[That's all for today, I have to go to work tomorrow!] 】

……

"Xiaonuo, what kind of husband do you want to find when you grow up?" The young man asked with a warm smile on his face, smiling at the young daughter in his arms.

"Looking for a ...... like Daddy," Xiao Nuo replied crisply, and her delicate and lovely face was destined to be the best in the world when she grew up.

The young man smiled and kissed Arnold on the face.

The gentle and pretty young woman on the side smiled at the corners of her lips, and her eyes were full of happiness and warmth.

Time passed, and Xiaonuo's crying was heartbreaking.

"Dad, don't go, don't leave Xiaonuo, don't leave Mom......"

However, the resolute back left without looking back.

At that moment, her world realm collapsed!

The mother held her who fell to the ground in her arms, gently wiped away her tears, forced a smiling face, and told her softly: "Xiaonuo, be strong!" ”

Sensible, she stopped her tears, but she couldn't stop choking and sobbing, nodded heavily and hugged her mother's neck tightly.

She knew that from now on, only she and her mother would depend on each other!

However, after this change, the strong mother became ill. At a young age, she had to pretend to be strong and use those little hands to prop up this dilapidated home.

However, no matter how hard she tried, she could not save her mother's young life.

At the moment of her mother's death, she threw herself into her mother's arms and cried.

The cry seemed to question why fate was so unfair, and it seemed to rebuke the indifference of this world.

But she was a child. What can be changed?

Hugging his mother's cold corpse, Xiaonuo has an instinctive rejection of the men in the world. The hatred for my father has also reached an extremely terrifying level.

It was because of her father's resolute departure that this originally happy and warm home fell apart, and the young mother died at such a good age, which made her a helpless orphan.

Orphan?

How is it different from the lonely soul and wild ghost who can't fall into the six realms of reincarnation?

Since then, Xiaonuo has wandered the world alone, enduring the loneliness of a person and the coldness of the night, as well as the indifference of human feelings.

That is, she had already smeared her delicate little face when she was wandering, otherwise, I don't know how many waves the road would cause. But even so. On several occasions, he was almost abducted by traffickers.

On an icy winter's day. Xiaonuo, who had not eaten for several days, was hungry and cold, and finally collapsed in the cold snow.

Confused, she muttered, "Mom......"

At that moment, she returned to her mother's warm embrace.

When he woke up, he thought he was going to hell. But I only saw a Buddha statue that exuded peace and compassion.

That's Guanyin Bodhisattva holding a jade bottle!

That scene. Imprinted deeply in her heart.

She gazed at the compassionate Avalokiteshvara. I was crazy for a while.

After a while, an old nun with hot porridge entered the main hall.

Xiao Nuo only realized that she had been saved by the kind old nun in front of her.

And not long after. This old nun with the legal name "Jing'an" became her master and gave her the legal name "Xianshu".

Originally, there was only one Jing'an Shitai, and there was another nun in Jingshi'an.

In this isolated nunnery, the old and the young live quietly, eating fasting and reciting Buddha, and meditating and practicing.

When she was young, she once asked her master: "Master, why do we have to keep our hair for Lu?" ”

In her cognition, monks and nuns are to shave their heads, saying that they want to get rid of the three thousand troubles!

The master touched her little head and said with a smile: "As long as there is a Buddha in your heart and everything you see, why do you care about the three thousand troubles on your head?" ”

At that time, she didn't seem to understand, she just thought that having hair looked better than baldness.

Time flies, and she has already grown up at a young age, and she is the true inheritance of the hermit master's master with all the Dharma.

After the death of her master, she traveled all over the world to preach the Dharma, and discussed and justified with those eminent monks in major monasteries, without any defeat.

Eventually, she was honored as a bodhisattva.

"Little ......"

The Virtuous Bodhisattva muttered softly, and the scenes of the past flashed through his mind. These memories were deliberately sealed by her, but she didn't expect them to break the seal today.

These memories were too painful for her to touch. But today there was a complete catharsis.

However, in the face of this catharsis, she was unusually calm. It's as if these memories belong to someone else, and she's just a bystander.

Faced with the attack of that bastard, the virtuous Bodhisattva sighed deeply. Knowing that she was powerless to resist, she never made any more unusual moves, like a marionette at the mercy of Nirvana.

From the moment she lost her body, she was no longer the Bodhisattva who was on high above. She didn't expect that she would fall into the serial trap created by Nirvana step by step, and even took the initiative to sacrifice her body in the midst of being lost.

When she was young, she also fantasized about a lingering and unforgettable love, but her father's ruthless abandonment and her mother's hatred finally shattered her illusions.

Buddha has become her only pursuit and belief, and it has even reached the point of a kind of pathological obsession.

It can be said that as early as when she was young, this seed of failure had already taken root in her heart, but it was only today that it sprouted under the accidental watering of Nirvana, and grew into a towering tree in an instant.

Bodhisattva?

Demon?

The corners of the Virtuous Bodhisattva's mouth were filled with bitterness, and he laughed at himself in his heart: "I'm afraid I'm the biggest demon ......."

And the reason why she has been pestering Nirvana and wants to kill Nirvana is just that Nirvana inadvertently uncovered her scar and revealed a crack in her secret.

It can be said that her failure today is just her own fault.

"Bodhisattva, isn't life wonderful?" Nirvana played with the jade body of the virtuous Bodhisattva, spitting hot air in his ears.

The virtuous Bodhisattva glanced at the obscene Nirvana in his frivolous smile, and said nothing. She has been defeated in front of this man, and there is no need to humiliate herself under the pride of arrogance.

Nirvana flicked lightly on the magnificent pink bulge on the chest of the virtuous bodhisattva, and said with a smile: "If you don't speak, that's acquiescence!" ”

The virtuous Bodhisattva's delicate body trembled, and he secretly hated his own incompetence in his heart.

As soon as his tone changed, Nirvana smiled and said, "Bodhisattva, take off that sackcloth, return to the world, and fly with me, right?" ”

Having such a lovely person full of incense as a lover is definitely a great enjoyment of life.

The virtuous Bodhisattva stared at Nirvana, and a touch of obsessive affection passed through the depths of his eyes.

This is her first man, and will be her last.

Slowly snuggling into the man's arms, the Virtuous Bodhisattva raised his jade hand and slapped it towards his head.

An affectionate murmur of deep sorrow, just like the death of my mother back then: "Farewell......"

Death!

It was the only way she could think of to atone for her sins! (To be continued......)