197. Farewell to the Rain
Liu Zhang also burst into tears, he hammered his chest twice, and roared loudly: "What are you doing!" Even if you lie to me, I will believe you again!! Why don't you even lie to me now? I said that I would believe you on my terms for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that the woman I loved all my life would be a demon who would never stop lying to me every day!! ”
Chang Xi felt that what Liu Zhang said was not wrong at all, she was actually a demon, and she didn't deserve anything in this life.
Since she was determined to take revenge, she has been unscrupulous, taking advantage of Liu Zhang's feelings, killing people and setting fires, she has done it all. Chang Xi is actually not afraid of retribution at all, she is only afraid that Liu Zhang will know the truth.
Chang Xi originally wanted to arrange an accident death for himself, and then let Lu Chu take good care of Liu Zhang and his daughter, Liu Zhang will never know the truth of Lu Dao, he will live with the most beautiful memory of her, even if it will be painful for a while.
Once Liu Zhang knows the truth, it will be a huge explosion that the two will face.
"You say I can do anything, as long as you don't hurt Wanqing. He's your biological daughter...... I beg you, she is still very young, she doesn't know anything, don't tell her about me. ”
Liu Zhang pinched Chang Xi's neck: "You woman's scheming is so deep, no wonder you insist on refusing to take Wanqing by yourself, it turns out that you have already planned it, you didn't plan to stay by my side for the rest of your life, so you asked me last night, what will you do if you want to leave me...... Isn't that so? ”
The scorching temperature of Liu Zhang's palm reached Chang Xi's throat, she had difficulty breathing, and her vision in front of her was blurred by the heavy rain, so she could only stare vaguely at Liu Zhang's angry expression in her imagination.
"Yes...... I hope you forgot about me. Don't hate me, just treat me as a passerby in your life, and you'll feel better......"
"Passerby?" Liu Zhang felt a great irony of this word: "Do you think that using the word passerby can easily change what happened between us?" Perhaps, in your heart, I, Liu Zhang, am just a passerby! Is there really only him Liu Ying in your heart? Do you love him? How much do you love him? Tell me the truth!! ”
Chang Xi cried, she closed her eyes and roared: "I love him, very, very, very much love him, love him with all my life, I have never changed this idea!! Are you satisfied?! ”
Liu Zhang was stunned, he gradually let go of his hand, the heavy rain formed a layer of mist on his body, and he looked lonely and helpless.
"Good, good......"
Liu Zhang turned around and left, but was still hugged by Chang Xi from behind: "Liu Zhang, promise me, you can't hurt Wanqing!" ”
"Do you think you're qualified to ask me for anything now?"
As soon as Liu Zhang pushed Chang Xi away, she rolled to the ground, and as soon as she looked up, a cold tip was attached to her chin, colder than rain.
But what is even colder than this sword wall is Liu Zhang's gaze, his eyes are like an ice pick, poking Chang Xi with thousands of holes: "I won't tell Wan Qing, there is only one of her mothers, and that is Lu Chu." She doesn't have you as a biological mother, and I Liu Zhang doesn't have you as a side lady, just out of the sword you blocked for me, and then I said I wanted to return it to you, but now it seems that I don't owe you anything. ”
Liu Zhang raised his backhand, and the tip slid through Chang Xi's skin with the rain, leaving a shallow wound on her neck. Blood slowly spilled out, and soon it was carried away by the rain.
There are three scenes in Changxi's life that she remembers very deeply, one is when she was poured poisoned wine by Mama Su, and the second is when she watched Liu Ying pass away, and now she finally found the third one, that is, Liu Zhang's figure in this endless rain.
He dragged his heavy steps, he had never walked so embarrassed, so lonely.
Liu Zhang is arrogant, daring, righteous and awe-inspiring, and stupid. After knowing him for so long, Chang Xi never knew that Liu Zhang could be so heartbreaking.
On the avenue outside the Jiaofang Hall of Weiyang Palace, Liu Zhang's figure finally disappeared at the end of the pear blossom tree.
Chang Xi covered his heart and thought...... That kind of back, it should be the trick to say goodbye.
She suddenly felt that there was no rain on the top of her head, and when she raised her head, she thought, is it Zhang Yan or Lu Pheasant.
But her eyes were fixed on me two seconds later, and I was wearing a small black gown, holding the golden handle of the umbrella, and moved the umbrella to her side. I pursed my fiery red lips and chuckled, "Hi, Changxi, long time no see." ”
She sat inside like this and smiled stupidly: "Long time no see...... Fleur ......"
It's over, it's almost over.
This is the first rain since the beginning of spring this year and the heaviest in recent years. The rain came and went, and it pressed down on the earth with heavy dewdrops, covering everything that was full of life and covered with life with the same color.
It's similar to snowflakes, the suffocating white.
In this rain, no one can really see through the dawn that is coming.
Even if they knew in their hearts that the dawn would come......
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The rain came in a hurry, but it also stayed for three whole days.
But everything in the world, flowers and birds quickly broke free from the moisture brought by the rain, and all of them were renewed.
The dew rolled down next to the green leaves, and then was picked by the palace maid. The rain did not take away the things in the world, but the world absorbed them.
Everything seems to be at peace.
Except for those who are surrounded by hatred and intelligence, who are flesh and blood in the rain and even more fragmented after the rain.
The place where Chang Xi lives now is Zhaoyang Palace, which is where she used to live, which is also Lu Pheasant's idea.
It's just that the Zhaoyang Hall was not cleaned, and Changxi was not served by the palace maids, she sat alone in the withered courtyard of the Zhaoyang Palace, swinging the swing, stunned.
Even if Zhang Yan didn't have to intercede, Lu Pheasant didn't plan to kill Chang Xi. It's not so much that Lu Pheasant doesn't want to kill because she is about to die, but that she deliberately looks like Chang Xi is better off than dead.
Lu Pheasant clearly knew that Chang Xi was no longer a threat to her, Chang Xi and Liu Zhang had completely collapsed, even if Chang Xi had some ideas, Liu Zhang would not believe it. That's why Lu Pheasant dared to put Chang Xi by his side like this, so that he could torture her slowly.
It had been three days since Chang Xi and Liu Zhang were separated in the rain, and Lu Pheasant would take Chang Xi to the Zhaoyang Hall where she died, and would also give her Liu Ying's tablet, and also told Chang Xi where Liu Gong had before he died, describing in detail how the young Liu Gong was starved to death.
Chang Xi is really going crazy, just a little bit, she will become the same fate as the concubines who have fallen out of favor in Beiyuan.
The reason for this is only a little bit, of course, because of my presence.
Although it was still more than half a year before the day when I agreed to take the human skin, I still couldn't help but come, so I wouldn't miss such a good show.
But Chang Xi should still not want to die, because after all, her goal of revenge has not been achieved.
It's just that she doesn't have to worry about anything now, because although Liu Zhang doesn't believe Chang Xi now, Chang Xi has already hinted that he wants to get close to Liu Heng, the acting king, and when he has the opportunity to overthrow Lu Pheasant, he can support the new emperor.
Zhang Yan came to see Chang Xi several times, but she didn't mean to come to visit, but from the perspective of a person who is sympathetic to the same disease, she looked down on her with very pitying eyes.
"Sister Juan, what are you going to do here now? Are you sad for Liu Zhang, or sad for Liu Ying? The consequences you have had so far have been at your own expense. ”
"I don't regret it."
Even if she did it again, she wouldn't regret it.
Chang Xi kept repeating this sentence, but in her no regrets, she faintly felt that there was always Liu Zhang.
"Sister Juan, you should be sober, don't think about revenge, even if the Empress Dowager is dead, it is impossible to change the current government, do you think it is really okay to use a little bit of your own strength? Before your uncle died, you promised him that he would take good care of Gong'er and take good care of himself, but what about you now!! ”
But apparently, Chang Xi was unmoved by Zhang Yan's words. In fact, Zhang Yan said that she had her own position, she felt sorry for Liu Ying and Liu Gong, and at the same time, on the one hand, she hated Chang Xi for betraying Liu Ying for revenge.
But from Chang Xi's point of view, all this seems so reasonable. Because she is a dead person, hatred is the only truth in her life, and if she needs a comfortable and peaceful life, she doesn't need to trade with the devil with her human skin and soul at all.
"Chang Xi, are you going to sit and wait in this Han Palace now, look at your current appearance, you can go directly to play the midnight murder bell, and the makeup artist is exempt."
I reluctantly reminded Chang Xi that what I said was not an exaggeration at all.
She was now curled up on the swing with her cape, and there were several layers of dark circles under her eyes, and she was motionless several times, and I really thought she was dead, and was about to take off the human skin, but she still had the strength to say to me: "Get out." ”
"You still say that I, aren't you yourself also dark-faced?"
I don't know how long I slammed her, Chang Xi finally replied to me slowly.
I proudly touched my sun-kissed skin: "You know a fart, this is a healthy and popular skin color, wheat." I saw that Chang Xi's face was lifeless, and there were still unhealed scars on her neck: "Okay, okay, Chang Xi, I'll go to Zhu Xuhou Mansion for you to investigate." ”