Lu Feifei took the diary and walked to the sofa and sat down, then turned the next page, and looked at it page by page, perhaps even he didn't realize that he was addicted to reading this diary. I only have one sentence for the + reading book network, the update speed is n times ahead of other stations, and there are few advertisements

There was an inexplicable sense of mystery that attracted him, but he didn't know the way, and this diary wanted to tell him a lot of things that everyone didn't know.

He frowned slightly, staring at the old handwriting on the diary with a serious expression, and carefully flipped through each page, even forgetting what he was looking at......

This diary seems to pull Lu Feifei into the memory picture inside, everything is like traveling through time, and those fragmented pictures are pieced together into a picture in his mind little by little.

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April 11th

In these days of pregnancy, Ye Tianxing has been very good to me, but the better he treats me, the more guilty I will feel in my heart. Because I know that there is a high probability that this child is not his, it should be said that there is a ninety percent chance. But I was very touched by what he did, and he said that he was going to be a father when he met people, and he was as happy as a child.

I suddenly thought, it wouldn't be bad if it went on like this, right? However, the reality always backfires, and just after dinner in the evening, I received a call from Ke Shaoyan, who asked me to go out to meet him.

I went out to see Ke Shaoyan in the evening, and I always acquiesced that the child was his, and he thought so. But gradually, we became very rusty, this time, he said that he had been abroad for a while, because he was wanted recently, heh, yes, I fell in love with such a dangerous man, and I was almost the same age as her daughter, shameless, right? But love is love, and there is nothing to justify yourself.

Ke Shaoyan gave me a bottle of medicine, which can sterilize men, I didn't expect him to be so ruthless. But Ke Shaoyan said: "If you really love me, if you want me to rest assured, then let him take this medicine, I said, rob my woman, I will make him worse than dead." ”

I didn't speak, I took the bottle of medicine and went home, and for the first time I felt that Ke Shaoyan really had a kind of underworld darkness, this kind of man I shouldn't like.

Actually, I lied to Ke Shaoyan, he always thought that I didn't have any relationship with Ye Tianxing, but this is not the case.

July 1

When I went to go for a prenatal checkup, it was Ye Tianxing who accompanied me, and I saw the image of the child in the B ultrasound, which was very cute. This time passed very peacefully, and I never saw Ke Shaoyan again, but I did everything he told me to do. I think Ye Tianxing is really stupid, why would he believe in me so much? I said that it was a tonic, Ye Tianxing, and insisted on taking it every day, I really had a sense of guilt that kept rising.

He didn't lock me up in a dark room anymore, I recently heard that he was going to be promoted, but he still came back every day to eat with me and walk with me, he was really a good man, except that I didn't like him......

Ye Tianxing, I'm sorry.

July 10th

Ye Tianxing seems to have taken that medicine and it seems to have worked, he can't do anything recently, and he always feels very tired. But he never said it in front of me, and I suddenly felt so sorry for him, and after he asked him to go to the hospital for a check-up, he went very obediently. But after coming back, he refused to tell me the test results, and I learned from Zhang's mother's mouth that the test results showed that his sexual function was declining, which is a great shame for a man, right?

I suddenly felt that I was good or bad, and poured all the remaining pills into the toilet bowl and flushed it away, enough is enough, really enough, why did I ruin him like this? He's still so young......

Ye Tianxing, I'm sorry.

October 23rd

There is still no news from Ke Shaoyan, he seems to have evaporated from the world. Ye Tianxing was promoted from section chief to section chief, he really worked hard, supported his family, and was always very busy, and seemed to be so busy that he didn't even have time to have an affair with other women. Everyone is very envious that I am well married, and my husband is so loyal, he actually really wants a home and lives an ordinary life. But with him, I am destined to not be able to live a dull life.

There is still a month before the due date, and I am a little impatient to wait for Ke Shaoyan's news, even if Ye Tianxing is very good to me, I still want Ke Shaoyan to take me away and take me out of here, so that I can be with Ran Ran, my Ran Ran is so pitiful, I am bullied by other children in the orphanage every day.

I went to see Ran Ran today, she almost didn't know me anymore, and I told her that when my sister was born, I would take her out of the orphanage, and she was very happy.

Ye Tianxing, I'm sorry.

November 25th

Three days ago, on November 22nd, my baby was born, very beautiful, and a daughter. Ye Tianxing liked it very much, he said that this was his little princess, only I knew that this child was not his. On the third day after giving birth to the baby, that is, today, Ke Shaoyan finally called me, he said, let me wait for a while, the next time he calls, it will be when he takes me away, I am very happy. But looking at Ye Tianxing hugging his daughter like a heart-warming baby, my heart hurt again, and I finally couldn't help but tell Ye Tianxing: "This child is not yours." ”

He was slightly stunned, and then said with a smile: "Don't be kidding, how can it not be mine, I have already done a DNA paternity test, and the child is mine." ”

After he finished speaking, it was my turn to be stunned, parent-child...... Identification? It turned out that he didn't believe me so much on the surface, he actually took the child to do a paternity test? And...... This kid is actually his? I really couldn't accept it for a while, and I couldn't say a word in a daze, Ye Tianxing saw my reaction, and explained to me with a guilty face, saying that he shouldn't not believe me, shouldn't doubt me...... But I don't want this child to be his at all, otherwise how can I explain to Ke Shaoyan?

I actually gave birth to Ye Tianxing's child......

Ye Tianxing named his daughter Hai Ning, Ye Hai Ning is as quiet as the sea, condensing the aura of heaven and earth.

May 6 of the following year.

Ke Shaoyan finally called, and it was almost half a year later, and what disappointed me was that he still couldn't take us away this time, and he saw that the baby was also very happy to hug it, and he thought it was his daughter.

We went to the orphanage together to see Ran Ran, who was very happy and asked me if I could leave, but I couldn't speak.

Ke Shaoyan took out two crystal bells with unique shapes, one was worn on Ran Ran's body, and the other was worn on Ah Ning's body, he said, this is a gift for his two daughters, there are only these two in the whole world, he can recognize them.

Then he left again, I was really tired of his promises, countless promises, but none of them could be fulfilled, and I didn't dare to tell him that Ah Ning was not his daughter, and with his means, Ah Ning would be strangled to death on the spot.

I'm living so painfully.

[Author's digression]: This diary has experienced a lot of things