Chapter 133: Narrow-mindedness and loss of mind

The most hurtful feeling in the world is not that the person you love doesn't love you, nor that the person you love doesn't understand you, but the person you love understands you, but you have to pretend not to understand you, just like Song Cheng knew that Song Xiaojing was desperate for him, but not only did he not say good words to comfort him, but he also made a good intention and firmly told her that she would wait for the lover who belonged to her, which was ridiculous to Song Xiaojing.

So Song Xiaojing said with a cold and arrogant look: "You are wrong, I have never fallen, nor have I changed, my choice now is to change my better tomorrow, I want to be a man, a respected position." ”

Song Xiaojing raised her chin slightly with arrogance and arrogance, in Song Cheng's eyes, she at this time was completely as if the two of them were judged before, and the lively and lovely Song Xiaojing would unknowingly transform into an ambitious and ruthless woman.

Song Cheng kept questioning himself in his heart, what went wrong, why each of them was changing, and the change was terrifying, even making him unable to accept it for a while, and he couldn't consume such a change without warning.

It was difficult for Song Cheng to do it for a while, and he was so caring in the past, so he warned again: "You are playing with fire and setting yourself on fire." ”

Song Xiaojing didn't heed his warning at all, but said confidently: "At least it's better than the sad life under the fence." ”

Song Cheng's heart tightened, it turned out that in Song Xiaojing's eyes, so many years of love were only stored under the fence, Song Cheng sighed secretly, but also with the help of her words, he said coldly: "You still know that you are under the fence." ”

Song Cheng's intention was to hope that Song Xiaojing could realize from this that the position he was in was, after all, under the fence, and he should more or less abide by the minimum purpose.

But for Song Xiaojing, Song Cheng's emphasis is undoubtedly a kind of shameless humiliation, she endured the disbelief in her heart, and said coldly: "The wrong payment that night, all because I repay the kindness of these years and go out of this door, we don't owe each other from now on." ”

Song Cheng coldly half-hooked the corners of his mouth, and said with a sneer: "Then I took a big advantage." ”

Song Xiaojing glared at Song Cheng angrily, she didn't want to be entangled anymore, because no matter how many words she spoke, all she could get was Song Cheng's unscrupulous humiliation, so she said coldly: "Whatever you think, I don't care anyway." ”

"You don't care, but I won't allow it, my Song family is buried in your hands, so when it comes to participating in the election, you'd better immediately dismiss this thought, because I've already reported Anle's name."

Song Xiaojing's eyes when she looked at Song Cheng were full of anger, but she still sneered and said: "What Qing'er said is really right, it is worthy of blood as thick as water, any good thing, how can it be the turn of us outsiders." ”

Song Cheng's face was gloomy and he could almost unscrew the frost dew, he never found out that Song Xiaojing was so narrow-minded in his heart, it was originally for their good, but in the end it was considered to be partial, he didn't know how to explain it, and he didn't want to blame or emphasize anything, because no matter how much he dissuaded, it must be nothing more than nonsense for Song Xiaojing at this time.

"You're unreasonable." Song Cheng left angry words, and he started to leave, for Song Xiaojing's insistence on participating in the election, he had no intention of discussing with her, because it was easy to grounding her.

Song Xiaojing lost her mind as if she had gone mad, she grabbed Song Cheng, and said viciously: "I'm unreasonable? Song Xiaojing sneered and snorted lightly and said: "Is what I said wrong, you always use some promises on the surface to prevent us from communicating with the royal family, but someone secretly has a private meeting with the prince and makes ambiguous deeds, you dare to say that you don't know anything?" ”

Song Cheng was a little unsure whether Song Xiaojing's words were true or false for a while, but the harshness of her words really made him unbearable, and he said angrily: "Song Xiaojing, don't spew blood. ”

"I'm spewing blood?" In the sneer on Song Xiaojing's face, there was even a hint of provocation, and she said more energetically: "You can ask An Le yourself, how can she have the underwear of the eldest prince Gao Yuanshang, and she has always treasured it." ”

Song Cheng also secretly learned that Song Anle had contact with the second prince, as for Gao Yuanshang, he also found that Song Anle was not involved with him, but he always believed that Song Anle was not a person without scale, and now that Song Xiaojing said that the head was the Tao, he was also hovering on the edge of firmness for a while.

Song Xiaojing saw Song Cheng hesitating, and she said again: "You can not believe me, but I want to remind you that everyone will have their own secrets, just like everyone has a selfish side, don't trust anyone too much, even your relatives." ”

Being able to say such words and comprehend such an artistic conception is by no means a realm that ordinary people can achieve, it is conceivable that Song Xiaojing is ruthless and ruthless, Song Cheng suddenly felt that such a cold-blooded and ruthless person seemed to be born for the palace.

Song Cheng didn't want to say anything more in the face of Song Xiaojing, who was completely unfamiliar, so he just said lightly: "I am very useful for your reminder, but from now on, the first person I will not believe in will be you." ”

"You" Song Xiaojing was angry for a while, gritted her teeth, but she couldn't find the words, refuting Song Cheng's desperation back and forth, she brewed in her heart, and simply said sadly: "Even if I have never deceived you, even if I am willing to give you my life, you are still so ruthless." ”

Song Xiaojing sneered in despair, she snorted angrily and said, "Song Cheng, I remember your ruthlessness, one day, I will ask you back with interest." ”

Song Cheng felt a strong chill in his heart, but he still said without fear: "You have lost your mind, I don't want to talk to you anymore, if you still know who you are, before the election is over, you better stay here obediently, otherwise don't blame me for not giving you face." ”

"Then we'll see." Song Xiaojing has a handle about the Song family in her hand, so she is not worried about the danger she is in, but she doesn't want to make things stiff so early.

Song Cheng glanced at Song Xiaojing coldly, and after an angry 'hum', he brushed his sleeves and left, Song Xiaojing clasped his jade hand, his hard nails were clasped in the palm of his hand, and his teeth made a squeaky sound, and his expression was even more cold that people didn't dare to look at it directly.

After Song Anle and Song Qi didn't come back to Song Cheng for a long time, the two went to Song Xiaojing together, wanting to ask what was going on, but just halfway through, they bumped into Song Cheng coming angrily, so Song Anle called "Brother Cheng" lightly. ”

Xu heard Song Anle's voice, so Song Cheng immediately improved his facial expression, he walked up quickly, and at the same time responded, "Anle, Ah Qi." ”

After they approached, Song Anle asked again: "How is it, what is Xiaojing's attitude?" ”

Song Cheng said very indifferently: "It's nothing, she is just curious, so she wants to enter the palace to have fun, I have already explained to her, and she has also decided not to participate in the election." ”

Song Anle nodded 'oh', she turned her eyes to look at Song Qi, as if she was giving him an inner look, but in her heart, she didn't think that things were as simple as Song Cheng said.

Song Cheng avoided any omissions, so he changed the topic in a timely manner, "By the way, it just so happens that Ah Qi is also here, let's discuss the election together." ”

Song Anle nodded with a gloomy face, and said 'um', "It's okay." ”

After a simple negotiation, the result was basically decided, and Song Qi also knew the details, after learning that Song Anle was about to participate in the election, he said excitedly: "Anle, in fact, we can find someone to participate for you, you don't have to be so wronged." ”

Although Song Anle's face was full of sorrow, she was still very relieved in her heart, at least two relatives really cared about her and understood her, so she pursed the corners of her mouth and said gently: "Ah Qi, this matter is not as simple as you think, I don't want to harm the entire Song family because I am alone, so don't persuade me anymore." ”

"But" Song Qi hesitated, he still couldn't help but say: "There are sinister and cunning things everywhere in the palace, how can you gain a foothold in a helpless daughter's family." ”

"Don't worry;" Song Anle stroked Song Qi's arm, and said softly: "I can adapt to it myself, besides, I just prevaricate about the election first, and when the time is ripe, Ah Cheng will find a way to take me away, so you don't have to worry." ”

A faint smile appeared on Song Anle's face, as if to reassure them, but because their respective minds were too heavy, Song Cheng and Song Qi's faces still couldn't ease their natural expressions.

"Okay, you have to be careful in everything, if there is anything, protect yourself first, and don't act impulsively." Song Qi held Song Anle's jade hand, and it was rare to show the care of a mature man.

"Got it." Song Anle's bright smile, just because of Song Qi's mature expression, she finally realized that a mature and stable person often only changes after experiencing a difficult choice.

The matter of the election has been settled, Song Anle is no choice but to choose, in the face of unchangeable facts, she has no power to think too much, her only hope is to save the Song family from danger, if she pays alone, she can restore the Song family as before, she is also worth it, at least she did not sacrifice herself in vain.

A new world, Song Anle didn't dare to imagine it at all, and she didn't want to imagine it, in the next few days, she would go carefree, maybe these few days would be her only remaining free life.

Song Anle had never bathed in the hot springs in the back mountains, and on a sunny afternoon, she came to the back mountains alone, enjoying the heat given by the hot springs, and she stayed quietly alone for a long time.