Chapter 179: A Letter and the Truth

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The development of things here in South Korea Xu Hun-hyun didn't know anything about it, his mobile phone was turned off, not only Kim Sung-jun couldn't find him, but he couldn't find the friends he had made well, and some people even made a few calls every day, such as Lee Ji-hyun, Son Ye-jin, Lee Hyo-ri, Yoo Jae-seok and others, but every time they were disappointed, no matter how they called, the prompt over there was always turned off.

It's not that no one has found Xu's father and Xu's mother, it's just that they know that Xu Hunxian is not comfortable at all now, even if the company terminates the contract and corrects the news, it is not as important as his current affairs, they know Xu Hunxian, and the current things are really important to him, how can he be distracted to restore those people's comments? So the answer they gave was that they didn't know the way, even they didn't know the way, and even Li Zhixian asked them this answer.

There is another reason, that is, they learned that the current relationship between Xu Hunxian and Li Xuanya is not good, and they don't want Li Zhixian to get involved, so that their son can handle it well, and it may be more chaotic to join in alone.

Xu Hunxian didn't stay in ZhongGuo for a long time, and in less than a week, he set off for South Korea, but in this short week, he received extraordinary suffering.

On the third day of Xu Hunxian's arrival in ZhongGuo, I don't know what the reason is, or if I know that Xu Hunxian is here, the old man actually woke up, which makes Xu Hunxian, who has been by his side and basically never left, cry with joy. Because of this, Xu Hunxian was able to say a few words to the old man.

However, sometimes God likes to joke with people. The day after the old man woke up, he fell into a deep sleep again, as if to tell others that it was all an illusion, and his waking up was also judged by the doctor to be a return to light, and sure enough, the old man never woke up again until he gradually lost his pulse and died at the age of 84.

After the death of the old man. Xu Hunxian attended his funeral again. The funeral was very simple, not very grand, but after cremation, part of the ashes were buried to his senior brother, Elder Xingzheng. And some of them were carried by the old man's wife. According to her words. It was later brought to South Korea to be buried with her.

When entering the temple to bury the old man, Xu Hunxian saw the abbot of the temple, one who looked very kind. He was also a person who sought to reform the monastery. However, Xu Hunxian was not interested in him at all, and even a little annoying, this person looked kind, but Xu Hunxian still saw a little anger from between his eyebrows, this is a person who is good at disguising himself, and it is easy not to get close to him, which is also the old man's evaluation of him.

Xu Hunxian didn't understand his reform, but he already knew a little about his reform, at least the temple where the incense was flourishing now gave him the feeling that it was a chamber of commerce, rather than a temple that pursued tranquility, and from this point of view, the reform of the temple has become more and more distant from its original tradition.

After attending the old man's funeral, Xu Hunxian did not follow the Li family back to Chengcheng. all, but directly from the river. Nan took a plane to SH, and then transferred back to South Korea, and Zhang Liangying, who had handled the documents, also followed him, which was said to be good before going to the temple.

ZhongGuo, SH Pudong Airport, after putting things away, Xu Hunxian boarded the cabin, and behind him was Zhang Liangying, this was her first time going abroad, so she was very curious about any personnel, but seeing Xu Hunxian, who was depressed, the excitement in her heart slowly calmed down.

"What, are you still sad?" Sitting next to Xu Hunxian, looking at the still godless eyes, Zhang Liangying looked concerned, and she only learned about Xu Hunxian's current situation after encountering this incident.

Seeing that Xu Hunxian looked like he had lost his soul, Zhang Liangying couldn't help but gently push him, but the action was very small.

Xu Hunxian reacted, looked at Zhang Liangying, who was concerned about herself next to her, and asked flatly, "What's wrong?" Want something to drink? If you need to, just call the flight attendant over. ”

Zhang Liangying shook her head: "No, I'm asking you, are you okay?" ”

Are you okay?

Are you okay?

Hearing Zhang Liangying's question, Xu Hunxian also asked this question in her heart, but the answer given in her heart showed that she was not good, even so, she just hesitated for a moment, and still nodded to Zhang Liangying.

Zhang Liangying is not easy to be fooled, can he look good with this lost soul, so he muttered his nose and whispered: "Don't lie to people, I know that you are uncomfortable in your heart, and you are still holding it on the psychological side." ”

Xu Hunxian smiled helplessly: "Is it really that obvious?" I feel like there's no expression, but everything else is okay? ”

Zhang Liangying shook her head, obviously denying Xu Hunxian's self-feeling, and said in her mouth: "Maybe you think it's nothing now, but your state is really not good, your face is very pale, there is not much blood, and your eyes are a little red and swollen. ”

Zhang Liangying's analysis is the Tao, which seems to be very reasonable. But it's true that Xu Hunxian's appearance looks very bad now, it's just that he, who has been intoxicated by the death of the old man, can't extricate himself, which caused this, and there is another reason, that is, Li Xuanya, he didn't mention it to anyone, but it doesn't mean that this incident hasn't happened, and it hasn't affected him.

Xu Hunxian smiled faintly, and then spoke: "According to what you say, I really have to be careful." ”

Then he opened the backpack he had been using, which he had carried with him for convenience, and the sunglasses he was looking for were also in it, which could cover up a little.

However, when he rummaged through his backpack and found his sunglasses, he was suddenly attracted by a hard thing in the backpack that was hidden in the bag, and his hand stopped unconsciously.

Zhang Liangying, who had been looking at Xu Hunxian, was also curious about this stopped action, so she asked, "What's wrong, I found something inside, let me take a look." ”

Xu Hunxian ignored his words, and now his curiosity must be no less than Xu Hunxian.

Zhang Liangying saw that Xu Hunxian ignored him, so she leaned her head over. She wanted to see what's inside. Slowly unzipping the zipper, his hand reached in, and what he started was a smooth thing, Xu Hunxian judged by his feeling that it was a paper one, and there was nothing on the outside, just a piece of paper.

And the things that were taken out were as Xu Hunxian expected, they were paper that had not been exquisite, very ordinary, and there was nothing strange about it.

"Open it up and take a look." Zhang Liangying next to her was already curious, and hurriedly urged.

Xu Hunxian nodded. So I opened this piece of paper, which I don't know who had stuffed it into you. What caught her eye was the slow text, but when she saw this text, Zhang Liangying immediately lost interest, because she didn't know any of the words written on it. There is no desire to watch it.

However. is different from Zhang Liangying's somewhat depressed expression. Xu Hunxian is very excited now, not only the familiar Korean above, but also the payment below. Li Xuanya, who has not spoken to him for a few days.

With a slight trembling mood, Xu Hunxian looked at it in a row.

Hyun Hsi, are you okay? I can only call you by that title now. I know, you're not at all right now, for my grandfather's business, you ran thousands of miles from South Korea here, and you have been treated like this by me, you have fallen to the bottom now, right?

In the past few days, I have also thought about a lot of things, and I understand what I did that day, but there is nothing to regret, it has happened, and no matter how much I say, I can't get it back.

Do I write this letter to you for what I am doing? Aren't you still a little excited? If that's the case, then it's better not to do it, because we really come to an end between us, and we can't go back to the beginning, from the first cruel words I said to you, we have already gone back to the old time.

I don't know how you understand the word love, but in my understanding, when two people have no common language and their hearts are no longer together, this kind of feeling no longer exists, and this is the case with me and you now.

I can't talk to you like I used to, I can't talk to each other like before, the work I do will be different, and the intersection in the future is destined to be less and less, and most importantly, I don't have that kind of emotion for you, and I've been exhausted, which seems to be very unfair to you, but that's the result, I can't force it.

Maybe we don't have each other's first love, it's just that we've been together for a long time, and it's a little difficult to give up, and eventually we will misunderstand that it's love, in fact, this kind of love is not at all, and I didn't know what love is after falling in love with that person, maybe our kind can only be regarded as two little guesses.

Speaking of which, do you feel like a bolt from the blue?

I still hope you don't feel too sad, although some things hit people hard, but that is a reality that we have to face, even if our relationship is the same now.

Having said so much, it can be summed up in one sentence, that is, let the past things pass, just like the relationship between us, there is nothing special, if you really count it, it will only be ordinary friends, and there will be no others.

Also, take back what I said to you before, and even though I don't like it, I shouldn't say that. Recently, I went to the Korean Internet and read a piece of news about you, you should know how to go back and get through it.

That's it, see you again. - Li Xuanya.

After visiting, Xu Hunxian slowly closed his eyes, tears slowly flowed out, and his back slowly fell on the back of the seat, feeling a sense of collapse.

Also, suddenly my heart became empty, and I always felt that something was missing.

"What's wrong?" On the other hand, Zhang Liangying, who had been paying attention to Xu Hunxian's letter, saw Xu Hunxian's sudden collapse, thinking that something major had happened, and hurriedly asked with concern.

Xu Hunxian didn't answer her words, and after reading Li Xuanya's letter, such a passage kept coming to her mind: It's over, it's over, it's really over.

Although I don't want to believe it, but it's true, Li Xuanya's answer to him is like this, although he has long known the Tao, but Li Xuanya really told him, not when he was drunk, it hurt him more, this is a naked blow, there is an omen, but when he comes, it still makes people unbearable.

Zhang Liangying pushed him again, and this time, he slowly opened his eyes, turned his head and said to Zhang Liangying: "I want to rest, leave me alone." ”

He closed his eyes again and didn't speak, he didn't want to share this kind of thing with others, and he couldn't share it, he just wanted to bear it himself, although this would make him extremely painful, but it was the best for him, digest it alone, face it alone.

"Ugh." Zhang Liangying also knew that she couldn't help much, and she hadn't known each other for a long time and couldn't talk about anything, so she could only sigh helplessly, so the two of them were already in an unusually quiet state.

July, which seems to be a month of the year, is also a very ordinary month for most people, and it is simply the same as usual.

The same is true for the entertainment industry, because there is big news in this circle every day, which tests people's eyes all the time, but for Xu Hunxian, this month is destined to make him unforgettable in his life, and at this time, there is still the last thing waiting for him.

"The plane has already taken off."

"I know it, Oma."

"Since you're here, why don't you send him off? I almost didn't recognize you for the past two days. ”

"That's better for OMA to cooperate, otherwise it would have been revealed a long time ago."

"Silly girl, let's go back, the person is gone, don't look at it anymore. I don't know what you think, but since you have chosen so, I still support you. ”

"Hmm."

The girl turned around, tears in her eyes, and glanced at the plane again, a little reluctant, but she turned back and did not look back, but she cried in the arms of the middle-aged woman, crying so sadly, the woman stroked her back, and sighed constantly.

That's it, it's the last memory of the two of them. (To be continued......)