Chapter 593: Live for Yourself
Meijia's parents were so happy to see the baby in their arms that they even forgot that their daughter was still tired in the delivery room and had no strength.
"Xiao Kai, come, hug your son, come!" Meijia's father looked at Ke Tengkai on the side, and couldn't help but hand the child over, how to say that this is also a grandson, of course the son-in-law should come to hug.
Ke Tengkai's expression was a little nervous and he hugged the child into his arms, carefully holding his child, the corners of his mouth showed a smile belonging to his father, this is his son, although he was born less than 3 kilograms, he felt heavy, and he seemed to have another responsibility.
The baby in his arms is sleeping obediently with his eyes closed, as if he has not yet realized that he has come to this world, and is still slowly adapting to it in sleep, but this little guy does not know that his arrival may change some things that have been decided.
Suddenly, Curtenkai thought of someone, Meijia!
He handed the child into his mother-in-law's arms and said, "Mom, you come and hold the child, and I'll go see Meijia." ”
After saying that, he rushed into the delivery room, and then saw Meijia, who had been transferred to the hospital bed, lying there with a pale face, like a lifeless doll. The pile of 'garbage' on the operating table that had not yet had time to be disposed of came into his sight, and it was blood-red......
Ke Tengkai slowed down, walked to the hospital bed, held Meijia's cold hand, Meijia slowly opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was Ke Tengkai, her heart was really happy, at this time, women are the same, the first thing she wants to see after giving birth is her husband.
"What about the child...... Meijia's voice was a little hoarse, and she looked at him weakly and asked softly, after shouting for so long, she had no strength at all.
He tugged at the corners of his mouth: "The child is fine, don't worry." ”
Hearing his words, Meijia relieved her heart and pulled out an extremely pale smile, she was really tired, so tired that she wanted to sleep without waking up.
From the moment he heard the child's cry just now, the wall in Ke Tengkai's heart that couldn't be knocked down seemed to be so easily shattered by the child's cry, he clenched Meijia's cold hand, and suddenly said: "Meijia, I don't want to divorce." ”
Meijia, who was lying on the hospital bed, let her hand be held by him, because she didn't have the strength to resist at all, she used all her strength on the child, but after hearing him like this, Meijia's tired eyes still flashed with a layer of tears, and she smiled faintly: "It's already ...... gone"
Ke Tengkai held her hand a little harder, his voice was a little hoarse, a little low, and his expression was so serious: "So what! Can't you give me a chance? I'm going to try to be a good father, I don't want to miss you anymore, and if I miss you, I probably won't have a home again in my life. ”
Meijia didn't say anything but looked at him quietly, she was hesitating, she was hesitating, she didn't know if she should agree, she was also afraid of missing out, but she was even more afraid of regret.
"Meijia......" He saw Meijia's hesitation and her hesitation, so he felt uneasy, the first time he was afraid of being abandoned by Meijia, and the first time he cared so much about Meijia's emotions. Just like what Scarlett said in his hallucination, he had already missed the first Scarlett, the second Xia Yanran, and if he missed the third Meijia, he would definitely regret it.
But Meijia didn't respond, this deathly silence made Curten Kai feel a trace of suffocating despair, but he didn't want to give up, he frowned, but said lonely: "If you promise, hold my hand, if not, then you can close your eyes and sleep, I won't bother you again, but you can come to me at any time, no matter what." ”
Meijia also frowned and looked at him, very entangled in her heart, should she believe him once? Her mind began to think of all the images of the past, painful, painful, still painful...... In her memory, it seems that in addition to pain, it is pain, and she is unwilling! Why should she be suffering because of Kotenkai all the time!
Suddenly, Meijia clenched his hand, Ke Tengkai's originally lost eyes instantly lit up, I thought her choice was no, but I didn't expect to hold his hand tightly, he looked at Meijia in surprise.
Meijia smiled and said: "All the pictures about you in my memory are all pain, why, you should create happy memories for me, this is what you owe me." After saying that, she slowly closed her eyes, tears slowly flowed out, she was really tired.
Her words made Curtenkai's body stiffen for a moment, and then gently wiped away the tears from her cheeks, and whispered to herself: "I will, from now on, there will only be you." ”
Gradually, he seems to be alive again, and from today onwards, he will no longer live for anyone, but only for himself.
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Later, the grandmother of the Ke family also came, and she was very happy to see her little grandson born, and she couldn't remember how many years she hadn't hugged such a young body.
Meijia fell into a deep sleep, she was indeed too tired and tired.
Curtenkai walked in front of his grandmother, looking at the little guy in the crib, his clear eyes were full of expectations in this world, and he was obliged as a father to create a beautiful environment for this little guy to grow up.
"Grandma, I want to quit the Thunder Fire Hall."
Suddenly, Ke Tengkai said such words, and the joy on his grandmother's face came to an abrupt end, who knows that it is easy for you to enter a place like the underworld, but it is even more difficult to come out, not to mention that he still grew up in the underworld, knowing that there are too many things, and there is also some kind of drug control on his body, leaving, not a relief, but the beginning of pain.
Grandma picked up the child, and said to Ke Tengkai beside her: "Xiao Kai, you have thought about it, you are not the first day of mixing with the Thunder Fire Hall, and you have not seen the fate of the people who left the Thunder Fire Hall, besides, your grandfather wants to hand over the Thunder Fire Hall to you." ”
Ke Tengkai smiled coldly, his eyes were full of determination: "Even if I don't want to die, I have to leave!" I've had enough of this life, I've always lived for others, and now I'm going to live my own life and no longer be at anyone's mercy. ”
Grandma looked at the child's immature little face and said with a smile: "Okay, Ke Shaoyan is now a waste, no one can control you, you have nothing to be sorry for him, he is now retribution for the abuse he has treated you since childhood." Now that you have decided what you want to do, don't regret it, I won't care about you, I know that you haven't been happy for a day in these years, and if you want to live your own life, go ahead. ”
"Xie Lu, Grandma." He said these four words without emotion, in fact, he had no feelings for everyone in the Thunder Fire Hall, all of them were like cold-blooded animals.
Grandma looked back at Ke Tengkai's face, and suddenly cried: "You kid, I really hate you to death, I killed your own uncle with that shot back then, if it wasn't for that shot, why would you be so miserable now?" Harm others and yourself! ”