This deeper thing, not only did the people around Yue Luo not notice it, but even Yue Luo himself didn't notice it. Perhaps, only one day a long time later, when Yue Luo suddenly looked back at his past self, he would notice those differences.

It's another Saturday morning, and it's been more than a week since the National Day holiday, and it's mid-to-late October.

Yue Luo slept until nine o'clock again, the eldest sat on his bed and read, while the other three were still snoring.

The weather is getting colder, and everyone is no longer as unsheltered as it was when the weather was hot; Moreover, even if it was like before, Yue Luo had a month to gradually get used to that mentality and learned to hide. When he got up, he naturally went to the bathroom to change his clothes first, and then brushed his teeth and washed his face.

After washing his face, he stood in front of the large mirror of the sink with a razor and opened it, and Ziz's twist was only a little beard. Although his beard is now lighter and thinner with his hair, Yue Luo still insists on wringing it clean every day. He thought very clearly, shaved his beard every day as if he had no beard, and when he really lost his beard one day, the people around him would not notice.

After shaving his beard, Yue Luo stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself quietly, and found that his hair had grown quite fast this month, from two centimeters to five centimeters. It looked a little dirty, and he decided to wait until it came out of the coffin and sort it out by the way.

After rubbing his stiff hair a little harder, and then washing his face, he hung up the towel for washing his face, and went outside with a razor. Walking to the boss's bed, seeing the boss's serious study, Yue Luo sat on the side of the boss's bed, leaned over and looked at the book in his hand next to the boss, and asked softly, "Is there an assignment on the principle of the database?" ”

The eldest didn't study hard in his freshman and sophomore years, but when he started his professional classes in his junior year, he suddenly started to exert his strength, which was another pillar in Yue Luo's bedroom besides Shi Liang. However, Yue Luo didn't ask him about his homework because of this, he just wanted to get close to him and talk.

The boss smelled a faint scent of shampoo, turned his head to see Yue Luo's fair and delicate face, and couldn't help but change his posture and distance himself from Yue Luo, and then said: "Just two post-class questions, say it's in class." ”

"Well, then I don't have to do it." Yue Luo said with a smile.

Yue Luo always felt that when the boss was with him, he was too polite and a little restrained. He thought, maybe it's because the two of them are the least familiar with each other in the dormitory, after all, one is a sports sunshine man, and the other is a computer nerd, and there are few intersections. However, Yue Luo thought it was funny for the boss to look like this.

The boss listened to Yue Luo's words, fell silent, and said, "If you have time, let's take a look, the database is related to several courses in the future, which is very important." ”

Of course, the boss is right, but unfortunately it is not suitable for Yue Luo's current situation. However, Yue Luo was still very grateful to him, and said with an unchanged smile: "Zhilu Dao." ”

Yue Luo got up and walked to his bed, and his back already had a bit of a graceful taste.

After cleaning up, Yue Luo went out of the bedroom and went down to eat something. After that, I went out of the school gate, found a barber shop, and got a haircut on my hair. After doing this, he bought a black cap from the shop next to him, pressed the low brim, and got on the bus to the First People's Hospital.

Sitting in the car, looking at the cityscape outside the car window, Yue Luo couldn't help but think: I don't know if someone will mistake himself for a girl if he is dressed like he is now.

Reality is not a novel after all, and until Yue Luo saw Yan Tu, no one mistook him for a girl. Before walking into Yan Tu's office, Yue Luo smiled, thinking to himself, after all, his current appearance is only delicate and handsome, and he is far from a girl in terms of dress.

Yan Tu seemed to be very relaxed, and when Yue Luo saw him, he was sitting at his desk reading a book. Seeing Yue Luo coming in, there was not much surprise, but he just looked at Yue Luo twice, and said, "You are here?" Have a seat. ”

Waiting for Yue Luo to sit down, he continued: "Seeing that your complexion is better than before, it should be that the exercise I recommended to you is working, right?" ”

Yue Luo came today to ask about things related to the exercises, so instead of answering Yan Tu's questions, he asked, "Doctor Yan, have you seen that exercise yourself?" ”

"Of course I did." Dr. Yan brought Yue Luo a glass of water.

Hearing Yan Tu say that he had seen it, Yue Luo immediately raised his eyebrows, and said with a flushed face: "Then you are also..." Let me practice. ”

Yue Luo felt that if one day he really embarked on the path of a shemale, it would be his own business, as long as he was happy, everything would be fine. But if someone else induces or forces him to go down that path, he will never be happy.

"You're not comfortable with the contemplation in the exercises, aren't you?" Yan Tu smiled and asked, "If you really don't fit in, how can you practice it now?" ”

Yue Luo blushed and didn't return to Yan Tu's question.

Yan Tu restrained his smile, looked at Yue Luo and said seriously: "Yue Luo, your life may only have two years, do you still want to let this worldly rules and regulations lock you up?" Are you living for yourself or for someone else? Just because you don't show something doesn't mean it doesn't exist. The deeper you hide, the more it will erode your heart and make you miserable. It's better to let go, do what you want to do freely, and live happily for the next two years! ”

Listening to Yan Tu's words, Yue Luo's heart shook greatly. Although he had thought about what Yan Tu said, he was not sure whether this idea was right or not, and whether it should be or not. And now Yan Tu has undoubtedly injected a force of support into this idea in his mind, making his concept really change.

However, after being silent for a while, Yue Luo still asked, "How did you know the Dao?" ”

"I'm a master of psychology, and it only takes one glance to see people like you." Yan Tu said lightly.

"Then does Doctor Yan know who the uploader of the Xuanfeng Nirvana Dafa is?" Yue Luo asked again.

This is very important to him, because he always feels that this exercise seems to be more than that, and there should be follow-up cultivation content. He read that the post also asked about the practice method of "Flower Butterfly on the Other Side", but there was no response from Flower Butterfly on the other side.

Yan Tu shook his head and said, "I don't know the way, I also occasionally searched for this exercise on the Internet. ”

Everything that should be asked should be asked, and Yue Luo has gained something when he comes here. Now in front of Yan Tu, he always had a naked feeling and was very uncomfortable, so he said, "Xie Lu Xie Yan, Doctor Xie, I'm going back to school." ”

After speaking, Yue Luo got up and left, but was stopped by Yan Tu.

"Yue Luo, you better remember my QQ number and mobile phone number. That way, you don't have to come here to ask me any questions in the future. Yan Tu said.

Yue Luo wrote down Yan Tu's QQ number and mobile phone number, but he was thinking in his heart: This person doesn't want me to come to see him often, I'm afraid he is also afraid of having too deep a relationship with me, right? Maybe, if it weren't for the fact that he didn't have two years to live, he wouldn't have paid attention to me. Scold.

Shaking his head imperceptibly, Yue Luo lowered the brim of his hat with a self-deprecating smile, and walked out of Yan Tu's office.

On the way home, Yue Luo seriously considered Yan Tu's words again.

Perhaps, he can really live more freely and happily. Of course, the premise is not to cause trouble to the family. However, they are going to die in two years, and then they will still be in pain and sadness?

Yourself, why can't you be a truly free and easy person?

[The budget of this book is over one million words, please give me the motivation to write it down.] Ask for collections, ask for recommendations! 】