PS: That's it, and it can't be better, from the beginning of the anxiety to the dullness at this time. Otherwise, it will take up too much time in a hurry to live, so, cancel the promise of more than 10,000 recommended updates to 100 chapters, time, slowly smooth out the passion of eighteen, and the code word every day is also weak, and even half a day does not want to code words. In the future, it will be changed every day, and the small outbreak of Xiaomin's birthday will not change, and the other birthdays will not change......

He stood up from his seat slightly, walked to Li Xuanya's side and sat down, making Li Xuanya look at him puzzled, because he was drunk, his eyes were a little confused: "What? What are you doing here, sit back, I don't want to sit with you. ”

Xu Hunxian ignored her, but took out the tissue paper from his pocket, wiped the wine that flowed to her neck, and then said, "What is the reason for that?" I know that I haven't been with you all the time, but I hope I can make amends in the future. ”

This is Xu Hunxian's heart, he doesn't know how to make his heart more comfortable.

But this kind of performance is like a childish behavior, Li Xuanya glanced at Xu Hunxian, and then turned her head with a mockery: "It's late, but I didn't expect that you are still so naïve, and whimsical, it used to feel good like this, but now, hehe." ”

Ignoring Xu Hunxian, he took another sip of wine: "If I haven't met someone until now, maybe because I think of you, I still have a chance." ”

Alone? Hearing this, Xu Hunxian suddenly had a bad feeling, and his heart suddenly tightened.

Li Xuanya didn't care about him and took a sip of wine. As if reminiscing: "It was in the third year of my trip to ZhongGuo, to be honest, even at that time, I didn't make any friends, doesn't it sound pitiful?" And he's my only friend, and he's a man. Do you know the way, at that time, I was still not welcomed by the people in the class, who made me a foreigner, and I couldn't speak clearly. They lose patience after a few words. And he is the only one who often talks to me, accompanying me home and accompanying me to learn ZhongGuo dialect. Now I regret it a little. Why didn't I learn my grandfather's language well when I was with him? Let yourself be in a situation where it is difficult to move an inch into ZhongGuo. ”

"One thing you probably understand, that is, if you have been together for a long time, you will slowly develop feelings. Me and him are, at that time, I may sometimes think of you, but your figure has slowly blurred, and his figure has gradually become clearer, from the beginning of the equal with you, the most after he completely prevailed, naturally, I and he secretly fell in love. ”

Although she is reminiscing about the past, a smile slowly appears on Li Xuanya's face now, but Xu Hunxian on the side is heartbroken to see it, what kind of feeling is this?

I don't know if Lu Dao really felt that Xu Hunxian's heart seemed to be torn apart, abnormal colic, and he couldn't breathe.

Turning around slightly, Xu Hunxian didn't dare to look at the smiling face anymore, maybe it wasn't enough, he stood up from the position next to Li Xuanya, and returned to his original position from the new, but he didn't dare to look at it anymore, he could only lower his head, if he looked carefully, his eyes were already red, but he had been thinking about Li Xuanya's words and didn't find them, and those words were whipping his heart over and over again.

Li Xuanya smiled for a while, stunned, and didn't notice the situation on Xu Hunxian's side, but even if she did, she wouldn't say anything.

It was only for a moment, the smile on her face disappeared, and she instantly turned hideous and looked at Xu Hunxian: "But, what are you always ghosting about, since you are far away in South Korea, just stay there, what do you want my family to think about?" When I first moved in, I often mentioned you, and it was okay to hear my grandmother and mother want to get me and you together, but it's been two or three years, and they keep mentioning you for something, and they joke with me every time. ”

"They don't know what to say, I've grown up, and there is a more caring person around me than you, maybe not as good as you, but it's really good to be with him, without your rigidity, dullness, and can always make me happy, but why don't they understand?"

"Why do you know that I want to find a school after I fall in love? Is it because it's you? Because the son-in-law they identify is you? ”

"Just because that's how you can meddle in my affairs at will? And I told the teacher that I was already married, do you know how embarrassed I was at that time? ”

"Do you know how I was in the mood to face him all the time? Did you know that he and I were laughed at by the whole class, even the whole grade? Can you understand how I felt? ”

"So I hate you, I hate you very much, why did you behave so well in their hearts, so that they will always remember it, even if they come to ZhongGuo for a few years, they can't forget it, even now!!"

After venting a lot, Li Xuanya drank the last half of the bottle, as if she had exhausted all her strength, she lay on the table motionless, but only after a while, I saw her shoulders shrug, and it didn't take long to hear a slight sobbing sound, and then it got bigger and bigger, and after a while, she started crying, and the depression that had been held in her heart for a long time was released, and she was not hiding it.

At this time, Xu Hunxian did not come forward to comfort him, he is no better than Li Xuanya now.

To put it mildly, what Li Xuanya said has no responsibility for Xu Hunxian, but he didn't think that he had nothing to do with himself, he didn't directly cause her to be like this, but helpers are indispensable.

Because, he didn't stay by her side, give her encouragement, give her support, she was alone during this time and he didn't do anything, maybe he can't be blamed for this, because he was just a child at the time, but if it involves emotional problems, it must be his responsibility.

Also, I met someone I slowly liked, but I was torn apart by my family, and when something like that happened, I couldn't stand it on anyone. Probably, this is the biggest trauma of her period, maybe there is nothing in the eyes of adults, but for Li Xuanya, it is really an indelible memory, just like his war trauma, although he is living a good life now, but I don't know when Lu Dao will break out, not to mention that in this, he played a very important role. A person who is often talked about by her family.

But. When Xu Hunxian was thinking about Li Xuanya's affairs, he was thinking more about his own affairs, and there was a problem that came up since Li Xuanya broke out that she no longer liked him and had another person, that is. Like a person. Can it really last?

If it hadn't happened yet. He could answer without hesitation, but now, being hit. Since I was a child, I thought I liked the person I liked, and since the person I have always believed that he likes someone else, this makes his values begin to collapse, can time really change everything, and can it really not last long to like someone?

He couldn't help but think about this, and the more he thought about it, the more it hurt his heart, although he couldn't believe it, but today, he did encounter it, and smashed his original confidence in the most savage way, who would understand, who could understand that kind of subversion?

Xu Hunxian wanted to stand up, but with a "poof", it seemed that there was no strength in his feet, and he sat back again, his hands were shaking constantly, and he was panting heavily, Li Xuanya said that no one understood her mood over the years, but now, from the beginning to now, Li Xuanya's cynicism over and over again, disdain and contempt over and over again, and his persistence, who understands?

Everything is gone, my countless fantasies, countless assumptions, all of which have been shot down by these words, and all that is left is the ravages of the side, which have just healed and been torn apart again, and so on and on.

After Li Xuanya cried for a while, she slowly fell asleep on the table, and there were tear stains in the corners of her eyes and cheeks, you can understand how sad she was crying just now, but now she sleeps very peacefully, even the noisy music around her has not affected her, she is asleep like this.

Li Xuanya is like this, but there is a person who is not easy, he still sits there, his eyes are blank, there is no focus, as if he has no soul, in the face of such a thing, no one can pretend to ignore people, especially Xu Hunxian, a traditional person, but his world view and values, standing in the collapse, so cruel, but so real, now he has accepted such a reality, that is, a person who gets married after the most is not the person he began to like, although he wishful thinking, But often providence makes people, is this a painful realization?

The business of the bar is at night, at this time it is the most people of the day, I don't know how the road came out, but someone asked him if he wanted to go, he left the bar like a walking corpse with Li Xuanya, walked to the street and stopped a taxi at random and went up, the driver didn't want to take them, but saw that he didn't look like he had drunk, but he looked a little sluggish and let them go.

After entering the taxi, he didn't say where he was, or the driver asked, he recovered some clarity, and then called Uncle Li to ask for the address of his home, which was like his home past, as for his salute, he had been taken back by Aunt Park, who went back.

They live in a relatively high-end community, the security is not bad, at least when the taxi went in, they were interrogated, and they were only allowed to let go after seeing Li Xuanya, who was drunk on Xu Hunxian's shoulder, but they saw a man sitting there all the time, and there was nothing to say, which made people wonder, despite this, there was still no more interrogation, and they guessed that they were probably sending people back.

Probably got Uncle Li's phone number, Xu Hunxian helped Li Xuanya out of the taxi After Aunt Park was already waiting under the apartment building and looking anxiously, she had been worried since Li Xuanya ran out of the door of the ward, although her husband had called her, she still couldn't put her mind at ease.

After a while, a taxi drove over, and Aunt Park reacted that it must be Xu Hunxian and they were back, so she hurriedly greeted her, but the two people who came out of the car made her a little stunned, which was a bit beyond her cognition, and her daughter actually drank like this: "Hunxian, what's going on?" ”

There was no obvious saying of anything, and there was still a reproach in the words at that time, his daughter was with him, and he came back drunk and he had nothing, which had to be doubtful.

It's just that Aunt Park patronized Li Xuanya and didn't notice Xu Hunxian's expressionless face.

Xu Hunxian put Li Xuanya into her arms, didn't say anything, didn't change, was silent, just followed her to help support, no one knew what to do, it was just that he was doing these things stiffly, and there was not much intuition in his head.

Aunt Park was a little strange when she saw that Xu Hunxian didn't answer her question, but she didn't ask much, and now Li Xuanya needed to be taken care of, so she went upstairs without thinking too much.

If Xu Hunxian can still maintain her usual clarity now, she will understand that what Li Xuanya said is very wrong, she thinks that her family doesn't care about her, but in fact, at a critical time, she still thinks of her feelings first, not Xu Hunxian, who has been talking about it, even if she comes back later, her grandmother, a family of two women has been around her all night, and Xu Hunxian, the person who only came today, was forgotten by them.

PS: There is a mental illness in psychology called the delusion of being loved, which believes that what a person does and behaves is implying that he likes the subject. Li Xuanya and Xu Hunxian have such a little reason, it is not a mental illness, but it causes a feeling of liking, and such a thing will happen after the last day. (To be continued......)