Chapter 156
Beyond everyone's expectations, Xiaohu did not be heartbroken, nor made a big fuss, nor did he get angry with Zhu'er after he came back. just stayed at home quietly, occasionally went to the countryside to accompany Xiaogang to see the fields, and then followed Erlang around.
And Erlang saw that Dong Xiaoman was angry and lost a lot of weight, and he was also a lot irritable. Although Dong Xiaoman is like a resentful woman every day, she has a cold face and asks Erya to send the food to the room to eat. Except for Jue'er and Huanhuan, no one from the Zhang family wants to see them. He didn't mind, he knew that this matter had hurt Dong Xiaoman a lot.
After the worst, even Xiaohu ran over to persuade Dong Xiaoman: "Look at what you are angry about, I didn't cry or make trouble!" ”
Dong Xiaoman's face was tigerish: "It's okay, you can get rid of such a fool!" ”
Seeing Dong Xiaoman like this, Xiaohu was not angry and said with a smile: "She is a little girl's family, what are you angry with her?" Dong Xiaoman came to the end, gritted his teeth and said, "Do you also think I was angry with her?" Am I angry with her? I'm raw,,,," Dong Xiaoman stopped talking, and turned his face away in a muffled voice.
"You are angry with my grandmother and my father, and you blame them for not caring about their feelings; You are angry with Zhu'er, angry that she doesn't trust you; You're even more angry with yourself, you think you're too much and no one understands you! Xiaohu's rare soft words made Dong Xiaoman lose his temper.
"Do you know everything?" Dong Xiaoman choked up a little, his eyes were red but he refused to shed tears.
"My grandmother and my dad didn't want me to do business for a long time, but I can't do anything else. As for Zhu'er, maybe it's more that I don't like it. Xiaohu was a little silent and muttered in a low voice.
"I figured it out, too. Our family is a businessman, and your family is an official. It's been a long time since then, and it's funny that I always thought we could live together. Dong Xiaoman smiled self-deprecatingly. There was a dull pain in my heart.
"Even if any of the ladies enter the door, my grandmother can't be satisfied." It took Xiaohu a long time before he spit out such a sentence, and Dong Xiaoman turned his head in amazement: "What did you say?" "What do you think my grandmother has in mind?" My father is an official again. So what can be? My grandmother thinks that what kind of granddaughter-in-law she is looking for has to be like my mother. Xiaohu smiled bitterly, his face full of sadness.
Dong Xiaoman never inquired about Xiaohu's mother, but he knew that it was a woman who hated the poor and loved the rich, and took the initiative to ask for and leave the book, leaving the two children behind. It is said that he still ran away with someone, and it is said that because of this blow. The king is always in the army. "Your grandmother never said that your mother was not, and that may be a contradiction between two generations. It won't affect you, you still don't think about it. Dong Xiaoman didn't know what to say, so he could only spit out a few words dryly.
Xiaohu smiled silently, and when he rested at night, Dong Xiaoman asked about Erlang. Erlang told Dong Xiaoman a big thing. Xiaohu actually found his mother. The two haven't seen each other for more than ten years, and they don't know why Lu Dao and his mother are so powerful, and gave Xiaohu the news, they went to the capital to meet their friends and went straight to Yuyang after fulfilling the agreement.
Dong Xiaoman nodded, sighed and said: "Each family has a difficulty, this is the difficult scripture!" He turned over and sighed: "I don't know if Lu Dao did something immoral in his previous life, I can't do it if I want to!" ”
Erlang reached out and hugged Dong Xiaoman from the back door, took her into his arms and said, "You don't have to worry about it in the future." I'll take care of that! ”
Dong Xiaoman pulled Erlang's hand aside and sneered, "What can you do?" It's just a compromise, and I don't think there's any point in the process of the day! ”
Erlang's heart tightened and pulled Dong Xiaoman into his arms, Dong Xiaoman stiffened and continued: "You always give me empty words, always promise in vain. I understand you and let you go to another country to earn money. Relatives who are far away from your home do not embarrass you. But have you found out, in fact, it's not your family that is embarrassing me, it's the two of us who don't agree, and the eight characters are rushing! ”
Erlang was very afraid of what Dong Xiaoman was going to say next, so he stretched out his hand to cover Dong Xiaoman's mouth and said, "I know that you are embarrassed, and I know that you understand my difficulties." Life is passed, don't worry, don't get angry. Let's just have a good life in this little family, don't say these angry words again! ”
Dong Xiaoman pulled Erlang's hand away with both hands, got up and sat up, and simply wanted to make it clear: "I was in trouble before, but I was afraid, but I was afraid that I would not be able to live well in the future, and I was afraid that I would not be able to do well without the protection of a man." Now I find that I can live as well as you and even have a better life. You say, what's the point of us being together? ”
Erlang was silent and didn't speak, and Dong Xiaoman continued: "I think separation is the best way for us, good for you, me, and even your whole family. I leave your house as much as I want, I live my peaceful life guarding two children, is it not happier than worrying about thankless now? ”
Erlang turned over and ignored Dong Xiaoman, Dong Xiaoman ignored him when he saw Erlang being stubborn. He fell heavily on the bed and pulled the quilt to sleep with his head covered.
The next day, Dong Xiaoman got up and didn't see Erlang's whereabouts, and she also knew that she was having a temper, but she felt that it was the same with or without a husband. After breakfast, I went to see off the children, standing at the window and watching the two of them still go to class by themselves, Huanhuan and Jue'er knew that their mother had been in a bad mood recently, and watched them go to school for the first time, listen to the class honestly, and even consciously express themselves.
Dong Xiaoman wandered around the garden all morning, and checked his work seriously for the first time. Uncle Gu and Aunt Gu were very nervous, and even the mother-in-law washing vegetables in the yard looked like they were facing a great enemy.
"These quilts can be taken to the yard to dry, and they can also be disinfected while the sun is good at noon!" Dong Xiaoman explained, and Aunt Gu agreed.
"These quilts have been marked for them, and everyone's quilts without beds have been made. In case you lose it, let their parents pay for it when the time comes! "Suddenly it became sharp, like a hedgehog with thorns.
So that everyone was not used to it, Dong Xiaoman went to the kitchen again to take a look, and touched the oil bottle, vinegar jar, and pickle jar. Frowning and dissatisfied, he said: "The sauerkraut here smells stinky, if you have time, change the water and rinse it." The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and this one is getting faster. The cook nodded hurriedly, and when she saw Dong Xiaoman twisting her fingers, she hurriedly took the initiative to say, "I will quickly wipe these clean, they are indeed a little dirty." Hehe, the smoke is too big! ”
With a cold face, Dong Xiaoman went to see the study again, and the huge study was already full. Dong Xiaoman picked up a book and asked casually, "But someone came to read the book?" ”
"Well, the kids here are good. After reading it, send it back quickly, and never break it! Uncle Gu was also nervous, and the surprise inspection of Dong Xiaoman was much more terrifying than Dong Xiaogang's usual look here.
After looking around, I found that the time was not early, and stared at the two cooks finishing lunch. Aunt Gu took the initiative to add two dishes, seeing that Dong Xiaoman was going to stay and eat.
The two children went out to see that their mother hadn't left yet, and they rushed to her with joy. Xiao Baozi and Wu Dapeng haven't seen Dong Xiaoman for a long time, and they thought there was something delicious. stepped forward and said good things as if he didn't want money, and Dong Xiaoman's mood was a little better.
But these children didn't wait for Dong Xiaoman to eat together, because their husband Chu Li called their mother away. Chu Li and Dong Xiaoman opened the door without suspicion, and just talked and ate at the same time.
The two children thought that their mother wanted to ask about their usual performance, and the people thought that Dong Xiaoman was asking them if they were working hard, but Chu Li came to ask Dong Xiaoman's thoughts.
The two of them actually talked for a long time after a meal: "You just want to make everyone's life better, maybe you imagine it the same, but when you do it, there are too many accidents." "You can't get everybody to agree with you, you have to know what you're living for? For the sake of husbands, parents, children, or glory and wealth! ”
"Just because you want to be a virtuous person, you can't also ask others to do the same thing as you do. You want everyone to say hello to everyone, that's impossible. No one is perfect, and there are always a few people who don't want to see you. He doesn't like you to abuse you, even if you become the queen mother. He likes you as a person, and you respect you even if you become a flower child! ”
Chu Li said a lot, although Dong Xiaoman also understands it, but who can really be distracted? She looked at Chu Li suspiciously, and the latter smiled and said embarrassedly: "If it weren't for the family change, maybe I wouldn't have seen it so thoroughly!" ”
"And what are you living for?" Dong Xiaoman bit his lip, hesitated for a moment and asked.
"Me? I want to take down the fame and respectfully kowtow in front of my father's tablet. If you want our things back, you can't wipe my father's face. Chu Xuan said absently, and Dong Xiaoman asked again: "What about after that?" ”
"Later? I want to see the famous mountains and rivers in this world, go to Mobei to watch the sunset, go to the South Seas to see the sunrise, to see if the barbarians in the east can really bathe in the snow water, and to see if the beauties in the Western Regions are really so different! Speaking of the back, Chu Li, who had never been joking, suddenly blinked.
Dong Xiaoman chuckled in his heart, recalling himself many years ago. At that time, she still longed to be able to drive to Tibet, and the off-road vehicle to Tibet had just saved enough money, and she came here before she could buy it.
A joke evoked many memories of Dong Xiaoman. Perhaps, I just can't let go, and I am far-fetched to let everyone live with me.
"Xiao Gang mentioned it to me, and the two of them seem to have talked about it. Your status is special, so you should stop paying attention to those mundane things. Look at your two children, they're the ones you should care about! Dong Xiaoman turned his head sideways, and under the sun, two beautiful dolls with red lips and white teeth were cautiously lying at the door to peek at themselves! (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )
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