Song Anle was in the hall, looking at the fallen leaves all over the ground outside, because she realized the approach of her footsteps, she said thoughtfully: "Look, autumn is coming." ”

Gao Yuanshang found that she was actually dressed in a full suit, and he almost forgot that she was beautiful in full dress, but he didn't like her formal attire.

So he followed her gaze and glanced out of the courtyard, although autumn came, he didn't feel anything wrong, maybe for him, the only difference was that the situation was changing.

"You're looking for me?" Gao Yuanshang brought her thoughts back in time.

Song Anle withdrew her gaze from outside the hospital, she didn't expect Gao Yuanshang to come back so early, so she thought it was Mei Xin and them.

"You're here." Song Anle got up and just responded casually.

Song Anle got up and tidied up his outfit, and said lightly: "I want to go and see it." ”

Gao Yuanshang frowned, he knew very well who Song Anle was referring to, but she had just come out of the pain, so why should she bother herself.

"I'm busy with government affairs, I'll take you there another day." Gao Yuanshang turned around and left, he didn't want her to bind himself in a narrow mind, nor did he want her to open the scabbed wound, so he chose to refuse.

Song Anle didn't stop him, but said lightly: "Tell me the place, myself." ”

Gao Yuanshang couldn't hear her insistence from her tone, but with her unyielding temperament, she must have to go, so he sighed secretly and walked out on his own.

Song Anle knew that his non-answer was acquiescence, and he must not bear to refuse her, no matter what, this was also the first time she had the courage to face it, she needed to let go, so she had to try to accept it.

The two followed closely behind, and soon came to the beautiful place, but the lotus flowers in full bloom on the surface of the lake had withered their delicate petals, revealing the emerald green lotus canopy, accompanied by lotus leaves, swaying proudly in the autumn wind.

Song Anle's footsteps, when she asked about a strong fragrance of osmanthus flowers, she suddenly stopped, although she repeatedly took deep breaths, repeatedly told herself to be strong, to cheer up, but the pain of fear was still silently drilling in her heart, as if to invade her to suffocation.

Gao Yuanshang felt that there were no footsteps behind him, he also paused, and when he looked back, Song Anle was already standing behind him in a daze, Xu saw the pain in her timidity, and the helpless sadness, he turned back to her side, and gently led her away.

He hoped that she would completely get out of the pain in this meeting, instead of giving up halfway because of timidity.

I don't know if it's because of the power given by Gao Yuanshang, or if he can be her temporary support, Song Anle gradually faded away from the fear of fear, although every step closer, her steps followed heavily, but she still insisted on going to the osmanthus tree full of osmanthus flowers.

A rich fragrance of osmanthus filled the air, Song Anle only felt that it was difficult for her breath to come, she locked her eyebrows deeply, with a solemn expression on her face, her breathing suddenly began to be short, as if it would stop at any time.

She hugged her chest in pain, it was not breathing difficulty, but the pain was terrible, she couldn't breathe at all, Gao Yuanshang saw that her body was shaky, he quickly took her in his arms and gently patted her back a few times.

Song Anle grabbed his hand tightly, she didn't know how much strength she used, she only knew that she needed to vent to relieve the stinging pain in her heart.

After a little relief, Song Anle finally stabilized, she sat down in front of the stele under the tree, no expression, no thoughts, just stayed quietly.

Gao Yuan didn't bother her, even if it was to give her and the child a space to be alone, it was necessary for them to be alone like this, so he waited on the lake on the side.

Facing the calm lake, Gao Yuanshang also paused his thoughts, released the tiredness that had been accumulated for a long time, and also relaxed his body and mind that had been restrained for too long, he hoped that this day would only belong to their family.

Song Anle finally calmed down for a long time, and sealed the painful scars, she found that Gao Yuanshang did not leave, so she also walked beside him, although she didn't look at his expression, but in the face of such a picturesque scenery, anyone must put everything down.

"It's beautiful here." Song Anle's tone was flat, but what she was doing was rejoicing for the deceased child, at least with such a beautiful scenery as a companion.

"This is the most beautiful place in the palace, so I sent it here." Gao Yuanshang looked into the distance, as if he was fantasizing about something.

"No matter how beautiful it is, you can't escape this palace wall after all." Song Anle lowered her eyes, for her, this palace wall was the hurdle in her heart, so she didn't want her child to be Shu Bo here.

Gao Yuanshang said with a little annoyance and confusion: "You are so disgusted with this palace wall? ”

Song Anle said lightly with a distant gaze: "It's not disgust, it's fear." ”

"If you're afraid, why did you choose to come in?" Gao Yuanshang hoped that in her truest side, he could ask her true intentions, because he didn't believe that Song Anle was really just for glory and wealth.

"Because" Song Anle paused slightly, not hesitating, but just a momentary pause, she withdrew her thoughtful gaze on Gao Yuanshang, and gently spit out the word 'you'.

The frowning scars on Gao Yuanshang's eyebrows were obviously a little heavier, he didn't look directly at Song Anle's beautiful eyes full of scars, but said coldly: "It's not early, let's go back early." ”

Song Anle didn't mean to show her concern for Gao Yuanshang, but Gao Yuanshang showed obvious avoidance, and she didn't want to continue her speech, so she said indifferently: "You go first, I want to stay for a while." ”

In her case, it is impossible for Gao Yuanshang to leave her alone, and the psychology she forces herself to face is beyond the scope that ordinary people can bear, so she is clearly embarrassing herself, so Gao Yuanshang said heavily: "Actually, you don't have to force yourself like this, the deceased also needs to rest in peace." ”

Song Anle seemed to be touched again, tears seeped red into her eyes, and she said sadly: "I hope we can still be mothers and sons in the next life, but don't reincarnate in the royal family." ”

Gao Yuanshang's psychology at the moment, as if he was a sinner, a sinner with the status of the royal family, he would also imagine that if he was not in the royal family, maybe the children would not have suffered accidents, and they might not have suffered so much.

On the occasion of Gao Jin's birthday, several layers of happy events were added to the palace, first of all, Song Xiaojing's child ushered in the full moon and was named Princess Lin, which is also a coveted position, but it is a great honor to think of an imperial heir.

After Gao Yuanyi became pregnant with Shen Xiaoya, under the persuasion of the queen several times, he finally decreed that she be crowned as a concubine, but it was only a second-grade concubine, first of all, the concubine in his mind, which was only reserved for Song Anle alone, and the reason why Shen Xiaoya was not a concubine was also because she wanted to leave enough space for her to be promoted after she gave birth.

The first little prince in the palace, the banquet of the full moon, of course, was also extravagant, but because of Gao Jin's physical condition, he did not participate in person, and the queen also avoided facing everything she didn't want to see on the grounds of taking care of Gao Jin.

But Gao Yuankang didn't keep everything simple, he organized the prince's full moon banquet quite grandly, not only entertaining many royal relatives and nobles, but also some respected ministers, of course, this is a common sense banquet.

Because it is also a matter of the harem, many people brought their families, Gao Yuanyi, under Shen Xiaoya's repeated prayers, finally agreed to take her to participate, and Gao Yuanshang of course could not go alone.

The first candidate Gao Yuanshang considered was, of course, the concubine Song Anle, but he was worried that she would touch the scene, so he didn't plan to force her, of course, it was best for her to go, first, it could prove that she had completely walked out of the loss of her child, and secondly, he could finally join hands with her in front of everyone, mainly Gao Yuanyi.

Gao Yuanshang came directly to Changle Palace when he just walked into the inner hall, Song Anle happened to walk out, she was already dressed in plain palace clothes, with her full appearance, it should be prepared for the banquet.

After a short period of getting along, Song Anle let go of the past estrangement, she didn't have the strength to carry those heavy burdens anymore, and she didn't have the body and mind to entangle those grievances and hatreds, if she could, she would rather respect each other like a guest like this, not sad or happy, not arrogant or impatient.

Song Anle said softly: "The concubine has been waiting for a long time, the eldest prince may have set off?" ”

The more indifferent she became, the more worried Gao Yuanshang was that she was forcing herself to hold on, so he confirmed again: "Are you sure you want to go?" ”

"Does the eldest prince think that the concubines should not go?" Song Anle is still indifferent, she actually doesn't want to deal with those false greetings, but she can't be a coward in the eyes of others.

Logically speaking, of course Song Anle wants to go, and the relationship between her and Song Xiaojing, even if she is not the imperial concubine, she should go to Daoxi, her behavior is the most general decision, so Gao Yuanshang left a sentence "Let's go." ”

He walked ahead on his own, and commanded in a loud voice, "Get ready." ”

Song Anle and Gao Yuanshang took a luan car together, and slowly walked to Yongkang Palace in the deafening sound of firecrackers all the way.

With a raised shout, "The eldest prince and the princess have arrived~~"

Excluding Gao Jin and the queen, Gao Yuanshang and Song Anle are the biggest, so everyone put away their smiles and greeted them at the door of the palace.

Gao Yuanshang walked down, and then turned around and thoughtfully put Song Anle down, and the two have always maintained a harmonious state, as if they were really a loving couple.