【128】I won't like it anymore
Again? Xia Qi was puzzled by this word, could it be that she suddenly thought of a certain possibility in her mind, and then blurted out, "Do you know that I have dated Ye Nanqing?" ”
After she said this, his body stiffened suddenly, his breathing became slightly rapid, and he wrapped his arms around her, and suddenly let go.
Xia Qi finally felt that her breathing was smooth again, she took two deep breaths, she looked at Jun Jinyan, but found that his face was almost transparent at this moment, "What's wrong with you?" It's okay! ”
She raised her hands and grabbed his cheeks, and suddenly gasped, the temperature in her palms was cold.
"Your face is so cold?" Xia Qi asked, but Jun Jinyan just pursed his lips and didn't say a word.
Xia Qi simply grabbed Jun Jinyan's hand again. His hands, just as cold. It was already June, but his body was frighteningly cold.
He must be sick! Xia Qi thought, so she said, "Do you have a family doctor?" Do you want to ask your GP to show you, or...... I'm going to accompany you to the hospital now? ”
He remained silent.
All right! Xia Qi pulled Jun Jinyan and was about to take Jun Jinyan to the parking lot to pick up the car first, but he didn't move, and his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground.
"What if I know the truth?" The cold voice sounded suddenly.
Xia Qi was stunned, "What did you say?" ”
"If I know that you have been in a relationship with Ye Nanqing, what will happen to you?" He repeated.
"How did you know the truth?" Xia Qi was surprised, she dated Ye Nanqing in the days after Jun Jinyan separated, and after the reunion, she happened to have broken up with Ye Nanqing again, so she didn't mention Ye Nanqing's matter to him.
Later, although she wanted to tell him about her relationship with Ye Nanqing because of several conflicts with him, he said that he didn't want to know Lu Dao at all.
So at that time, when it came to the mouth, he did not say it.
What's more, she and Ye Nanqing, from the beginning of their acquaintance, are very few people around them. Originally, Xia Qi wanted to wait until the relationship was stable before talking to her family and friends, but she didn't expect that when she wanted to say it, everything changed because of Mei Xinyi's appearance.
Jun Jinyan was silent, just staring at Xia Qi with fixed eyes, silently waiting for her answer.
His appearance made Xia Qi feel a little pitiful, like a dog about to be abandoned, nervously waiting for the owner's choice.
Is it because his face is too pale? Or was it because he was staring at her, full of uneasiness?
Xia Qi thought about it, pulled Jun Jinyan and said, "Follow me first!" ”
This time, he finally lifted his steps and followed her to the school playground. At this time, it was almost noon, and the June sun was warm, but there was also a hint of heat.
She pressed him down on the steps of the playground and sat down.
She didn't know how he knew about the relationship between her and Ye Nanqing, perhaps, Mei Xinyi went to him that day, and that's what she said? Xia Qi guessed, then raised his hand and touched Jun Jinyan's short black and silky hair.
His eyelashes fluttered, and he slowly looked up at her.
"I don't care how you know about Lu Dao, but I won't feel anything more about Ye Nanqing." Xia Qi said very seriously, "That's right, I used to like Ye Nanqing, but when he told me in person, with me, just because he used me as a stand-in, my liking for him has completely disappeared." ”
He stared straight at her, her palms, with a certain temperature, warmer than the sun, that made him fall in love.
She paused, then continued, "I want a relationship with someone who only likes me wholeheartedly, not someone who uses me as a stand-in for anyone. So, I won't like Ye Nanqing anymore. ”
This is the first time that Xia Qi is in front of Jun Jinyan, and she clearly talks about the matter between her and Ye Nanqing.
Her voice, and the way she stroked his hair, seemed to soothe his uneasiness.
His Adam's apple rolled, and it took a long time before he said in a hoarse voice, "So, won't you like it anymore?" ”
"yes, I won't like it anymore." She nodded, so, don't be any more uneasy, don't show this kind of look again, it will make her feel as if he is fragile enough to collapse at any moment.
"Even if Ye Nanqing didn't treat you as a stand-in, wouldn't he like it anymore?"
"Even if there is nothing, what has already happened, please, how can it be calculated and imagined with 'even if'?" Xia Qi replied, holding Jun Jinyan's cheeks between his hands, and looked at the face in front of him carefully.
With delicate facial features and pale skin, he used to be like the most flawless puppet, because his eyes, most of the time, were always empty, making it completely impossible to know what she was thinking.
But now, his eyes were filled with a kind of fragility and uneasiness, which made her heart hurt slightly.
If her mother is the person who has been with her the longest, then Jun Jinyan is the second. When she was a child, she would be very uncomfortable whenever he showed such a look.
Then as she grew older, she gradually realized that that kind of discomfort was regarded as distress.
"I mean, the person I like is you, not Ye Nanqing, so don't have any worries about him." She said seriously.
He looked at her in a daze, his eyelashes gently tucked down, his cheeks rubbing against her palms with affection.
"Okay, Kiki, I'll listen to you." He will listen to her, always listen to her, as long as she doesn't change, and always like him like this!
Forever and ever......
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Xia Qi accompanied Jun Jinyan back to the apartment, and when Xia Qi was about to dig out the phone number of Jun's family doctor from Jun Jinyan's mobile phone, Jun Jinyan insisted that he had nothing to do.
"It really doesn't matter?" Xia Qi said uneasily, after all, before, his face was really bad, even if it was better now, but it was still pale.
"Well, my body, I know it very well." He replied.
"That'...... If you feel unwell, you must tell me, and you can't deliberately hide it because you are afraid of seeing a doctor and hate going to the hospital. She said, as if she were telling a child.
He nodded, a look of exhaustion between his brows. It's like the tiredness of a person who has been nervous all the time, after suddenly relaxing.
"You go and rest first, I'll cook some lunch, and I'll call you when the meal is ready." Xia Qi pushed Jun Jinyan into the bedroom. It was past one o'clock in the afternoon, but neither of them had yet to eat lunch.