Xu Hunxian didn't know how he would go, in short, his mind was very messy, this thing happened a bit suddenly, and he couldn't think about it deeply, and what was placed in front of him was another way, which was completely different from before.

opened the door, Xu's mother was preparing dinner, Xu Zhuxian was practicing the piano, everything seemed to be going on in an orderly manner, but if he left this home, would he still be able to see this warm picture often?

"What's wrong? Look at your face is not very good. Mother Xu first saw Xu Hunxian who came back, and just wanted to ask him how his performance was tonight, but found that he was a little haggard.

"It's nothing, it's just a little tired." Although he was very conflicted in his heart, Xu Hunxian didn't want to say it now, he didn't think about it himself, and there was another point, he didn't know what to say to his mother.

"Didn't you play well today?" Xu's mother was not at ease and tried to ask.

"Well, no, it's something else. Well, I'll tell you about it when Abba comes back for dinner. Afraid that Xu's mother would be worried, Xu Hunxian still decided to tell this matter, and by the way, ask their opinions in advance, they have more experience than themselves, and they will definitely not be like him who has no idea and thinks nonsense.

"Okay, let's talk about it later. But don't hold it in your heart, it's not good for your health. Xu Hunxian had already said this, but Xu's mother didn't ask any more questions, told her, and went back to the kitchen to get busy.

The family ate this meal relatively low, Xu Hunxian had something in his heart, and Xu's father and Xu's mother were waiting for the meal Xu Hunxian told himself about it, the most pitiful thing was Xu Zhuxian, who usually didn't talk much, was even more restrained in this atmosphere at this time, and ate her own food carefully.

Finally, this situation ended after the meal, and the table was simply cleaned up, and the family sat facing each other.

"What's the matter that makes you so conflicted that you have to talk about it after dinner?" Father Xu spoke first, breaking the state of silence for a long time, and when he came back, it was also Xu's mother who told him, and he was also very strange, and he didn't know what Xu Hunxian was going to say.

Xu Hunxian sighed lightly and said, "That's the case, Abba, OMA." After the performance tonight, I met the head of the S.M trainee department who watched my performance, and he said that he wanted to sign me into S.M as a trainee. The words that had been held in his heart for a long time came out, and Xu Hunxian felt a lot more comfortable.

"To be a trainee? Do? Be an entertainer? Father Xu probably knew something and asked curiously.

This made Xu Hunxian a little surprised, he didn't know what a trainee was in Lu Dao, how did Abba know Lu Dao?

The expression on Xu Hunxian's face did not hide from Father Xu, he smiled and said, "Don't be surprised, only you, who don't have much contact with the outside world, don't know what a Dao trainee is." In fact, I also only learned about the road, and a few colleagues around me always complained about what their children were going to do as trainees. You know better than I am, she's in music, and she knows better about trainees. ”

Mother Xu nodded, and then said, "Then what do you mean?" Judging by your state, you should be very excited, right? But if it's true, S.M is a good company, but the contract is very demanding. ”

Xu Hunxian was distressed, if it wasn't for his intentions, how could he be in such a state now? If nothing else, let's talk about his later life, which is his major turning point, that is, the cause of his headache.

Mother Xu couldn't bear him like this, so she walked to Xu Hunxian's side and sat down, and whispered in his ear, "Do you remember what Oma told you?" ”

Xu Hunxian paused, raised his head, and looked at Xu's mother a little blankly.

Xu's mother knew that he couldn't remember clearly, so she reminded: "I once said that men have a responsibility, especially in South Korea, a country with serious male power, men are more responsible for their families." ”

After a pause in her voice, Mother Xu continued: "I also said, what you want to do, just let go and do it, while you are still young, work hard to realize your dreams, although you Abba and I want you to go more steadily, but, what you want to do, we will definitely support you." ”

Xu Hunxian came to his senses and seemed to understand a little, every word of his father and mother in the past came to mind.

They have never been strict with themselves, maybe in Xu Zhuxian, but in themselves, it is more about letting themselves do according to their own thinking, even if they are in good health, it can be said that in some aspects, he has gained more favor than Xu Zhuxian.

"Well, I see, I'll think about it." Although the knot in his heart has not been opened, the mood in his heart is undoubtedly much better, with the support of his parents, what is he not satisfied with?

"Okay, go and do your own thing, you didn't see that Juxian was scared." Xu's mother smiled and stroked her daughter's head, jokingly teasing, she found that at that time just now, Xu Zhuxian was nervously grabbing the corner of her clothes.

"Oma, what's the matter?" Despite a little bit, Xu Zhuxian still retorted weakly, and the more she was like this, the more she attracted everyone's laughter.

The rest depends on Xu Hunxian himself. He has to choose his own way of life, which may not be the last path to take, but it is an important stage of life.

He wants to know what his dream is at this time, and he also has to decide whether to stick to his dream or follow his current path in an orderly manner.

Study hard, get admitted to a good university, enter a large company, get a competent job, get married and have children to feed your next generation, and then spend your ordinary life, or choose something else.

Not long after the family chatted, Xu Hunxian came to the piano that had been working together for a long time, gently stroked the piano case and keys, and then played it chaotically like child's play, feeling the feeling of the notes beating at the fingertips.

After a while, the jumble of notes seemed to become regular, into beautiful movements, spreading from the piano to all sides, and soon the notes filled the room, and then, like a full container, slowly overflowed, spreading out into the space outside the room, surrounded by the melodious music.

Finally, I don't know how long it took, the last note fell, and the room became quiet again.

Xu Hunxian, who was tired, sat up, washed up briefly, covered with a thin quilt, put his hands under his head, and began to think about tonight's events.

In his mind, tonight's events are like a multiple-choice question, the question is the way of life in the future, one is to live an orderly life now, but to become a trainee, there is a possibility of failure, but it is a completely different world.

Xu Hunxian doesn't know what to choose, and he doesn't know where the unknown road of the road should lead, a simple metaphor, A stands for conservative and low risk; B represents change, the unknown, risk-taking, and the risk factor is high, and he may like it more.

The piano music I played just now didn't seem to have disappeared, it kept drifting through my mind, and I suddenly felt that it was not a bad thing to be accompanied by music.

I also remembered the scene when I performed on the stage, although playing a song that was not bloody, but it made people's blood boil, especially when I remembered the cheers of the people in the audience, the support over and over again, the excitement that I had never had, the excitement that I had never had, and the heart seemed to jump out as if it was going to jump out, and I couldn't suppress it.

This feeling is fascinating. Xu Hunxian has to admit that he does like music, likes that kind of stage, likes someone to cheer for him, someone supports him, this is a kind of affirmation from the other party, a kind of encouragement to him, what he also likes is the kind of adventure to the unknown, just like once desperate to exercise, since the old man left, this feeling has never appeared.

Thinking of this, Xu Hunxian already has the answer in his heart, he doesn't like to lie to himself, and he doesn't like to go against his own heart, he will do whatever he thinks in his heart.

Xu Hunxian, who had figured it out, also became relaxed, since he had made a decision, he had to work hard to do it, he was in a good mood, and it was naturally easier to sleep, just a few minutes, and he had already entered his dream.

"What did you think last night?" At the breakfast table, Father Xu ate breakfast over and over again, and asked Xu Hunxian over and over again, with a casual attitude, but he couldn't hide his concern.

"After thinking about it, Abba, I'm going to be a trainee, and I'm going to make my debut as an artist in the future. Of course, I will not let go of my studies, and I will do my best to get into a good university. After taking a sip of porridge, Xu Hunxian replied very seriously.

Father Xu nodded, as if he had expected it: "It's good to think about it, whatever you want to do, we will support you." But one thing I'm glad about is that you didn't give up your studies because you wanted to be an artist, which is good. Although artists can make a lot of money, in this society, they still have to rely on their academic qualifications. ”

"Give me the phone number of the person you mentioned, and I'll give him a call, and as a father, I want to meet that person." Father Xu stretched out his hand and asked Xu Hunxian for it.

Xu Hunxian didn't say anything, this is as it should be, got up and brought the business card he got last night, and then handed it to Xu's father, and soon, the time and place were set in a café near a community, a good place to talk about things, and meet at 9 o'clock.

Seo's father asked for leave from the company at the same time, this matter is very important, and he must talk to Kim Sung-joon personally.

Soon it was nine o'clock, and the father and son simply cleaned up and walked to the café, which was not far, that is, a matter of minutes.

Entering the café, Jin Chengjun was already waiting there, Father Xu stepped forward and stretched out his hand, and after a simple greeting, he entered the topic: "Hunxian has already told us about being a trainee, we respect his opinion in principle, after all, he is fifteen years old, but I don't know what regulations your company has?" ”

Jin Chengjun was still very sincere about signing Xu Hunxian, and he didn't want to hide it, so he said directly: "Because your son is very good, we went back yesterday and talked to Director Li Xiuman, and he also agreed, excellent trainees are very scarce for every brokerage company." But there are some procedures that also have to be taken, that is, to go through a small assessment of our company, and like other trainees who are about to sign into the company, you can get a trainee contract for a period of four years, as long as you meet the debut requirements we stipulate, there will be a suitable opportunity to arrange his debut. The contract after the debut will also be changed and become an artist contract, which is more legally effective. This is a trainee contract, so take a look at it and sign your name if it's okay. ”

Dad Xu took the contract and browsed it carefully, this contract is relatively loose, except for some harsh practice rules and accommodation regulations, there is nothing else, of course, this is also relative to the artist contract, S.M's artist contract is very harsh, and its artists are simply money-making tools.

However, Xu's father didn't say much, he simply signed his name, and only in a stressful environment would he grow up quickly, for this, he was quite relieved about Xu Hunxian.

After the contract was signed, after chatting with Kim Sung-jun for a while, they agreed on the time for Xu Hun-hyun to enter the S.M assessment, and then went back.

"Looks like it's going well." Looking at Xu Hunxian, who came back alone with a smile, Xu's mother smiled and quipped.

"Well, oma, I'm going to S.M to take the assessment on August 1st, and if there is no accident, I will directly enter their company as a trainee, although I don't know what will happen in the future, but it makes people very happy." Unable to hide the excitement in his heart, Xu Hunxian held Xu's mother's hand and said with a smile.

However, Xu's mother had a dark look in her eyes, her son was going to leave her own life, how could she be happy?

Xu Hunxian and her have lived for a long time, and they were inseparable when they were children, but now they are separated, but it is an indescribable taste.

Noticing the change in her mother's mood, Xu Hunxian also changed from a happy mood, grabbed Xu's mother's hand, full of guilt: "Oma, I'm sorry, don't be sad, okay, I'll come back as long as I have a holiday in the future, okay?" If you miss me, I'll sneak back to show you, okay? ”

Mother Xu was amused by him and slapped him: "You kid, how can you sneak out?" Since you are going to be a trainee, you have to do it well, understand? OMA doesn't have to be careful, isn't there still Zhu Xian at home, in the future, Oma will spoil Zhu Xian every day and make you jealous, so that you will leave me before you get married, this is your punishment. ”

Xu Hunxian touched the back of his head embarrassedly, this punishment is really a bit big, and it is very stressful.