That*, steal*, they gave each other the purest body and mind.

They naively thought that the promise they made when they were young was forever.

In this life, he marries, she marries, and it will be a good match for a hundred years.

However, in this world, there is another idiom, which is called the unpredictable of the world.

turned around, more than ten years, vicissitudes of life, things and people.

May there be no years to look back on, and live the rest of your life with affection.

If he was happy at this time, Qiao Xi'an would not be stuck in the past, too many memories came one after another, and every scene was like a musical note, knocking on the depths of his soul.

How good it used to be, how sad it is now.

Happiness is always out of reach, one step away.

For many days in a row, he resisted high reaction with rhodiola, and I don't know if he ate too much, his head was very dizzy, he obviously felt unwell, and his chest was uncomfortable with tightness and dizziness.

The tour guide noticed that he was unwell, took out the oxygen cylinder he had brought with him, and gave him a rest.

"I can hold on, it's just that I've worked you." Qiao Xi'an shook his head, his face turned pale and he couldn't breathe.

The tour guide is a young and straightforward Xizang man, he said, "I don't work hard, I'm used to running around, and Mr. Qiao paid me ten times my usual monthly salary, I was so lucky to get Mr. Qiao's job, but I haven't found Mr. Qiao's lover so far, I'm very sorry." ”

"Hehe, it's my bad luck that I can't find it, it's none of your business."

Qiao Xi'an smiled lightly, the loneliness in his eyes, the barren fireworks of the city, he whispered softly, "You say, will she have any accidents, so ......"

"Mr. Qiao, we Tibetans believe in Buddhism, and when we encounter problems that cannot be solved, we will go to worship the Buddha, ask the living Buddha to share our worries for us, and bless us to realize our wishes. Although Mr. Qiao is from a big city, he might as well give it a try and ask the living Buddha to give Mr. Qiao some guidance? ”

"Worship the Buddha?"

"Yes, as long as there is faith, there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome."

"Okay, I'll go!"

Qiao Xi'an immediately stepped forward, and the tour guide hurriedly grabbed him, "Your body needs to rest, you can't hold it up, it's not a joke, and there are too many tourists in the temple during the day, it's crowded, we will go to the Jokhang Temple early tomorrow morning, avoid the rush hour for tourists to visit, and follow the flow of people to enter the Jokhang Temple, I know the lamas who preach in the temple, you can ask the master to give you guidance." ”

"Okay, listen to you, thank you!"

……

In the early morning, the light of the morning sun pierced through the heavy clouds and poured warm light.

Jokhang Temple is located in the center of the old city of Lhasa, is a Tibetan Buddhist monastery, but also the largest spiritual pillar of Tibetan Buddhist believers, believers from all walks of life take the Jokhang Temple as a place of worship, come from thousands of miles to worship.

The hall is 4 storeys high, the whole building golden roof, the bucket arch is the typical Han style, the watchtower, the carved beam is the Xizang style, the 103 wood carving beasts and the human face lion body arranged in rows under the eaves of the second and third floors of the main hall, and present the style characteristics of Nepal and India again.

Qiao Xi'an stepped into it, felt the power of faith in the burning butter lamp, stepped on the platform on the second floor, looked at the Potala Palace in the distance, overlooked the Jokhang Temple Square and the crowd on the square, and felt a different feeling in his heart.

"Mr. Qiao, Jokhang Temple has Maitreya Buddha Hall, Guanyin Bodhisattva Hall, Ancestors and Grandchildren Three Dharma King Palace, and Tara Palace, let's go to worship the Lord of the Buddha Hall first......"

"Wait!"

The tour guide's words were suddenly interrupted by Qiao Xi'an, and he didn't have time to react, but he saw that he had jumped down the steps quickly and rushed to the square!

"Hey, Mr. Joe!"

The tour guide shouted in surprise and hurriedly followed him.

Just now, in the crowd, a familiar figure drifted with the waves, flashing away from Qiao Xi'an's sight, but he was shocked, and greeted her like crazy, shouting her name excitedly and anxiously, "Yingying-"

However, the flowing crowd, when he chased after him, had changed his appearance, he looked around, and hissed, "Li Ying! Li Ying, where are you? Li Ying, come out-"

No one answered, no one paid attention, some just strange expressions of people stopping and coming.

Qiao Xi'an was unwilling to shuttle through the sea of people, he didn't know if he was dazzled by the wrong person, but as long as there was a glimmer of hope, he couldn't give up!

"Yingying!"

"Yingying!"

"Mr. Joe!"

The tour guide grabbed the crazy Qiao Xi'an, "Buddhist holy land, don't make loud noises!" ”

"I saw her, I really saw her, she was wearing a black baseball cap, black sunglasses, a white shirt and blue jeans, she was wearing a ponytail, and she was carrying a backpack, and she was standing there just now, looking left and right!" Qiao Zian spoke incoherently excitedly, and his chest rose and fell violently.

The tour guide was stunned, "Are you sure?" ”

"I won't recognize the wrong person, we all dress like this when we go out, I see her too much, how can I not recognize her? It must be her, she's in the Jokhang Temple, right around here, I'm going to find her! ”

After Qiao Xi'an finished speaking in a hurry, he looked around again, and the tour guide hurriedly said, "Let's look for it separately, and call after we find it!" ”

"Good!"

The two scattered, one south and one north, looking along the square and the hall while shouting Li Ying's name in a loud voice.

Qiao Xi'an was boiling something in his chest, he walked very fast, without stopping, his eyes were sharp and swept from the crowd in front of him, he stepped on the steps in three steps and made two steps, and ran into the Guanyin Bodhisattva Temple, the good men and women who turned the scriptures were three or three and two, he swept around, and did not find the woman wearing a baseball cap, so he wanted to go to the next place, but the moment he turned around, a figure kneeling on the futon in front of the Bodhisattva made him stagnate, and the whole person was frozen by time!

"Guanyin Bodhisattva, my name is Li Ying, I came here to bow and ask the Bodhisattva to guide me through the maze......"

Behind her, Qiao Xi'an approached step by step, his steps were very light, for fear of disturbing her, looking at her thin shoulders, his heart was tight, his ink eyes were hot, the people around her got up after worshipping, he knelt down, followed her example, folded his hands, and bowed three times, she didn't notice him, still told the Bodhisattva about his heart, "I don't deserve him, and I don't want to delay his future, he is not an ordinary pianist, our background status, the difference between cloud and mud, my storage zài, will smear his face, his parents, I won't accept a dirty woman as a daughter-in-law......"

Hearing this, Qiao Xi'an's Adam's apple rolled, and he tried his best to endure the swelling pain in his heart, and he said softly, "Bodhisattva, I am trapped by love, I can't sleep at night, and I can't swallow food. The Buddha said that crossing a qiē is destined to be a person, and the red line of all the old moons is rounded. I want to know, my red line, whether the old moon is tied up, why the woman I love, why she refuses to return to me; I wonder if in the world of love, is it the cleanliness of the body or the purity of the soul that matters? I also have a word for the Bodhisattva to bring to my beloved. ”

Li Ying turned her head suddenly, and the blood all over her body froze at this moment!

Qiao Xi'an still looked ahead, and he said slowly word by word, "The essence is clean and clean, it is better than dirt and ditches." ”

Li Ying's lips trembled slightly, and the bottom of her eyes was red......

He bowed his head and prayed with the most sincere heart, "When I was eighteen years old, she agreed to my proposal, and when we were older, she would be my bride." I'm thirty-three years old this year, and I've been waiting for her for fifteen years, and if she doesn't come, I'll wait for fifteen, thirty, forty years, until I'm old and out of this world. Bodhisattva, in love, I am not afraid of anything, maybe I am not strong enough, but I can do my best to defend my lover and give her stability for a lifetime. In this life, I wish we ha* and eventually become dependents. Pray for the Bodhisattva's fulfillment. ”

Li Ying's eyelashes twitched, something fell, she got up in a panic and ran out.

Why?

Why did he suddenly appear?

What to do?

She didn't know.

Her tenacious heart is messy at the moment......

Her arm was grabbed from behind, and without looking back, the familiar masculine aura enveloped her, and she lowered her head, tears streaming silently......

In the temple world where people come and go, he slowly embed her in his arms from behind, and their hearts are close to each other, so close that they don't seem to leave a gap.

"Don't go, okay?" Qiao Xi'an's thin lips fell on her neck, suppressing her affection, and her voice was hoarse and pleading.

Li Ying tilted her head and leaned on his shoulder, tears washed her eyes, and she couldn't respond to him a word......

"All things are dirty, but idealism is the clearest. Didn't the Buddha sue you? The Buddha's eyes see the flowers, and the flowers are the world. The Buddha sees the world, and the world is as empty as flowers and plants. ”

Qiao Xi'an's low and deep words lingered in her ears, she was stunned for a while, and closed her eyes slightly, "Xi'an, I'm tired, can you carry me?" ”

"Okay."

Qiao Xi'an turned to the front and half-squatted down, Li Ying climbed up, hugged his neck, he held her legs, and strode forward.

The warm sun was shining, and the golden light was pouring down, leaving a dappled light and shadow on them......

……

Half afternoon, hotel.

After paying the tour guide's salary and hugging and saying goodbye to the tour guide, Qiao Xi'an stood at the door of the hotel and watched the tour guide go away.

He also thanked the tour guide for a sum of money, and he was able to find Li Ying, and the tour guide was his biggest lucky star.

When she returned to the room, Li Ying was lying on her stomach in a daze, she didn't move, I don't know how long she had been in this position, the room was quiet.

"Yingying."

Qiao Zian approached her, leaned over to hold her shoulders, and asked softly, "Are you hungry?" Would you like to eat something? ”

Li Ying didn't answer him, she said softly, "Xi'an, won't you regret it?" Maybe one day, all my past will leap into the public eye, and you, your family, can withstand the gossip? ”

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