Chang Xi held her breath and didn't answer me, she sat cross-legged on the ground, especially like Guanyin Bodhisattva who was about to ascend to immortality.

"Knock knock knock!" The frequency of the knock on the door outside the door knew that it was Liu Zhang, so Chang Xi didn't pay attention to him, Liu Zhang's figure was reflected on the door paper, and then after a long time, he left.

Chang Xi meditated like this for an hour, and then opened her eyes, as if she understood something, but this understanding didn't seem to make her so happy.

Chang Xi opened the small window on the west side, and some breeze blew in, bringing tears from her eyelashes.

"What will everything turn out like this......"

Whenever I find out, I always think that the chess game I have already controlled has been subverted by others.

Chang Xi took a small shovel and squatted in the yard for half an hour before digging out the purple jade that was buried deep in the soil before.

After that, she was stunned for a long time, I couldn't guess what she was thinking, but from her tangled expression, I probably knew that Chang Xi should be hesitating about something.

It may be about Liu Ying, or it may be about Liu Zhang, the seeds planted by these two men in her heart are deeper than the purple maize jade.

When it was time for dinner, the cook Wu Po came over to invite Chang Xi to dinner, saying that she had prepared a lot of delicious meals in the evening.

Chang Xi just replied casually, knowing that such a sumptuous dinner was not prepared for her. After that, Chang Xi began to rummage through boxes and cabinets.

I was holding a huge makeup mirror alone, and I looked at myself in the mirror and always felt that something was wrong: "Hey Changxi, do you think that there is any change in my face rent?" How do I feel that the color of my eyes is different...... I don't wear contact lenses. Moreover, Was I an awl face before? ”

Chang Xi replied casually: "You may have a problem with your eyes." ”

She quickly packed up a big bag, tied it tightly, and put it on the bed.

"What are you going to do? Running away from home? ”

Chang Xi carried the burden to his shoulders in a dashing manner: "That's right, I decided, I thought about it for so long, I feel that Liu Zhang can't be my backer at all, when a man can't be all devoted to a woman, he has no use value, not to mention that now that Lu Chu is pregnant, I can't waste time on Liu Zhang's body, I have to escape and find a way by myself." ”

"Humph!" I sneered and squinted at Chang Xi, who made earth-shattering remarks: "Chang Xi, ask yourself, are you simply just for this one reason?" Don't you have a little grievance in your heart? I see you, I'm afraid the reason why you want to escape is because you're afraid, right? ”

"Ridiculous, what am I afraid of?"

I spread my hands: "Because you like Liu Zhangbei, you can't see him being good with other women, and at the same time, you are afraid that you will really fall in love with Liu Zhang, thus violating the oath between yourself and Liu Ying, right?" ”

Chang Xi's hands and feet trembled, and he looked like I had exposed the truth, and it seemed that my guess was indeed correct.

But Chang Xi shouted at me: "You are talking nonsense! You are talking nonsense! I only have Liu Ying in my heart!! ”

After that, I took the burden and ran out, I sighed twice, and turned my head to look at the hairpin lying quietly on the dresser.

"Liu Zhang gave her nothing, but she didn't take any of it, isn't she a thief? Hmph......"

I followed Chang Xi out of the room, and this time she didn't sneak around, but walked generously through the garden to the small door at the back.

It's just that when she opened the door with both sides, she didn't move, and when I stretched my neck to look at it, I consciously avoided it and continued to walk back into the room to get ready for sleep.

Because there was Liu Zhang standing outside the door.

I don't want to see this kind of scene again.

Liu Zhang lowered his eyes and propped his hands on his stuffy sides, he was not surprised by Chang Xi's departure.

Chang Xi didn't have time to react all of a sudden, she clutched her burden tightly, and her steps flinched a little: "Why is Master Hou here, shouldn't he accompany Madame?" ”

Even Chang Xi herself felt sour at this sentence, but she couldn't think of anything to say to Liu Zhang.

"Stay."

"Master Hou, please go back, there are many things to take care of in the house, I'm afraid you can't ...... for me alone"

"Stay!"

Liu Zhang reached out and grabbed Chang Xi's arm and pulled him to his side.

Liu Zhang and Chang Xi are like telepathy, she seems to be able to figure out Chang Xi's personality. Chang Xi will leave, she will leave him, because he did not give her the security she promised at the beginning.

Xi'er is such a chic and free woman, that's why he likes her.

Chang Xi shook off Liu Zhang's hand heavily, and all the anger in his heart was ignited: "What are you asking me to stay for?" Look at your sweetness, do you see your affection? I'm really not a magnanimous woman, I can't do it, I really can't do it! But I also blame myself, obviously I want you to marry Lu Chu, I should bear all this, but I am just unwilling, I am jealous, I just feel very painful in my heart, you don't understand!! ”

The burden in Chang Xi's hand was also loosened, and she began to cry profusely.

Liu Zhang took her in his arms with both hands and touched her black hair: "I know the way, I understand, you are not wrong." Times have changed, I thought I could balance between you and Lu Chu, but I still made a mistake, I blamed myself in my heart, and I didn't want to turn my thoughts about you into harm to her, but I didn't want you to alienate me, I admit that I was selfish, and I Liu Zhang was selfish! ”

"I don't want to hear you say this anymore, it's too late, she has your child, and you both have children in common."

Chang Xi deeply understands the importance of children, and she is like this to Gong'er, and no feelings can match blood.

It's just that Liu Zhang doesn't understand it now, if he waits for him to understand, Chang Xi will be finished.

"We can have it too, if you want."

But she didn't want to, her child was only Liu Gong.

Chang Xi sighed and stood up from Liu Zhang's arms. Her every word was very weak: "Master Hou, let me go, I'm tired." ”

No matter what he said, it was not as painful as Chang Xi's sentence of 'let me go' more stinging Liu Zhang.

"Leave you alone, what does that mean? ……”

"I'm here, I'm tired here......" Chang Xi slammed his fist into his chest.

Suddenly, she remembered what Liu Zhang said when he saved her that day, in exchange for her life. Chang Xi felt that her head was very messy, there were a lot of things pulled together, Liu Ying, Liu Zhang, Gong'er, Lu Chu, everything wanted to tear her apart.

Chang Xi closed his eyes and shook his head vigorously, and walked out of the door with a step.

Her hand was suddenly grabbed by Liu Zhang, and then a cold thing was stuffed into her hand, and when she turned her head, a sharp light crossed her eyes, and then she was carried by a force.

When she opened her eyes, Liu Zhang's chest was very close to her, but she was holding a dagger in her hand at the moment, and most of the tip of the dagger was sunk into Liu Zhang's chest.

Liu Zhang was like a stone man, he didn't move, his eyes stared at Chang Xi without blinking.

Chang Xi was panting, her whole arm was out of her mind, and she couldn't even let go, because Liu Zhang's hand was grabbing her.

Chang Xi roared frantically: "Liu Zhang, are you crazy, let it go!" ”

Liu Zhang not only let go, but also continued to grab Chang Xi's hand and push the dagger into his chest, Chang Xi looked like she was about to go crazy, she desperately pulled the dagger out, but she still couldn't match Liu Zhang's terrible strength.

The dagger was very close to the heart, and a lot of blood had flowed out, dripping into a single piece on the ground.

"This is what you owe me, and you put my heart ...... Dig it out, and we'll clear it up, you ...... You're good to go. ”

Liu Zhang endured the severe pain and said, but he was very serious, so serious that even Chang Xi felt scared and felt terrifying.

Chang Xi didn't speak, just kept crying, and Liu Zhang continued to push the dagger in.

Chang Xi's spirit was definitely on the verge of collapse this time, her brain was blank, no man would do this to her, and use such an extreme way to keep her.

Liu Zhang's love is very domineering, but he is very gentle, and the two extremes almost suffocate Chang Xi.

"Good...... I promise you, will you let go! Let go! ”

Liu Zhang smiled with relief, he pursed his pale lips, and finally let go of the hand holding the dagger, and then hugged Chang Xi tightly in his arms, Chang Xi's side face was stained with blood, she was afraid of smelling this smell.

Liu Zhang's chest rose and fell: "Great...... Is...... Great......"

Liu Zhang's body leaned back, and Chang Xi also fell with him. The blood that flowed all over the ground stained Chang Xi's burden red, as well as the purple maize jade in the baggage, it and the bright red complemented each other, ironically 'looking' at Chang Xi......

Later, Liu Zhang was carried back under Changxi's call for help, and to be honest, I was very surprised to see Liu Zhang standing at the door and entering the room horizontally.

Chang Xi has been by his side, and the doctor and the people around him have repeatedly asked what is going on, but Chang Xi is also silent.

It wasn't until Liu Zhang sobered up that he explained that he deliberately masochized himself in order to keep Chang Xi.

Except for me, everyone else felt moved and moved by Liu Zhang's infatuation.

But according to my mode of thinking, I would never be able to figure it out from a normal person's mind.

But what is certain is that Chang Xi was definitely frightened this time, she hiccups for several days in a row, obviously in shock.

In fact, Liu Zhangyou told her seriously later that they would find ways to face future problems together. Liu Zhang said that no matter what, he has already shown his determination to Chang Xi.

I sometimes wonder, which side of Changxi did Liu Zhang fall in love with, and which side of Changxi showed Liu Zhang?