She bit her lip harder, picked up the bag on the table, and walked in the direction of the door, but when she was about to reach the door, she suddenly stopped, threw the bag in her hand to the ground, and then turned around and rushed towards him.

Jun Jinchen was stunned, he could avoid it, but looking at her rushing over, he didn't want to avoid it.

Her body slammed into him, and he staggered backwards, and she crushed him down on the couch behind him.

He could clearly feel her weight on him, a sensation he knew all too well. In the past, she always liked to press on top of him, looking at him with lust-fascination, kissing him, stroking him, in her words, it was jamming.

He liked her actions like this, and made him feel that she was infatuated with him and needed him.

But now, she is still pressing on him, but there is anger, sadness and sadness on her face.

"Do you hate me coming to you?" She yelled loudly.

"Nope." He returned, his voice indifferent, and his hands at his side kept clenching, resisting the urge to hug her.

I'm afraid that if I hug her, I won't be able to let her go, and I will break all his patience, and even force her to stay by my side by any means.

"If not, why rush to let me go?" She asked.

"You shouldn't have sorted it out yet, and now you, looking at me will only add to the pain, won't you?" His voice drifted through the room in a deep voice.

She choked, suddenly like a deflated ball, her head was pressed low, and her shoulders twitched, "Jinchen, I hate it now." ”

"I know." He said, because he hated it too, "But...... What do you want me to do? He asked, his dark phoenix eyes looked at her fixedly, and there was an unprecedented depression in his expression, "What can I do to make you feel better, as long as you say it, I will do it, even if I give up this life, I will do it." ”

Her body trembled, and she looked into his eyes, her throat as if it had been burned by something, so hot that she couldn't say a word.

"Xiaoxu, I have never regretted it, my life depends on you. So as long as you make a decision, whatever that decision is, I will follow it. He told her.

She knew that it was he who had put everything and his whole life in her hands, and let her decide the fate of the two of them.

――――

She...... What exactly do you want? What kind of results do you want? Want an explanation like this?

Lu Xiaosu didn't know that she had never been so contradictory, so contradictory that she didn't know what her next step should be. She loves Jun Jinchen, but if she is too happy with Jinchen, she will feel sorry for her dead brother.

Standing in front of the tombs of his parents and younger brother, Lu Xiaoxu looked at the photo of his younger brother smiling on the tombstone. If my brother hadn't died that day...... But she also knew that at that time, Jinchen's injuries were also very serious, and if the doctor chose his younger brother at that time, then Jinchen would ......

She couldn't imagine that kind of possibility, just thinking about the beginning, made her heart hurt beyond measure.

"I love that guy so much...... But you died because of that person. Lu Xiaoxu muttered, "Although I know that there is nothing wrong with him, but ...... Can I be as happy as he is? ”

However, only the wind that blew in her ears responded to her.

Some are buried in the ground, while others are still alive.

Xia Qi was startled when she saw Lu Xiaoxu, she hadn't seen her for a long time, and her friend had lost a lot of weight, and she looked haggard, if it was because she was too busy preparing for marriage, but there was no sense of joy on the other party's face.

"What's going on? Is it what's going on? Xia Qi asked.

Lu Xiaosu knew that Jun Jinchen had not told anyone else about this matter. Just as she was called over by Jun Jinxiu that day, Jun Jinxiu also didn't know what was going on.

"What are you calling me out for?" Lu Xiaoxu asked without answering.

"Oh, yes, it's this." Xia Qi took out a booklet of wedding photos from her bag, which contained different styles of wedding photos taken by different photographers, "My mother-in-law asked me to show you this, so that you can see which style you like, and then I will arrange that photography team to shoot." ”

Of course, the photography team above is definitely top-notch. In Lu Xiaoxu's view, each of these samples is very good-looking, as if they are full of happiness.

Lu Xiaoxu turned the pages one by one, and now, all the people around him thought that she and Jinchen were now quasi-newcomers who were about to enter the auditorium, and they were very happy.

If she didn't know about her brother, she would be very happy to look at these photos, and she would call Jinchen and ask him to come and see it together, or at night, nestled in his arms, and discussed with him what kind of style is better, and when taking pictures, what special poses are needed......

But now......

"Kiki, what would you do if one day, your loved ones lost their lives because of the person you love the most?" Lu Xiaoxu asked abruptly.

Xia Qi was stunned, but then felt that her friend's question was not asked casually.

"It depends on what the situation is." Xia Qi thought for a moment and replied very seriously, "It depends on whether it is intentional or unintentional." ”

"Unintentionally." Lu Xiaoxu muttered.

"Then I will choose to forgive." Xia Qi said, looking at his friend, "So, between you and your eldest brother, what really happened, right?" ”

This time, Lu Xiaoxu did not avoid the question, but nodded, "Hmm." ”

Raising his head, Lu Xiaoxu looked at Xia Qi and smiled bitterly, "Qiqi, I have always felt that compared to the love between you and Jinyan, between me and Jinchen, it is much smoother, there is no misunderstanding, there is nothing I love you, you don't love me and the like, I am his life, just like he said, we are destined to be together, so it is so natural to love each other." ”

After a pause, Lu Xiaoxu told Xia Qi about the events of the year, and the corners of his lips were full of bitterness, "I know about this, but I can't actually blame Jinchen, the person who made the decision was not Jinchen, but a doctor, but every time I see him, I think of my younger brother." ”