139. Choice

Mama Su confirmed that the doors and windows had been closed, and also walked over: "Bi'er is the girl I arranged in the Hou Mansion, she has only entered the palace for a short time, and she is also well-behaved and obedient, and the others don't know that there are too many roads, they are very safe people, if you have anything, you can tell her, and we will know about it." ”

"You have arranged it so carefully, it shouldn't be a matter of one or two days, I didn't ask last time, how did you know that I entered the Zhuxu Marquis Mansion?"

"The old slave has lived for a long time, and he has some connections in and out of the palace more or less, what have you done, I will naturally send someone to keep an eye on it, of course, I can find someone to keep an eye on it, and Lu Pheasant will too, so you have to be careful and don't attract too much attention."

From this topic, they talked unscrupulously.

I was lying on the bed bored, shaking Erlang's legs, and a lot of oranges were peeled, and their chats were still locked on all kinds of grievances and hatreds.

"Gong'er is so young, I don't know what Ludao will be like when I grow up in the future, my confinement has not been well conditioned, and I have no milk to feed her now."

"The nurse said that he loves to laugh when he is breastfeeding, and he is a child who loves to eat by nature, and Gong'er was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, but unfortunately, he does not have the love of his real parents."

Chang Xi touched Gong'er's little head, and when she heard Zhang Yan like this, she felt very uncomfortable: "What about the emperor?" Doesn't he look at Kyo'er from time to time? ”

Mama Su shook her head: "Since he learned the news of your death, he likes to hide in the Xuanshu Palace all the time, and it is common to skip meals several times, and the queen mother has to wrap the prince over to the emperor several times to make him happy, but the emperor is like crazy, desperately pushing the prince away, and once, the emperor also injured the queen mother, all of which happened when you just left the palace." ”

Liu Ying is actually the same as Chang Xi, afraid to face what he loves, because those loves are full of hatred and thoughts, it is better not to see them.

Chang Xi held Gong'er in his arms, and he smiled happily in Chang Xi's arms. She held his soft little head, this son, she would definitely take it back.

"Shujun, I have something to ask you, are you sure no one has touched the cup of poisoned wine you said you changed for me?"

Mama Su and Zhang Yan glanced at each other, and they didn't seem to want to answer the question anymore.

"Sister Juan, what's wrong with you, the poison is not something that ordinary people can exchange, why do you ask that."

"Anyway, pay more attention, the palace people should keep an eye on it."

Zhang Yan nodded, she held Chang Xi's hand, those little hands were very warm: "Sister Juan, I didn't tell you this today, I chose a good place for you to be far away from Chang'an City, it's safe, you go there first, I'll find a way to do Gong'er's affairs, and I'll find a way to avoid the Queen Mother and let him see you, you wait." ”

"I'm not leaving."

"She's not leaving."

The last sentence was said by Chang Xi, and the next sentence popped out of my mouth, and the three of them focused their eyes on me again.

I know Chang Xi's character too well, and even if Zhang Yan said that she would give her a peaceful life, she would not agree, even if it was for her son.

The reason, of course, is that she signed a contract with me, how can a person who has no guarantee of life yearn for a peaceful and peaceful life, for her, these two words are luxury.

Zhang Yan asked suspiciously: "Is it for Liu Zhang?" A hint of disappointment was added to her flickering eyes: "Sister Juan, if you are seen by your uncle like this, what do you think he will be in his mood." ”

"Then don't tell him I'm still alive, I just need Gong'er, not Liu Ying, it's better to let him forget me, anyway, I'm already a dead person."

Chang Xi smiled bitterly, a circle of tears overflowed in her eyes, and she pressed back again.

Zhang Yan stood up, two pairs of small hands grabbed Chang Xi's collar: "Sister Juan, it's okay for you to be sober, the only person in this world who is young and middle-aged for you is an uncle, only Liu Ying, do you think Zhu Xuhou will be good to you, even if he doesn't know your identity, there will always be a day when he dislikes you, if he doesn't touch Lu Chu now, it doesn't mean that he won't in the future, don't forget that Lu Chu is his original wife, you are just a concubine who doesn't even have a name, if he wants to kick you away, you will have nothing, in this world, the only one who is good to you, is always good to you, only he Liu Ying! You don't understand! ”

I have to admit that I have a new understanding of Zhang Yan, most of my understanding of her comes from the records of later generations in the wild history, dignified and virtuous, elegant posture, only twelve years old to sit on the phoenix seat, sixteen years old to become the queen mother, her life is the most legendary woman in the torrent of history.

I have always felt that such a woman should be beautifully placed in a photo frame, she should be like a piece of paper, light/thin and elegant, and not cause dust.

But today, it seems that her hands are still stained with the dust of the world, and she has not stayed away from the world. Her love for her uncle, her deep sisterhood for Chang Xi, and her dissuasion and care all made me feel that she was indeed just an ordinary fourteen-year-old girl.

The only difference is that she can speak to Chang Xi in such a condescending tone as a twenty-four-year-old.

"Princess! Emperor...... The queen is inside! ”

"What are you doing here? Get out of the way, and go in and have a look. ”

Princess Lu Yuan's voice sounded outside the door, and the expressions of everyone in the room instantly froze, Princess Lu Yuan had seen Chang Xi, if she found out, it would really be over.

I bit the orange petal in my mouth, waiting to see the show on my face and see how they end up this time!

But after 0.01 seconds, the three of them tacitly brushed at me again, and the orange juice in my mouth overflowed along the corners of my mouth, and I had a premonition that it was not good.

Bi'er stopped outside for a while, but she still couldn't stop Princess Lu Yuan, and when Lu Yuan was just about to step in, the house opened.

Zhang Yan had an innocent smile on her face: "Mother, why are you here?" ”

"This sentence should be asked by this palace, Shujun, didn't you go to Chu'er's room to get candied fruit, what are you doing here?"

Zhang Yan pointed to me behind her, as well as the hot snacks in the room: "She is Zhu Xuhou's concubine, Miss Xi, I came when I smelled the fragrance of taro balls when I passed by the garden, Miss Xi has a lot of delicious food here." ”

As she spoke, she also posed cutely. Is this still the same person as the Roaring Emperor who grabbed Chang Xi's collar just now?

Lu Yuan looked at me: "Oh~ It turns out that she is that Xi girl, looking at this palace, her appearance is still a little beautiful, but compared with Chu'er, it is still far behind, how can Hou Ye like her?" Born lowly, dressed vulgarly, the life of a maid! ”