Chapter 41: The Past of the Flower Butterfly
Hua Butterfly remembers that once upon a time he was just a little thief on the train, a teenager stunned young man, everything he did was just to have a good meal, as for returning to his hometown - hum, he was just an orphan, where is his hometown?
It was not long after Flower Butterfly got on the train from the street, and he missed a burglary.
It was still in the nineties, and he was caught red-handed over to the police when he was stealing a middle-aged man's wallet in an old green car. At the critical moment, it was the person in the glass cabinet who appeared in front of him, just a smile, a few words, and let the middle-aged man let him go.
At that time, although she was not as beautiful as she is now, she was already a fairy-like existence in the eyes of Hua Butterfly at that time. When she took Hua Butterfly's hand and whispered relief, and then walked through the flow of people together and left the train station, Hua Butterfly suddenly had a very warm feeling.
In the past, in the orphanage, he also suffered cold eyes and criticism because of his withdrawn personality and mischievous personality. Later, he lived in the city and became a street beggar and a thief, and it was even more impossible for anyone to give him a good face, at most he was pitiful and sympathetic. No one had ever cared for him like this and made him feel warm.
In addition, he is fifteen or sixteen years old, young and ignorant, and it is when he is full of curiosity about the opposite sex, so this "woman" who took him away is in his eyes the immortal sent by God to save him.
"My name is Qiu Yiran, you can call me Sister Yiran in the future. What is your name? ”
"They all call me Flowers." Hua Butterfly must have blushed when she said this.
"Flowers? This name is not very good, so it is better for you to change the name to Flower Butterfly, the butterfly of butterflies. ”
It was in a hotel that he had his first conversation with this "woman". He knew that this "woman" was called Qiu Yiran, and he also had the current name, Hua Butterfly.
Later, he communicated a lot of things with Qiu Yiran, and after that, he was left by Qiu Yiran's side, saying that he was her assistant. She can take care of his food, his clothes, and his housing, all he needs is to listen to her and help her do what he can. Later, he found out that Qiu Yiran, like him, was also mixed outside, but unlike his stealing, Qiu Yiran was a liar, specializing in deceiving rich men.
This discovery made Hua Butterfly suddenly feel that the distance between herself and Qiu Yiran had been pulled into a lot, and his voice of "Sister Yiran" became more and more intimate.
At the beginning, he could only give Qiu Yiran things and practice some basic kung fu given to him by Qiu Yiran, and after two months, he could be a nursery for Qiu Yiran. Later, he began to learn to put on makeup for Qiu Yiran, no, to be precise, Qiu Yiran wanted him to put makeup on himself, and then he learned it by heart.
Time flies, time flies, and in a blink of an eye, he followed Qiu Yiran for two or three years. The little thief back then, stunned, has grown into a tall and handsome young man. He is not only Qiu Yiran's assistant, but also Qiu Yiran's good partner. He was already very precocious, and after two or three years of being with Qiu Yiran, he was well-informed, and his maturity was even faster, and his mind was no longer much different from that of an adult man.
At this time, he found that it was beginning to be a little difficult to accept the scenes of Qiu Yiran making out with other men. Even though he knew that Daoqiu was playing on the spot, even though he didn't know that Daoqiu wouldn't have anything to do with those men in the end, he was still very unhappy. He was unhappy with other men pulling Qiu Yiran's hand, unhappy with other men's kissing Qiu Yiran's mouth, and unhappy with other men hugging Qiu Yiran's waist.
After struggling for a long time, he finally determined one thing - he fell in love with Sister Yiran!
There is one thing he remembers very clearly, that is, he confessed to Qiu Yiran.
It was late at night after the end of an "operation", and he and Qiu Yiran were walking together in a deep alley in a certain city, and he sulked because Qiu Yiran was kissed by the man before.
Qiu Yiran seemed to sense that he was in a bad mood, turned his head and looked at him with a smile and said, "What's the matter, you look unhappy again?" ”
"Sister Yiran, can you not let those men kiss you in the future?" He asked this question with a sullen head at the time.
Qiu Yiran chuckled and said, "I don't kiss those men, how can I cheat money?" If you don't have any money, you support me? ”
He remembered that he didn't think about it at the time, so he blurted out: "I'll raise you!" ”
He still remembered that as soon as he said this, Qiu Yiran froze, and the faint smile condensed on the beautiful face, as if the condensed spring, the beauty became eternal.
When he saw Qiu Yiran's beautiful appearance, he was even more encouraged, and said angrily: "Sister Yiran, I like you." Don't do this anymore, be my girlfriend, I'll earn money to support you, and live a good life together, okay? ”
After he finished speaking, he looked at Qiu Yiran very nervously, but Qiu Yiran turned his head slightly and smiled, and said in a low voice: "You are so stupid." Do you know what it means to like, and what it means to live? ”
"I didn't know Lu Dao before, but with Sister Yiran, I know what it means to like Lu Dao and what it means to live a life." He is still proud of his witty answers.
Qiu Yiran changed his words and said, "Okay, since you say so, then do you dare to kiss me?" ”
When he heard Qiu Yiran's words, he immediately felt as if his blood was burning, and he didn't say anything, but went directly over and hugged Qiu Yiran's shoulders, bowed his head slightly, and kissed Qiu Yiran's lips.
With this kiss, he was like a demon, and he couldn't extricate himself.
The lust is burning, the blood is boiling. The hormones of youth were even more sprouting like never before, making his breathing heavier and heavier, and at that time, he didn't have the concentration he had as well as he did now.
Soon, in the middle of that night, in that deep dark alley where no one was around, he pressed Qiu Yiran against the wall, and kept asking for hot kisses. A pair of hands were also jerky caressing and exploring Qiu Yiran's body.
Thinking about it now, Qiu Yiran's reaction at that time was actually very cold, and there was a feeling of smiling and letting him take it, as if he was waiting for what would happen next.
Sometimes he wonders if he knows what will happen next, will he confess like Qiu Yiran that day? Will you be enthusiastic and kiss her?
It's still an unanswerable question, but it happened that day.
He kneaded Qiu Yiran's soft and straight chest extremely clumsily with one hand, and "smartly" touched Qiu Yiran's buttocks with the other hand, and then soon things became uncontrollable. Although he had not experienced such a thing, he knew it, and when his hand touched a certain place intentionally or unintentionally through his clothes, almost instantly, he froze.
He stood on the spot as if he had been struck by lightning, and he didn't move, but the disheveled Qiu Yiran laughed. The laughter was so bleak, so pitiful, that it was still imprinted in his mind to this day.
"Hehehehe, why do you still have to come this far? Isn't it good to like each other in your heart? ”
"Do you feel sick now, I didn't expect Sister Yiran, who has been with you for so long, to be like this, right? Such, hehe. ”
"Flower Butterfly, our fate ends here. Xie Lu thank you for being with me for three years, to be honest, you have brought me a lot of happiness and warmth in the past three years, and I like you too. However, the truth is so cruel, I can't be your girlfriend, we can't be together. Farewell, my loved one..."
He remembered that he was gently pushed away, and then he watched Qiu Yiran's emaciated figure disappear into the dark night, leaving him alone there.
At that time, he was too young to even think about this kind of thing, let alone really happen to him. He couldn't even turn his mind around at the time, and he always thought: How is it possible? How can Sister Yiran be a man? I just touched that thing, it must have been my delusion, right?
However, I did run into it.
For what?
These three words had been circling in his mind all night, and he suddenly woke up at dawn when the first person passed by him. Then he walked out into the streets like a walking corpse, walked and walked, and couldn't help but return to the hotel where he and Qiu Yiran lived.
After a little hesitation, he walked into the hotel, but when he went to the room where he and Qiu Yiran were staying, he found that Qiu Yiran had already packed his luggage and left. Looking at the empty room, his heart was also empty in an instant.
Later, he became a walking corpse, wandering from city to city, drinking, smoking, and looking for women. Well, no, he never looked for a woman again, and he was afraid that when it came to the critical moment, he would find out something unexpectedly.
People often say that love and affection are about fate, and only when there is fate and a share can we finally come together.
He felt that this sentence was very true.
After wandering around various bars and nightclubs in various cities for more than a year, he already understood that he couldn't forget Qiu Yiran, and he really wanted to see Qiu Yiran again, but he also understood that this was a delusion. When you lose someone, it's like throwing away your favorite sand in the Ganges, how can you find it?
However, on a half-drunk night, he saw Qiu Yiran in a bar.
At that time, Qiu Yiran was intimately with another man, but he didn't seem to see it, and involuntarily hugged Qiu Yiran tightly in his arms, and he didn't want to let go.
Only those who have lost can know that they cherish it.
What about men? In his eyes, Sister Yiran is a woman, the most beautiful woman in the world and worthy of his love.
He clearly remembered that when he hugged Qiu Yi, the man next to him was very unhappy and moved to him. He had learned kung fu with Qiu Yiran, how could he be afraid? At that time, he kicked the man to the ground, and in front of Qiu Yiran and everyone, he pointed to Qiu Yiran in his arms and said domineeringly: "This is my woman, don't move!" ”
After saying that, he also turned around and smiled drunkenly at Qiu Yiran. He remembered very well that Qiu Yi's beautiful eyes were full of brilliance at that time. He could feel it, it was love, it was excitement, it was intoxication.
Next, he was slapped in the back of the head, and then he didn't know what to do. When he woke up and opened his eyes, he met Qiu Yiran's tender eyes.
"Why are you so stupid, you let people sneak up on the back of the head." Qiu Yiran's tone was the same as when he first taught him to practice, taught him to be a childcare, and taught him to be angry when he put on makeup for women.
"Your eyes are so beautiful, I forgot." His answer was vague, but the meaning was clear to both of them, that is, at that time, he only cared about Qiu Yiran's eyes and forgot about the things around him.
Qiu Yiran smiled lightly, took his hand, pulled his fingers one by one, and said, "Hua Butterfly, really, I didn't expect that we would be able to meet again, let alone that you would rush up and hug me." I'm so impressed, really impressed. ”
He smiled and didn't speak. In fact, he doesn't want to be with a man, but the person he likes is a man who is as beautiful as a woman, a woman with a man's heart and a man's body. He loves so much that it is difficult to be swayed by gender. If Qiu Yiran was a real woman, he thought he would be happier.
When he thought so, he heard Qiu Yiran say: "Flower Butterfly, for you, I want to become a real woman, and then we will be together forever..."
[The story of the flower butterfly and the legendary ladyboy is worth looking forward to, and it won't be too much, so I'll get back to the topic immediately. Ask for support. 】