"So...... You...... Did you ever hate your dad? After a pause, Zhou Xuanmo finally asked this question, with a bit of caution.

In fact, Zhou Xuanmo is also very contradictory - from an emotional standpoint, he does not like asking Gu Qingqing to recall those times that were once sad and with gray marks; But intellectually speaking, he wants Gu Qingqing to open his heart to him completely, so the topic of Gu Qingqing's father is unavoidable.

In the end, reason prevailed over emotion, and Zhou Xuanmo finally asked this somewhat cruel question.

Sure enough, when Gu Qingqing heard this, her breath suddenly froze, and her originally relaxed expression froze for a moment. Then, she slowly lowered her head. The shredded hair on her forehead hung down gently, and she couldn't see what kind of expression was on her face with her head down at the moment.

Zhou Xuanmo gently held Gu Qingqing's hand, wanting to give her some comfort and warmth through this action.

Gu Qingqing's fingertips were a little cold, Zhou Xuanmo vaguely heard his mother chatting with the third aunt and six mothers-in-law, and mentioned a saying, which seemed to mean that the person whose fingertips were cold was because no one was distressed.

The atheist Zhou Xuanmo naturally didn't believe in this kind of rumor, which was unconvincing at first hearing, but at this moment, he suddenly felt a pang of anger in his heart for this statement and Gu Qingqing's slightly cool fingertips.

Regardless of whether that statement is true or not, Zhou Xuanmo secretly decided: at least with him, he will feel sorry for the person in front of him and will not let her be wronged.

Of course, Zhou Xuanmo did not resort to this decision, but only gently squeezed Gu Qingqing's hand - some things do not have to be expressed in gorgeous and moving words, as long as they are practiced step by step. The so-called "Lu Yao knows the horsepower, and sees the hearts of the people over time", what is his heart for the woman in front of him, let it be tested by time.

Gu Qingqing was immersed in his own thoughts, and didn't notice Zhou Xuanmo's eyes with a little distress and the small movements in his hands. In fact, for a moment, her thoughts were very confused, and she seemed to be back to the time when she could only cry and endure malicious remarks from all directions - "Eh, this is the child of the old Gu family who went to prison?" ”

"Tut-tut, dad went to squat, a child from a single-parent family, I don't know what will happen in the future~"

"What else? Lao Tzu is in prison, and if he grew up in a single-parent family, there will be problems in the future. ”

"That is to say, Lao Tzu's virtue is estimated to be enough to choke ...... in the future."

Malicious remarks came out of the mouths of those people so lightly. In fact, Gu Qingqing was still a little lucky, during the period when the gossip was the most ferocious, she was still young, so young that she couldn't understand the meaning of "sharp words", and she didn't understand the meanness of these words.

Because of this, these originally extremely harsh words greatly reduced the damage to her. And by the time she could fully understand the meaning of these words, she would have enough sense and concentration to digest and absorb it little by little, and transfer the pain to the karate training that made her sweat a lot.

Finally calming down and reining in his chaotic thoughts, Gu Qingqing raised his head and smiled: "I hated my dad." Although he said "hate", Gu Qingqing smiled so lightly at this time, with a different kind of ease.

Sure enough, after a pause, Gu Qingqing added again: "However, I don't hate it now—because I'm very content and happy now." ”

"Don't you hate? I'm a bit of a question to ask, but you've suffered a lot because of your dad's question, right? ”

"It's not just as simple as enduring hardship." Thinking back to the past, especially the days when the children around him did not have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, Gu Qingqing smiled a little nostalgic and helpless.

"My kindergarten is very close to my house, but just across the street; The elementary school is also randomly divided according to the specifications of the community, so many of the students in the class are children from neighbors. ”

"At that time, everyone was only a few years old, and I didn't look up and look down, and whether I went home or went to school, I had to suffer from their collective rejection and be bullied for several years."

In fact, if you think about it carefully, children at that age were simply at the age of "what adults say, what they learn". Gu Qingqing, the client, didn't know exactly what "eating in prison" meant, and it was even more impossible for the other children to understand the specific meaning when they heard it.

However, children are sensitive and good at imitation, although most adults do not go out of their way to explain the meaning of "eating prison food" to their children, but the negative emotions of disapproval, contempt, ridicule, etc., can still be clearly conveyed to children.

Therefore, even if they don't understand why Gu Qingqing's father is so particular and why Gu Qingqing's family is bullied, the children clearly know one message, that is, Gu Qingqing can be bullied, because her father is a "prison eater" - although the children don't know what that means.

Everyone has a herd mentality, and adults with clear self-judgment are still like this, let alone naïve and ignorant children? So, seeing that someone was bullying Gu Qingqing, there were more and more such people, and Gu Qingqing's bullying became more and more serious.

"At that time, they bullied people in an endless stream of renovations – throwing bugs in my desk holes, tearing up my homework sheets, hiding new textbooks or smearing my school bag in a mess......"

Although in Xiao Qingqing's opinion at that time, this was a big event that made her very sad, the kind where the sky was almost about to fall, but today, more than ten years later, Gu Qingqing recalled that period of time, and she actually felt a little nostalgic - after all, she was a child, even if she was a bully, it was to this extent.

"You...... You can still laugh......" Zhou Xuanmo secretly sighed: Although he knew that Gu Qingqing must have had a difficult time before-after all, in the last century, in the small city of Gu Qingqing's hometown, people's rumors were comparable to an invisible big killer!

"Actually, it's not completely without benefits," Gu Qingqing waved his hand indifferently, "Thanks to the blessing of those 'eventful years', my nerves have been exercised super strong, and I'm not afraid of anything like caterpillars and dead rats." ”

"The nerves are so strong, but you're afraid of those ghosts and monsters?" Zhou Xuan teased silently.

"There's no way," Gu Qingqing frowned slightly, "Although caterpillars, dead rats and the like are very disgusting, but after all, I know that they are actually things, but ghosts and the like...... Anyway, it always makes me feel like 'the more I think about it, the more terrifying it becomes', and it's precisely because there is no sense of reality that there is more room for imagination. ”

"I think you're scaring yourself." Zhou Xuan smiled silently.

Gu Qingqing retorted unconvinced: "What's there, this shows that my imagination is rich." ”

"Good, good, your imagination is rich—it's too rich, it's all crooked. So you were bullied to death before you learned karate? ”

"Hmph, it's not!" Gu Qingqing raised the corners of her mouth triumphantly, "Although I am very bullied among my classmates, I am a sweet and sweet in the eyes of the teacher." "Obedient, good at studying, and Gu Qingqing looked like a porcelain doll when she was young, it was difficult for the older young women who had no ability to resist cute things to resist.

#论卖萌的必要性和重要性#"So you complained to the teacher?" Zhou Xuanmo smiled and pinched Gu Qingqing's delicate and elastic cheeks, silently enjoying the soft touch in his hand, pinching, pinching, pinching, I pinched, and then, Gu Qingqing slapped away the claws of Lushan that were making a fool of himself on his face.

Gu Qingqing rolled her eyes: "Who would do such a tasteless thing as 'sue' - don't you know that one of the established rules among students is that suing behind your back is the most annoying?" ”

Zhou Xuanmo thought about it, it is indeed such a thing, behind the accusation of Shenma Di, God is annoying╭(╯^╰)╮!

Gu Qingqing continued: "Didn't I say just now that I am the sweetheart in the eyes of the teacher? At that time, our teachers did not vote for class leaders - in the eyes of our class teachers, the children simply 'choose whoever they want to play with', and they have no real vision to choose class leaders. ”

"So you were selected as a class cadre?"

"Yes, I'm the squad leader, and the two-bar armband is still at home at the bottom of the box, which was very precious at the time!"

Gu Qingqing said proudly: "The class president of a primary school student, although he is not as powerful as the president of the student union of the university - in fact, he is a small miscellaneous person - but he has a privilege that all students desire, guess what?" ”

"Well, I don't know what it is, but it's probably inseparable from the exam." If elementary school students want to say something troublesome, it is probably the word "exam", right?

Gu Qingqing nodded: "That's right!" As a class leader, there is always a chance to go to the teacher's office, and the exam questions in elementary school are not sealed or anything, but are generously placed on the teacher's desk - so it is a breeze for me to take a look at it twice, three or four times. ”

Zhou Xuanmo twitched the corners of his mouth: "Should you ...... Say something like, 'As long as you don't bully me, I'll help you cheat on exams'? "No, it shouldn't be possible, as far as he knows, although Gu Qingqing is a little off the line, and many times it is big, but it involves issues of principle - for example, he still refuses to roll (river crab) sheets with him......

#论yu求不满的男人怨念有多大#.