746.Chapter 746: It's a Realistic Society
He knew that this was very unfair to Wang Shishi, but when was the world fair?
The one who made the choice was her, since she chose not to marry him in love, it doomed her to a loveless marriage, and she couldn't blame anyone.
The meal was eaten until the early hours of the morning.
During the banquet, Miyazawa Yu did not show any signs of liking Bai Xue, but Wang Shishi felt that he looked at Bai Xue differently.
People tend to be very observant of the people they care about.
It's just that she didn't ask anything, she didn't say anything, she didn't participate in his past, she didn't have the right to say anything, she didn't have the right to care about anything, what she wanted was her future life, and she was his wife, a wife he made it clear that he wouldn't love, it made no sense to say anything, it was just to embarrass herself.
Miyazawa Yu drank a lot, and she had to rely on her support to return to the room.
When he fell to the bed, he stopped moving.
She helped him take off his shoes, took off his coat with great difficulty, and then went to the bathroom to wet the towel and wipe his face and hands.
As she cleaned him, covered him with the quilt, and was about to go to her room to sleep, a large hand suddenly grabbed her hand.
She looked back.
"The white snow you see today is the person I love the most, in this life, I will only love her alone, all my rules of conduct will be based on her first, and it will never change, if you can stand it, then we will continue, if you can't stand it, we can go to divorce tomorrow."
Miyazawa Yu is a soft-hearted man after all, although he told himself that this was all Wang Shishi's own choice, no wonder anyone, but he still couldn't help but tell her the truth and let her make another choice, everyone has the right to choose happiness.
Women have the right to choose to be loved, especially a good woman.
Wang Shishi was stunned, she didn't expect her not to ask, he said it, and said it so frankly, so that she ......
I don't know how to describe the feeling in my heart.
It's too much to say that it hurts her heart, because she doesn't have such deep feelings for him, at best, she only has a good impression of him, but her heart is moved.
To say that there is no feeling, that is impossible, but this feeling is difficult to describe, is it embarrassing, or something.
In short, it was very uncomfortable, and there was a trace of distress.
However, this is also the situation she expected, when he told her that he could give her everything, but not love, she guessed that he had someone in his heart, and now it only confirmed her guess, so it was not very uncomfortable.
Just a little ......
Some......
Alas......
She sighed, unable to accurately express her mood at this moment and bothered to look for adjectives.
She heard herself speak, "Will you be with her in the future?" ”
"I want to, but it can't be."
"That's not going to happen."
"So to speak."
"Will you do anything to her to be sorry for me?"
"What do you mean?"
"Flesh out, cheating."
Miyazawa Yu smiled bitterly, "Do you think it's possible?" ”
He was still the same sentence, he thought, but it couldn't be.
"That's not going to happen."
"Yes."
"Will we live a normal married life?" She accentuated the word normal, obviously asking if they were going to be a real couple.
Miyazawa hesitated for a few minutes, "Yes." ”
Marrying her can't let her have a husband who loves her, I'm already a little sorry, how can I be embarrassed to let her stay a widow.
"Does that mean, apart from the love you have in your heart, we are not abnormal with ordinary couples?"
"That's how it should be."
"That's OK." Wang Shishi closed the case for their conversation.
"What do you mean?" Miyazawa Yu found that he didn't understand this seemingly simple woman, when he said this, she was not embarrassed, not angry, and did not leave angrily, but asked such a few impossible questions without changing her face, what was she thinking?
"You told me from the beginning that this is a loveless marriage, and I chose to marry you, and I expected that you had another love in your heart, so I would not divorce you because of such a fact." If she would divorce him, she would not be married.
"Why? Don't women all want to find someone they love to marry? "Miyazawa Yu doesn't understand, she is not a greedy person, so she didn't divorce him for money, it is not established, what is it for? Knowing that he has a heart, are you willing to continue with him?
Hasn't she realized she's just a shield?
"You haven't heard that the ideal is plump, the reality is skinny, not all thoughts can become true, how easy is it to find a person you love to marry? I can find a husband who will not cheat, cheat, handsome and rich, who does not pay attention, does not eat, drink, prostitute and gamble, is already stronger than many women, you say, why should I give up this marriage to find a so-called lover? Who can guarantee that if I find someone I love and love me, we will be happy when we get married, and who can guarantee that he will love me for the rest of his life? ”
Wang Shishi's series of rhetorical questions made Miyazawa unable to answer.
Indeed, nothing in this world is certain and guaranteed.
"I think I'm already a very lucky person, our marriage is already very good, this world is the real world, not the world in the book, there is not so much love, some are just firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, ordinary and ordinary life, marriage is just to have a companion, I don't have to run around for a house, I don't have to suffer for life, I'm really lucky, very good!" Wang Shishi accentuated her tone.
She is a very contented person, and it is really satisfying to be able to have this!
What's more, he is still the person she likes.
Besides, she is just an ordinary person, there will not be any fierce love, if she hadn't met him, she might have found someone who looks good to the eye and lived a hard life, what do you think, she is better than living with others, what is she not satisfied with?
"Do you really think so?"
"Really."
"That's good, in the future, if you regret it, you can leave, but blame and resent, because this is the life you choose." Since she thinks so, Miyazawa Yu has nothing to feel guilty about.
"I never regret what I've chosen." Wang Shishi's voice was low and firm.
There are gains and losses, she is never greedy, and she will not want to have both fish and bear's paws.
Bai Xue and Su Yan received a call from Qiao Tian as soon as they entered the house.
"Didn't catch it?" Bai Xue saw that Su Yan was not excited after answering the phone, and frowned.
"It's just Wang Zhen's stand-in that he has caught, and he has cultivated a few people who are very similar to him and live in various places."
"This Wang Zhen is really cunning." Bai Xue had to admire Wang Zhen, so many people were hunted down around the world, but they couldn't catch him.
"He must have the ability to stand tall in the arms world for 20 years."