Suddenly, her teeth suddenly bit on his shoulder, as if she was about to vent something, and she bit hard until she tasted the smell of blood in her mouth.

But he didn't say a word, but stroked the back of her head with his palm, so that she could get closer to his shoulder and bite more easily.

"Does it hurt?" Lu Xiaoxu opened her mouth and asked in a hoarse and vague voice, the bloody breath in her mouth stimulating all her senses.

"It doesn't hurt." Jun Jinchen replied in a low voice.

"That night, my brother shed a lot of blood on his body." She choked up, and when she rushed to the hospital, the tip of her nose was full of strong bloody breath. My brother was lying in the emergency room, covered in blood. The blood, still dripping and flowing, kept pouring out, as if it was going to run out.

She cried, kept calling the nurse, and kept begging the doctor to hurry up and save her brother, but these had no effect, she could only watch her brother's breath get weaker and weaker, and let the bloody breath flood her whole body.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" he kept saying, and he didn't even know what else he should say beyond those three words.

Her tears, her pain, were the greatest punishment for him.

If time could be reversed, he would definitely do his best to let the doctor save her brother first. But now, it's too late.

"Why is that person you? Why?! She shouted, her eyes fixed on the wound on his shoulder that had been bitten by her, "Do you know how much I hated that person at the time, hated that person for taking away my brother's possibility of life." ”

"I know." I know that she is still in my heart until now. The more she loved her brother, the more she hated the person who could get the opportunity for timely surgery.

"Wow!" She buried herself in his arms, weeping bitterly. Hands pounded him incessantly. He just hugged her tightly without saying a word, and no matter how hard she hit, he was unwilling to let go of the slightest.

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Lu Xiaosu didn't know how long she had been crying, she cried until she had no strength, and she cried until she fainted. When she opened her eyes, she was still on the bed, and Jun Jinchen's hands were still holding her tightly.

She blinked her red and swollen eyes and looked at the face that was close at hand. He fell asleep, but his brows were tightened, and his face showed a rare haggardness, which made her feel distressed.

Once upon a time, he would have been so haggard!

Fingers gently stroked his cheek, she felt his face move slightly, and then, those phoenix eyes slowly opened.

"When did you wake up?" He asked softly.

"Just now." She said, her voice was thick and hoarse, thinking that it was because she had cried too much yesterday.

"I'll help you ask for leave in a while, you can take it at home for the next two days, and I'll ask Dr. Zhang to come over and prescribe some throat medicine for you." As he spoke, he got out of bed and rubbed her forehead, "You can sleep a little longer." ”

She took his hand, "Jinchen, I have a few words I want to say to you. ”

His body suddenly stiffened, and the blood in his body seemed to freeze in an instant. At this moment, her tone of voice was calm, and her eyes looking at him were also calm, but this calmness made him feel extremely uneasy.

"Can you talk about that later?" These words were almost squeezed out between his teeth.

"Let's say it now, anyway, it's early and late, it's always going to be said." She bit her lip and said, her eyes still red.

He was silent, her fingers gripping his wrist tightly.

The phoenix's eyes drooped slightly, and it took him a long time before he said slowly, "Okay, you say." ”

Lu Xiaosu took a deep breath and said as if he had made up his mind, "Yesterday, a lot of things happened, so my brain has always been chaotic, and it is still chaotic." I said a lot of angry things yesterday, in fact, I know that my brother's death was caused by many reasons, and you are just one of them, I shouldn't blame all the fault on you, but I don't know how to face you now. ”

She said to him how she felt at the moment. It's like knowing that the best way to treat each other is to know the things of the past, there are mistakes and last resorts. She had pain in her heart, and he, perhaps, hurt even more!

Doesn't it mean that the Jun family cares a lot about their lives? Doesn't it mean that the Jun family would rather be injured themselves than be hurt to the point of being killed?

So what is the bitterness in his heart now?! She knew all this, but she couldn't control her feelings.

Now, when she sees him, she thinks of her dead brother.

"I think let's separate for a while and calm down, now I can't face you well." She said that she was afraid that her emotions would accidentally get out of control, and she was afraid that she would inadvertently say something hurtful to him. The happiness she thought was based on the death of her brother.

The two words parted like a sharp thorn, piercing his mind fiercely, pricking every nerve in him.

The blood in his body was constantly getting colder, and it seemed to be extremely difficult to breathe, Jun Jinchen's lips trembled, and his eyes were deep and terrifying, "So...... Don't you want me? ”

Lu Xiaoxu's nose suddenly soured, and tears were about to gush out again, resisting the urge to cry, she shook her head vigorously, "I...... I don't know, I want to think about it, but no matter what, I'm your life, if you are in pain, you can come to me at any time, or give me a call, and I will go to your side. ”

He closed his eyes, as if digesting what she had said, and when he opened them again, the color of pain in his eyes had turned to a cold side, as if all emotions had been frozen.

"Okay, I see." His voice said faintly, "I'll leave here, and you can continue to live here." ”

As he spoke, he gently pulled away the fingers that were clasping his wrists, leaned down, pressed his lips close to her ear, and whispered, "Presumably, this face of mine, every time you look at it now, it will be painful, then I will make a pact with you, unless you want to see me, I will not let you see me." ”

His lips pressed against hers, just against hers, without any other movement, but the warmth of her from her lips made her heart beat strongly.