't smell his smell for a long time, she found that his taste was the best smell in the world, and his embrace, but what he longed for the most, Lou Bangyue's head became more and more dizzy, she raised her eyes, he was so close to herself, but she felt so far away, is it the heart?
Her hand gently touched the position of his heart, silky smooth, she couldn't feel the heartbeat, she sighed faintly, and was just about to speak, Dongfang Run suddenly leaned over and grabbed her lips, in an instant, all his breath came to his face, all Lou Bangyue's thoughts paused, and he only felt that his mind was pink, was it the smoke and rain apricot blossoms when he first saw him that year? Or the pink embroidered lotus on the brocade quilt in the night of the cave room?
Night, soon came and left, the morning light first appeared, Lou Bangyue woke up, her body was sore, last night was too crazy, before she had time to think, Dongfang Run had already ......
He was so crazy and intoxicated, as if she was the most beautiful woman he wanted in his heart, but was she?
She turned her head, just as Dongfang Run slowly opened her star eyes at this moment, and met her gaze, there was no tenderness in her eyes, but a trace of confusion and embarrassment, he sat up, put on his clothes with his back to her, and said lightly: "I have something to do, go first." β
Lou Bangyue has been watching his back disappear, only to fight a cold war, it turns out that (owed) love to (owed) love, like to like, dislike will still not like, nothing can change, the only thing that has changed is to make her heart bleed again, she sat up with a wry smile, this time, she told herself not to cry, not to cry, her tears are worth nothing at this moment!
Lou Bangyue felt a pain in her heart, and she had a trace of hatred, but who should she hate? An Tanran still helps herself wholeheartedly, does she hate Dongfang Run? He doesn't seem to be happy, Lou Bangyue thought about it, and actually figured it out, in this world, it is not easy, and she is not the only one who has a miserable life.
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The first day of September.
The first anniversary of the death of the first empress.
The weather is cooler, the sycamore leaves are yellow, the lotus in the pond is falling, the residual lotus is scattered, and it is bleak.
Because there is a queen mother in the palace, so there can be no too sad commemoration, Emperor Yunqi wore a silk white shirt in the early dynasty, revealing a white collar, some of the courtiers saw it, some did not understand, An Qianran pinned a white chrysanthemum on her hair, and changed into a plain dress, she had asked Emperor Yunqi to go to Yuehua Temple to worship the first queen.
Emperor Yun Qi naturally agreed.
These days, his health is also improving, and he doesn't need the prince to go to court every day, so when he goes to Yuehua Temple, Dongfang Jin naturally follows.
The two sat in the carriage, their expressions were gloomy, remembering last year today, as if a few lifetimes apart, too many things had happened this year, Queen Yun used the most powerful strength to find a good future for her son, and her last wish before her death was also fulfilled, An turned her head to see the sadness on Dongfang Jin's face, stretched out her hand, and held his hand, her eyes were gentle, Dongfang Jin smiled at her, and her eyes were also gentle and grateful: "Fortunately, I have you." β
"I'll always be there." An Qian remembered that Dongfang Jin had told her countless times when she was in danger that he was there, and this time it was her turn to say this.
The sound of horses' hooves shattered the calm of the mountains, and also shocked a yellow leaf of premature decay in the treetops.
Yuehua Temple, for them, is absolutely special, An got off the car, the temple has been under martial law, the deacon eunuchs in front of them have stood on the side of the road, every few tens of meters, a pair of eunuchs stand opposite each other, the monks in the temple are standing at the gate of the temple, the front is Master Kong, watching them walk side by side, with a gratifying smile on his face.