Chapter 32: Look at me as I am not me, and I am not me

Yue Luo was bustling and crowded. He was in a line, and there were three people in front of him, a man and a woman, two doctors in white coats. The man is in his thirties, with white-rimmed glasses and looks handsome; The woman is a middle-aged doctor with a good appearance and a gentle smile.

I don't know what happened to Lu Dao, Yue Luo had a feeling of déjà vu with the male doctor with white-framed glasses. However, I can't remember where I saw it.

Looking around again, Yue Luo found that it was in the gymnasium of Caotian Pheasant University, and there were also doctors in other places who were measuring the height, weight, and strength of the students in line.

Looking down at the physical examination sheet in his hand, Yue Luo suddenly remembered: Yes, isn't he doing a physical examination according to the school's requirements? I was confused just now, hehe.

Soon, the first three people finished measuring and it was Yue Luo's turn.

"Arms outstretched." The male doctor said with the cuff.

The male doctor's voice was very magnetic, and Yue Luo was a little nervous, but he still put his arm on the table without hesitation. Yue Luo looked at his arm, which was slender and fair, with soft lines, and looked similar to a girl's arm. And when the skin was inadvertently touched by the male doctor, Yue Luo felt very strange, and the person became more nervous, and his slender fingers couldn't help but clench together.

"Relax, hands out." The male doctor saw Yue Luo's nervousness and reminded him loudly.

It's just a blood pressure check, what's wrong with you?

Secretly laughing, Yue Luo stretched out his fingers.

Soon, the male doctor helped Yue Luo measure his blood pressure and said, "The blood pressure is normal, you look a little weak, and you should pay attention to your living habits." ”

"Oh." Yue Luo replied softly. So I went to check my heartbeat.

When all the items were measured and he was about to leave the gymnasium, Yue Luo looked back at the white-framed male doctor with white glasses on the side of the blood pressure on the other side, and frowned slightly.

Why do you always feel that something is wrong? Could it be that I have been writing too many novels these days and am a little nervous?

Thinking of the male doctor's words that asked him to pay attention to his living habits, Yue Luo shook his head and said secretly, it is indeed time to take a good rest.

Walking out of the gymnasium, Yue Luo remembered that he didn't wait for Shi Liang and Bai Pang, and wanted to go back to find it, but he was afraid of leaving. I just walked to the dormitory by myself.

Back to the dormitory. Yue Luo found that the second eldest Liu Aiqing was playing League of Legends with the third white fat, the eldest Kan Jiangshan was watching the NBA football game, and Shi Liang was washing clothes in the middle. Seeing that the roommates were busy with their own affairs, Yue Luo sat back in his small corner. Open the writing document to prepare the codeword.

He remembers. Today I promised a book friend to add more.

Peerless shemale cultivation system.

Su Yue.

When words appeared on the computer screen from Yue Luo's typing. Yue Luo always couldn't help but think: If he was Su Yue, if he could have a peerless system, it would be great.

Pity. He's just an ordinary person.

Except for the transformation plot hidden deep in his heart and a book of transformations, he has nothing extraordinary about him. His future has no other possibilities than making money, marrying a wife, and having children.

A hundred years later, no one remembers that he ever existed in this world. Maybe there will be people who will read the changes he wrote at that time, but no one will know that he is Yueluo. He will dissolve to dust along with his transformation plot and secrets and dissipate into this world.

Time does not understand people's joys and sorrows, it flows in a hurry, never stops, it is the most ruthless thing in this world.

After the first year of his junior year, Yue Luo was still an inconspicuous student in this inconspicuous three books, and he was in his senior year in a blink of an eye. When the hurried keyboard tapping stopped, Yue Luo looked up and found that he had nothing but two texts that could only be regarded as secrets.

In his senior year, the pace of life of his classmates was much tighter than before, and Yue Luo's second book "Very Anti-String" had ended, and the third book had not yet opened, and he had no interest in the courses in the school and had no clue, so he was idle. After a year of hastily coding words, he remembered that he hadn't been in school for a long time, so he got up and went out to shop.

It was still hot outside in the summer of September, and Yue Luo went straight to the library not long after he came out, walking among the stacked bookshelves in the underground library, Yue Luo's heart became more calm.

As he walked, he saw a handsome boy and a beautiful woman talking about something in a low voice. I don't know why, looking at this boy, Yue Luo had a familiar feeling again, and unconsciously stared at the boy for a long time.

The boy was probably very unaccustomed to being stared at like this by another boy, so he looked at Yue Luo and said softly, "Classmate, is there anything wrong with you?" ”

"Oh," Yue Luo came back to his senses and shook his head, "No." ”

After saying that, he quickly turned around and left.

Walking past the bookshelf, Yue Luo heard the beautiful woman whisper: "Fu Jun, what happened to that boy just now?" ”

"Nothing." The boy named Fu Jun answered casually, and continued to whisper with the beauty.

Husband?

What a strange name.

Yue Luo frowned and smiled, and walked to the other place, thinking about his next book to write as he walked. He promised his book friend to finish writing at least three variations, and now there is still one left, he thought about it for a long time, and was ready to write the story about himself that he had always wanted to write, but he had been stranded in a hurry after several strokes.

I'm just an ordinary person, except for secretly writing two variations, what other story can I have?

Yue Luo asked himself.

Suppose, too, can I become a real girl through some magical things, then

Yue Luo's heart moved.

Back in the dormitory, the roommates were still busy with their own things, Yue Luoku sat in the small corner, took off his big black-framed glasses, held a mirror, and looked at himself carefully. In front of the mirror, he imagined what it would be like to become a beauty, and then recalled some of the things he had experienced since he was a child, and these things were all related to the plot of his transformation.

There have been all kinds of things, and I remember them vividly. Years have passed, and now, he is no longer the same person he used to be.

Then, Yue Luo remembered that the stories he had written in the book, Su Yue and Yue Ling, were also vivid, as if they had experienced it himself.

He smiled—in fact, there was no such thing as Su Yue and Yue Ling. It's just an extension of his feelings.

Yue Luo put down the mirror, looked at his delicate white and delicate fingers, picked up the mirror again, looked at himself who seemed to be plain, but hidden weak eyes, and suddenly remembered a sentence that others commented on the Peking Opera master Mei Lanfang: Look at me not me, I look at me, I am not me; Pretend to be like whom, pretend to be whom, and pretend to be who.

I live in reality. And what I want to do in my heart. The gap is so big, am I really me?

Are you dreaming in your life, or are you living in your dreams?

Who am I? What do I want?

If you look at your own heart, you will be able to see these problems clearly.

Look at yourself in the mirror. Yue Luo saw his heart clearly.

In a flash. Everything is like a moon in the water. The flowers in the mirror have dissipated.

Yue Luo walked out of the dormitory and out of the school gate. Take a taxi and go straight to Sioux City No. 1 People's Hospital. Entering the hospital, with that hazy impression, he rushed straight to an office and slammed the door open. Behind his desk, a male doctor with white-rimmed glasses looked at him in surprise.

Yue Luo smiled lightly and said, "Yan Tu, I'm Yue Luo." ”

Yan Tu's surprised eyes disappeared and he smiled.

In an instant, the light in front of Yue Luo's eyes swirled, and everything around him blurred, and then shattered like foam. When his eyes lit up, Yue Luo's consciousness returned again, and the moment he opened his eyes, the place that entered his eyes turned out to be a sea of corpses and blood.

Yue Luo, who turned back into her daughter's body, was instantly frightened, and her body was about to fall down as soon as she was weak, but she was held by a strong arm.

"Don't be afraid, with me, no one can hurt you."

The voice of concern came from the ear, extremely gentle. Yue Luo turned his head, and his cheek touched a warm lip. His face was red and he hurriedly dodged away, and Yue Luo looked again, only to find that he was being held in his arms by a man.

Just by looking at this man, Yue Luo's eyes were completely lost.

The man's long hair fluttered in the wind, and although there was a trace of blood at the corner of his mouth, he still looked at the world between his eyebrows. He is extremely handsome and suffocatingly beautiful, but he does not give people a sense of femininity, and his sword eyebrows and starry eyes make people think that he must be a bold man.

However, Yue Luo was lost not because of these, but because Yue Luo had a very familiar feeling with this man, whether it was his appearance or temperament. Suddenly, Yue Luo seemed to see the flower butterfly, Yan Tu, and Shao Nan on this man.

Who is this man?

Just as Yue Luo thought this, the man's arm around her slender waist tightened, and then her whole person rose into the air, shuttling into the sea of clouds in the distance like a streamer.

In the streamer, Yue Luo's eyes widened, because she had never seen such a beautiful scenery, and the horror that had just taken off disappeared in an instant. I saw that in the sea of clouds, the sun was shining; You can vaguely see the peaks like clusters, the fog is vast, and everything is like a fairyland.

Yue Luo turned his head slightly, and saw the man's handsome face and resolute eyes, as well as the similarities with Hua Butterfly, Yan Tu, and Shao Nan, and couldn't help but feel a heartbeat, so he closed his eyes and put his cheek on the man's chest.

However, Yue Luo hadn't been indulging in this feeling for long when a man's exclamation came from his ear: "Be careful! ”

Yue Luo opened his eyes and saw that countless colorful horses suddenly appeared in the sky and the earth, although they were beautiful, they were also incomparably sharp, and the clouds within ten miles were almost instantly cut to pieces and disappeared without a trace. Yue Luo raised her eyes and looked at it, almost everywhere she saw was filled with countless colorful matches, and for a while, she couldn't even tell the difference between southeast and northwest.

The man was quite calm, brandished the long knife in his hand to annihilate the two of them, and then swung out a huge sword, slashed straight down, and then led Yue Luo to swoop down. This sword seemed to be more domineering than these sharp trainings, and all the training along the way was annihilated by it.

Soon, the man took Yue Luo and landed on a towering mountain peak with the sword. Although the sword is powerful, it can't stand the endless training, and when it falls to the peak, it just disappears, and the other training swarms, as if to smash the two of them.

Therefore, as soon as Pu landed, the man threw out the long knife in his hand and pinched a mysterious seal. Suddenly, the long knife emitted a long sword, and it rotated wildly with the handle as the center, and the knife burst into bursts, and a space for two people to stand was opened in the endless training.

As soon as Yue Luo's feet landed, he heard a voice like thunder from the sky: "Yang Xiao! The Nine Heavens and Ten Earths Extermination Array has been laid here, and you are in a catastrophe today! Hand over the demons around you, and we can reincarnate you! Otherwise, the soul will be scattered and ashes will be destroyed! (To be continued......)