[435] What is it like?
"You're not going to return the keys, are you?" Jun Haixin glared at Bai Zhuyun, seeing that the other party had no intention of returning the key, so he crossed him and staggered towards the lane on the other side. Cars whizzed past her, and they saw that they were ready to hit her at any time.
Bai Zhuyun ran forward, grabbed Jun Haixin's arm suddenly, hugged her horizontally, stuffed her into the passenger seat of the car, buckled her seat belt, and then sat in the driver's seat, "Where are you going, I'll send you there!" At least he couldn't let her drive like she was, because the thought of her might get into an accident made his heart tighten.
Jun Haixin closed his eyes tiredly, although he had taken the medicine just now, the effect of the medicine was obviously not so fast. "I'm not going, I'm just trying to avoid you." She said lightly.
And when her words fell, the car sped away from the parking lot like an arrow from a string.
Jun Haixin stopped talking, just curled up, leaned his head on the back of the chair, and waited for the pain to pass completely. The closer you get to the full moon, the more severe and longer this intermittent pain will be.
The sound of her breathing sounded very obvious in the carriage, the forehead of her eyebrows, a thin layer of sweat had been drenched at this time, and her brows were constricted, even if her eyes were closed, it could be seen that she was struggling to endure the pain at this moment.
Bai Zhuyun's eyes glanced towards Jun Haixin from time to time. Her words just now made him angry, but looking at her at this moment made his heart soften. He had known that she hated him, didn't she? And why be angry with her because of this?
Slowing down the speed of the car, Bai Zhuyun took out a handkerchief from his pocket, holding the steering wheel with one hand, while reaching out to Jun Haixin's forehead with the other, helping her wipe the thin sweat on her forehead.
Jun Haixin still closed her eyes tightly as if she didn't notice it, letting Bai Zhuyun's hand holding the handkerchief move in front of her forehead, but her brows tightened a little.
The pain slowly receded in the body, and the feeling of exhaustion in the body spread over the past few days. Jun Haixin only remembered that he was sitting in the car, closing his eyes because of the pain, and wanted to wait for the pain to pass, but he fell asleep unconsciously.
And when she woke up, although she was still in the car, it was already dark outside. Jun Haixin's eyes moved worriedly, and the coat that originally covered her slipped off.
This coat ...... It's in vain! Jun Haixin's hand grabbed the sliding coat and looked at the side again. Bai Zhuyun was resting on the driver's seat at this moment, his eyes were closed, and his short white hair looked so conspicuous.
is only in his 40s, but his hair has turned white like this. A white head overnight, he told her. And now it's easy to dye his hair, but he has never dyed this white hair black.
It's as if you want to use this gray hair to remind you of something, to commemorate something.
At this moment, Jun Hai looked at the person in front of him with complicated eyes. She and Bai Zhuyun were on the wrong side from the beginning. The person she is looking for is not him, so no matter what he does, she will not have that heartbeat feeling, let alone fall in love with him.
She hated him, hated him, and had thought countless times that it was best for her and him to never get along, so that it might be the best for him or for her. But he refused to let go, but he repeatedly dragged their relationship to the worst state.
But she also knew that many of the things he did were nothing more than because of her. So while disgusting, she sometimes sympathizes with him. It's as if he's on top of him, looking at another self.
If one day, she really meets Mingyi, and Mingyi has someone else she loves, then what will she do? Can you really let go freely? Or is it also entangled, even at the expense of doing many unscrupulous things?
Jun Haixin asked himself, but there was no answer. Because she has never found her life, she can't understand what it would be like to love someone deeply.
It's just that after the last full moon, she once asked Jinchen, "Is fate in love with you?" She asked this sentence to know whether the people of the Jun family would really fall in love with their lives as the legend said.
Jinchen's personality has been cold since he was a child, and he has never been interested in women, but Jinchen at that time did not hesitate to answer her, "Well, I fell in love." ”
"What does it feel like to fall in love with Destiny?" She continued to ask, for it was something she had never experienced.
"It will make me want to kneel in front of her and give everything to her." Including his life, his emotions, his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, "I will think about her all the time, if I can't see her for a day, I will feel uncomfortable, when she is happy, I will be happy, and when she is uncomfortable, I will think of making her happy at any cost." If she sees that she is interested in other people, her chest will feel like she is blocked by something, and her breathing will become unsmooth. It's as if her feelings are all manipulated by her. ”
Jun Jinchen has always been silent, but this time, it is rare to say so much.
Is this what it feels like to fall in love with a fate? But what did you listen to for nothing, but it was not as beautiful as you imagined, but had a feeling of losing yourself, "Will you regret falling in love with your fate?" She said.
He shook his head, "No. ”
"Because it's fate, are you destined to fall in love?" This is her last question.
And Jinchen's answer was, "No, because she is Lu Xiaoxu, so I will fall in love." If my life wasn't for Xiaofu, maybe I wouldn't have fallen in love. ”
When Jinchen said this, she knew that he really loved Lu Xiaoxu, otherwise, he would never say this. That Lu Xiaoxu, what attracted Jinchen? Let him put aside the identity of his life, and simply love her as a person.
And the ancestors of the Jun family who have found their destiny, are they also so loving their destiny? Jun Hai didn't know, she only knew that she was very envious of Jinchen and that he had found his life.
Looking at Bai Zhuyun, who was still asleep with his eyes closed, Jun Haixin put the coat in his hand back on Bai Zhuyun's body.
It was just a slight movement, but his eyes suddenly opened, and his hand was already clasping her wrist like lightning.