Chapter 111: It's hard to sleep
So Song Xiaojing said seriously: "You calm down first, sit down and listen to what I tell you." ”
Qing'er still can't bear it, the mystery in her heart has swallowed her mind, she just wants to find Song Cheng or Song Anle immediately, and then ask the facts.
Song Xiaojing saw that Qing'er was unmoved, and she persuaded again: "Qing'er, even if you want to ask clearly, you should listen to me first." ”
Qing'er thought about it calmly, if she was indiscriminate, she would run to ask for the truth, which would be too abrupt, so Qing'er was comforted by Song Xiaojing and went back to the soft couch.
Song Xiaojing observed Qing'er's expression, and when she calmed down a little, she said disappreciatively: "Qing'er, about the relationship between Gao Gongzi and the Fifth Prince, I think you should not ask for the time being, because Gao Gongzi did not say whether he and the Fifth Prince are brothers, so you are so reckless to ask for the result, I don't think Brother Cheng may be able to tell you the truth, besides, what you should think about at the moment is that if Gao Gongzi is really a member of the royal family, what should you do." ”
Qing'er frowned with a solemn face, and after she calmed down, she realized that the result was not important, the important thing was that if Gao Yuanshang was really a member of the royal family, how should she choose.
On the one hand, she is facing the last words of her relatives, and on the other hand, she is in a dilemma, and at this time she can only bless, Gao Yuanshang has nothing to do with the royal family, otherwise she is really afraid that she will make a choice that violates her conscience.
After pondering for a while, Qing'er finally said worriedly: "If Brother Yuanshang is related to the royal family, what should I do." ”
Song Xiaojing finally waited for the opportunity to ask what was going on, but she still said meaninglessly: "Although I don't know how deep your relationship with the royal family is, I think that the people of the royal family, since they didn't investigate your family first, I think there shouldn't be much gap between the two, and besides, they are all grievances and grievances of the previous generation, and now they should not be continued to the next generation of women, if it really continues like this, then our family will not be separated from the royal family from generation to generation." ”
Qing'er sighed deeply, and she said with a sad face: "That being said, you don't know why, so you don't understand at all. ”
Song Xiaojing pouted, and she said with a little unconvinced: "Then you don't know the reason." ”
"Although I don't know, I promised my mother, Uncle Song and Aunt Song that they will not have an affair with the royal family at any time." Qing'er sighed again in amazement.
Song Xiaojing secretly glanced at Qing'er, looking at her dejected attitude, the relationship between the Song family and the royal family must be not shallow, otherwise Qing'er, who has always ignored common sense, would not be so worried.
"Your family is really, what a big deal, I have to force you to make such a promise." Song Xiaojing was full of unknown and meaningless tone and attitude, looking at Qing'er's appearance, it seemed that she couldn't find out much clue, so if she wanted to find out about this matter, I am afraid that she could only ask from Song Cheng or Song Anle.
Qing'er looked at Song Xiaojing with some dissatisfaction, she also didn't know these wills left by the previous generation, but the deceased has passed away, and respect is the greatest memory for them.
Song Xiaojing realized that her words were wrong, and she said with a smile: "I mean that the grievances and grievances of the previous generation have long gone with the souls of the deceased, so we just need to do our best to be regarded as filial piety to them." ”
Qing'er sighed again, her beautiful delicate face had been invaded by a thick melancholy, and she said in a low and melancholy voice: "I hope so." ”
Song Xiaojing looked at the sad face, and couldn't bear her to drill herself, so she said flexibly: "Okay, don't worry about it anymore, maybe An Le and Brother Cheng really figured it out, so respect your choice." ”
Qing'er was suddenly woken up, Song Chengge and Song Anle prepared for her marriage to Gao Yuanshang, and only then did they bring her back, and they knew Gao Yuanshang's special identity, but they didn't tell her, and they agreed to be together, which was obviously unreasonable.
"No, I'm going to ask for an explanation." Qing'er suddenly got up from the soft couch again, and hurriedly got down to put on her shoes.
Song Xiaojing got up and pulled her, and said unhappily: "Qing'er, why are you so uncalm." ”
Qing'er replied excitedly: "How can you let me calm down, on the one hand is my beloved, on the other hand is my dearest, if you are replaced, can you still be calm?" ”
"I know how you're feeling at this moment, but if you ask like this without evidence, do you think Brother Cheng will tell you the truth? Even if they tell you the truth, Gao Gongzi is a member of the royal family, how should you choose, do you choose a relative, or a lover? ”
Song Xiaojing originally wanted to test whether Qing'er knew Gao Yuanshang's identity, but without her knowing, she revealed clues to her, wanting to find out the origin of the Song family and the royal family, but she didn't want Qing'er to know the limit, and she didn't want to say more, so Qing'er wanted to ask the truth now, it was undoubtedly in vain, in case Gao Yuanshang's identity was really a royal child, then Qing'er would be in a dilemma;
If this is the case, the matter between Qing'er and Gao Yuanshang is afraid that it will come to naught, then there is no hope for her to have a chance with Song Cheng, while worrying about this, Song Xiaojing does not want to lose the connection between Gao Yongkang, so she is the one who really cares about the future.
"So what should I do?" Qing'er pulled Song Xiaojing with a sad and helpless face and said, "Xiaojing, you help me find a way." ”
"Don't worry, we are good sisters, I will help you." Song Xiaojing patted Qing'er's hand gently, which was a temporary comfort.
Song Xiaojing didn't plan to tell Song Cheng and Song Anle about deceiving Qing'er back for the time being, because according to such a development, Qing'er would still know sooner or later, in addition to appeasing Qing'er, she could only wait and see what happened.
There has been no news from Gao Yuankang's side, Gao Yuanyi is also like evaporating from the world, the lover has been back home for a few days, but he has never seen Song Cheng and Song Anle mention her marriage to Gao Yuanshang, and the lover's anxious mind is even more troublesome for her to sleep and eat.
Song Anle has always been worried that Qing'er is suspicious because they don't mention anything about her marriage to Gao Yuanshang, so she will let Song Xiaojing or Song Qi come to chat with her from time to time;
On this day, Song Anle has not visited her deliberately because she has been avoiding her son, and if she continues to avoid her, it will only make her more suspicious, so she came to her place in the afternoon of this day.
Tangerine walked out of the house, just in time to meet Song Anle coming, she bowed her head and said softly: "Hello, Miss." ”
Song Anle hooked the corners of his mouth shallowly, and said softly: "What about your Miss Miao?" ”
"Miss Lover's in there."
Song Anle nodded lightly, and then entered the house by himself, Qing'er had already heard the conversation between Song Anle and Tangerine, so she was lying on the soft couch, and got up and leaned on the soft couch, with a pale face, which had already faded red and moist, and the white lips did not seem to have a trace of complexion.
Song Anle entered the room and saw Qing'er leaning on the soft couch, seeing her haggard face, she stepped forward in surprise and said, "Qing'er, what's wrong with you, why is your face so ugly?" ”
"I'm fine." The lover's weak tone, on her pale face, forced a faint smile.
"I also said it's okay, I'm haggard like this, come, I'll try." Song Anle sat next to Qing'er and reached out to try it on her forehead.
"I seem to have a fever;" Song Anle said with a worried face: "You lie down first, I'll order someone to find a doctor." ”
Song Anle got up to leave as she spoke, but Qing'er grabbed her, and said weakly: "No need Anle, I'm really fine." ”
"But you're like this, how can you not look at the doctor." Song Anle looked at Qing'er with a solemn and regretful face, in fact, she had heard about it in the past few days, and Qing'er was always worried, so she didn't worry about coming to see it.
"It's just that the appetite is a little bad, it's not a big deal." Qing'er smiled, and in order to avoid Song Anle worrying, she said with certainty: "Really, don't worry." ”
Song Anle thought that her lover was also sick, so she no longer insisted, and what she was facing was how to face the dialogue with her lover next.
"Sit down, we haven't chatted together for a long time, so stay with me today." Qing'er pulled Song Anle to sit down beside him.
Song Anle smiled indifferently, "I've been busy with the New Year recently, so I haven't been able to take care of you, so I have been wronged." ”
"No, Xiao Jing and Brother Qi have always been with me." The pale smile of the lover looks a little poignant, facing the sister who has always loved her and tolerated herself, but now she no longer treats her sincerely, she is difficult to accept for a while, and she can't face it.
Song Anle still said softly as always: "That's good, now that the end of the year is approaching, if you lack something, go and tell the housekeeper, it's rare to add some joy to yourself." ”
"What is lacking is not lacking, it's just" Qing'er lowered her eyes and hesitated with a faint face, which also left Song Anle room for reverie, she was struggling, whether she should ask directly, because she knew that never mentioning it was never the solution to the problem.
Song Anle was most worried about the entanglement of her lover, because she saw her lover's inner hesitation clearly, and her lover was nothing more than wanting to ask her about her marriage with Gao Yuanshang, although they had been thinking that it was approaching the end of the year, but they had not made any discussions and practical moves, and it was inevitable that Lover's would be suspicious.
"What's the matter, isn't there anything embarrassing?" Song Anle pretended to be senseless curious, although she hid herself well, but the sorrow in her heart once bound her.
"It's nothing, I just thought" Qing'er hesitated again, and then said with a little embarrassment: "Seeing that it is almost the end of the year, the matter between me and Brother Yuan Shang can be regarded as a conclusion, so I want to take advantage of the year before the year to meet Brother Yuan Shang again." ”