She pondered for a while, and then said to Lu Chu, "Then don't disturb Madame." Then she floated out of the gazebo in a fugue state, and she managed to make the scene very funny.

I followed and pinched the flesh of her buttocks: "Why did you wilt all of a sudden?" Didn't you always see Lu Chu and be very red-eyed? ”

Chang Xi let out a low scream and twisted it back on my arm.

Then she breathed a sigh of relief, her eyes were indifferent, like a monk who did not eat the fireworks of the world: "What's the point of arguing with her here for a long time, it's just a false name, since I don't care about entering the Hou Mansion as a concubine, I won't let me be wronged because of their words." Besides, isn't there something to ask her, so I can't offend her now. ”

"What's the matter?"

Chang Xi looked at me in surprise: "You forgot?" She has a hairpin that is very similar to yours.,To find clues to your past life memories.,She's very crucial.,Maybe she really has something to do with your past life.,It's not good to miss it.,Didn't you say that that memory is very important to you? ”

I was moved by her sincere words, and my hairs stood on end, but ......

"My dear, first of all, thank you for taking so much effort to find me a memory, but what, do you know the Dao, I have been looking for the clues of this hairpin for a long time, thousands of years, thousands of years, do you know what the Dao means? It means that I have experienced a lot of Han Dynasty, I have lived for so long, and I have met so many people, if the hairpin can easily be the same, I will not be so worried, and ah, my hairpin is an ordinary hairpin, and the style of hairpin in the world is just a few, even if Lu Chu is the same as mine, it can't explain the problem. ”

Chang Xi shook his head: "No, don't you think it's strange to yours?" ”

"What's strange?" I took out a hairpin from my waist bag: "It's very ordinary, it's just a little old."

Chang Xi took it, rubbed her fingertips twice on it, and she pointed to the bead flower on the hairpin that was no longer clear in shape: "Don't you think this bead flower is very strange?" The hairpin root is so small, but the shape of this beaded flower is so big, it looks top-heavy, and it feels like something was inlaid later, at least if I were a hairpin maker, I wouldn't make it like this. ”

I have to admit that although Chang Xi is only twenty years old, he knows a lot.

I nodded: "I already know this for a long time, but what's the use of knowing Lu Dao alone, I can't find out any clues, do you know what Lu Dao was embedded with later?" ”

Chang Xi gave me back the hairpin: "Then check it slowly, anyway, you are immortal, unlike us, you have endless time for you to do what you want to do." ”

I was a little annoyed when I saw that she took it for granted, and I just wanted to open my mouth to retort that she was an idiot, but I didn't have a position to say her.

In fact, I have heard many contractors say her words, and they will always say that they are especially envious of people like us who have endless lives and can do a lot of things they want to do.

Without the constraints of time, life will not be so hurried, and it will be very chic.

"Chang Xi, in fact, although I want to find the memories of my past life, I am very afraid of knowing the Dao."

"For what?"

I looked up and smiled at her: "You used to live to be with Liu Ying, and now you live to take revenge on Lu Pheasant, everyone has their own goals and wishes when they live, because you know that your life is limited, so you have to fulfill your wishes in a hurry." But we're not, so do you know that if I don't have the purpose of finding my memory, then what is the purpose of my life? ”

Chang Xi's expression became a little frightened, at least, I had never spoken to her in this tone, she asked softly, "What is it?" ……”

"It's death."

In the pavilion, Ma Xi sat next to Lu Chu, and she looked at Lu Chu's angry face because of Chang Xi.

Maybe it's because half of Ma-hee's face is covered, so it seems that her eyes are very charming, like a kind of witch who can hypnotize humans through her eyes.

"Madam, don't be impatient now, Hou Ye is just a knot to you, as Xiao Cui said, Hou Ye is just a whim to Miss Xi, since you are her main wife, you are qualified to accompany him to the end."

Lu Chu shook his head and laughed self-deprecatingly: "But his heart is in her, I can't snatch it." What is the use of this lady in the main room? ”

Liu Zhang's aggressive behavior as a concubine is enough to show that he really loves her.

Ma Xi's eyes were bent into the shape of a crescent moon, and she grabbed Lu Chu's hand into a fist, helped her gently stretch it, and then put it on her lap, this posture made Lu Chu dignified and elegant.

"Madam, what you have to do now is not to sigh, but to take back the heart of the Hou Ye. A woman can't serve people with sex, so Miss Xi is doomed to failure, the first thing you have to learn is to be a virtuous Mrs. Hou, so that you can appear to be righteous, and then ...... And little by little to win back his heart. ”

In this world, I know that there are two kinds of human beings, one is the people in our organization, we are mysterious, and our lives are endless.

There is also a kind of human being, that is, ordinary human beings, who have a short and limited life, and live in a hurry.

In fact, everyone has different desires, because these wishes need to be fulfilled in a short life, so they desire.

But if we put aside the time, the long and tasteless vitality, the loneliness of the millennium, we actually have no wishes, we just live longer than ordinary people.

Life without end slowly smooths out the numbness of time, because no matter what we do, it is easy, and no matter what we do, we can slowly let time come true.

Everything seems so easy, it all seems so boring.

So I even longed for death, like everyone in the organization, for the day when my life would come to an end......

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Chang Xi and I have been coming to the Hou Mansion for almost two months, and I also have many fantasies when I accompanied Chang Xi into the Hou Mansion.

For example, the infighting in a big house, or the fight between several women for a man like in the palace, this kind of bloody and violent plot can fully stimulate my brain vitality.

However, in the past month or so, it has actually been much more boring than I imagined. For example, Lu Chu, when I didn't meet her, I naturally characterized her as a pungent and barbaric woman, talking and scolding non-stop.