Chapter 1 I don't want to leave this world
"Doctor Wang, how is An Chen's condition, is it improving, what should we do?" Outside the door, a middle-aged man in black clothes and black pants asked anxiously.
Doctor Wang took a deep breath and said slowly to the middle-aged man, "You have to be mentally prepared, An Chen's situation is very unoptimistic, and we have done our best." But, unfortunately...... An Chen, he estimated that he didn't have a few days left, ....... spend this time with him and fulfill some of his unfulfilled wishes. Sorry......."
Dr. Wang's words thundered like thunder, causing the middle-aged man to stand there stupidly at a loss.
After a while, he sighed, slowly pushed open the door in front of him, and saw An Chen lying on the hospital bed inside.
An Chen looked at the middle-aged man, squeezed out a smile, and said slowly, "Uncle, you're here!"
"Yes, I'm here", the uncle smiled at An Chen, "By the way, Chen'er, the doctor said that your condition has improved greatly, and you will recover in a few weeks!
An Chen smiled bitterly and said, "Uncle, don't lie to me. What do you say to the doctor outside the door...... I heard it all. ”
The uncle's face froze, and his eyes turned red instantly when he looked at An Chen, "Chen'er, it's the uncle who can't stand you......."
"Uncle, what do you say? You have done a lot for me, and I didn't expect that I would get this strange disease, and the doctors have said that they have never seen a case like mine...... How can I blame you?"
"If only I could have noticed your symptoms earlier, and brought you to the doctor earlier......" Uncle said with a shudder.
"Uncle, it's okay, it's okay, no one can predict the future, and no one knows which will come first, tomorrow or the accident. An Chen gritted his teeth and said to the uncle.
Uncle took another breath and said to An Chen, "Chen'er, do you still have any wishes now, just say it, as long as Uncle can do it, Uncle will definitely satisfy you." ”
An Chen thought for a while and said, "Uncle, then please bring my friends, I want to get together with them again." ”
"Okay, Chen'er, you're waiting for me here. ”
After saying that, the uncle left. An Chen was the only one left in the ward.
At this moment, An Chen couldn't control his emotions anymore, and the big tears of bean slid down his face one by one, dripping on the pale hospital bed, cold and lonely. The uncle was also there before, he didn't want the uncle to be too uncomfortable, so he held back his tears and pretended to be strong. Now, he is the only one left, and he can safely remove all his disguise. No matter how strong An Chen is, he is only a sixteen-year-old boy, and he is afraid of death and leaving this world. If given the choice, no one would want to lie in a hospital bed all day, staring at the ceiling in a daze, listening to the distant bells, enduring loneliness and the unknown of death.
It's been three years, it's been three years, and it's been three years since An Chen got this strange disease. At first, the symptoms were not obvious or dangerous, but there would be a stomachache once a week, which did not affect An Chen's daily life. However, a year ago, the symptoms suddenly worsened, and An Chen felt severe pain in his heart, and he was even unable to breathe for a short time. After that, An Chen was admitted to the best hospital in the city. However, even the most famous doctors were very baffled by An Chen's medical history, they had never seen such a strange disease. As a result, the doctors could only do their best to alleviate An Chen's pain and prolong his life. But death is coming.
At this moment, An Chen thought of his parents. When An Chen was three years old, his parents left him in a car accident, and he has been raised by his uncle since then. At the age of three, An Chen didn't have much understanding of death. It was only now, when he was close to death, that An Chen could experience that helplessness and despair.
"Alas, Mom and Dad, I'm going to be with you soon. ”
An Chen thought of his group of good friends again. If it was someone who supported An Chen and gave him hope during these dark days, then apart from the uncle, there was only this group of An Chen's best partners.
No, speaking of them, they are here.
Outside the door, five teenagers and girls who looked as big as An Chen stood there and smiled at An Chen.
"You're here?" An Chen looked at them and smiled.
"Here we are. ”
"Can you take me to our school, I want to see our school at the end. ”
"No problem, you slow down. An Chen's buddies slowly picked him up, then put him in a wheelchair, pushed him out of the ward, out of the hospital, and to the school where An Chen was before.
It's been a year, and I haven't been back to school for a year since An Chen was hospitalized, and everything is so familiar and unfamiliar.
"Hey, why is there a piece missing from the playground?" An Chen wondered.
"It's not that the school is going to be renovated, and there is not much land, so I have to cut off part of the playground to build a building. ”
"By the way, An Chen, do you remember, we won the first place in the relay race on this playground for two consecutive years!
"Of course I do! How could I have forgotten that? You were still afraid that I would hold you back, but it turns out that I did not disappoint you!"
"Eh, An Chen, look at that, that corner, we climbed out of there and escaped to the Internet café to play games!"
"Ahh ”
The young man known as "Brother Yue" glared and said, "Who said I was cowardly? I just ..... sleep...... Yes, I just slept and forgot!"
"Cut! Who would believe it!"
"Xiaoyue, I remember when you still liked An Chen?"
The girl named Xiaoyue blushed when she heard this, and said angrily, "Don't talk nonsense!
"Xiaoyue, why are you blushing if you don't?"
"Yes, Xiaoyue, are you shy hahaha?"
"You two...... Are you looking for a fight?"
"Ah...... Sister Xiaoyue, I was wrong, don't hit me!ahhh
......
At sunset, four boys and two girls strolled through the campus together. They frolick, they play, they share happiness, they spit on each other. As always, those carefree days.
Slowly, the night deepened.
An Chen's friends sent An Chen back to the ward, and then they took the last photo together. Subsequently, the friends said goodbye to An Chen and left. Perhaps, this parting is forever.
An Chen sat quietly on the hospital bed. At this moment, he didn't think about anything, and the original fear of death had slowly faded.
In fact, death is not terrible, what is terrible is waiting for death.
An Chen looked out the window again, and what came to mind was the memory of his short life. From birth, to the departure of his parents, to fighting with other classmates in elementary school, then to chasing the girl he likes in middle school, and finally to meeting his best friend in high school. He was only sixteen years old, the age at which he should have bloomed like a flower, but he was slowly withering.
Suddenly, An Chen felt his heart start beating violently. Then, with a "bang", everything was calm.
An Chen took one last look at the outside world.
"I really don't want to leave this world if I had a choice. ”
At this time, the calm outside world suddenly became agitated. People looked at the sky in the distance and were amazed to see two moons hanging in the sky. One moon is the usual golden full moon, while the other is blood-red crescent.
Such a view is called "two moons and the same day".