How much you once loved, how painful it was when a knife pierced your heart.

Ni Rui is not the Virgin Mary, not Guanyin Bodhisattva, but after being injured to the point of being completely wounded, she can still have a compassionate mind and take all injuries lightly.

She couldn't help but be sad, and she couldn't help hating, but she chose to bear all this hatred and sorrow by herself, and quietly hid it in the depths of her heart.

Ask her why she loves these mountain children with all her heart?

The answer is simple.

Because she can't keep her own children, she loves other people's children as much as she can, and these innocent faces can always make her think that the child who has passed away is laughing, screaming, singing, and dancing.

She supports teaching and doing public welfare, she is accumulating blessings for her children, and wishes that the little angel in heaven can be reincarnated into another good family, be born safely, meet a good mother, and have a good father.

And herself, but she can't love anymore, she has no strength to love someone again, her broken heart has not been redeemed, so she decided to choose to forget. Although, the process is equally painful.

But she's willing to try.

If you don't love or hate, you can't be sad or happy, right?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Wen Chenghe's crimson eyes, in Ni Rui's tearful accusation, couldn't help but be misty, the damp mist at the corners of his eyes gradually blurred his vision, his tall body, with the collapse of love and uncontrollable trembling, raised his palm, stroked his forehead, blocking the hot liquid bursting out of his eyes, his voice choked and hoarse, "I understand, I empathize, because I love children as much as you do, but...... I have done my own iniquity, and I shall not live......"

Ni Rui rushed out of the door, tears spilling all the way......

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The sky in the mountains gets dark early, and the temperature difference is large, it is almost September, and it is about to enter the autumn season, the night breeze hits, and the coolness is everywhere.

Tang Siqi found Ni Rui by the river in the village, and he searched for an hour, and he was so worried.

"Why did you get here?" Tang Siqi secretly breathed a sigh of relief when he saw someone, he wiped the sweat on his forehead, sat down on the stone beside Ni Rui, and asked tentatively in a joking tone, "Ni Rui, you don't want to jump into the river, do you?" Hehe, don't you dirty the mother river of the people in the village for a man, the whole village points to this river to drink! ”

Ni Rui's face was still stained with tears, she sniffed in embarrassment, and stubbornly pulled her lips, "I won't commit suicide!" I'm not that stupid, and if I die, won't I force my family to jump into the river with me? So even for them, I can't die! ”

"That's right!" Tang Siqi snapped his fingers beautifully, his black eyes shining, "I think, only a woman who loves herself is the woman who lives the most wonderful life!" Love, although it is very attractive, is not the whole of life, there is crowning, there is no indifference, a qiē casual fate, no hurt, no hurt, is the best. ”

Ni Rui sighed, "Si Qi, thank you." I will handle it, and I will learn to regulate my mood, don't worry, I am strong. ”

Tang Siqi looked at her and said in a powerful tone, "You are not strong, no woman is a superman, it is normal for a woman to cry when she is sad, I just want to say, remember to smile after crying, tell yourself, throw off the unhappy people and unhappy things like snot, and then look forward to the rising sun, the front is still bright!" ”

"Ni Rui!"

"Ni Rui!"

Suddenly, in the surrounding emptiness, there were bursts of echoes, and the familiar timbre of the man pierced the silence of the night and broke the silence of heaven and earth!

Ni Rui despised herself, although she had come this far, when she heard Wen Chenghe's voice at first glance, she was still feeling palpitations and excitement!

"Hey, just said snot, snot came, this person is really boring!" Tang Siqi pursed his lips depressedly, his thick eyebrows furrowed, and his expression was displeased.

Ni Rui bit her lower lip tightly and didn't speak, her body was extremely tense.

Wen Chenghe took a flashlight, shouted as he walked, and soon found it along the road, the light shone on the pair of men and women by the river, his eyes sank sharply, and his steps paused in place for a moment before picking up his kindness and walking calmly.

"Dinner is ready, let's go back to dinner!" The gaze was glued to Ni Rui's face, Wen Chenghe ignored Tang Siqi's provocative expression, and he said softly as if he was fine.

After Ni Rui ran out of the classroom, he hurriedly chased her, and saw her crying and running down the mountain road, he thought she wanted to go back to the city, but a child came out of nowhere, comforted him and said, Teacher Ni goes to the river every time he is sad, and he will come back after a while, don't worry.

He thought about Ni Rui's character, so he didn't chase after him, and asked the child to take him to Ni Rui's house, which was a mud tile room next to the classroom, about ten square meters, with a thick cotton mattress on the dilapidated wooden board*, and no furniture in the room, only a wooden table and two wooden stools, and then the kitchen utensils for cooking.

Wen Chenghe turned around, frowning extremely tightly, did his woman live in such a difficult environment for more than a month? She is a young lady, if it weren't for him, how could she have gone to the ravine to suffer like this?

Thinking of this, his heart was like a knife, painful and regretful.

There were fresh fruits and vegetables piled up in the corner, as well as half a bag of flour and a small bag of rice, he rolled up his sleeves and decided to prepare dinner for Ni Rui first, however, after he washed the vegetables, he found that there was no natural gas, and there was no gas stove, and if he wanted to cook, he had to have a wood fire!

Wen Chenghe was extremely dizzy, his cooking skills were good, but it was difficult to make a fire, fortunately, the child enthusiastically undertook this task, so he had to cook the dishes for Ni Rui again after a long absence.

However, Ni Rui replied to him in a cold tone, "I'm not hungry, and I don't want to eat the food you cooked, don't waste your thoughts!" You don't have to worry about building a school, you can go back to City A! ”

Wen Chenghe has already trained to fight against Ni Rui's cold and hurtful heart, he is nine years older than her, and she is not his opponent when it comes to scheming, so he opened his mouth without being salty, "It was your cousin who sent me to talk about the Student Hope Project, if you have any grievances, you can talk to your cousin." In addition, I don't want to talk to you now, I don't cook just for you, I haven't eaten or drunk for more than 24 hours, if I don't do it myself, I'm afraid I'll starve to death here, anyway, it doesn't matter if there is more or less, so I also made it for you by the way, you can eat if you want, if you don't eat, I will pour the pigsty and feed the pigs! ”

I can't be anxious, perhaps, retreating is the best policy!

Especially, after there was an extra man beside her who had impure motives for her, he had a strong sense of crisis!

"You...... You waste food! Ni Rui was stunned when she heard this, she was still worried that he hadn't eaten for a day, but his last sentence made her face green on the spot, "Do you know how difficult it is for farmers in the village to grow a bowl of grain?" You are selfish and cold-blooded! ”

Wen Chenghe was unmoved, just looked at her quietly, "Then do you want to eat?" You know what kind of temper I have, I count to three, if you don't go back to eat with me, I'll feed the pigs! ”

Seeing this, Tang Siqi couldn't stand it, "Hey, Wen Chenghe, you ......"

"Tang Siqi, I was originally grateful to you for telling me about Ni Rui's miscarriage, but I didn't expect you to take advantage of it, this matter, when I'm free, let's talk about it!" The corners of Wen Chenghyuk's lips hooked, his expression was cold, and a dark light of unknown meaning floated in his dark eyes.

Hearing this, Tang Siqi's face changed, and before he could explain, Ni Rui had already widened his eyes and asked him, "Siqi, didn't you promise to help me keep it secret?" How can you talk and not count? ”

"I, I ......" Tang Siqi couldn't argue, the more anxious he wanted to explain, the more he didn't know how to explain, and he stammered for a long time, "Yes, it was Wen Chenghe who lied to me, I, I didn't mean to......"

Ni Rui was in a bad mood, bit her lip and didn't say anything, and walked back with her head down.

The goal was achieved, Wen Chenghe raised his eyebrows and followed quietly, leaving Tang Siqi stunned for a long time before he suddenly reacted, he seemed to have been tricked again!

The river is not too far from the school, walked for about ten minutes and went back, as soon as Ni Rui entered the door, she smelled the fragrance of the food, the rice was kept warm in the cauldron, and the two dishes were buckled with dishes on the board.

Once, every time she went to Wen Chenghyuk's apartment, she would pester him to cook for her, enjoying the feeling of being *, he was a good man, rarely refused, he looked very charming when he cut vegetables and cooked, she always lay on the kitchen door, looking at him stupidly, at that time she thought, whether you love it or not, when the man you love can wash your hands and make soup for you, then what else can you ask for?

But at that time, she didn't know that such a good man was the most ruthless when he hurt people, and now he is the most irresistible when he coaxes people.

"What are you doing standing stupidly? I'm fainting from hunger, and you eat with me. ”

Behind her, a pair of warm hands wrapped around her waist, the wooden door closed in time, and the man's burning breath poured into his ears, shaking Ni Rui's conditioned reflex and blurting out to him, "What are you doing?" Let me go! ”

Wen Chenghe hugged her tighter, "Wife, a thousand and ten thousand I'm sorry, I know it's irreparable, I don't ask you to forgive me soon, but please give me a chance to make up for you, even if you don't want to love me anymore, don't want to be with me anymore, but at least don't deny my feelings for you, okay?" ”

"It's not good, don't call me wife, I have nothing to do with you!" Ni Rui gritted her teeth and struggled hard.

Wen Chenghe was a little anxious, "If you can't be a lover, then a friend can always do it, right?" Or am I...... I'll be your babysitter, free, no money babysitter! ”

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PS: Wen Ni's interpolation of a few chapters, and then it will turn to the tragic plot of Xu Xiao and the two, which is also the biggest high in this article. Tide - the rhythm of the earthquake giving birth and rushing towards the end...... Of course, it's still early before the end!