237. Chapter 236

Seeing him get drunk for her like that, looking for her like crazy, and losing himself for her like that, Ling Yiyao's heart hurt and felt sad, but she found that she had no way to deal with him! She still can't fill his empty heart, and she can't give him the warmth he wants!

The man she loves, because of her, is becoming more and more lonely and vicissitudes!!

And she could only watch helplessly from the sidelines, at that time, she realized how innocent she was in love!!

"Yaoyao, how are you doing?" He Junqi only changed the subject.

For the mistakes and mistakes of five years ago, in fact, he really doesn't want to think too much about it.

It's over, really, just like Jian Ziyu said, everything has passed......

She's already married!!

No matter how much you say, it's all in vain!

"I ...... It's still the same, he ...... It was good for me! ”

Ling Yiyao's eyes darkened a little, and suddenly it seemed like something sounded, "Ah, I'm sorry, brother, I have something to do, I have to go first......"

"Yes, see you soon."

"See you soon."

Then I saw Ling Yiyao leave the café in a hurry, and soon, I saw her enter a black Rolls-Royce under the protection of a group of black-clothed bodyguards, and disappeared from everyone's field of vision.

The current Ling Yiyao and Li Hanqing, He Junqi don't know what their relationship is, but he hopes that it will be love!

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Network, MSN -

He Junqi saw that the ghost's avatar was lit up, and couldn't help but send a message over.

"Guoguo's mother, is Guoguo here?"

He Junqi lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.

mood, indescribable depression.

No one wants to deal with it, but the only one, just want to see the innocent face of the little thing!

"Guoguo is here, you wait, I'll call him over."

"Thank you!"

"Guoguo, your uncle is looking for you, come here!!" Ziyu called out to the little ghost who was burying his head in the room watching cartoons.

The little guy's head is not biased, a pair of eyes are still staring at the screen, without blinking, "Then you ask the uncle why he is looking for a couple." ”

"Hey! Your uncle seems to be in a bad mood today, do you want to come over and comfort him? ”

"Huh?" At this point, the little one finally reacted.

After hurriedly clicking on the DVD and pausing it, the little body twisted towards Ziyu, "Ziyu, you ask Uncle what's wrong with him?" ”

"I asked? Wouldn't it be too good? Ziyu's face was embarrassed.

"Stupid! You're going to be a couple! ”

"But, he knows that I'm typing for you!!" Ziyu glanced at her stupid son.

"Hurry up, baby, you can help someone ask!"

"Okay, okay, I'm really scared of you!!"

Ziyu rolled her eyes, straightened the computer, and hurriedly typed a few words, "Uncle, what's wrong with you?" Feeling bad? (Guoguo)"

He Junqi smiled, "It was Guoguo who asked you to send it for him." ”

"Yes!" Ziyu was embarrassed, "The little ghost is quite worried about you." ”

He Junqi looked at the words on the screen, did not continue typing, just got up and approached the floor-to-ceiling window.

Stand there, quietly overlooking the poignant night below......

In my mind, I still kept thinking about the woman's decisive words.

"There's no way I'm going to remarry that man, no way!"

"I don't love that man anymore!"

Such a blood-spattered word, in fact, He Junqi knows the Tao again, but it is just ......

No matter how clearly it came out of her mouth, it still hurt his heart.

After smoking the last puff of cigarette in his hand, he pressed it out heavily in the ashtray before returning to the computer.

And the other end of the network ......

"Uncle hasn't replied yet?"

"Nope." Ziyu shook her head.

staring at the already gray avatar, his heart was inexplicably a little lost, and he only said, "Maybe he has already gone down." ”

The little guy was also a little depressed, "It seems that the uncle is really in a bad mood today." ”

"En......" In fact, Ziyu also felt that something was wrong with him.

"Ziyu, do you want to call him?"

"You decide!" Ziyu looked at the fruit.

But suddenly, I heard the news bell ring, and the gray avatar suddenly flashed.

At that moment, Ziyu's lost heart seemed to flicker, "Little ghost, your uncle sent you a text message back." ”

"Hurry up and take a look." The little guy urged Ziyu excitedly.

Ziyu quickly cut through the dialog box, and saw the 'person' on the other end ask her, "Are you still there?" ”

"I'm still here! Guoguo is also there. Ziyu hurriedly replied to him.

"Sorry, just smoked a cigarette." He Junqi politely apologized.

"It's okay!" Ziyu didn't forget to put on a cute smile.

Over there, He Junqi smiled faintly, "It's true that I'm in a bad mood today, but it's very strange, every time I chat with you, and Guoguo, there is always a very cordial and familiar feeling, and my mood will involuntarily get better." ”

It seems that the little guy's inexplicable factor that can make people feel comfortable is completely inherited from him, a baby mommy, right?!

"In that case, would you like to talk to me?"

Ziyu felt that she must be evil, and she would take the initiative to explore the ** in other people's hearts!! She's never been this kind of idle egg-hurting person! In fact, she has never been interested in strangers, but somehow, she is still so curious about the private affairs of this 'person'.

She told herself in her heart that she must just want to ask for Guoguo! Lest Guoguo be blind and worried here!

And He Junqi over there, as if he had fallen into an evil spirit, told Guoguo's mother all the words that had been hidden in his heart for too many years without the slightest hesitation!

He Junqi only comforted himself in his heart, perhaps, this is the magic of the Internet!! The virtual world is always prone to revealing the secrets of people's hearts.

"I met the girl I've been in love with for many years today......"

Ziyu only listened to him and didn't answer.

That girl, I heard Guoguo say, I have liked it for more than five years, but it has not come to fruition!

"It's a pity that she and I have no future at all! Maybe I hurt her too deeply before, only to find out that it is really difficult to get this love back now! ”

Moreover, it is so powerless and so powerless......

The corners of Ziyu's charming lips pulled out a slick smile......

The kind of love that has been in love for a long time but has not worked, probably, she knows better than anyone else!!

"Did you try to get it?" Ziyu asked him.

"Nope."

On the other end, there were only two simple words.

For such an answer, Ziyu was a little stunned, "Why don't you try to fight for it?" ”

She doesn't understand!

"I didn't know what it was to fight for love, but then I understood, but I found out that it was too late......"

"Huh?"

"She's married!!"

In just four words, however, at that moment, Ziyu seemed to feel the pain and sadness in his heart from between his words, and there was too much helplessness and powerlessness.

Oh, yes! There is no chance anymore, she is already married!!

The heart sank slightly, maybe for him, or for himself.

After a long time, his hand trembled for a moment, and he knocked two words over, "I'm sorry." ”

"It's okay......

He Junqi was on the side of the screen, with an astringent smile.

"In fact, I may know better than anyone else what it feels like to be in love with someone."

I don't know what Lu Dao is for, today's Ziyu seems to be infected by this atmosphere, and even she began to become depressed.

"It's a real coincidence that I met the man I've always loved today, and even now, I'm not sure if I'm still in love with him."

"It seems that we really have the same path."

Regarding his chat with Guoguo's mother, in fact, He Junqi was also a little surprised, he didn't expect that he could chat with strangers like this, just like the first time he saw Guoguo's little ghost.

"He's Guoguo's daddy."

“……”

He Junqi was silent.

In other words, is Guoguo really a child born in a single-parent family?

Seeing that the person on the other end didn't react, Ziyu was a little sorry, "You must not be interested in what I told you!" Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. ”

"Nope!" He Junqi hurriedly denied, "Actually, as long as you are willing to talk to me, I am willing to listen!" ”

"Thank you! Maybe it's because Guoguo has always lacked father's love, so he relies on you very much and likes you! ”

"You and Guoguo's father...... Divorced? He Junqi couldn't help but ask her.

"Yes! Divorced for many years! And I, too, have loved him for many years! Longer than your five years. Ziyu's heart seemed to be filled with bitter coffee, stir it gently, and the bitter taste rippled in a circle......

"I've loved him for more than 20 years now...... I can't even remember if it's twenty years, or twenty-one, or twenty-two......."

It's been a long time, but that kind of love has gradually penetrated over time.

In the past five years, many times, Ziyu thought that she had forgotten this man, but when she got to the end, she found that she had not forgotten, but only precipitated......

It was precipitated in the deepest part of her heart, and when someone mentioned him again, it was like a stirring stick, and it was only a slight stirring in her calm heart, and it had already set off layers of turbid whirlpools......

Memories struck her like a river and a sea, and when it hurts, it will even make it difficult for her to breathe.

She no longer wants to think about it, how many days and nights, only darkness and tears accompany her to spend it, especially in those days when she was pregnant with Guoguo, that emotion was almost about to collapse her, every pregnancy reaction was simply a kind of whipping for her, it hurt her, and she would always think of that man inadvertently......

As a result, the physical pain was accompanied by the suffocation in the heart, many times, almost crushing her.

But, for the sake of Guoguo, she finally survived bravely!!

By now, the places where she was once injured have become her strongest place!!

On the Internet, He Junqi looked at the computer screen in a daze.

I never thought that loving someone could stretch for so long......

"It's incredible to love someone for so long...... he sighed from the heart, "When I separated from her, I thought I would forget her soon, but then I found out that she is like a big tree, as time goes by, the roots that belong to her are deeper in my heart, and I am really scared now, afraid that this tree root will be deeper and deeper in my heart, this feeling of wanting to love but not being able to love, wanting to fight but not being able to fight, is really ...... Oops! ”

And yes, it's terrible!!

Regarding his heartfelt words, Ziyu didn't know how to answer for a while.

At that moment, she felt as if she felt his pain, and her heart couldn't help but feel a slight pain.

How painful this desperate love must be......

For a while, Ziyu was a little breathless.

"Okay, let's stop talking about these boring topics."

He Junqi also seemed to realize that this topic was a little heavy, so he hurriedly stopped and asked her, "What about Guoguo?" Is it still there? ”。

"Yes, but the little one is asleep."

Ziyu looked at the little thing in her arms, and the corners of her lips couldn't help but overflow with a happy smile.

Baby, thank you for your company all the way, if it weren't for you, Mommy doesn't know if this road can really survive like this!!

"Sleeping in your arms?" He Junqi couldn't help but ask her.

"Yes! It's on my lap! ”

"Looks like this little thing really likes to sleep like this."

"Not really!"

Ziyu feels that it is really a very happy thing to be able to talk about her son with others like this.

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When he received a call from the kindergarten, He Junqi was shocked.

"Guoguo has entered the hospital, please rush to the hospital as soon as possible!"

And the kindergarten will call him for a while, just because Guoguo kept shouting "Daddy" before he fell into a coma! And in his mobile phone, there is also a 'daddy' phone number.

When He Junqi rushed to the hospital, Guoguo was already completely unconscious, and his little head was still tied with bandages, and red blood seeped out of the bandages, staining He Junqi's dark eyes.

"Doctor, how is he?" He Junqi anxiously asked the doctor who was about to go out.

"Sir, don't worry, it's all right!"

"That's good, Xie Lu Xie!"

Looking at the little guy with a pale face on the bed, at that moment, He Junqi felt as if his heart was hanging in his throat with him.

On the side, the kindergarten teacher was also standing there, looking extremely anxious.

"Teacher, can you tell me what the hell is going on??" He Junqi's frowning eyebrows were stained with a little anger.

"I'm sorry!!" The teacher bowed his head and apologized, "It was another child from the kindergarten who got into a fight with him, and the child said that Guoguo did it first!" Later, the kid accidentally pushed Guoguo down from the second floor! ”

"How so?!" He Junqi's eyes were full of disbelief, "No! Guoguo will never hit someone first! He's a polite kid! ”

He Junqi looked at the motionless little guy on the bed, and his heart hurt a little more.

How could a child as sensible and gentlemanly as him start beating someone first?!

"I heard from other children that it was because of that child...... Make fun of Guoguo......"

"Teasing him?" He Junqi looked at the kindergarten teacher in a daze, puzzled.

"Yes!" The teacher nodded, a little sorry, "Mr. He, I'm really sorry, this is our teacher's negligence!" We'll be sure to pay attention next time. ”

"What are the children making fun of Guoguo?"

This question is what he is most concerned about.

What is there about this little guy that deserves to be teased by other children? Is it a joke that he looks too demonic and handsome? Or is it a joke that he is too smart and Tai Chi Pin?!

But these are obviously neither!!

"Tease...... Said he ...... It's a wild child without a father......"

The teacher's words made He Junqi's dark eyes shrink sharply.

suddenly remembered what Guoguo's mother had told him on MSN, saying that because Guoguo lacked father's love since he was a child, he was very dependent on him and almost regarded him as his father.

His heart tightened.

Anger, hidden in the center of the eyebrows, difficult to control, "How can children joke about this kind of thing?" Don't you know how much damage this will cause to children's bodies and minds? ? How do you teachers teach children on a daily basis!! ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

The teacher bowed his head and admitted his mistake.

"What about Guoguo's mother? Didn't call her to inform her? He Junqi's anger was difficult to dissipate, and the decibel of his voice continued unabated.

"Hit ...... I've beaten it, and I should be coming over soon. ”

As soon as the teacher's words fell, suddenly, the door of the ward was pushed open.

"Guoguo, Guoguo...... Mommy is coming!! ”

The familiar call penetrated He Junqi's eardrums, and his heart was slightly stunned for a second, subconsciously turning his head to look, and the next moment, the tall figure was completely frozen.

In front of me, it was none other than ...... who rushed in. The woman he is most familiar with, Jian Ziyu!!

And behind her, she also followed......

Her husband, Ye Tianqi!!

So, what about the one lying in bed? Isn't it...... Their son?!!

Guoguo ...... It's their son?!!

He Junqi couldn't believe all this in front of him, or maybe he didn't want to believe it at all!!

And Ziyu, who rushed in, saw Guoguo lying on the bed in the first second, and in the second second, she saw the one standing with the kindergarten teacher, He Junqi!!

At that moment, it was as if time had stood still.

No one spoke first.

Finally, Ziyu came back to her senses first, but her expression was still a little dazed.

"You...... How did you end up here? ”

Ziyu was puzzled, why would He Junqi appear here.

Did he already know something?

The little hands that fell on his shoulders couldn't help but tighten, and his heart became nervous.

Tianqi seemed to see her emotions, and only patted her on the shoulder encouragingly, and then turned to Guoguo's bedside, leaving this side of the space for the two people facing each other.

"You...... Is it Guoguo's mother? ”

He Junqi obviously didn't want to believe this result.

His question made Ziyu snort slightly, half loudly, and nodded, "Yes!" Guoguo is my son! What about you? What the hell are you doing here? ”

Ziyu looked at him with a stiff expression on the other side, and suddenly, she was shocked, "He Junqi, don't tell me, my son became like this because of you?!! ”

Ziyu's serious expression showed a panicked and angry look.

Wasn't it enough to almost kill him five years ago? Do you want to continue to ask for his life after five years?!

She will never allow !!

Looking at the obvious defensive look in Ziyu's eyes, He Junqi's cold heart sank and sank, "Jian Ziyu, in your eyes, what kind of person am I, He Junqi?" ”

Could it be that in her eyes and heart, she is really a demon who will not let go of such an innocent child?

"What kind of person you are, you know best in your own heart!"

Ziyu refused to give in at all.

If someone wants to hurt her baby, she will never allow it!! Nor will it be forgiven!!

"No, it's not like that!"

On the side, the kindergarten teacher finally couldn't look at it anymore, and hurriedly explained with Ziyu, "I called to inform Mr. He to come over, I thought it was ...... He is the father of the child......"

The teacher's words were met at the same time by Ran Ziyu and He Junqi.

The father of the child??

How could it be him?! It's obviously Ye Tianqi!

But......

He Junqi suffocated suddenly, this result is not right!!

The child's father is not Ye Tianqi! He remembered that on MSN, Jian Ziyu herself said that she and the child's father were divorced!!

So, the father of the child, is it ......

No, no, no, that can't be! That would have been a miscarriage! Moreover, according to Guoguo's birthday, it can't be his child!

But who is the father of this child?!!

"Who the hell is Guoguo's father??" He Junqi was almost out of breath.

Guoguo's mother is her, there is no doubt that he should have been suspicious from the first time he saw this little ghost! Because, the two of them look too much alike, don't they?!

He Junqi's question made Ziyu's little hands hanging on both sides unconsciously tighten a little.

She took a deep breath without a trace, her face was not red, and her heart was not beating, "Didn't you see?" Guoguo's father is sitting on the edge of Guoguo's bed! ”

At the bedside, Tianqi didn't make a sound.

He Junqi tilted his head and looked at Tianqi.

But he shook his head, "It's not!! Guoguo is not his son!! Jian Ziyu, you said that you and Guoguo's father have divorced! ”

"Yes, I'm divorced!!"

Ziyu nodded, without showing a panicked look, and continued, "Tianqi and I have been divorced a long time ago......

So......

The child's father is really, Ye Tianqi!!

Heart, heavy failure......

In fact, for a moment, he wished she could tell him that the child was his!!

Even though he knew that it was impossible, he was still hoping for it......

Is it true that there will always be a farce of one kind or another in this world? The child he likes so much is actually the son of Jian Ziyu and Ye Tianqi!!

Even, he was so curious about what kind of excellent people were the parents who could give birth to a baby like Guoguo......

It turns out that it's them!!

Sure enough, it's quite outstanding, talented men and women! It's very suitable!!

No wonder the imps are so smart and polite!!

His chest, as if he had been hammered with a heavy hammer, was so suffocated for a while that he was a little breathless.

The big hands that fell on both shoulders were clenched unconsciously.

The teacher said that Guoguo was because his classmates made fun of him as a wild child without a father! If you really want the fruit to be good, give him a little more complete family warmth......"

A deep voice came out between He Junqi's thin lips.

And his words made Ziyu on the opposite side and Tianqi beside the bed stop at the same time.

"And ...... I am Guoguo's...... Uncle ......"

After He Junqi finished speaking, without waiting for all the people inside to come back to their senses, he walked out of the ward.

As soon as the door of the ward closed, He Junqi leaned against the cold wall and gasped slightly.

Everything in it just now almost suffocated him.

God played a huge joke on him again, and he went around and around, but he never escaped this painful cage.

It turns out that she is the mother of the little ghost!!

It turned out that she was Guoguo's mother on MSN......

That, the woman who has a deep affection for Guoguo's daddy!

It turned out that she had been in love with Ye Tianqi for more than 20 years......

Oh, yes! The two of them grew up together, and probably, they fell in love with that man at a very young age! After marriage, can't you forget him too?

He still remembers the first time she was drunk!

It turned out that she really, always loved that man!!

Heart, Qi Qiran.

took out a cigarette, lit it, and habitually took a few puffs, letting the familiar smell of tobacco numb his cold heart to the fullest.

Five years, compared to her twenty years, how small, how shabby!!

Can he use these short five years to redeem her heart that has been in love for more than 20 years? He was confused, completely lost, and lost his faith......

Ziyu stood in place in a daze, motionless.

He Junqi's words just now kept flowing in his mind, and he said that he was the handsome uncle that Guoguo loved to talk about the most!

Also, the lonely 'alone' on MSN......

And, he said...... He is in love with a woman and has been in love for five whole years!!

He said that the woman was already married?!!

He never had a chance again!!

He said, that person, is it himself? Or Ling Yiyao??

Ziyu was confused......

The heart of stagnation has long dared not have more extravagant hopes......

Many times, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment!!

I don't know how long it took, Ziyu finally came back to her senses, and seeing that the teacher opposite was still in the ward, Ziyu hurriedly unfolded a far-fetched smile and said, "Teacher, you go first!" Just leave the fruit to us to take care of. ”

The teacher's face was completely apologetic, "Miss Jane, I'm really sorry, because Guoguo kept shouting 'Daddy', I thought ...... The one called 'Daddy' in Guoguo's mobile phone...... It was his father, so I took the liberty to call Mr. He, I didn't expect it to be a misunderstanding, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the unnecessary trouble. ”

Ziyu was shocked, her voice trembling a little, "Teacher, you just said ...... The name stored in Guoguo's mobile phone is 'Daddy'? ”

"yes!" The teacher nodded, looked at Ziyu suspiciously, and expressed puzzlement.

"I ...... I know it, thank you, thank you......"

Ziyu's face was very ugly, "Teacher, there's nothing else, you go first!" Thank you for your hard work today. ”

"Nope! I'm really sorry. ”

The teacher apologized and left in a huff.

Ziyu went to Guoguo's mobile phone in a panic, and sure enough, in the mobile phone, there was He Junqi's phone lying quietly, but the name was not 'handsome uncle' but, 'handsome daddy'!!

Looking at the little one's pale cheeks and the little wound on his forehead, an unprecedented sense of regret came over her heart, stirring her chest with a dull pain.

Tears kept rolling in his eyes.

"Tianqi, did you see it? In his mobile phone, there is a 'daddy' ......"

"Woooooooooo......oo It turns out that Guoguo knows the Tao ......"

"Ziyu, don't ...... like this"

Tianqi hurriedly reassured her, "Don't cry, this is definitely not the result you want." ”

Ziyu wiped her tears and sat down on the edge of Guoguo's bed, "Tianqi, do you think I'm a special failure as a mother?" Even the most basic love cannot be given to him. ”

The thought of other children making fun of her precious son made her heart hurt like a knife.

Tianqi stroked Ziyu's back, "Aren't you going to tell him the truth?" ”

"I really don't dare to say it!" Ziyu shook her head, tears raining down.

"But I can see that he really feels sorry for Guoguo."

"I know the way!!" Ziyu nodded, tears streaming down her cheeks, "That's why I don't dare to say it!" Tianqi, I'm really scared...... I'm afraid he'll snatch Guoguo away from me and my mom at any time! You know everyone in the He family, if they know that their He family has left a man outside, they will definitely not stop there! If Guoguo is really snatched away by them, I can't imagine what my life with my mother will be like in the future......"

"Ziyu, don't get excited, be obedient, don't cry yet...... When Guoguo sees it, he will be sad again. ”

"Eun!"

Ziyu hurriedly wiped away her tears.

Outside the door, He Junqi actually wanted to leave, but when he thought of the little guy with bandages on the bed, he was reluctant to leave.

knew that it was Ye Tianqi's son, but he was still waiting outside the door like a fool...... Sitting on the cold rest chair, waiting silently, waiting for the little ghost inside to wake up quickly.

He woke up, and he left with peace of mind!!

The world world inside does not belong to him!! The warm picture of a family of three, he can't bear to look at it more, he just needs to stay quietly outside the door like this, waiting for the little ghost inside to be safe.

With his head tilted slightly, he leaned back on the chair and stared at the pale ceiling in a daze.

Miss Nurse went in and came out again......

Before you know it, it's been two hours.

Suddenly, the alarm bell at the ward door sounded, "Doctor, he's awake!" Doctor ......"

The person who had been sleeping on the bed finally woke up, and Ziyu was so excited that she rushed out of the ward, wanting to call a doctor.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he went out, he bumped into He Junqi sitting at the door.

Hearing her shout, He Junqi also turned his head to look at her at the right time, stunned for a second, and then, his eyes swept over her delicate body, and saw the smiling cheeks of the little guy through the slightly open door.

The little one is awake!!

Obviously there is a wound on the little head, but he is still smiling stupidly!

Looking at such an innocent smile, He Junqi's tense lip line couldn't help but raise a smile.

Drawing his eyes back from the ward, he looked at Ziyu, smiled faintly, got up and left, and didn't forget to help remind him when he passed by the clinic, "Doctor, the little patient of 6023 has woken up, please go over and take a look." ”

"Well, what a ......"

He Junqi put the suit on his back and left without looking back.

I've just been sitting in a chair for two hours, and I'm really tired, but now it's much more comfortable to walk around.

"He Junqi!!"

When He Junqi was just about to step out of the door of the hospital, he was suddenly stopped by Ziyu.

His tall figure froze slightly.

Half ringing, turning, turning back, looking at the woman opposite.

Ziyu took a deep breath and hesitated for a moment before slowly approaching him.

"What just happened...... Sorry ......"

Ziyu lowered her head, not daring to look into his eyes.

"What?" He Junqi raised his eyebrows, expressing puzzlement.

"Misunderstanding what you hurt Guoguo......" Ziyu's voice was very soft.

In fact, when she bumped into He Junqi who was guarding the door as soon as she went out, Ziyu's heart throbbed fiercely for a second.

She thought that he had already left, but she didn't expect that he was still there, and he was still waiting for Guoguo to wake up.

Is it because you can't put down the fruit? He is genuinely good to Guoguo! No wonder Guoguo likes him so much and loves him!

And what about yourself? But he still misunderstood him, thinking that it was the fruit of his harm!

He Junqi shrugged his shoulders and said meaninglessly, "It's okay, I don't care." ”

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