Chapter 1263: Remorse
Ling Ruo had already realized that her words and deeds just now were a little excessive, and Yin Zhen said harshly, so she didn't dare to say more, but just as she was about to agree, out of the corner of her eye, she suddenly caught a glimpse of something that was pressed under the fold, and hurriedly ran over to take it in her hand.
When Yin Zhen saw the things that Ling Ruo was holding in his hand, his face instantly became extremely ugly, the reason why he said so harshly just now was not because he was angry with Ling Ruo, but because he was afraid that Ling Ruo would make trouble again, and Hongli's affairs would not be able to be hidden, so he pretended to reprimand Ling Ruo, wanting her to retreat.
Ling Ruo raised the thing in his hand in front of Yinzhen and said in a trembling voice, "This...... Isn't this the jade wrench that the emperor rewarded Hongli? Why are you here? ”
"I ......" As soon as Yin Zhen said a word, Ling Ruo shouted excitedly: "This time, I don't want to listen to lies again, you tell me the truth, is there something wrong with Hongli, isn't it?" ”
Seeing her like this, Yinzhen's heart ached, and he held her shoulders and said, "Ruo'er, don't be excited first, listen to me, okay?" ”
Ling Ruo tried his best to suppress the tears in his eyes, and said word by word: "I only ask you, is Hongli dead?" Isn't it? ”
At this time, Yinzhen knew that Hongli's matter could never be hidden, so he nodded helplessly: "Yes, Hongli had an accident in Fuzhou, and it has been ...... It's gone! ”
When the words "gone" drilled into his ears, Ling Ruo's eyes turned black, he couldn't see or hear anything, and the whole person felt like he was in boundless darkness. It's not that I'm suspicious, and it's not that others chew the root of my tongue, Hongli...... Hongli is really gone, why is this happening, why is it here?
Seeing the gleam in Ling Ruo's eyes disappear quickly, Yinzhen's heart was also tightened as if he was being squeezed hard, and he took Ling Ruo into his arms with all his might, and choked up: "I'm sorry, Ruo'er, I'm sorry, I know that I shouldn't hide such a thing from you, but I really don't want to see you sad, so I have been hiding it from you." ”
No matter what Yinzhen said, Ling Ruo didn't react at all, nor did she struggle, letting Yinzhen hold her, but her appearance made Yinzhen even more scared, grabbed Ling Ruo's arm, and choked up: "Ruo'er, don't you be like this, okay?" Ruo'er! Ruo'er! ”
I don't know how long it took, and finally a voice sounded in Yinzhen's ears, but there was no mechanical fluctuation, "What do you want me to say?" ”
Looking at those eyes that were still godless, Yin Zhen said in a hoarse voice: "I know that you are sad in your heart, and I am also sad, especially these days, knowing that Lu Dao Hongli is no longer there, but still pretending to be casual in front of you, it is like a knife piercing my heart, it really hurts!" ”
"Did you already know that Dao Hongli was not there when you said that you wanted to crown me as the imperial concubine?" Seeing Yinzhen nodding, she pulled the corners of her mouth, revealing a sad and desperate smile, "You want to make up for me?" ”
"Yes." Yin Zhen said with difficulty: "I know that even if I give you the position of queen, I can't make up for the pain of losing Hongli, but I ......"
"Enough!" Ling Ruo suddenly interrupted Yin Zhen's words, and his godless eyes suddenly burst into fierce hatred, and shouted: "You promised me, you said that Hongli would be okay and would return safely, but now, where is Hongli now, where is he?!" ”
"Ruo'er, you don't want to be like this, I don't want to see things become like this, I sent a lot of people to protect Hongli, Hongli should be very safe, there should be no accident, it's an accident, it's an accident!" Yin Zhen said incoherently.
"Accident?" Muttering these two words, Ling Ruo suddenly burst out laughing sharply, and with the laughter, tears continued to roll down from the corners of his eyes, dripping onto the smooth and cold gold bricks. After a long time, the laughter suddenly stopped, stared at Yinzhen and said hatefully: "I begged you in every possible way, begging you not to let Hongli go to Fuzhou, but you refused to agree to anything, you must send your son to death with your own hands, and now that Hongli is dead, are you satisfied?" ”
Ling Ruo's every word was like a whip, slamming Yin Zhen's body fiercely, making him extremely painful and sad, and said in a dumb voice: "How could I hope that Hongli would die, I said, all this is an accident, since the accident of Zhilu Dao Hongli, I have spent every day in remorse; If I could choose again, I would never let Hongli go to Fuzhou. Ruo'er, you forgive me, I ......" The choked throat made it impossible for him to say any more.
"Forgive you? Scold! Ling Ruo chuckled as he stepped back, "If you give me back Hongli, I'll forgive you." ”
Yin Zhen closed his eyes painfully and said, "Except for this, I can promise you anything!" Even if it's the position of the queen, I can give it to you! ”
As long as he can make Ling Ruo feel better, even if he wants to risk the world, he will do it.
"I don't want it, whether it's the queen or the imperial concubine, I don't want it, I just want Hongli, you give me back Hongli, give me back my only son!" Speaking of the back, Ling Ruo was already hysterical, like crazy.
Yinzhen wanted to grab Ling Ruo's hand, but she waved it away, and in desperation, she had to say: "Ruo'er, you don't want to be like this, people can't be resurrected after death, and I believe Hongli doesn't want to see you like this......"
Without waiting for Yinzhen to finish speaking, Ling Ruo interrupted excitedly: "No, Hongli is not dead!" He didn't die, and I won't allow him to die! ”
Yin Zhen didn't dare to approach, for fear of causing Ling Ruo's more violent reaction, so he could only persuade: "Ruo'er, don't you be like this, I really don't want to see you like this." ”
Ling Ruo shook his head and said sharply: "I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear anything, I just know that it was you who killed Hongli, and it was you who killed my son!" Without waiting for Yinzhen to speak, she said sadly: "More than ten years ago, you killed Jiyue, and more than ten years later, you killed Hongli again; Yinzhen, do I owe you in my last life, so you want me to suffer the pain of losing my son again and again, let me have no children of my own, and let me die alone. ”
Yin Zhen shook his head again and again, and said bitterly: "No, Ruo'er, it's not like this, these days, I have been in more pain than you, as long as I think of Fuzhou where I asked Hongli to go, my heart is like a knife poking, and I can't breathe in pain." These days, I haven't slept soundly all night, as long as I close my eyes, it's like Hongli. It can be said that in my life, I have never regretted it so much as this time. Speaking of this, he ignored Ling Ruo's struggle, grabbed her hand and said, "Ruo'er, I promise you, even if there is no Hongli, I will spoil you and love you for the rest of my life, and make you the queen!" ”
For Yinzhen's words, Ling Ruo was not unmoved, but no matter how moved she was, she couldn't make up for the pain of losing Hongli, she raised her head and wanted to hold back her tears, but it was in vain, no matter how hard she tried, the tears still kept slipping, and she sobbed: "No need, the emperor's favor and love, the concubine can't afford it, the queen's position, the concubine can't afford it, the concubine only has one request now." ”