After much thought, I said goodbye to my old job. It may take two weeks, or even a month, to prepare a new book. I wish it could be better than Electro Rebirth, so it will take more and more time.

I was able to keep updating this year, and to be honest, I made myself very tired.

There are basically no days off, no social activities, no entertainment and leisure dates, and in the end, this has something to do with my lack of female ticket mates, and I can't blame it all on writing books.

Of course, writing a book has given me more and more rewards, not only for the manuscript fee, but also for joy.

For a person who is not yet thirty years old and has not yet started a career, it is just a job that does not worry about eating and drinking, and in a small city, you will have a feeling of wasting your life.

There is some trepidation, is life like this, and the calm heart refuses to have another wave?

This unwillingness surrounds me, and the older I get, the more difficult it is to ignore. Really, in the dead of night, I always ask myself, what is the point of such a life?

Sometimes I talk about death with relatives and friends, or in online chats.

My wish is that on the day I die, I will donate everything I can and scatter the remaining ashes into the sea.

This seems to be a bit nihilistic, a philosophical term I don't know much about, so let's borrow it. That is, I feel that in life, there are many things that I don't have to mind.

For example, this stinky skin, such as money, such as figure. In this world, only love and food can live up to it.

After thirty days of noon, I hope it is not too late to find the way. If I don't even want to keep my ashes in this world, there has to be some proof that I've been here.

Yes, this book can prove that I have come to this world.

It's a pleasure that transcends money, transcends creation itself. Writing is a hobby, but more importantly, writing something can be recognized by readers.

For the author, this is not just a compliment, but a sublimation, a sublimation of the meaning of the author's life.

I am no longer afraid, nor am I worried about whether my descendants will have a place to commemorate me if my ashes are scattered into the sea.

This book, all the traces I left on the Internet, will be my monument, and I can proudly say that I have brought satisfaction and smiles to at least tens of thousands of people.

I would like to thank all the readers who have subscribed, rewarded and encouraged me, thank you for the satisfaction you have brought me, and thank you for making me last until the end.

Genuine readers are not just financially meaningful to me, because in the current pirated environment, it should be said that you "afford" me to choose to pay

I want to thank you for all that you have done, which is very, very important to me.

Important things to say three times, thank you, thank you to these readers who can afford me, thank you to all the genuine readers.

I know I'm not perfect, but you guys make me perfect.

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