Chapter 170: Shadow

I don't know if Yu Zixia thought about it for a long time, or if Song Jingran was in a hurry; Yu Zixia's hesitation, for Song Jingran, is a tacit acquiescence, or a weak heart.

"How can there be arsenic in Xiaohui's fetal pills?" Song Jingran grabbed her arm and glared at her expressionlessly, as if he wanted to vent all his forbearance on her, and admonished her with his eyes.

"I" Yu Zixia looked at him in a panic, paused, shook her head again and again and said, "I didn't do it, I didn't" Regarding this matter, she was also flustered for a while, and she couldn't think of any causes and consequences.

Song Jingran's eyes narrowed slightly, all her actions were too abnormal, even if she had done something wrong, she was still calm and comfortable in the past, but today, she was so panicked, it was obviously a sign of weakness.

Song Jingran still glared at her with a cold look on his face, and said, "I remember, Xiaohui's medicine and food are all arranged by you, how do you explain this matter?" ”

"I" Yu Zixia mentioned it after him, and only then did he realize that he might have been put on the spot, and he was angry and worried about Song Jingran in front of him.

Song Jingran saw her hesitation, and was even more convinced that it was her who did it, so she snorted angrily, and shook her hand casually, Yu Zixia was unstable and fell to the ground, because of the pain, her willow eyebrows frowned slightly, and she let out a cry of pain Ah' Yu Zixia was even more incredible, and looked at Song Jingran aggrievedly, she didn't dare to imagine that the man who used to be obedient to her and loved her so much, today he shot at her for other women, this was not in her imagination at all, and this was not what she wanted at all, but why did the situation suddenly turn out like this, she didn't have time to think, and her mind was blank.

"Jingran, you believe me, I really didn't do it, I didn't" With the grievances in his heart, Yu Zixia pulled his shirt, and the pear blossoms cried with rain, at this moment, nothing is more important than Song Jingran's trust.

Song Jingran felt a pain in his heart, after all, she was a woman he once cared about, not to mention that she had the appearance of a woman he once loved, even if he hated her again, he still couldn't match that pain.

Yu Zixia saw that he was silent, thinking about it, all the favor in the past still existed, she was glad in her heart, stumbled up, and looked at him more delicately and aggrievedly, "Jing Ran, please believe me, I have never lied to you, I really love you." ”

Even she didn't know if that love for him was sincere, she just wanted to soften him when he was soft-hearted.

Song Jingran shook off her hand, took a step back, and sneered 'hum', if she didn't say that, he might really be soft-hearted, but she was able to cover up all the lies with a sentence of 'never', he not only felt ridiculous.

"Jingran" Yu Zixia frowned, looking at him pleadingly, and she never wanted to, Song Jingran already knew everything she did.

Song Jingran made a 'shh

Song Jingran slowly leaned into her, looking at her with empty eyes; Yu Zixia was at a loss for what to do, and just looked at him blankly, Song Jingran held her shoulders and said in a trance: "That's it, don't speak." ”

Yu Zixia saw Song Jingran looking at herself in a trance, but she couldn't see herself from his eyes, she was even more panicked for a while, but she didn't know, and reminded softly, "Jingran"

"Shh Song Jingran still looked at her in a daze, and said softly: "That's it, I can still treat you as her shadow." ”

In the past, when he had these thoughts, he would still carry deep guilt, but now, not only did he not feel guilty, but wanted to let her know the truth, even if it was revenge or selfishness, she was no longer in his mind, because she was unworthy.

Yu Zixia suddenly seemed to understand something, threw Song Jingran away, retreated again and again, shook his head and shouted, "No, I'm not her shadow, I'm not, I'm not"

Yu Zixia has never dared to deliberately face the fact that she is the shadow of his heart, and she has always wanted to get rid of the shadow in his heart, but she was wrong, completely wrong.

Song Jingran pressed forward step by step, until she had no way to retreat, she fell to the edge of the soft couch, he raised her jaw, and said in a cold and piercing voice: "Are you her, because you are not worthy." ”

Lin Qinglian left nothing but a figure in his heart, but he believed that she would never do what Yu Zixia did.

Yu Zixia's frightened and angry eyes, all his reason was submerged in the sentence 'you are not worthy', he reached out and pushed away his hand that was holding her jaw, and shouted in a trembling voice, "I have done so much for what I have done, but I can only be her shadow, I have paid so much for what I have done, but I am not as good as the shadow of a dead man, this is unfair and unfair"

Yu Zixia shook her head again and again, tears slid down on her jade face, and she was on the verge of madness, she always thought that as long as she could get Song Jingran's love, she could accept living in Lin Qinglian's shadow, but who wanted to be someone else's shadow!

Song Jingran restrained her excited body, looked at her pity, and said like a child: "Don't speak, when you speak, you won't look like her." ”

For Yu Zixia at this time, Song Jingran didn't want to pay attention to it anymore, if he was unfair to her, then everything she did was fair to anyone, Xiaohui, Lin Xuan'er, or himself;

Everything she did was just to satisfy her unwillingness, he was laughing at himself in his heart, he used to think that she really loved him.

"No, I don't want to be her shadow, I don't want me, I don't" Yu Zixia broke free excitedly, if she was on the verge of madness just now, her current state was completely crazy, what she couldn't accept was not just the shadow's stand-in, what she cared more about was that Song Jingran no longer had her in her eyes.

Song Jingran saw that she was crazy, and she didn't want to continue her speech, and just wanted to leave, Yu Zixia grabbed his sleeve and said with a pleading cry, "Jingran, you said that you will only have me in your eyes, and you won't lie to me, right?" ”

Song Jingran's heart tingled slightly, he said that there would only be her in his eyes, and he thought that she would always be in his eyes, but she erased the shadow in his eyes by herself, and what he said was only 'in the eyes'.

"As long as you are quiet and don't speak, you are still a shadow in my eyes." Song Jingran held her shoulders, but this time she didn't exert herself, and looked at her with tender eyes, as if she was really that figure.

Yu Zixia looked depressed, she wanted to say something more, but Song Jingran stopped it in time, he still said softly: "Good, that's it, don't talk." ”

Yu Zixia sat down on the soft couch decadently, she was powerless to speak, just like she was powerless to save him, and it was impossible to have him anymore.

Song Jingran saw her sitting sluggishly, and he was a little unbearable, but when he thought of Xiaohui, he couldn't tolerate what Yu Zixia did, so he also took this opportunity to leave in a hurry.

Until dawn the next day, Xiaohui finally gave birth to a baby boy by inducing labor, and she was not in a big deal except for physical overdraft, Song Jingran has been staying outside the room, after learning the news, the hanging heart finally fell back to the original, and then it was happy and excited.

Yu Zixia has been in a state of stupidity since that night; Song Jingran also went to see it once, but she just watched it from a distance, and saw that she was completely like the two of them, and secretly sighed in her heart, maybe she should reflect on it, so she ordered someone to take care of it.

For several days in a row, Song Jingran has been staying in Xiaohui's courtyard, and named the child 'Zihan' and Xiaohui's body has also improved greatly, after learning about Yu Zixia's condition, she is even more secretly gloating, if she doesn't take this dangerous step of framing and framing, how can Song Jingran really hate her, now she is not favored, she has a son, and she is not afraid of losing her status in Song Mansion.

This night, Song Jingran finally decided to talk to the dark soul, because, about Lin Xuan'er, he wanted to know too much, and he also wanted to know about Lu Dao, how much he misunderstood her, and the most important thing was what was going on with the bowl of fetal pills.

After receiving Song Jingran's code, the dark soul quickly came to the backyard of the Lin Mansion, at this time, it was not late at night, but the Lin Mansion was sparsely staffed, and no one walked to the backyard, only Song Jingran's thin back appeared in sight.

"Subordinates, see the young master." The Dark Spirit knelt on one knee and gestured with its jaw bowed.

Song Jingran turned around and helped the dark soul up with one hand, he looked at her expressionlessly, and he didn't know how to speak for a while.

The dark soul took a step back, and also noticed Song Jingran's strangeness, and she could guess his intention.

Song Jingran turned around and used a cold tone to hide the heaviness and expectation in his heart, and he said, "I want to know about the matter between Lu Dao, Xuan'er and Yu Zixia. ”

The dark soul was slightly stunned, she thought that he was here for Lin Xuan'er, and she didn't want to mention Yu Zixia; But according to his intentions, he must have been estranged from Yu Zixia, or rather, discovered what Yu Zixia had done;

Right now, the day of Gao Jin's ascension to the throne is just around the corner, perhaps, this is the last time she will do things for him; She shouldn't have solved the misunderstanding between him and Lin Xuan'er at this time, even if she repaid him for so many years of cultivation, she still decided to solve all kinds of things between them, just as they were separated from each other, leaving the most beautiful memories for each other.

After Lin Xuan'er saw the child, she returned to her garden, in addition to facing the child every day, she could give her a little comfort, she didn't know what else to do, now, the day of Gao Jin's ascension to the throne was getting closer and closer, and how should she explain it to Song Jingran.

The dark soul tactfully informed Song Jingran of all the scandals of Yu Zixia, which can be regarded as resolving the misunderstanding between him and Lin Xuan'er, and she did not tell Lin Xuan'er's child's secret, just like Lin Xuan'er once said, if she could, she hoped that this secret would become a secret forever.

After Song Jingran learned everything, it was difficult to consume so many lies and truths for a while, and he left in a depressed and decadent mood, maybe it was because the dark soul said too much, he forgot to ask about the bowl of slippery pills, but he knew the dark soul, she had already said so much, if she really would say about the bowl of slippery pills, maybe he didn't need to ask.