Qiu Xiangchun has a very individual life motto: to be a confident woman with a little sadness!

Ever since he disappeared, she had learned that she would never be truly happy. Perhaps, this will be a regret for others, but for her, it is a will to motivate her to keep moving forward.

And she never likes fantasy, but she also hates artificiality, and has been trying to be the most authentic version of herself.

Some people may think that the childhood promise is just a joke and cannot be true. But she has always kept it in her heart, and she has never wavered in the slightest.

This persistence is admirable, and at the same time, I can't help but scold stupidity.

Someone might ask, "What is the reason for you to persevere?" ”

She will calmly reply: "The expectation and pursuit of happiness!" ”

When they were children, they didn't know how to cut the untidy and chaotic love, but the two inadvertently planted a seed in each other's hearts waiting to germinate. Once these two seeds are nourished by the "rain and dew", they will break out of the cocoon and thrive. By now, the two seeds have grown into towering trees, like twins connected by blood!

Qiu Xiangchun didn't know if she could find him, or wait until him. But no matter what, as long as she doesn't see his body, she will continue to wait and search for it, even if she will be alone for the rest of her life.

She often thinks about fate unconsciously. It can be said that the mystery and unpredictability of fate have become the motivation for her to persist to a certain extent. Because, fate has never extinguished the hope in her heart.

Until a certain day. Nirvana appeared. It was like a hurricane raging in her heart, and it also made her indifferent mood completely messy. It's just because of the familiarity that makes her want to cry.

In that moment, she felt like she had found him. But when she came to her senses, she found that Nirvana was too different from him. Even after nearly twenty years of separation, it is impossible to change the essence of a person.

In her memory, all she had was that silly boy. And not a shrewd man who is used to pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger.

However, when she is faced with Nirvana, she will always be unable to restrain herself. will always say something unscrupulous that makes people blushing and slightly ambiguous. It's like flirting between lovers.

In the past twenty years of her life, she has met all kinds of men, but none of them can make her give up her reserve. Be a little woman who is a scoundrel with a small temperament!

Until the advent of Nirvana.

She asked herself countless times: "Is this fate in fate?" Or is it the continuation of the fate of the broken thread? ”

But she never found the answer!

Concubine Guan looked at Qiu Xiangchun, who was skillfully chopping vegetables and cooking with an apron, her eyes were full of brilliance, and she exclaimed: "I think my cooking skills are good." can be compared to Sister Qiu. It's dwarfed......"

Qiu Xiangchun smiled gently. said: "Sister Guan praised it falsely." ”

After a pause, Qiu Xiangchun said again: "When I was a child, my parents had to go to work in the fields. Wake up early and be greedy for darkness, and be extremely tired. Naturally, I don't have the energy to cook. So, the cooking was left to me. As for me, I was idle and bored, and I relied on some talent, so I began to think about it. Coupled with the generous teaching of the aunts and aunts in the village, they walked out of a wild road. It's been fourteen or fifteen years now......"

Concubine Guan asked softly, "I was very bitter when I was a child......

She has been living a life of fine clothes and food, and she can't really understand the helplessness of the poor.

Qiu Xiangchun smiled: "Bitterness is bitter, but it is also bitter and joyful." Although I haven't worn too beautiful clothes or eaten too expensive food, I have a very fulfilling and warm life! There is no intrigue in the city, laughter and scolding are all on the face, as if you are in a paradise......"

As she spoke, a sweet and charming smile appeared on Qiu Xiangjun's beautiful face, and she murmured, "Now, the people in my hometown should be busy sowing wheat......

Guan Feixuan said with a little envy: "If you have the opportunity, you must experience it!" ”

Qiu Xiangchun smiled: "It will definitely make you linger!" ”

The two women looked at each other and smiled, and everything was silent.

Looking at the slightly weird Nirvana and Lin Qingrou, Qiu Xiangchun asked, "Sister Guan, the pressure is not small, right?" ”

Concubine Guan pursed her lips and smiled, sighing: "Pressure is naturally inevitable!" But doesn't that also prove my vision? There are thousands of men in the world, but there is only one who can make himself look pleasing to the eye. And I'm lucky to find it! ”

Qiu Xiangchun's expression was a little dazed, and she sighed: "Yes, there is only one ......"

Guan Feixuan suddenly asked, "Who is he hiding in your heart?" ”

Qiu Xiang replied smoothly: "He? He's ......"

However, as soon as he was halfway through the words, Qiu Xiangchun reacted, and changed his words with a slightly red face: "Where is he?" ”

Concubine Guan pursed her lips and smiled, and did not ask any more questions. There is a clear difference between a woman who has a heart and a woman who is alone. The former is often in a trance, while the latter is always in a purposeful search for something.

Qiu Xiangchun undoubtedly belongs to the former!

……

The little girl walked into Aunt Qiu's boudoir with great curiosity. In her mind, the boudoir of Aunt Qiu, who has an outstanding classical temperament, should carry the restraint and conservatism of an ancient woman.

However, when she stepped into the room, her little face was full of astonishment.

Because, Aunt Qiu's boudoir is very different from what she thought.

The furnishings of the room are simple: a bed, a table, a chair, a bookcase, a wardrobe. Nothing else!

The little girl scratched her little head and muttered, "The gentle Aunt Qiu's heart is so strong......"

She didn't expect that Aunt Qiu's weak appearance would hide an incomparably strong heart!

Walking to the bookcase, the little girl stood on tiptoe and looked carefully. The bookcase is full of literary works, a mixture of classical and modern.

Opening the bookcase, the little girl pulled out a book with a little difficulty, and after opening it, she was full of amazement and admiration. The book is still brand new, but the inside is full of Juanxiu's words, all of which are Aunt Qiu's personal feelings!

Seeing such a scene, the little girl seemed to feel that she had returned to her father's study. It seems that Aunt Qiu's habit is the same as that of her father!

Tiptoeing to put the book back in its place, the little girl walked to the closet with her little hands behind her back, and after opening the closet, there was a row of very simple clothes hanging inside. There are those that are worn in winter and those that are worn in summer. Although the styles are different, they all have one thing in common: they are all cheap stalls!

The little girl's big black eyes flashed with a strange look, and her little brows furrowed slightly.

Silently closing the closet, the little girl walked to the desk. After climbing on the stool, I saw a book of poetry on the table!

The little girl casually flipped a page, and after taking a look, the little brows that had just been stretched out furrowed furrowed again. Because, the content inside made her little head a mess! It's so obscure!

Just when she was about to turn the page again, Aunt Qiu's voice came: "Li'er, eat......"

The little girl answered, put the book of poems in her hand, slipped off the stool, and ran out of the room.

She didn't see that the book of poems she had just flipped through revealed the corner of a photo, which was a smiling little boy......

Fate is staggered! (To be continued......)