Chapter 299: His love is more than enough but not enough

He has been trying hard to love Su Luoyan, but he doesn't know what happened to Lu Dao, and now, he suddenly found that he was like a child, and he didn't know how Lu Dao could still love. For him, love has become a transcendent ability, just like he now wants to buy a card to walk around on the ground with his legs back, but he has more than enough heart but not enough power.

He doesn't want to lose the world, but also to lose this woman, this is the truest thought in his heart, he just wants to have a love for him when he loses everything. But what did she have been unwilling to meet for such a simple request? He's done so much for her, can't she do a little bit for her now?

The old man stood there, blowing his beard and glaring at him with a sigh. He is not good at making any comments on the love of children. But things are already like this, and if it comes to wrong, it seems that everyone is not wrong, but what about ethics? Where did all this stuff go? He didn't quite understand why Fang Yichen would make simple things so complicated.

There is nothing in the world that can be forced, especially feelings, which can never be forced. He knew early on that Su Luoyan's mind was not on him at all, but he still had to force that he wanted this person to stay by his side. After a small wish is granted, there will be even greater extravagant hopes waiting for him.

"Yichen, you are not young, you are thirty years old. Daddy can't teach you a lesson with a stick like he used to. But there are many things in life that are unavoidable. You know this in your heart. Dad knew that you have become like this, and I have always felt very uncomfortable in my heart. But can you change the facts? ”

"If I could, I think I'd be like your mother, and I'd rather all the pain you're suffering now be inflicted on us. But there are no ifs in life. It's already happening, and you have to learn to accept it. Do you want to keep yourself in bed for the rest of your life and be angry for the rest of your life? No one owes you. The old man said very solemnly.

"I'm old, and I'm going to accompany your mother in a few years, you still have a long way to go, and I can't finish walking with you. It's up to you to choose. The Fang family is not the same as before, and you are not a young master now. Learn to adapt to your current life. ”

After Old Man Fang finished speaking, he sighed heavily, he didn't continue to teach Fang Yichen, his son, how could he not know what kind of character? It's just that at this time, what's the use of saying more?

"I just feel pain in my heart, I have given so much, what will I not get in return? If I could, I wouldn't want anything, I just wanted my legs. Fang Yichen said, tears had fallen, every day after losing his legs, he was nostalgic for his previous life.

How heroic he was at that time, he could be nostalgic for any place, he could live the life he wanted, even if it was a kind of empty profligacy, it was better than lying here and wasting time now.

It's not that he hasn't thought about death, but he still has some worries in his heart. His mother has left him, and he has only one dearest person left in this world. He was reluctant to give up his old father, and he was even more reluctant to Su Luoyan. It took him so much effort to marry that woman, and he knew that as long as he let go, she would definitely return to Leng Yunhao's side.

He didn't want her to return to Leng Yunhao's side, so even if he was unhappy, even if he couldn't give Su Luoyan happiness anymore, he wanted this tragedy to continue.

"Why do you bother? Yichen, Dad doesn't want you to have trouble with himself. There is still a long way to go in life, and you have to follow your original expectations. Everyone's fate is doomed, so why should you fight? When the old man said this, his brows were already tightly knit.

He didn't want to see everything in front of him, the people of the Fang family should be above board. But Fang Yichen has done so many rebellious things. For a few days, he was so angry that he couldn't figure out what kind of negligence he had caused such a big consequence.

If he had known that the woman he was going to marry was Su Luoyan, he thought he would definitely object. Knowing that you can't do it, this is the beginning of a painful experience. He is a person who has experienced vicissitudes of life, and he knows what is the most precious.

"If you love Luo Yan deeply, love her well. After all, she is still the daughter-in-law of the Fang family, and her father doesn't want the Fang family to have any bad reputation, I'm old, I'm moving around, and I can't take care of many things, but you still have to live, and the Fang family can't just collapse. When the old man said this, his face became even more lonely. He looked out the window as if the sun was about to set.

After the old man finished speaking, he did not continue to stay in the house, and the current situation was no longer under his control. He walked to the door and saw that Su Luoyan was still stunned, and paused for a moment, but this was like saying to Fang Yichen in the room.

"Luo Yan, Yichen's temper is not good, there are more places where I can't live with you, and I want you to take care of it more. You come back early when you're done. I have something to tell you. After he finished speaking, he looked at Su Luoyan deeply.

Although he didn't get along with Su Luoyan for a long time, the old man found that Su Luoyan was really a very good woman. She doesn't say much, but every sentence is reasonable, and she knows how to do things in a measured way. It's just such a beautiful woman, but it shouldn't be what Fang Yichen likes.

If he had known about these entangled things in the morning, he would definitely not let his son wade into this troubled water. Everything is out of his control. When the old lady was alive, she didn't expect things to be so complicated. I don't know if it's okay, at least I don't have to worry so much.

Of course, he hoped that Su Luoyan could spend all his thoughts on the Fang family, the Fang family was going to go through such a big change now, it was impossible to rely on Fang Yichen. But if Su Luoyan's mind was not on Fang Yichen's side, then such a reluctant thing would not be a good thing for either party.

He knew that it was useless for him to blame Fang Yichen, who didn't have a young and vigorous time, and he couldn't wait to abandon the whole world for the sake of a beloved woman. But for a man, there must be more important things to do than love.

Su Luoyan just nodded silently, she heard what the old man said to Fang Yichen in the room. I only felt that a soft whip had been hitting my face all the time, and I felt pain hotly. In all fairness, she was sorry for Fang Yichen for giving him marriage, but she just maintained a formality.

But she also has her own difficulties, she can't open her heart, she has already tried, but she still can't. Seeing him become what he is now, she also thought that if she could give him a little love, then he would definitely have the courage to face this dilemma.

After Old Man Fang finished speaking, he walked away with his crutches. His rickety back looked more and more old, and his steps were staggering and a little heavy. In Su Luoyan's eyes, he walked away step by step. She stood there, and did not enter Fang Yichen's room, things had become like this, and she could no longer control them. The pain in the burned area has been reduced a lot because of the effect of the ointment.

After Su Luoyan left the hospital, she went straight to see Maomao. Leng Yunhao had already left, and Lin Xi had also sneaked away at some point. In her life, in addition to these tangled feelings, there is only one person who can make her smile happily.

Maomao's small fleshy body curled up in her arms, he was so small, except for eating and sleeping, the entire world world did not mean anything to him. The only time he saw Su Luoyan, he kept his eyes open, as if he had seen a refuge.

In front of Mao Mao, Su Luoyan could take off all the disguises, hold Mao Mao in her arms, hum a nursery rhyme softly, and watch him slowly close his eyes and fall asleep, at that moment, she felt that she was extremely happy.

She stayed in the hospital until late, Maomao was about to be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and the family had hired a nanny to take Maomao, these things didn't need Su Luoyan to worry about. But how she wished that she could have more things to do with this little life.

It wasn't until it was dark that Su Luoyan realized that time had come so far. Thinking that the old man said that he wanted to talk, Su Luoyan felt that his head was a little big. She knew that what the old man was going to say must be related to Leng Yunhao, and she didn't want to express any more opinions on this matter.

When he returned to Fang's house, dinner was ready, the old man was sitting in the study, and the housekeeper saw Su Luoyan coming back, so he said hello to the old man. When Su Luoyan came down from upstairs, Old Man Fang was already sitting in the chairman's position.

She walked over and called "Dad" respectfully, Old Man Fang had a loving smile on his face, but he didn't say anything.

"Luo Yan, eat more, you run at two ends in the hospital every day, it's quite tiring. Yichen's mother left early, and there is no one at home who can take care of you. Bear more. Come, eat more. The old man said lightly, reminding Su Luoyan to eat more.

She smiled slightly, but her heart was up and down. The old man is a person who has experienced the world, and he must be scheming. At this meal, both of them ate absent-mindedly. Su Luoyan rarely goes home for dinner, sometimes eats out with Lin Xi, and sometimes ignores dinner directly.

This time, it was the first time she had such a formal meal at Fang's house after Fang Yichen's accident, several dishes on the table were carefully cooked, her appetite was not very good, and at this time, she didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in the gourd of the old man Fang, so it was very uncomfortable to eat.

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