Chapter 439: Love is as light as water
It was late at night, Wen Chunyi had already changed into a nightgown, heard Zhong Chichun's footsteps, heard him push the door into the room, and then heard the sound of him tying the door. Her eyebrows twitched, and he came back at this time, listening to the movement, and was about to come back to rest. Wen Chunyi stood in the bedroom, quietly waiting for the people who walked in.
Zhong Chichun walked in, saw the person standing in the center of the room, frowned lightly and asked, "Isn't it cold?" Hurry up and warm up in bed. Wen Chunyi listened to his words, climbed the mountain directly to bed, and watched the light of Zhong Chichun's candle flame. Wen Chunyi picked up the leisure book placed at the head of the bed, and looked at it without a page. After she turned the two pages of the book, she listened to the movement in the inner room, her mind was a little restless, she got out of bed, took out Zhong Chichun's futon and put it on the outside of the bed, and turned the book around the futon again. Zhong Chichun's face was a little moist, and when he came out, he saw the futon on the bed, and there was a faint smile of relief on his face.
Wen Chunyi saw the smile on his face, and sighed secretly in his heart, how could they have maintained a friend relationship that was as light as water in their relationship, and they were still husband and wife. She put the book down and went straight to sleep. Zhong Chichun sat down by the bed, and called her directly, "Eighteen, I want to tell you something serious." Wen Chunyi had to sit up straight, with Zhong Chichun's help reaching out to resurround her with the futon, she raised her eyes and looked at him, and asked, "What's the matter?" Is it related to me? ”
Zhong Chichun saw the look of precaution in Wen Chunyi's eyes, and his heart was slightly shocked, he turned out that they had been closer recently, but he looked at Wen Chunyi's expression. I'm afraid it's still not far or close as before. Zhong Chichun couldn't help but reflect, he occasionally heard his colleagues mention some common things recently, and when he heard more, he would naturally think about some things, and he would be touched by his previous practices. He always thought that the third lady of the Zhong family taught him how to treat his wife, which was the safest way to do it. Now it seems that the mother's selfishness also hinders the harmony of their husband and wife.
However, the third lady of the Zhong family is his biological mother, from his personal point of view. His mother treated him like a mountain. He believed in his mother's heart. has always raised the height of the mother a lot, in fact, the mother is just a very ordinary woman, and she naturally has her own little temperament. People like mothers, from the past to the present. As long as it touches on her interests. She's always been pretty fast. Zhong Chichun feels that he has been the son of the third lady of the Zhong family for many years. It wasn't until this winter that I got to know my mother in real terms.
If he wants to talk about disappointment, he has more of a sense of loss about himself. He went so far of his own free will, complaining about no one or anything. Zhong Chichun had a lot of words in his heart, but he couldn't explain to Wen Chunyi, could he tell her directly, my attitude towards you in the past was because I heard my mother's mentions? He still has extravagant hopes, hoping that the third lady of the Zhong family and Wen Chunyi will still have the opportunity to be a pair of affectionate mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. Zhong Chichun looked at Wen Chunyi, and suddenly said: "Eighteen, do people continue to gain and lose every time they take a step forward?" ”
Wen Chunyi raised his eyes and looked at Zhong Chichun in surprise, can a person like him sense this step now? Hasn't he always been smooth sailing and jealous? Wen Chunyi frowned and said, "Are you unsatisfactory at work?" Or is the personnel relationship unsatisfactory? Zhong Chichun sighed lightly: "I am a new recruit, and I don't have any bad influence on my colleagues at the moment, so I am as I wish." I just think I've done something wrong since we got married, and it seems like some of my perceptions are a little different from what I used to be. Wen Chunyi looked at him with a tangled expression, and said lightly: "If you become a parent, you are an adult, and it is naturally different from before." ”
Before and after marriage, it is a clear watershed for both men and women. Some people are willing to grow up, while some people choose to obey their parents and elders in everything as before. Each person has different choices and entanglements. Wen Chunyi wants to say that she has no complaints about Zhong Chichun's attitude, then she has reached the point where she can directly become a monk and become attached to the Buddha. When she first got married, she also thought about letting go of some prejudices and living a good life with Zhong Chichun. It's a pity that she only had such a dream for a few days, and she was further hit by reality and had no extravagant hope.
These days, Zhong Chichun's attitude has made her somewhat understand that with his mind and shrewdness, as a result of various considerations in this marriage, he will not choose the current separation. Zhong Chichun's attitude made her unable to say that she was entangled in her heart. On the bright side, Zhong Chichun will give her a stable home, and the Zhong family's family style, he will not be the kind of person who believes in yang and yin. At worst, this is such a person, the reason is too emotional, and perhaps the best state of the two in this life is to respect each other. For people like Zhong Chichun, about a lifetime of thinking is spent on their careers.
Zhong Chichun looked at Wen Chunyi's expression, he went to bed steadily, and in the face of Wen Chunyi's direct eyes, he said with a slightly red face: "We are husband and wife, I can't rest in the study all the time." That will make people look down on you a little bit. Wen Chunyi's eyebrows raised, when will Chi Chun have this thoughtful thought? Zhong Chichun looked at her with some annoyance and said, "Do you like me to rest in the study all the time, you can have a big bed by yourself." Wen Chunyi looked at Zhong Chichun's annoyed and embarrassed appearance, and whispered: "Chi Chun, I have always acted by you, and resting in the study is your freedom." You come back and rest, we are husband and wife, and I will not have any opinion. ”
Zhong Chichun looked at her with pride on her face, and said, "Then you have to remember that the husband sings and the wife follows." I have already talked to my grandfather and grandmother about going out to work after the new year, and both old people support it. At the moment, you are the only one in the family who knows the news, and if the notice does not come down for the time being, you don't need to talk to anyone anymore. Wen Chunyi thought about Zhong Chichun's qualifications, he was going to be sent out to work now, but he was afraid that it would not be so smooth, she asked directly: "Is it that the place you go to is not satisfactory, so you can't talk to other people in the family?" ”
Zhong Chichun looked sideways and said, "With such shallow qualifications as me, if I want to do something practical, I naturally have to go far away." And in that place, how my mother was willing to let me suffer. I've thought about it, and I'll wait until the official dispatch notice comes down, and then talk to my family. In fact, the people above have been asking me to ask my grandfather's opinion for the past few days, just because they are worried that my actions will cause them inconvenience. Grandfather has already nodded down, tomorrow I will follow the people above to confirm the news, and there will be a notice before the year. Be prepared to endure hardships with me. ”
Wen Chunyi breathed a sigh of relief, she nodded happily, she is still young now, and it is better to take the opportunity to walk around than to be trapped in Ancheng for a lifetime. She turned to think of some of her arrangements for next year, and she raised her eyes to look at Zhong Chichun's expression. With some hesitation, he said, "This year the heavy snow has been continuous, and I have heard that in a situation like this, in general, the next year's crop harvest will be sluggish. I asked my father to help us prepare more food in case of a bad harvest next year. If your message is confirmed, please let me know as soon as possible, so that I can slow down some actions. ”
When Zhong Chichun heard Chunyi's words, he straightened his expression and said to Wen Chunyi: "Don't make too big of your movements, it's not good to cause misunderstanding above." Wen Chunyi understood the meaning of his words, she breathed a sigh of relief, and said confidently: "My father has been in charge of the affairs of the Wen Mansion for decades, he has always acted steadily, and will not do hoarding things, what he has prepared can only be used for his own use." Zhong Chichun thought carefully about Wen Chaoqing's behavior, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said: "Your father does act like this, no wonder my uncle has been able to let him act all these years." ”
The husband and wife still rested in each other early, Wen Chunyi listened to Zhong Chichun's movements beside him a little nervously, and heard him say quite steadily: "Don't worry, I won't touch you these days, I still want you to accompany me to the foreign office." Wen Chunyi was a little relieved, the relationship between the two became so jerky again, and she also lost her previous thoughts, if she got close again, she felt in her heart that she needed a transitional period. Wen Chunyi's breathing gradually calmed down, Zhong Chichun looked sideways, with a faint look of frustration in his eyes, in the end, he still broke the hearts of the people around him.
Zhong Chichun's eyes darkened, Wen Chunyi was more relaxed with him in the past, but now when Wen Chunyi faced him, her face was as relaxed as before, in fact, the movements of her body let him know that the two were still too far apart than before. Zhong Chichun's hand was raised and placed on Wen Chunyi's face, but he only dared to stay for a while, and he quickly withdrew his hand. He had seen many flower-like women, and had dealings with many delicate women. But the woman who stopped in his heart has always floated beside him like the wind, drawing traces in his heart, so that he is outside, facing the flowers, he can also think of her light demeanor.
Zhong Chichun sighed secretly in his heart, he was still as dedicated as his father in his bones, but he would not indulge the people around him like his father. Since he was a child, Zhong Chichun has listened to many people's comments on his parents, saying that his mother misunderstood his father's future in life. In the past, he was quite unconvinced, in his heart, his father and mother were quite good people, and others were too jealous to talk nonsense behind people's backs. However, what has happened since he got married, coupled with the obscure and tortuous words of the two brothers, has made him have to reflect on why even his own son will not agree with his mother's actions.
The more he thought about it, the more confused his mind became. And he also realized that if they were still in Anseong, they would live under the eyes of their parents, and the husband and wife would only be afraid that the more they go, the more they will be less and more affectionate. Maybe leaving here, for their young couple, there will be a new turn, and they will take a few more steps in a better direction. (To be continued......)
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